an entire thread mocking me

1. i drink a gallon of sugar free lemonade every day
2. i live in a shed

1) Monster
2) Not as clean as I'd like, but tidier than many I've seen

Wyd tonight, manmoders

>drink
my own semen
>your living space
i don't have my own

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>>41147703
>1
Rumplemintz and PBR
>2
Listen, that's fucked up to even ask, you should know how I live.
>>41147759
Escaping into the digital world where my actual body isn't how people see me.

>>41147738
lemonade kicks ass. how tidy is your shed?
>>41147759
nothing much, i’m heading to bed. before that i was just watching some how i met your mother and folding my laundry
>>41147825
finally someone who put alcohol. making misato proud

>>41147861
fuck you its not a shed i live in a real house for serious adults

:p

>>41147872
look nona. i do not care about whether you live in a shed or not. i’m just trying to sincerely engage with you. i’m sorry if i sounded condescending or rude about it, but i am being genuine

>>41147887
you look like a blowup doll dont fucking reply to me

>>41147887
you don't look like a blowup doll omg i didn't say that

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>>41147861
I'm not an alcoholic, just a drunk. There's a fine line, and it's usually the fifth shot. Sadly, no liquor until the end of the month on payday.

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how far into your transition did you all realize you had no chance? for me it was about a year and a half in

>>41147890
>>41147899
didmoder

>>41147906
Two years.
>>41147890
>>41147899
>>41147909
This is peak

>>41147890
>>41147899
who knows if i look like a blow up doll, frankly. i certainly have never had an accurate picture of what i really like. but i don’t believe people here know what i look like

>i don’t believe people here know what i look like
recalibrating in that case

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>>41147890
You probably stuff hotdogs down your throat UGH

well in that case you sound like a blow up doll

>>41147927
i thought blow up dolls sounded more like this
https://youtu.be/xA89_ly-Uyw?si=biTIAwcEvZJU4oug

>>41147938
i wouldn't know i don't fuck them like you!

>>41147951
gonna have to finally do it after getting owned like this

>>41147961
you can do it with me if you want to stop using blow up dolls i guess

>>41147890
DRAG HER

fuck my mouth

>>41147968
Woah enemies to lovers is real?

you have a cute mouth(probably, most of you do)

>>41147992
that's what is in my lemonade

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>>41147968

>>41147979
Stop hitting on me I don't even have permission to decide where this mouth goes

>>41148006
what in the fuck does that mean

>>41148013
my will is not my own
send help

>>41148003
Have people that don't want me to an hero, for better or worse.

>>41148006
ive already lost inhibition say what you want

>>41148033
i'm on my way

>>41148036
same here, otherwise i wouldn’t be around to post here

>>41147703
>QOTT1
for alcohol I've been liking long drinks but normally I just like pop
>QOTT2
usually if I know it only gonna be me in my room it devolves into a pretty bad mess. I only really clean up if other are gonna be in my space.

>>41148006
i'm giving you permission to break up with her así que you can suck my balls o algo

>>41147906
when i had no hipgrowth after fixing my dose so like two years hrt

this beer isnt gonna last forever lil sis

>>41148079
whats your dose rn idk if i should take more

>>41148066
But then who's going to apply T cream to me, you'll just try to forcefem me

>>41148103
every manmoder should be forcefemmed!!

>>41148116
need this like i need a hole in my head

every manmoder should be executed for what they've done

>>41148116
Noooo I'm a boy I grill sausages and act like a well-trained dog and have boysmell
>>41148121
This is a little harsh :(

>>41148136
you haven't seen harsh yet
Harshmoder

>>41148136
doesn’t hrt give you girlsmell? idk because my sense of smell sucks, but that’s something i’ve heard on this board forever

>>41148121
this is true

>>41148151
>girlsmell
You can't be this dumb man

tell me a bedtime story about your penis

>>41148165
my penis is very small
i don’t know how to say this
but its only 3 inches tall

>>41148121
what does your penis taste and smell like

>>41148155
thanks babe

>>41148170
before i showered earlier it reeked like pussy

>>41148169
sorry meant to reply to you. also how much do you cum and is it milky/cloudy or clear. is it thick or runny

>>41148180
interesting and how would you describe the smell of pussy? is it fishy like tuna? or is it more like bacon? or sweet like carmelized onions?

>>41148173
wtf

>>41148163
i absolutely can be. i never noticed a big difference between the smells of men and women because, again, my sense of smell sucks, but i’ve seen it as a talking point on here with relatively few people calling it honscience, so i just kinda believed it

>>41148186
harsh like chemicals

if any estrogen being is at my house and ever takes off any article of clothing i will sniff the armpits and crotch
please stop washing your penis so i can suck it clean

>>41148189
it's not honscience

>>41148181
i dont cum after i jac
it leaks clear
n that’s kind of wack

>>41148196
>estrogen being
i have a name

>>41148204
if any Glup Shitto is at my house*

>>41148094
6mg/5days

>>41148047
Real asf

>>41148198
so then why am i getting called dumb?

