I’m 22, autistic, virgin, never kissed anyone. Been on T for 2 and a half months, hitting the gym, and I’m still poon shaped. Luckily I pass in the face, but I’m just a disheveled lesbian to everyone else. Dating apps are a complete joke. The farthest my dating endeavors have gotten was a singular “interaction” I’ve had with some girl humoring me about a video game we both liked until I realized how pointless the conversation was and dipped. She probably just saw me as another heckin empowered lesbian anyways.I’m stuck in a rural small town, completely alone, no sort of gay scene or anything near me. I’m watching my life rot while waiting for T to maybe do something. And even then, what if I never pass? What if I just stay this in-between freak forever? Everyone says “give it time” but time doesn’t change the fact that nobody wants to date or fuck me now. I’m 22 and haven’t even touched anyone.At this point the idea of a gloryhole sounds more viable than any kind of actual relationship. At least it’d be something instead of rotting away untouched.
i know you said you hate hearing it, but you seriously do need to give it time. gains aren’t immediate. hormones don’t work immediately
>>41147903>Been on T for 2 and a half monthsYep this is almost nothing. I get the lack of hope and frustration though, and the "what if I never pass" thoughts. It just sucks the most at the very beginning.
>>41147851I want to fuck a poon :(
>>41147851What's that gym routine like?
>>41148281Day 1 is upper body push (chest, shoulders, triceps)Day 2 is lower body (quads, glutes, hamstrings)Day 3 is upper body pull (back, biceps)Day 4 is full bodyAnd then I rest for 3 daysAnd of course, I try to eat as much protein as I can, while still remaining on a calorie deficit. Though I will say, I did start this routine fairly recently.
>>41148270Are you serious?
>>41147851i'd fuck a pooner desu
>>41148560Yes. I think trans men are very attractive
>>41148552Would you be offended if I recommended you check out /fit/ and maybe tried to start following Starting Strength for a little while? You can really put on muscle fast with that program and when the gains stop being as good you can add lifts or just try something for more experienced lifters
>>41148621Would you like to make it happen?
>>41148644Thank you. I'll look into it.
>>41147851>2 and a half monthsWait at least a year before you start whining.
>>41147851diet and weight cycle, dumbassand don't expect to get fucking ripped in 2 months that's retarded
>>41148206>>41149805I am 5mo on and i want to whine :(
>2 and a half monthsOP, when you were a kid, did your friends turn from little boys into men within 2 months? or did it take years? it will be the same for you. >stuck in a rural small townjust move. i did. it might drain your bank account temporarily but it’ll be worth it. if you have any skills (degree, trade), research cities that need your skillset and start applying now. ideally in blue states.
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>>41147851It is scary and confusing to be at the starting point and your feelings are justified, this will not get dramatically better quickly especially without work, that is a scary place to be. Try not to fall into cynicism and despair, having doubts or rough patches is one thing, but you need to come up with methods for breaking spiraling patterns of thought that weigh you down.Allowing yourself to spiral will take you off your path and entrench you in misery.
>>41147851I suspect you have NO fucking clue what it's like being a guy before you transitioned anon.Nobody owes you love, sex or affection. Shots of T are not going to turn you into chad, and if you're waiting for a magical physical transition, you've already lost. Even maxing out your muscles on your frame isn't going to magically get bitches to jump into your bed. It's time to put the big boy pants on, and take control of your life. And if you lose, or don't get the girl, and you can honestly say you did your goddam best, then that's just how things went.
>>41149863how quickly can you actually pack on muscle early transition as long as your T levels are good? Just curious.When I was cis m I went through a trying to get ripped phase and I looked drastically different after a year. Beginner gains are the most dramatic, right? It seems like a trans guy could get a passing physique relatively quickly (compared to trans women at least). given a serious and disciplined routine, he would at least be more ripped than 99% or women. or am I wrong?
>>41147851>2.5mo>facepasscalm down bro hit the gym and give it a year
