yuri vs yaoi editionPrevious thread: >>41108165QOTT: do you drink liquids whilst eating? very important question
arrive at my location with a baseball bat and fucking beat my stupid gay head input my out of my retarded misery>>41113250i drink a gallon of sugar free lemonade every day
>>41113250mikes hard and or coffee
run me over with a car pop my head like a grape because i deserve it
tell me you love me but as a cruel joke shoot me in the neck like charlie quirk
ninin mmg i'm gonna cry myself to sleep
i walk wit a stick i walk wit a
>>41113250dependswith oats i keep it to a minimum because my tummy doesnt like thati never understood the high standards woman have in terms of looks towards men but now i do most of them simply arent attractive and the few that are wouldnt date someone like mesadly i also cannot look at women without feeling jealousy and insecurity and the thought of topping makes me rather wanna kill myselfdating is cooked for me i might try to accept a man with some flaws
>>41113365have u topped before
>>41113250>qottusually. it's mostly water, but for breakfast i almost always have a glass of chocolate milk (lately it's been apple cider though, my mom bought like 3 quarts last week and hasn't been drinking it at all) and sometimes if it's in the house i'll have a glass of lemonade with dinner>>41113273>>41113314i have the same thoughts all the time. some other fun ones were imagining someone with like, a large cartoon wooden mallet just slamming it down on my skull and smashing it like a watermelon, and some absurd contraption where i am standing in a predug grave with the dirt suspended over me, get shot, and then the dirt comes down and buries me. >>41113344goodnight dakota!!
>>41113250>QOTTagua
>>41113383yea cisf before transitioningi basically worshipped them it wasnt healthy and they all broke up with me for beeing obsessed and not dominant enough
>>41113388can you please kill me :( :(
>>41113411bi cism is probablyy the only way
>>41113567gay cism is a better choice
killing me with a hammer is a great choice please god
>>41113567yea but then find one who is not a fub and doesnt just see me as a fetish but a serious relationship
>>41113522no!! if you’re transgender you have to live
>>41113587why do u say that
>>41113627i think you made that up
>>41113642nope, got it from this sacred text
>>41113600yeahi've accepted being a liability for most people at this point and something to be tolerated cuz i am a troon
>>41113687haven't i done enough years
living with bpd is like serving time
>>41113629wont leave you for a woman
>>41113687tweeted by someone who pretends to be transgender on the internet
>>41113728that's a real fear but i try to find repressed faggots that call themselves bi as bad as that sounds
>>41113698i have these fantasies in my head even with me passing but then i remember i have a penis and would have to tell him thatyea idk maybe we cant be choosy>>41113728until you start passing too well then he leaves you for a dude
wish i was 18 scrolling gigahon compliations rn
all hrtreppers are manmoders but not all manmoders are hrtreppers
nigga rly types gigahon compilations in the search bar...
>>41113250ALL YOU PEOPLE ARE REAL HOMIES THE OPS DONT GET WHAT ITS LIKE TO BE A MANMODER. YOU COULD HAVE KILLED YOURSELF YEARS AGO BUT YOU LIVE ON FOR THE THRILL OF THE GAME.
>>41113823when do i get to the thrill part
im so insane
how have i gotten MORE masculine in the last year how is that possible tell me why. tell me why. im soooooo ugly i need to carve apart my face. i’ll do anything for ffs but i still wont pass LOL fml
>>41113850i'm at my limit haha
if i was actually a woman id want to be super butch and thats what makes my situation so fucking patheticif im a neverpasser and i present masc im just a fucking man
never ever ever never sober award
dubs and i walk around the block with a beer
>>41113888trips you take two beers
>>41113888holy zased post mid walk updates
almost succumbed to posting face in mmg for attention award
>>41113937how do you always say what i was thinking 15 minutes ago. it happens so frequently
>>41113937i'm literally dying to give someone attention right now
i have so much to offer and nobody to offer it to. not even myself.