>>41148196
This is how my GF monitors changes in my T levels as she changes my HRT regimen

>>41148221
thank you

>>41148234
gf who sniffs me to determine my t levels save me. save me gf who sniffs me to determine my t levels…

goodnight misato moder general, i love you all, my fellow manmoders <3

has anyone ever passed starting hrt at 30
i don't even really care about being a little clocky

>>41147906
2 years now and it's happening. by this stage most people are already like fully realized women and i look exactly the same. like. exactly. there aren't really that many changes after 2 years so im kinda realizing it's over.

im going to give it one more before i kill myself.

>>41148293
Yeah there is that one chick who's super left wing on twitter, I think she started at 32, and looked pretty good before she chopped her hair off and went for the full MMA butch look.

Do you have any plans for FFS or anything? Or are you just kind of hoping that HRT is gunna magically turn you into a 21 y/o passoid? The way you talk makes it sound over before it ever began, but that's how every tran on this site talks.

i didnt even want srs but now i have no choice
not that i have bottom dysphoria or even want a vag
i cant stand looking at this fucking shit because it has no use
as much as i wanted to top i never could consistently
i can’t even use it because i look too much like a woman so no one wants that
it would just remind me of my failure to be a man in the first place
i like men anyways so its no use
or i could just die because i don’t want this life i chose
many thanks to chuddy for increasing my dysphoria 10000x and making me a hussie(near nothing x 10000 is still a really small number but it increased nonetheless)

men like tranny cock BECAUSE it's small and cute and it can't do anything

>>41148577
i have a large penis and i look like a man also it still works

wrong why did they try to suck me knowing that i can’t get that pole up

>>41148587
well I tried. I'm pretty close to roping myself

>>41148593
that sucks we can be ugly men with large ribcages together

im never going to be a woman and i cant cope. im going to be a lonely hermit man woman tits no hips freak neeted in some shit hole. or dead in a camp. or redundant. or, either way i will never fall in love

>>41148620
you can fall in love with the other trannies in the camps

is the fate for most of us
bleeding out feels so good so i will be doing that

>>41148630
LOL AS IF. i would volunteer for the gas chamber if i had to be a passoid’s man

>>41148643
i can’t risk hospitalization or anything like that anymore they’ll kill me

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>>41148630
but can they fall in love with me?

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Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

i really should mishima maxx and get a guy to torture me but i feel like all the sicko fags are softies and/or trannies now so what’s the point

just cummed

>>41148672
true, but what the fuck do you mean?
>>41148725
I ain't reading all that. I'm happy for you or sorry that happened.

>>41148730
i didnt even really cum i dont like that stuff

>>41148730
Sex?

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>>41148553
on the topic of men, i wish i yaoi’d out before i grew titties. maybe it’s different or maybe it’s not. i was objectively uglier before but now im actually a freak and everyone hates me because of it.
whatever, cause im still gonna inject anyways. i just feel bad about being marginalized and having no value
it does suck less now, never going back

>>41148754
manmoder top surgery is valid fwiw

>>41148420
i know im never gunna get to be a hot 21 yr old girl lol, i think that is something that isn't quite so easy to dismiss either though - like especially if you are transitioning after 30 you have missed out on like effectively the entirety of when women are considered valuable. this is obviously a horrible misogynistic truth about society but it is still a shitty think to reckon with u know? i'll never get to be young and pretty and experience all that but like i got to do a lot of that youthful exuberance stuff as a boy so it is what it is.

i want ffs but it's so impossible, i live in canada n ffs would cost me abt 100k. i'm flat broke and barely able to pay rent in my rly expensive city, saving up 100 grand or even 50 is basically impossible to the point that ffs is a pipe dream. the economy here is getting worse and there are no jobs.

im still going to work towards ffs. im not sure what that really means, by the time im 40 i get to start thinking about transition? I'm not at all sure that's worth it. if i make it to 40 as a man im just gunna live as a man like come on lol.

and even if i save 10 grand a year, get ffs when im 40, completely nuke any opportunity of having a retirement account or home downpayment for my entire life, it's still highly unlikely ffs does enough to make me able to transition.

i say able to transition in the sense of literally just even being clocked as a tranny but still getting seen as an attempt at a woman and not just some weird old guy like now. not even talking about passing, that's forever out of reach.

it kinda is over before it ever began as annoyingly trite as that sounds. im bald, super masc, tall, broad, etc. ya ya everyone is but like im a 30 year old highly masculine man. im not giving up though. im doing everything i should, im doing it all. it means nothing for now but i dunno. i gotta keep trying i guess? if for no other reason than to make my 10 year old self who desperately wanted to be a girl proud.

