>>41162801
Pretty normal for straight men to dislike gay porn I'd say

>>41162845
r9k is the other way, this is the troon containment zone sir

>>41162845
And to like lesbians/lesbian porn

>>41162801
>not gay
>attracted to women
i think you might be faketrans

>>41163024
Fuck yeah I love two women with vaginas rubbing against eachother and making out

I like straight porn because I am a woman and it's nice when there is a woman there

>>41162801
If you're attracted to women then you are faketrans

>>41162801
yeah, both pre and post trooning.

>>41162801
nah i did the same lol

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>>41162801
i love straight porn, gay porn AND lesbian porn and i'm proud! prudes GTFO

>>41162801
Many such cases
You like pussy

>>41162801
as soon as i found out about gay porn when i was 11 and people in school were making jokes about it i went home and literally googled gay porn and watched it to see if i would like it. not even in a like 'oh i feel like i might be gay' kind of way just like in an autistic curiosity experimentation kind of way, i literally jerked off to gay porn while feeling absolutely nothing for it just to see what it would be like.

so anyway im not sure how exactly thats relevant but i think it says a lot about how i view my sexuality

>>41162801
never done this cuz I actually do like men. always have. still like gay porn. but I think maybe most of trannies claiming to be straight / trying to date men are like you.

>>41162801
Why is this board filled with mtfs
This is stressing me out I shouldn’t be here i don’t belong here I should leave but I can’t level I need this board because I’m lonely

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>>41162845
>>41163037
>>41163158
IT'S NOT FAIR

>>41162801
you all ever tried to just be attracted to everything that moves and vibe?

>>41163264
embrace it. they're nice

>>41163439
im just not. it's just not the same with men and women. i just see a woman and feel innately attracted. men conjure absolutely nothing in me. u just sound like ur bisexual

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>>41162801
no, gay porn was the first i ever jerked to and the only really for a long time(pretended to be straight in school/pursued women cuz i was repressed) so i unironically like men
t.bi mtf

>>41163557
wait so are u attracted to women or not since ur bi

>>41163463
yeah im pan, basically gender plays 0 role in my attraction to ppl, i only get attracted to personality and people on the same page with me. become the the tranny you love yourself and then you'll be comfortable feeling attracted to whomever because gender is just made up bullshit for you to defeat

>>41162801
I went through this phase trying really hard to be straight and acceptable because I was terrified of being fake trans or a rapehon or straight man. Then I couldn't do it anymore and I called myself bi for a long time because I was still scared of internet people calling me mean names. One day I hit it off with a handsome guy with a good job and I wasn't attracted to him even though I should have been. I had to just be honest with myself and face my fears of what people might think and what they would call me. Then I realized thinking about these labels and if I have the approval of internet strangers stemmed from my low self worth.

The low self worth was also why I was a bully and liked to snicker at threads where people posted unattractive trans women from reddit. My life was in shambles and I was just making myself feel better by being high and mighty on the internet instead of working on something I could be proud of. It was kind of a vicious cycle because that behavior rots the soul and was actually holding my transition back.

Later on I was watching a sam sulek video where he talked about this in his car, he said if you notice someone saying hateful stuff on the internet it's not worth getting mad at because if you could glimpse into their life you'd notice they aren't locked in or doing very well. Leanbeefpatty said something similar some months later.

Now I embrace the male brain and having a straight man's sexuality while looking and sounding like a woman and it's actually pretty nice.

