>have urge to troon into "shemale">want breasts and a man who will appreciate my hard dick cooming all over him while I ride him>it is the only fantasy that turns me on>coom>thoughts subside>tell (lie to myself?) that I am a cis hetero manseriously how do i fix this? I have watched porn maybe 4 times this year.
your only choice is to bimbomax, to ever become a functional human you need big bimbo titties and lip gloss.It may be hard right now but I'm a Dr so I have your best interests in mind.
>>41114678troon into "shemale" with huge breasts and a man who will appreciate your hard dick cooming all over him while you ride him
>>41114729>>41114733but really is this most likely what this means?
>>41114678That's a coping mechanism for dealing with dysphoria Been there back in '13 when Tumblr allowed porn and I was going like a lunatic to sissy shit Lo and behold dysphoria suddenly started surfacing outside of the porn setting and what I thought was 'just a fetish' (it's not lmao) was suddenly making me unable to even look at women outside without feeling immense discomfort get ready because if it comes to you I hope you know how to transition without relying on some doctor who's gonna hondose you into osteopenia good luck with your 'fetish' buddy
>>41114759what was your timeline like after 2013?
>>41114678You are a bisexual man with a fetish. Troon out and remove yourself from your bloodline. You would make a horrible parent. Better to look like an ugly masc shemale bimbo than try to date women and ruin their lives.
>>41114678If you bring your fantasy to life I’d appreciate your girldong
>>41114678Your dick would be limp tho but do troon out and be gay. You were never straight
>>41114901to be honest i've lost all attraction to women other than "must be nice to look like her">>41114907aw you're sweet>>41114909i'd cycle the hormones and/or take viagra. would that work?
>>41114928Nah I suck and swallow
>>41114729images like this are super gross to me despite loving bimbofication, I prefer the cutsier aspects to it tbqh, being helpless, ditzy and lustful doesn't mean having to be a despicable human-sex toy hybrid
>>41114937well i'm into that as well. i'm fine topping men, especially orally.
>>41114886The bomb only went off in 2023t. lateshit
>>41115100Oh ok. How far into transition are you? And what age counts as lateshit for you? I occasionally see 40+ mtfs who transitioned late 30s who look spectacular (luck I suppose).
>>41114678nice wig
>>41114678You just know that this is the most dysgenic 37 year old coomer imaginable. I would bet my life that if OP trooned he would look a lot more like Chris Chan than Hunter Schafer. People like you are why no one bats an eye when the Republicans say they want to kill all trannies.
>>41115153I mean I have 17% bodyfat, a full hairline, and I'm 5'6"
>>41114678Why can't I find a hot shemale like you OP?Femboys are too much boy not enough fem. Transwomen are angels who all to frequently get their wings clipped. I just want a sweet shemale to firehose me down with hot tranny sperm every night, is that too much to ask? Are men allowed to have dreams, OP?
>>41115360that pic is not me. it's ariel demure. they are out there anon. i'm in a major city (an actual one not some fake shit like indianpolis) and like 60% of the hottest passing transwomen i see here are either vers or pure top. some of the people on this board live in delusion.
>>41115332Hop on estrogen before it's too late, don't question the logic behind your motivations too hard and just do it. You have to have some sort of image issue if you feel the need to clap back against the Chris Chan allegations with your fucking body fat percentage, let alone your yearning for tits in your gay sex fantasy. The odds of that hairline sticking around recede (hahagetit) every second you remain on testosterone, you don't know what you may regret if you wait. Obviously do your own research and sort everything out in your head but where you're at physically is fairly similar to where I was when I started several months ago, a start driven primarily by "I can't fucking lose my hair and I don't want to half-measure with finasteride because I wouldn't mind the other changes too." I have not lost my hair, I actually think it helped with the texture a bit, and I love the other changes. You can pass as anything when you're small and inconspicuous. I think it may not be the worst thing to seriously consider.
>>41115517ok thanks anon. i actually want to be skinnier because the way i've heard fat shows up on hormones. what are your long term goals with this?
>>41115360Pretty gay desu
>>41115360>just want a sweet shemale to firehose me down with hot tranny sperm every night, is that too much to ask?Just get TOPPED on Grindr by some man. You aren't hetero.