im so chopped crying emoji
>>41113945how do you know it’s always me and not different people? most of us are anon>>41113946if i get dubs i’ll do it, just for you. all the pictures i took looked like utter dogshit though lol>>41113957me every time i looked at the mirror selfies i took
>>41113970wow look at that you got dubs post the picture so i can talk to you more
>>41113970youre in my phone
>>41113973alas, 7 and 0 are different numbers
>>41113980that's cool. what are you up to
kiss me thru the phone :3
I'M TRYING
>>41113983eating blackberries and getting ready to watch the 90s x-men cartoon. my friend is really into it (and x-men in general) so im partially watching it for her. hopefully then she’ll finally watch evangelion like ive been telling her to for years
>>41114009what's it like having friends
who wanna make out sloppy style no commitments :3 4 LYFE I PrOMISE
>>41114017me*takes you antiquing instead* you thought
im movked all day and night
>>41114011it’s nice, they’re all lovely people and i get to see my main group of friends usually weekly, which is great. we’ve all been pretty close for like 7+ years so lots of time for running jokes to develop and shit
>>41114028i dont want to talk to you anymore
>>41114031i’m sorry nona, i was just trying to answer your questions :(
half my injection leaked
>>41114056put more in there
>>41114059i also injected right into the thin skin over my hip bone
>>41114020BUMNO I DONT MEAN THAT COKEAIUNB IS SO FUNN AWO WO EUUGGHHHKISS ME ON THE LIPS NM TASTE IT I SWEAR IT WORKS
>>41114075why did you do that dumbass :(
>>41114078if you insist
>>41114083when i was sitting it was squishy and seemed fat but then the needle sunk in weird and it all spurted out i think it’s over im going to wait out this week though and see how it goes. Fuck you btw stop mocking me
>>41114089sorry
>>41114089i chupsed reading this
>>41114095im a man
>>41114106i don't believe you. is that okay?
>>41114101chupse(Barbados) The sound produced by sucking air between the teeth, expressing displeasure, incredulity, etc. >>41114111idiot
>>41114122yeah i'm an idiot. what are you up to now btw
i do nothing but show strangers my asswhole these days
>>41114124sitting in my room with sallow skin, chapped lips, and 20 pounds overweight on a male skeleton
>>41114129can i see your skeleton
it’s over iwnbaw
show me your skelly
>>41114150
>>41114165just me and my size 40 levis
>>41114146ok nigga and?
>>41114170AND ION WANNA BE A FAGGOT
just me and my size 40 womens chucks
is vice president jd vance a repper
God bless TrumpGod bless VanceGod bless the Constitution so long as it protects God and the aforementioned 47th administration of these United States of America
i need another manmoder to kiss... we ciuld be 2 bricks in love...
did she die on her beer around the block walk
>>41114209here i am
bricks mog me
>>41114218once again
>>41114225shut up kelly clarkson
>>41114218are u from central europe?
>basically i drink beer and have issues>”oh my god your sooo misato coded haha”>*in my gruff voice* yeah haha, guess i am>”do you, like, want to fuck?”>*in my gruff voice* no bitch youre way too ugly for me nigga damn
>>41114240not even close
>>41114244you aren't chopped then?
>>41114253how do you know it’s me
>>41114257what?
>>41114266i see you
>>41114257there are janitors in every general
>>41114273i'm not sure what you mean, sorry...
>>41114122>calling the person complimenting you an idiot
>>41114321hey what's up
>>41114322hey i’m the person you already decided you didn’t want to talk to anymore
>>41114330i changed my mind
>>41113790Elaborate
manmoding is a state of temporary embarrassment
>>41114333well nothing much is up, i’m just getting ready for bed. just brushed my teeth and pissed, might put away my laundry since i folded it like 20 minutes ago. i’m listening to an album that just came out and kicked ass. what about you, nona?
>>41114359which albumam listening to https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YQBUCt4XVdw
>just brushed my teeth and pissedhot
>>41114368infinity guise by summerbruise! they’re one of the dozens of random smaller emo bands i love. i actually posted one of the songs from the album in an earlier mmg today. i’ll check out yndling, just off the thumbnail i think that might be up my alley>>41114372i promise you, nothing i do is hot
>>41114394i downloaded the album
>>41114414hope you enjoy it, nona!