>>41148774
really think so? i feel like that’d be cutting all ties with my attempt at transition. i’m never gonna be normal, i always felt like i should embrace that instead of hiding it away
it’s easier said than done obviously, i wouldn’t be here if i listened to that piece of advice

>>41148774
im the effortposter from a second ago

i really want to get top surgery desu
i wont ever be able to afford ffs and i wont ever look anything like a woman and my boobs are just really annoying, they kept growing and i have pretty big ones which have become pretty much impossible to hide even with a chest binder
at least if i cut them off i can be a normal guy again and go swimming and go to the beach and look ok in clothes again....

>>41148825
but it's this feeling too... like if i troon out some day oh my god i would be the biggest fucking idiot in the world for spending like over 10 grand on chopping my tits off lol
and it just feels like giving up. i guess it is giving up. i think it's for the best that i give up.

>>41148825
i feel the same way, it’s always an option though and it’s better than detransition. plus you get to be yaoi
>>41148854
i could love you forever but i doubt you’d want me

>>41148822
last sentence is particularly sad, i always think about the kid who was wishing he would wake up a girl, or getting scolded by his dad for doing things in a effeminate way. i honestly believe that persons dead. i’m just a husk of what broken dreams were left behind. i’m trying so hard to put the pieces together but i’ll never finish it.
>>41148854
exactly, and i don’t ever want to look in the mirror and feel melancholy trying to explain to the kid that i gave up and all those days of crying to sleep were worth nothing.

>>41148875
this is really relatable and well written....
i also feel like that person inside of me is barely there anymore, i've really beaten her down from decades of repping and coping from just trying to stay alive.

and im not sure what to do.
it tears me up inside.
it tears me up because i don't know if i should try and transition, i don't know if i should give up and get top surgery and stop hrt. i don't know. but im trying to live in the moment at least a little bit. i like being on e. i like who i am more now than i ever have in my life even if im a pathetic broken and suicidal mess.

there is no correct answer, there is no good ending. it's rope or rep or boomerhon. i've been doing rep as i felt it would be the least damaging and best pathway to a good life for me and my family, but it's painful.

>>41147703
dh

>>41148822
No, you're preaching to the choir here. That's why we're all here, I think. We know it's over before it ever began, and society only values women when they're young or when they bear children. We have the self-awareness to recognize that will not be us.

I wish I could give you the key to what would make any one of us if not happy, at least okay with our lots in life. I just know that I can't ever give it all up again. I wont survive if I don't, and I'm too young to kill myself. I got to make it to 50, and by then who cares. I'll just be old and crazy, and people don't care if you're old and crazy, so long as you're not dangerous.

>>41148919
>people don't care if you're old and crazy, so long as you're not dangerous.
people are crueler than you think

>>41148929
Be that it may, I can't ever give up again. I owe it to myself to not fuck this up. For everything else in my life I've wasted and fucked up. I hope you find some reason in your life to continue to push forward. Whether it's spite or hope.

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>>41148902
it’s terribly painful and honestly i look back at those days with contempt because they’re all worthless. nothing but lost time. i can’t even remember what life was like, it’s all gone.
and you’re completely right, in some fucked up way i prefer right now more than ever, my life now.
but again it’s just not like the books, there’s no cast, no climax, no good ending. it’s my fault too, there could have been, maybe even still could be. but who cares, respond to that person who said they’d love you so i can fujo out

i use arch btw im a deranged pro-terrorist murderous transgender radical masturbator who's never worked a day in his life. i suck my own "girldick" every day. because daddy Marx says i can keep smoking meth and leeching off society despite being useless, disgusting, subhuman, and degenerate. now excuse me while i return to my daily complaining about how i hate women for not giving me blowjobs or something. also, i pretend to be a little girl online and suffer from autopedophilia. please pay for my cosmetic surgeries with your tax dollars, you bigot

Yet an other Twitter post about forced srs made me hard…sigh…
Being faketrans cis male with fetimages tfat make you want to troon out are so damaging

>>41148942
Seconded, I also wanna fujo out.

>>41148942
i have a wife

i used to dream about committing suicide when i was a little kid and i wish i did it

>>41147906
about 5 years before i even started

>>41148977
>i have a wife
fuck you then bitch youre an adult with a job and a wife what do you have to complain about???? you’re functional youre just a little fugly oh my god fuck off i hate when i relate to somebody and theyre just actually retarded and take everything they have for granted

>>41148957
i think fake trans is based but im biased
>>41148951
i need your welfare to get a bbl *drops ghb in your drink*

>>41148977
Ever talk to her about this shit before?