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>>41163650
sorry but i don't think there's anything that can change me being attracted to women down to the bone. like there's no world where i really feel i could give affection to a male. u are trutrans because you were attracted to men from a young age but i never had that and always only liked women as far back as i can rember

>>41163659
DAMN YOU JUST LIKE ME NOOOOOOO WHY

>>41163627
i am but i psyopped myself into it
cant get rid of it now

>>41163983
are u sure u weren't trying to repress ur AGPness like me

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>>41164022
probably not, i went from repressing faggotry to repressing being attracted to women so it probably cancels out

>>41164104
AGP AGP AGP

>>41164144
you're all fucking agp>>41164144

>>41162801
why do i still want my best friends to plop on it >:(

>>41162801
this is me but I found I actually kinda like gay porn I don’t think I could be with a man tho too scary also it’d be weird bc I have a straight male brain

>>41162801
yes. having men be attracted to you is also way more validating

>>41162801
i kinda experienced a similar thing except i was genuinely attracted to men pretransition but now im only attracted to women. even had boyfriends

>>41162801
man i hate transbians

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>>41162801
yeah, but that's exactly what stopped me...
faggots are disgusting...
you don't hear of any straight cissies watching fagporn either...

listen to m4f asmr for once, imagine a hot guy comforting and hugging you while doing it...

you're straight now, you can thank me later

>>41162845
>>41163037
OP is a gay woman though.

>>41165766
>>41165766
>>41170469
ur all bisexual im stone cold hard AGP....
i have the sexuality of a superstaight male and could never be attracted to mon

>>41162801
yes but i was successful

>>41170783
because ur bisexual

>>41170747
I'm gigaAGP too, I just gave you a tutorial for meta-attraction, stay a troonbian if you want to tho, idc a bit...

>>41170808
i don't think i used to be. my memory isn't any good, but as far as i can recall i was never into men before doing this.

>>41170830
are you ACTUALLY attracted to men or just a mega attracted AGP

also ASMR never works on me cause it feels a bit weird and kinda creepy

>>41170844
have u actually checked whether you were into men before tho
i tried to look at ""hot sexy naked men"" but still never felt anything. i even used to draw them all the time

>>41170845
what's the difference?
I am actually attracted to men, but it's out of my agp...

>>41170906
idk
anyway u probably had some bisexual neurological verbal fluency fembrain disposition and i have the manly spatial awareness brain

>>41170856
~90% sure i did

>>41170963
really? and u are SURE u weren't attracted to men before but are now

>>41170928
idk...
tho I used to be superstraight for some time while I was repping

>>41170966
pretty sure ya

>>41170977
ive been on HRT (boymoding) for a year im still superstraight
>>41170978
that's ducking crazy you gotta have some bisexual sleeper agent genes

>>41162801
Unironically it was the opposite for me. I was always into guys, but like every other trans woman I ever talked to was into women and it made me feel really uncomfortable about liking guys.

Seriously why is like, 100 percent of transfem rep all transbians?
Where are the straight trans women at?

>>41170997
u should've been a troony in the 1990s they were all into men then

>>41170469
I just read hetero romance novels.
They make my tummy tingle.

>>41162801
I still don't like gay porn and i definitely like men. that's gay male sexuality. how many straight women watch gay porn? traditional porn just doesn't do much for me in general. read some smut like the rest of us

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>>41170469
>listen to m4f asmr for once, imagine a hot guy comforting and hugging you while doing it...
guh

>>41171014
regular porn is 99% woman and you see some dick in the corner lol

im too adhd zoomer brained can you give me some smut youtube shorts

>>41162801
no i has to opposite when i was a young naive repper
tried to force myself to like girls because thats what guys are supposed to do

>>41171035
siiiiigh thats basically what everyone comes to thus thread to say
so i AM faketrans

>>41171033
why would you want shorts, put this shit on when you're going to bed tonight.
https://youtu.be/zMPklrikUX8
or like any of this guy's videos if you want another scenario. i love nora he's my scrunkly

>>41171057
I WAS FUCKING KIDDING HEEELP HEEEEELP

>>41171070
oh wait it's a regular vid not a short oops

>>41171070
IM SORRY I HAVE AUTIMS

>>41171057
why does he sound like manlybadasshero why watch him when i could just watch manlybadasshero

>>41171080
it's OK bae me too why does he laugh so much tho

>>41171083
because more boyfriend asmr is always better than less. thanks for the rec, also check out jouska he's really good too! really loved the vampire hunter series. the stardust series is good too but there hasn't been a new script in a while and it's really short so it just kinda ends on a huge cliffhanger

>>41171096
manlybadasshero plays horror games LOOLOLO im OP i don't watch romantic asmr

>>41162801
I'm slowly starting to consider the idea that I might actually be sexually attracted to girls a little bit. Is this internalized heterophobia?