>>41114420how do i mute the quirked up white boy
>>41114421i think the quirked up white boy is goated with the sauce actually
>>41114424can you beat me to death with a hammer
>>41114426no :( i want you to do that to me, but preferably in a looney tunes way that’s at least a little funny instead of plainly horrific
>>41114454okay post lat long
>>41114462i didn’t realize how imprecise rounded coordinates are…i’ll round to 41 -74
>>41114501is this your homeless encampment
run this bitch like i'm Oscar Pistorius
wow he’s baby
I hate men so fucking much
>>41115383beautiful. angelic, even
>>41114358Nope it is a state of knowing u will never pass for female
>>41115520it’s over
the point of getting castrated is getting castrated, why would you ever use a sperm bank
Yeah i dont even wanna pass for female desu i want to be actual woman and have babies and stuff….. GRRRRRRRR its so unfairHigh heels are so much fun to walk in its so crazy that i am a man like wtf!?!?!??
just adoptwanting to have "biological children" is a fascist ideal
im a victim
>>41115674*abuses u*
>>41115685want to get married
>>41115673Actually kill yourself please
>be me>crippling disorder>tfw no womb>feel broken and deficient >’’ERRRM just adopt you FASCIST”I hate men
i hate my moid body
Adopt these nutts, faketrans whore!
>>41115697yea sure>>41115699>>41115712ahaha fascists
being quite honest i don't believe in the institution of marriage eitherfamily, marriage, """biological""" children all spooks
at the fire station waiting for someone to get sick or injured so i can get my practice run and go home
going to the arboretum to look at trees
>>41113250broke: only likes straight romancewoke: likes either yuri or yaoibespoke: is equally obsessed with straight, yuri and you
im going to knit at the beach today, even got a new bikini :D
>>41115870thays fun what are you knitting?
>>41115873a tote bag :3
>>41115895cute! currently im working on the strap for my crossbody bag. so close to being done but i have no motivation.
> be me, 3yrs hrt manmoder with stagnant transition> unberable dysphoria and hopelessness about the future, making me extremely depressed> mom picks up on it, as always> "nona, maybe you're feeling bad because you're transitioning and this isn't right for you, you should rethink this"> tfw the changes i got on hrt and slight hope for the future are the only things preventing me from ending it allcis people's ignorance is insane. Imagine coming up to a poor person who's trying to improve their shitty situation and saying "maybe you're down because you don't want to be a poor fucker anymore, if you gave up and accepted that you'll be better off!!!" and seriously thinking you're onto something> inb4 "why even live with your parents"the economy sucks rn and i can save for ffs faster with cheap ass rent>>41113823real
What happened to charlotte I heard she died? She posted about ffs and disappeared.
>accidentally let slip that i hate men in front of my female cousins>all of them just nod in agreement>one of them even said "yea fair"
yaoi is superior.
>>41116085no, /our/ charlotte is probably just girlmoding
>>41116244i mean you are right dude suck
yaoi is the way
i live in a 24/7 torture chamber
yawellthat'a just like, your opinion, man
what's even the point of shaving my legs I'll look hideous and unfuckable either way. Everyday I just sit in my room, take my hrt, and wait for death
>>41116386Same
no hangover just bad dreams
>>41116386new to shaving legs but i like how they feel
>every cis woman whos attracted to me is some bishit who just want to have a quirky failed male bf to treat like an exotic animal>every tranny i met is some giga hussie whos disgusted even by the idea of other trannies looking at her directionthis sucks i just want a girlfriend
>>41116386don't shave it then who gafi only shave mine because i don't like being hairy
>>41116482because it makes me feel sad cuz i look more like a man, but I'll look like a man regardless
I have the peter pan syndrome
>>41116497bitch ass
oh my god i'm so thirsty keep chugging glasses of water
no clothes no hair no surgery can cover up the shame of my male body
>>41116524yeah I know. it's pathetic. I'm pathetic
>>41116446Find an autist gamp
>>41116446>every tranny i met is some giga hussie whos disgusted even by the idea of other trannies looking at her directionstop being a rapebian
im falling apart
no man will ever love me or be able to start a family with me>>41116653same wanna rope together
iwnbaw i cant live like this
>>41116623can't help myself >_<>>41116566easier said than done, i live in a hussie reich
>>41116733shoot up some heroin
i need to stop ruining my life
>>41116879maybe tomorrow
https://strawpoll.com/kogjR2DkNg6
>young, dysphoric, self aware>series of unfortunate events>man with tits
>>41117024many such cases
>>41117044it was never supposed to be this way
>don't paint my nails winninghow
>>41117232where the fuck do you think you are
>>41117210i wouldve said creepy aristocratic faggot that abuses young men in his flat
>>41117286Who did he abuseI was listening to the sting song about him is why i postedIs he an evil jew? nooooooo
>>41117241not in repgen
next thread is going to be hrtrepgen
>>41116943funny thing about this, there were a few times where i still thought i was “just a weird cis guy” and i thought i’d paint my nails anyway, just for fun. and yet i still repped. what a fucking moron>>41117232we’re manmoders
>>41117232Painted nails is for poor women and ratchet whores heheRich women get a clear coat.