>>41148951
you sound like a fun guy

>>41148822
its honestly not even about age, yes obviously age is a factor but in appearance its not as much as you think. at 23 i looked fucking disgustingly masculine, yet i know girls who started at 23 and passed perfectly fine, have boyfriends are treated as a woman everywhere they go. its just genetics. you didnt fuck anything up, its just the dice roll and its not your fault.

I WILL NEVER HAVE SYMPATHY EVER AGAIN YOURE ALL NORMIES IM A TRUCEL IM A TRUCEL IM A TRUEEEEEEEEEEECEL FUCK YOY

>>41149005
Feel better?

>>41149005
ummm you’re a volcel seeing as you’re a woman okay? *kills you nicely*

>>41149007
yeah sorry

>>41149018
Is what it is. I'm just glad you feel better.

>>41148987
literally anyone can get a partner? it means nothing? also kinda lowk unemployed rn
i really don't know why me having a partner changes anything here at all.... my issues are around my gender identity and presentation and not being able to transition not... about getting a girlfriend. any cis man can get a gf.

>>41148993
sort of
obviously she knows im on hrt i grew stupid big fkin boobs. she says she likes it but i can sorta tell it's not true u know? im not really sure, she is a big fujoshi and i think got with me cuz i was effeminate and stuff but then i started taking hrt and maybe gave her more than she was looking for. she still tops me sometimes though and like does cute dom stuff to me. it hurts she only sees me as a guy though.
i have been on hrt for 2 yrs but only very recently talked to her about having gender dysphoria and rly briefly in passing mentioned like as a kid i sometimes wanted to be a girl.
i really only have ever told her i am a cis man but just want to be a bit more androgynous and she is okay with that.
it's probably going to become an issue but for now im just fully repping and all that so it's ok.
i get that this is irresponsible and cruel to her.... i just am selfish and i like her and don't want to stop.
>>41148996
23 isn't the same as 30 dog cmon, u still even have a couple years of unfused bone plates at 23.
it not being my fault doesn't really change anything materially

>>41149032
i take back my apology im being tortured by your posts

>>41149032
i was thinking more about the general strutcture of your face which is pretty set in stone at 23

it smells of rot in this residence. someone’s going to die soon
in this corner of the room i saw once something i didn’t want to see and i can never name again
when i’m alone here sometimes i fear i might see it again

>>41149039
im sorry :(
i guess you can take solace in the fact that i am tortured by my own life in the sense that like my partner is a constant reminder that i am and can only ever be a cis man and also furthers locks me into the identity which is destroying me.

SpongeBob: I lost something once. [Pans to SpongeBob sitting at a booth with some coffee.] I lost something I couldn't live without-- my identity. [the two fish look at SpongeBob then they ignore him.]
Ted: So, anyway, thanks for the pen.
Waitress: No problem, hon.
SpongeBob: [walking on the counter] It all started last week-- Monday morning to be exact-- the day I lost my identity.
[Ted looks at his watch.]
Ted: [whispers] I've gotta go.
[Flashback to Monday morning where SpongeBob is sleeping until his alarm goes off]
SpongeBob: [jumps up and throws his blanket in the air] Good morning, world, and all who inhabit it! [his blanket lands on his head and he struggles to get it off] Gary, help! I can't see. Gary! [SpongeBob puts his foot on the floor to feel around for Gary] Gary, are you there? [falls on his face. His alarm falls on his head] Ow! [stands up] Gary? Gary, buddy? I need you to be my eyes, okay? Am I near the bathroom? [shrieks as he falls down the staircase. When he falls into the living room, his alarm clock spits him out] Gary? [hits one of his windows] Gare? [slides off the window]
Gary: Meow.
SpongeBob: Gary! Now that my horrific incident of terror is over, how about some breakfast? [grabs a can of snail food then sings and dances] The most important meal of the day, serving it up Gary's way-- pop! [pours the can into Gary's bowl] Enjoy, buddy. Hmm, you know, I've been feeding this to Gary for years, and I don't even know what it tastes like. [sticks out his tongue and tastes the snail food but finds it disgusting, sound echoes from his pineapple house] Blech! [sound echoes through the streets] Blech! [sound echoes to the Snail Po headquarters] Blech!

>>41149032
I don't know. You're probably right, it's not fair to her, right? She had to have known about the HRT though? Like, there's no way she thinks you took hormones and have tits just because you want to be androgynous right? I'd be curious to know her take on it all. That'd be a pretty big bridge to cross.

>>41149039
it might be better to get off for a bit, touch some grass, play some videogames, and not torture yourself then. I don't want that for you.

>>41149075
'hrt femboy' isn't that fringe desu (not that i would ever ever use that term, i just mean the concept is sort of known) and like everyone in this city is nonbinary anyway.
i told her about the hrt like 6ish months after starting when it started becoming a little visible.
i also complain about my tits a lot and talk about wanting to cut them off like here: >>41148854

>>41149086
No I guess it isn't. Do you hate your tits because you feel like they conflict with how you typically present yourself? I was there when I stopped hormones for a while, and my tits stayed.