>>41116269there are plenty of conventionally attractive top dommy mommy transgirls who will happily top men
>>41116372You're just a submissive bisexual man.
>>411151322 years but was hondosed but got plenty of feminization despite osteopenia Now I told my doctor to go eat a dick and now I'm on injectables and restarting my transition and doing it properly this timeI started at 31My body would make most trannies simp me (skinny with awesome hip to waist ratio and great tit growth) but my face is very so and soI really need some brow shaving lulAlso feminization porn has completely lost its appeal to me which I know is common among trannies
>>41116503Feminization porn never appealed to me. If anything it was always trans porn because to it was the most achievable body goal for me.I’ll probably opt for some FFS too and BA. I hope you’re doing well anon
>>41115651I'm not sure if I have any explicit goals, I really just went into it to preserve my frame before testosterone could bulk me out too much and delete my hair. HRT has done exactly that on top of boosting my chest a bit and markedly improving my mental health/general outlook on life. I have the baseline of what I wanted physically, so I really can't ask for much more - just have to sit tight and hope that fat redistribution continues to boost certain areas as its been. Patience is a virtue.On the other hand, I have no fucking clue what I'm doing socially. I don't regularly see anybody irl beyond my family, so I don't make presenting feminine with the clothes, make-up, skincare, etc too much of a priority. I tend to be read as a teenage boy by most strangers and a "girl?" by some (mostly younger) people on occasion. In reality, I'm 23 with a degree and highly confused as to how I should present professionally if I actually manage to land a real job.>i actually want to be skinnier because the way i've heard fat shows up on hormones.I'm not sure about that approach. Being relatively thin to start definitely helps, but actively losing weight on HRT while thin will only work against chest growth. If you aren't working to lose weight, there is a fat chance that you'll gain some on estrogen, but it usually goes to good places and really doesn't have to happen at all with a healthy exercise routine. I've maintained my weight so far through my utterly absurd daily step count and I've seen solid breast growth, softer thighs, and a debulked core that has unlocked new belt loops - all great things. Picrel is there for reference; notice that I was thin, but a lean muscular thin as opposed to a skeletal thin. No chance my chest would have reached its current size if I wasn't active (+actively eating a shit ton of protein) pre- and post-HRT. My torso is far from the spitting image of femininity (what can you really do with that rib cage), but I'm satisfied enough.
>>41117829waow
>>41117829You mutilated him :(
>>41115387>that pic is not me. it's ariel demure.I know, but spiritually it's you.>they are out there anonI need to believe>60% of the hottest passing transwomen i see here are either vers or pure topTo be fair I still want her to be a bottom, but one comfortable using their dick with little to no bottom dysphoria.>>41115932>Pretty gay desu>>41116269>You aren't hetero.I don't care. >Just get TOPPED on Grindr by some manI'm not attracted to masculinity.
>>41118605Only masculine gay men are willing to fuck your ass for free. Either stop indulging in that fetish or pay for a trannyhooker or a dominatrix.
>>41118932>Only masculine gay men are willing to fuck your ass for freeI don't want them to do that at all, hence why I want them to be a bottom.I want her to ride my dick and cum all over my chest and be comfortable with me stroking her in the process.>Either stop indulging in that fetish or pay for a trannyhooker or a dominatrixYou don't seem to have a good read on what fetish I am indulging so your input is rather low value.
>>41117829Wow great transition. I’m sure you’ll get you where you want to be. I take it you’re not in a large city based on the other the other things you said? What is your degree in?I meant skinnier before HRT. I probably could have been clearer. I’ve cycled my weight a few times before. I m not someone who has trouble eating. The only way u stay in shape is actively watching my calories and macros. I have friends whose hunger seems to click off naturally for that. But whatever it works for me. >>41118605Well I’ll certainly take being her spiritually. I saw a pic of her earlier in transition and I think her results are great. Her interviews make her seem fun too.
>>41114678May this type tgirl find me for love
>>41123689Go to LA or NYC and you'll be good. Even other southern California cities smaller than LA are good. But in other areas of the US it needs to be an actual city.
>>41123788I'm stuck in Europe unfortunately. But I'll keep it in mind.
>>41123799A lot of brazilian girls in Italy and plenty of trans tops in london.
>>41123925Never again going near London again, and the Brazilian chicks are all prostitutes.