>>41117334>manmodersand? I use acrylic nails nothing wrong with that
Attention man moder generalWhy don't YOU paint your nails????
what are gen x trannies like (no ancientshits)
>>41117642gen x never do anything right. not even being a troon
I hate my voice
I don't feel like a woman because I went through male puberty
getting called a disgusting tranny while being groped would be nice i think
>>41117671me too. was in the vocaroo thread and got mogged incredibly hard lol
my male sovl is why my male genetics are too strong to overcome
i'm awake and i'm still angry
i started eating right, taking my shots on time, and exercising and all it did was take away the thin layer of confusion between my soul and the reality of my body. there is nothing for me, no hope
>>41117781me when i stopped drinking and drugging
>>41116943'people' who picked i don't paint my nails should detransition desunailpolish is a dumb fucking thing and you reppers can't even do that? lol
>'people' who picked i don't paint my nails should detransition desui did
>>41117960Are u dumbThe most ugly ratchet hoes go to the nail salonMeanwhile the ultra wealthy simply don't, its seen as crassSo it isn't a male vs female thing, it is a class signifier. Sorry you like to look like a poor person but i'd prefer to not....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvifRmXvAtMwhy are cis fags like this?
Actually thats not true lolMy style is more "rich person larping as poor"I try to dress homeless with holes and rips but smell super good and have perfect skin...Idk painting nails is cute if you are in a dress and heels i guess, but for every day it just looks dumb i think
does half of this thread have some weird alternative definition of manmoding? why is it shocking manmoders wouldn’t paint their nails??
i will never, EVER be a woman
i will never, EVER be a man
>>41118163ok repper
i would paint my nails more but i get like 3 days out of it before having to remove it in a panic for my safety
>>41118251I am more trans than u will ever be unfortunately.I know its not a contest but stillI don't need chemicals on my nails to feel like a woman, my brain has already taken care of that haha
>>41118275you're like those people that say you don't need hrt to be a woman except more retardeder
Desu if u feel feminine u can theoretically wear mens clothes with a short haircut and still feel feminineIt is the fetishists and ogres who need an axewound, skirt and nail polish to feel like a woman........
>>41118275you're a gay male repper. it's ok though go be the man you ought to be
you don't need hrt to be transyou don't need fingernail polish to be a womanyou don't need women's clothing to be a womanyou don't need that. dress like a man. pee standing up. get a blue collar job. die for israel. die die die die die die die MAN
>>41118305Women don't need nail polish to be themselves and neither do i>>41118282I take hrt because it makes me feel better, you take it to grow boobs.......
>>41118291>axewoundyou're a man
>>41118316you are a man
>>41118319So are u bossMy penis is small, uncut, and cuteI don't need an open wound to feel feminine sorry
deadass bro i hate AmeriKKKa
gotta go to work titties is sore. its only till tonight i will make it
>>41118340taper off that juice auntie
gonna give myself a haircut, get rid of the last of my bleached ends
>>41118348i'll work on it if anything i'm not gonna buy too much more
>>41118332No you dont, you just hate being alive.You would never in a million years live in another countryeven if you had the money.
>>41118355not another fakemoderim going to kill myself
>>41118392what a dumb fucking post, there's multiple countries that have better quality of life by basically every metric. why would i be attached to this place?