Or is it because you genuinely don't want tits?

>>41149096
i don't want to be a man with tits :)
it's weird and gross and stops me from living my life normally and stops me wearing clothing and being comfortable.

and i can only ever be a man so
that's that i think

>>41149148
Fair enough, appreciate the chat about it all though.

>>41149075
also yeah i'd be curious to know how she feels about it truthfully. like i wonder if she talks to her friends about it and what they think or what they talk about.

i really should kill myself huh.

>>41149167
I don't think so. I think that's an inane conclusion to come to.

I've been on hrt for 4 years. Been in a few different roles in relationships now. I've realised. Being a man is good and being a woman is good too. And being able to slip into either role depending on the scenario is good too. I used to not value my masculinity at all until I was made to feel small and held by men. Now when I'm with women I know how they want to feel. I've decided to keep manmoding cause I make a good man. Being on hrt is nice for me. I don't mind that I'm a smooth, soft man. I keep myself in shape, I'm tall and big. I can make women feel small, they love it. I feel liberated from the worry and pain I'd ascribed to my inability to pass. I have found a way to be that is beautiful and comfortable for me. Reality is malleable, to an extent. I feel like if I went back in time to share my experience with myself. I don't know if I'd make the decision to transition again. Same time I probably still would. I think ideally I'd like to be able to live both lives concurrently. Just to see what happens. I am extremely satisfied though, I am happy with the path I'm on. Even if lots of stuff went wrong I think I'm at a place now where I could deal with it and carry on. I have no future projections of how I want to alter myself to be happy. I'm going to do my chores.

>>41149262
wanting to live both lives concurrently gang

it's too bad genderqueer is such a useless poisoned term

>>41149315
Big this

>>41149315
i prefer genderfaggot

>>41147703
qott: whiskey
qott2: messy

reppers

who reads this thread if they are not manmoding. why would you subject yourself to this.

I'm the only man at my job
everyone else apart from one theyfab is a woman

>>41148293
there’s like a few random reddit timelines that look miraculous where the woman started after 30 i think
>>41148630
death camp t4t <3
>>41148951
they’re calling it “the lamest troll”
>>41149058
oh that smell/omen is my imminent suicide

i feel like shit

>>41150181
me too nona, me too

>>41150181
>>41150340
good hope you feel worse

see this is why i wanted mmg nice edition thats just mean and nonconstructive anon

idk if i should be using my air conditioning so much it's probably costing me so much money
but i don't want my hrt to go bad

so many hemorrhoids im creating new pollock's every time i wipe my ass

i ruined my life i hate my small hips they make me want to explode

i cant believe i actually did this to myself i repped for literally no reason im so retarded and weird

>>41150641
silence hrt repper

>>41150728
why are you here anon

bump

>>41150599
:(
>>41150728
what is manmoding if not hrt repping?

>>41150781
>bumping less than 6 minutes after the last reply
egregious newfaggery. go back

i hate my ugly body i hate my life

>>41150745
to mock you

>>41150794
troledXD

>>41150782
hrt repping doesnt exist and manmoding is just a stage you are in whenyour appearance doesnt allow you to dress fem yet without experience big social consequences
eventually the goal is to honmode or girlmode

>>41147197
are they?

>>41150794
bump

>>41150781
bend over so I can bump you

>>41150838
im going to manmode for the rest of my life because i dont have hips

im fakemoding

>>41150882
fuck you :(

>>41147906
I knew from the start and accepted it, or I wouldn't have started HRT

>>41150878
thats your decision if you really wanted to girlmode you would try getting fatter or pad out your hips when going outside or one of the many other solutions some expensive some cheap
maybe you just dont wanna be a girl

i cant even sharpen knives without wanting to cut myself this shit is so fucking stupid man

>>41150838
idk, lots of posters here get mad if you imply you have any hopes to girlmode

whats my threadsona name?

>>41150921
scared to make the step forward but also scared others would and succeed while they dont

>>41150838
>yet
>eventually the goal is to honmode or girlmode
false
it can be temporary or permanent

>>41150946
most of us are too indistinguishable to get threadsona names, i think

>>41150964
if you permanently "manmode" while technically beeing able to socially transition you just want to be a man

>>41150977
>while technically beeing able to socially transition
what a meaningless assertion lol literally anyone can technically socially transition even without HRT
>you just want to be a man
yes, on estrogen

i look like the coheed and cambria guy

>>41150993
mogs me

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why cant he be my bf? just cause im ugly?

>>41150993
perform welcome home for me

this kind of moid probably only likes blond white women

>>41150882
same

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>>41151015
i would dye my hair blond for him

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>>41150838
you're so right sis, anyone can present fem if they just work on themselves!

>>41150986
no that technically means without harm
if you pass and "manmode" you arent a manmoder just a man

>>41151054
shut the fuck up retard nobody adheres to your definition

>>41151056
he's just basque.,.,.,.

>>41151063
just think why it is called manmode
its because you are actually a woman assuming the role of a man out of necessity
its a mode because its a mask

>>41151062
fuck off b*ymoder

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>>41151075

>>41151074
no

>>41150838
Nope
I started off as a hon moder socially transitioning and then switched to man mode when i realized i cared about passing
Desu i would rather look like a trans guy than a trans girl, because i prioritize looking female over all the social bullshit that u fags care about so much

>>41151087
damn you are right im sorry

>>41151094
that's better

>>41151056
wtf kinda european type racism is this, he’s white lmao

>>41151093
you can always nitpick things to claim you dont pass
the goalpost can be moved indefinitely

A lot of u don’t want to be women, just wear slutty clothes and painted nails without social consequence
And thats fine

>>41151100
yeah hes literally an australian with basque roots lol also hes hot who cares??

>>41151113
Society has no concept of a passing goal post, they see a person and decide “male or female” and it ends there

>>41150913
>pad my hips
LMAO fuck off

>>41151115
no i want to pass to but i also feel uncomfortable as a man and if i can get away with dressing slightly feminine without causing the normies to be disgusted i will take that even if im technically honmoding a little

>>41151125
problem is its not up to society to end your manmode but your own discretion and you will move the goalpost and make up excuses because you people always do

my thighs and ass are too big :(

>>41151093
this
if I looked like a woman but everyone called me a man it would be better than looking like a man and "being called a woman"

>>41151154
I dont want to end my manmode, i’d feel like an idiot dressing up like a woman when i’m not female

>>41151159
this, the other moron doesn't get it and probably isn't a manmoder (maybe not even a boymoder but a she/her "boymoder")

you ever see a tranny online thag makes you wanna kill yourself because she actually gets to be a woman and look like one? yeah just happened

>>41151154
nobody is manmoding for your comfort, hon

>>41151166
yea you would never end your manmode no matter how well you passed that was my point

>>41151168
yeah. i follow a brazilian tranny on ig and she looks 100% as a cis girl its so unfair

>>41151155
my steak is too juicy, my lobster is too buttery :(

>>41151173
Oh. then exactly yes you are right. i know i am not female so no amount of passing would convince me that i’m a woman

asslet thighlet chestlet hairy ogrehon ngmimoding gigaancientshit

>>41151202
that just means you are comfortable as a man and not moding because its your true inner self

passflation so bad the "manmoders" are now boymoder gigapassoids

>>41151210
retard

im not comfortable as a man at all which is why im going to kill myself eventually

>>41151223
stop this meme omg

i have no internal sense of gender identity and i don't attach any significance to clothes beyond "this looks good on me" or "this doesn't"
i just take estrogen because i like the physical effects
and i manmode cause women's clothes don't look good on me

passflation real tho

>>41151251
its happening in this thread my boy

>>41151260
tru

>>41151251
this is why manmode became a thing newfag

>>41151251
"passflation is a meme" is a meme

you have to wear a big ugly dress with flowers on it or you arent a woman im afraid

>>41151262
>>41151267
>>41151268
no one here 100% passes or girlmode thats the point of the thread but anytime a tranny that "may have a tiny little bit more of potential" than other tranny here she gets called fakemoder passoid luckshit and etc

>>41151223
passflation is why i don’t call myself a boymoder but im not a passoid

>>41151270
>big ugly dresses with flowers are the only female clothes
>t. 0 interest in fem clothes

>>41151278
why are you still here you retarded newshit

>>41151278
we have /bmg/ for the young and feminine ones with passing potential. this is for the truly bricked and moided

>>41151278
>girlmode
i do thoughbeit

>>41151293
i browse this board since 2020
>>41151294
this thread has more activity /bmg/ even stopped existing for a long time and its not the same as it were during 2020-2023
>>41151297
congrats nona you and we all are gonna make it ^___^

i jawmog/shouldermog most fellow moids

>>41151294
like resident poster chuddy? methy? where are the bricked and moided?

>>41151243
this so much this

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>>41151306
gtfo

>>41151310
chuddy is the og fakemoder

>>41151306
>this thread has more activity
no shit because you don't even bother trying to post in /bmg/ you just come straight here
>>41151310
yeah chuddy is moided to shit lmao are you saying he isn't?