>>41118420i promise you im not a fakemoder, i haven’t malefailed since puberty
>>41118431you are a woman
>>41118355did not end up getting rid of all the bleached ends actually, didn’t want to cut so much off :(
>>41118436in terms of sovl? i sure hope so, otherwise i’m wasting money on hrt. in terms of outer appearance? not even close, unfortunately
>>41118365thank you auntie love you
>>41118355yea ig im finally gonna cut my bangs today as well thanks for reminding
>>41118480best of luck nona! mine are self cut too, hopefully yours end up looking better than mine
you can't cut your own bangs that's illegal
>>41118505thanks and same for youi got my bangs down its just the tranny cut so not exactly hard anyway
>>41118516why not? sure it’s easy to fuck up, but people do it all the time (and getting that first fuck up on camera is an easy way to get views on tik tok) and sometimes do ’em well. i’ve been cutting my own hair for like a year or two because i don’t want to go to a salon
>manmoders on tiktok
>>41118710let me follow you on tiktok
mfers at work watching the charlie kirk memorial
>>41118763any nuclear armed state in the world has the opportunity to do the funniest possible thing ever right now
>>41118735my last 2 posts are from 3 years ago about suicidal thoughts and i had gross unkempt beard growth in one of them, no
>>41118763LmaoIsn’t the funeral hosted by the white house ? the same people who killed him? lol maga retards are crazy
>>41118854delete them and post something cute :3
>>41118763why are amerilards like this?
nonas, if you could technically afford ffs but it would bring you to near destitution, you would still get it, right? I have to decide and I can't delay any further because I lose insurance coverage soon
>>41118985yesffs would be life saving for me
>>41118985yeah you'll get more money later
>>41118985tough call that i dont want to make for you. if its important to you and you lose coverage maybe go for it but idk what your safety nets look like.
>>41118985Depends on the surgeon
you ever drop a log your lowkey proud of but cant show it to anyone because thats weird as fuck?
No
im horny
wya
>>41119046so do you just show them a pic or what?
i'm not falling for that wya shit again
>>41118985i'm too pretty for plastic surgery
>she fell for it in the first place
i wish i had someone to roll around naked with in bed and rub bodies with
>>41119102i just want to be loved for once in my life is that so wrong?
>>41118985I would
please stop reminding me i will be emotionally and physically alone for the rest of my life
>>41119010>>41119014thanks nonas>>41119016parents are kicking me out after the surgery date but I'll be moving in with my brother before then. I probably won't be able to afford to go back to school for a while (im a college dropout) but I should be able to eke out a living I think.
>>41119127wya
>>41119053pdx
im so fucking touch starved
>>41119135best of luck who are you getting surgery with?
>>41119098if you're that pretty then why are you in mmg
>>41119153Men can be pretty
>>41119171nah
>>41119136not falling for that wya shit again
>>41119152>>41119025Dr. Artur Fahradyan. Doesn't seem to be very well known but his results seem quite good and he's cheaper than the more well known ones
>>41119153pretty but unmistakeably male
>>41118985i think so. the other option is don’t get ffs ever, right? might as well get it while it’s a possibility and try and recoup that money over time, instead of forgoing the possibility >>41119065nta but i’m simply not proud of my poops. i’m very ambivalent towards them>>41119102nta either but i just want to answer the question asked of me>>41118869i’m in mmg, i can’t be cute
someone come grope me
I have chest hair <3 but it's not developed enough to be removable by laser
i started growing chest hair when i got on hrt
i’m very grateful i have minimal chest hair, it’s just a sparse line up the middle plus some hair around the areolae (side note i double checked i was right on the plural of areola and found out some people pronounce the first a as a schwa? what the fuck)
you're not special i know at least three other trannies who did the same thing
uhreoluh
need someone to affirm my masculinity
>>41119409can i suck you off
>>41119406lmao
>>41119418I would be a little bit uncomfortable but I'd pretend to like it
>>41119428oh sorry will you do me then
>>41119432that wouldn't affirm my masculinity
>>41119428hot wya
>>41119458pdx
>>41119191that's my line :p
>>41119463urrghhh ill make the drive igwhen i get there we have to eat because i have an oral fixation ok
I want to get worse
i dont want anything
>>41119519i could make you worse
i want to get better
i want to kill myself
came twice the fantasy is gone i can get out of bed now
all that is good or beautiful in this world wasnt meant for me
that isn't true
>>41119574how
does unisex clothing exist that doesn't have any clear gendered featuresfor example, buttons or zippers that are somehow made to look neutral
>>41119672i have bpd
>>41119725hoodies
>>41119788I can't wear hoodies
>>41119725there's a great brand that makes clothes like this for people like us. just google lemon party
>>41119031always
>>41119806why not?