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>qott1
Ice cold water or sweet tea.
>qott2
Meh? Every trans person I dated previously was either a hoarder or a slob and let their pets piss on the floor of the house. My place is partially swept almost daily and wiped constantly.

manmoders are the most inoffensive lgbt group why are these boymoders attacking us

why are you trying to make this thread that already served a purpose a completely different thread

>>41151340
they can't let us have even one shitty little gen to ourselves

>>41151336
wrong
>>41151332
this
who else the 0 effort anon with the retarded hair
i havent yet seen someone really bricked

>im a boymoder and i will pass eventually so that means everyone else will too
actual toddler mindset

>>41151357
yet everyone here looks like lily tino pre transition if you would believe the words they say

>>41151343
because they can get attention for it

ill actually kill myself if it was kiria than called herself more of a man than me
ill blow my brains out right fucking now

>>41151330
im not blue irl tho.........
>>41151336
old /bmg/ is dead. also omg i dont even try to bring attention to myself i dropped the trip and etc i just want to try to help people and do not doompost eternally omg just that
>>41151357
isnt better if we try?
>>41151340
im not attacking lmao

>>41148553
>many thanks to chuddy for increasing my dysphoria 10000x
how tho

>>41151310
>>41151332
I am gigamoided fuck you suck my "girl"(man)dick

while all of you complained big shannon learned make up and is living her best life

i don’t even think i’ve seen a picture of chuddy, just the text screenshots she and methy posted

>>41151394
you are painfully recognizable and annoying, go away your thread is right here >>41137558

>>41151401
good for her, sometimes manmode is a transitory thing and that's ok unless you're a fakemoder claiming to still be a manmoder (aka most "boymoders")

>>41151353
i literally stand a head higher than you and my ribcage is wider than you are tall stfu retard

>>41151399
>gigamoided
sure thing hon

>>41151403
because youre a fucking newfag go away instead of announcing how little you lurk

>>41151406
you arent as tall as shannon was

>>41151394
>i just want to try to help people and do not doompost eternally
this might be hard to understand for you since i think you might be on the spectrum and not capable of understanding other people's perspectives, but your "positivity" is actually just fucking annoying.
all your doing is downplaying other people's feelings and acting like they don't know what they're talking about. some of us REALLY AREN'T GOING TO MAKE IT, and i don't need some 20 year old passoid giving me bullshit patronizing advice about it.

>>41151413
what's your fucking problem?

>>41151420
okay and shannon doesnt pass irl so who gaf

>>41151210
Not debating my disorder with a retard that thinks wearing a dress makes him a woman, nope no thanks

>>41151427
i just dont think you are as gigamoided as you pretend and i think you know it

>>41151394
>i just want to try to help people
no you just want to feel like the prettiest girl in the group for once in your life, youre totally insincere

>>41151434
she is happier than you are she made it and you are stuck here seething
>>41151435
your disorder is all mental

big fish little pond syndrome

>>41151413
I don't present as a woman or use feminine pronouns and everyone irl refers to me as sir/he/him/bro/dude/man - you would understand if you ever saw me irl, like don't get me wrong I'm grateful my body took to the hormones pretty well, but it doesn't make me look like a foid at all it makes me look uncanny and it's really just for me and my dysphoria

>>41151439
no one cares what you think

im so disgusting

>>41151442
im not stuck anywhere i can kill myself whenever i want

chuddys got shooters huh

>>41151395
3000% more hsts now

>>41151462
what does this mean what did chuddy do to make you a husstuss

>>41151456
you wont
>ill kill myself at 30
>30 comes around
>but at 40 fr fr

>>41151456
truuuuuuuuue same i was just staring at my noose and crying but i remembered the tweet tm but now i think maybe fuvk that bitch idk

>>41151401
Women dont need makeup to pass for female
>>41151442
>Your mental disorder is mental
Wow really

>>41151475
yea you have ocd and maybe bipolar which makes you stuck
you can get help

>>41151468
say that to all the people who succeeded
n i already attempted twice third times the charm

>>41151480
I dont have periods of mania and depression
Yes i am obsessive compulsive…. idk what that has to do with my brain expecting me to be female though

how many attempts is the average before a victory royale

>>41151487
your brain is not expecting you to be female you just found out about trans and your ocd kicked in

>>41151473
who gives a fuck about the tweet its some tenderqueer retard without real problems
life is not sacred and and a transgender life is especially not sacred

>>41151468
you will see

>>41151490
im glad you think its funny

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>>41151492
:D

next thread is the be kind edition qott whats a compliment you want to give to another poster itt

>>41151491
Idk
Even as a kid i acted more like a girl than a guy my mom says
And i was always told i couldnt do things bc im a boy but i always protested and never understood why
Maybe autism idk but i am just being myself….. i dont think OCD fits these patterns in my life regarding gender desu

my ability to successfully kill myself has disproportionately and inversely scaled up with my actual desire and likelihood to since my first and only real attempt as a teen

tfw ive "just had ocd" since i was five and wondered why i wasnt a girl

>>41151509
ok here I'll start early: I think it's great that you're working so hard to overcome your natal retardation and faggotry, anon!

gm to you in particular

>>41151509
kill yourself!!!!

>>41151519
Yeah I'll take that. Good morning.

Good morning to everyone else.

>>41151511
earlier you said only the looks are important to you now you always have been a female inside
mhh

>>41151538
i wasn't talking to you fucking retard kys

i think some of you are funny but too much effort using that come up with mean updowns

>>41151467
anything to not be a portland tranarchist

>>41151519
i didnt tell you to kill youself i want you to live if you ment me

>>41151546
i think you should go to bmg cunt

>>41151542
No
I said i am not female so even if i could pass day to day i would manmode
..
Never said i was always female, i said i always acted like a girl in response to you saying i became this way after learning what trans was

im going to start doing erotic autoasphyixiation fuck it n

>>41151543
Glad you figured out how to (you) then

>>41151557
why? men can be nice

i’m still asleep and will likely be for a few days shhhh
gm gotta be one of the top 5 worst and most rage inducing things a human can hear

>>41151555
yes you :)

>>41151555
dont worry no one was talking to you

>>41151577
just say morning, make no implication of its quality.

>>41151581
everyone is attacking me:(

>>41151581
i was talking to her

>her

she/hermoder

>>41151586
based

>>41151586
better

i want her to have a good morning. the rest of you can kill yourselves. make it a bad morning.

>>41151547
this still doesn't make any sense

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>>41151403
here you go

>>41151626
that's me

>>41151417
make me
>>41151440
this sort of immediately hostile attitude is part of what kiria is talking about. some people do sincerely mean well, and immediately concluding that they’re trying to be assholes sucks
>>41151444
>I don't present as a woman or use feminine pronouns and everyone irl refers to me as sir/he/him/bro/dude/man
you and everyone else on this thread, that’s why it exists lmao
>>41151475
there’s some that get misgendered when they don’t present feminine enough, but you have a point overall. but that’s a thing for trans women in general, passoids included. we have a lot of “debuffs” so to speak so if we wanna be she/her’d we have to lean into feminine presentation harder to overcome it
>>41151518
a+ neg, you’d be a perfect pickup artist circa 2008

>>41151616
have a good morning too and you should live and enjoy your 30s for me:)

>some people do sincerely mean well
lol
lmao

>>41151637
rude

>>41151637
disgusting hope yours are full of pain and misery

>>41151643
My optimism for others and the world isn't totally dead. I choose to believe there's good in the world.

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>>41151635
since NOBODY appreciates your good intentions maybe you should leave

>>41151403
https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/username/chudette/filter/text/

i'm being lolcow farmed because i'm crazy and naive

>>41151635
>and immediately concluding that they’re trying to be assholes sucks
theres no trying she IS being an asshole
zero fucking theory of mind

proving there's good in the world by flexing on neverpassers :)

>>41151672
oh i’ve definitely seen chudette it seems, my bad

>>41151660
yes channel your hate into me you can use that energy to work on yourself
you all can pass and live your best live as the woman you always were inside :)
https://unsee cc/album#XQnNUJQHdOId

pls

>>41151667
i appreciate her good intentions
t. moid monster

>>41151692
:|

>>41151637
how did you know my age from one post

>>41151692
oh the bmg fakemoder from yesterday

>bmg fakemoder
wtf is the turnover rate here that ppl cant remember less than a year back

>>41151692
ehehe you single?
(on that second point taking dick has helped me pass better than anything so far, or at least men are way creepier to me now)

>>41151722
i've been here 5 years and i don't remember your ass

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>>41151724
It's hard watching people live your dreams. Glad for you tho

>>41151692
is this june?

>>41151724
i think i can only date men a passoid or cisf cuter than me would make me jealous and i dont top either

>>41151734
good

>>41151749
no

>taking dick has helped me pass better than anything so far
???????

>>41151769
her methods are beyond our understanding

>>41151741
what is stopping you
>>41151769
you wouldn’t get it

>>41151635
fuck off youre so tone deaf it feels like taunting

>>41151803
i’m sorry :/

i've taken miles of dick and i'm still a man because gay men are men

>>41151674
same>>41151805
it’s okay im a bad person

>>41151797
I don't think any man would want me. I've got to get my shit together before I bring a man or another woman into my life.

my dream is to take miles of dick so i can pass better

my life is infinitely harder than any male attracted person here

>>41151845
being a straight man cant be that bad

when i was a little kid this guy would corner me on the school bus and show me his dick every day against my will so i guess you could say i've seen miles of dick but in a different way. use this information to bully me. remind me that i said it later and tell all your friends i said it

>>41151853
i don’t plan to bully you, nona

>>41151851
being a straight man with tits and ed, however

boymoder invasion arc

>>41151858
destroy my life i deserve it because i'm naive