>>41120129cones
>>41120223let me see them
>>41120223that’s exactly what hoodies are good for hiding, why do you think it’s the boymoder uniform?
if youre not binding everyone can see your tits dont delude yourself
>>41120278plenty of men get gyno
>>41120270they don't work to hide your breastsonly binding does>>41120250no
plenty of men have soft worried faces and perky gyno tits while being stick thin with fat hips
>>41120322meee
>>41120322hrt has given me zero hips fml
>>41120337eat bitch
>>41120322>fat hipsi wish
i had two weekends in a row i went to concerts and had the opportunity to introduce myself with my girl name to strangers who’d never known me as a man and would’ve been supportive and didn’t take it. i’m such a fuck up
>>41120349I do it still just goes to my tummy
>>41120223get a bra
>>41120349>stick thin
tummy is such an erotic word
>>41120322me if anyone even cares
ough moder trummy...
tummy incoming in 5 minutes
i need to shave my body :\
>>41120353dont beat yourself up. you can try can always again :)
>>41120437it’s been 5 minutes 0-0>>41120452maybe. the second of the two i was gonna actually girlmode for the first time because the bands are all very openly trans allies (and the opener was 2/3 trans) but i didn’t get a chance to because my mom stayed in when she originally said she’d be out before i left
>going to shows with your parents
>>41120506>i was gonna actually girlmode for the first time that must really sting anon but there will be another time dont get discouraged! keep going to concerts and the opportunity will present itself.
>>41120515no it wasn’t with her, i just live with her and would have had to be seen by her in girlmode before i left the house. i have gone to shows with her though, i got her into fall out boy in middle school so we go to those shows together
>>41120506not everyone deserves to see it nvm im sorry
I was having an ok day and then i saw myself in the mirror and it was immediately ruined
i wish i could ever girlmode
i will never get over the fact that there is not an ounce of femininity in my body
femininity is stored in the ovaries
femininity is stored in the shape of your skeleton and skull
>>41120528don’t worry, i’ll definitely keep going to concerts, i have 2 upcoming tickets and am looking to go to up to 3 more if i can get the money for them>>41120552no worries nona, i had just noticed it had been 5 minutes as i was typing my reply
there are trannies out there who were born with rich parents who can just go out and pay thousands for clavicle shortening surgery and I will never be one of them.
my favorite band ever was in town week ago and i didnt go see them because i have recently become terrified of going outsidethey were playing thru their worst album anyway...
>>41120361no
>>41120665what band? the only one coming to mind for me is cartel’s chroma anniversary tour, but i’d be shocked if a cartel fan didn’t like chroma
>>41120676why not
>>41120681unwoundhoping im a little more stable if and when they do a repetition tour cuz ill definitely have to see that
>>41120737I don't need one
>>41120827well then why are you worried about your cones?
took a nap, woke up, first thought? iwnbaw
>>41120874it's my first thought in the morning, my last thought at night, and every thought in between
>>41120759i'll take you to see them
>>41120885it wasnt supposed to be like this
the eye of someone who wnbaw
"auntie why do you sound so old"–kid at the skate park
>>41120927mogs me
>>41120937it is an eye
>>41120943i know
>>41120886is that u again
>>41120930that's cute I wish kids would call me auntie but that will never happen
>>41120979no
i need to get out of here
>>41120955how can an eye mog you
>>41120979yeah
real
im so sad and pathetic, pants don’t fit right anymore. also im ugly. also im fat. also im agoraphobic. Also i will never feel satisfied
>>41121025I HATE U JANNIE
>>41121063nyoo
>>41121097>>41121097