>>41171135
when you say a little bit lie what do you mean

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>>41171103
i'm actually so autistic i should end myself. trump's cure can't come soon enough

>>41171147
Like they're beautiful and all but I always thought it would be weird to do sex stuff with one, and something in my brain was always blocking the idea that it could be ok and not gay (I don't wanna be gay)

>>41171156
i think you're just mildly aesthetically attracted to women. i feel the same thing like some men look nice but i would never sex one cause that's suuuuuper weird. but women are like WOW BOOBA and pretty

>>41171148
btw trumps cure is a medication called leucovorin

>>41171148
>trump's cure can't come soon enough
maybe you can throw some essential oils in there, too. i acknowledge that i might be misinterpreting a joke.

>>41171161
I had a dream that one was grinding on me on a chair, like one of those stripper dances, and she was super hot and I didn't know how to feel about it but I did like it. Also had another dream where I was going to bone one, except I knew my troon dick didn't work, so it was a silly exercise haha.
But girls can kiss and stuff without it being gay tho, right?

>>41171180
hmmmmm yeeeaaaahh OK that's kinda gay

>>41171215
kek I knew it, kysing myself now

>>41171057
gosh i would like a boyfriend
but also if i imagine this as another woman im like aww i would like a girlfriend
i used to be crazy about it all like people in this thread because this board game me mental health issues. it is ok to be bi. being a bi tranny does not make you fake or a fetishist or anything

>>41171238
yep but u weren't AGP before transition like me so trutrans

>>41170747
you're not even attracted to cute feminine twinks...? i could never live in the shoes of someone like you being a monosexual is fucking boring as shit and especially gynephilic monosexual.

>>41171244
ok but OP here im into women so now what

>>41171247
feminine twinks can borderline be hot but when i know it's a man that's kinda weird and even gross. i can only find them hot when they look like 90% a woman

>>41171249
that is also fine. you're just gay.
i'll be so real i think a lot of transbians are cringe and uncomfortable but i think thats a problem with cringe and uncomfortable people not lesbians. the second you make the active choice to divorce yourself from cringe trannies or the terminally blanchard brained its like
oh some trannies are gay and normal huh

you just like women like its not that deep
my advice to you is make sure that you liking women does not mean you do weird shit. also make sure you have taste like many cringe transbians don't know how to dress themselves. if you're not making inappropriate advances on people and if you have taste then you're fine nona
women are nice and hot like its not that deep

>>41162801
My favorite porn is chaser 4 tranny porn. I like unconventional but believable hook ups like dude hooks up with his friend's tranny roommate. Think what you like but seeing buff masc guys give trannies head is hot

>>41171246
Yeah I was, I was straight with agp and fucked a ton of pussy with my manly cock n stuff but it's completely opposite since I trooned, it wouldn't even make sense to do that now. Girls need to be boned by someone masculine, and you're supposed to be attracted to the opposite of yourself, so I couldn't fuck a girl, and I shouldn't want to either, that's my programming anyway lol.
Do you get with girls tho, and which role do you take?

>>41171264
sisisisigh but it feels so wrong and unfemimine to like women

and im ugly so it's wrong for me to like women

+i fit a ton of AGP stereotypes even tho i hate troonsbians... it's over im faketrans

>>41171287
ive never had sexo im a virgin but theoratically i would be submissive

>>41171264
Seconding this, it seems like transbians are just gay men with extra steps, it's not really the same as being trans and liking girls
>>41171290
Agree that it feels unfeminine to like women tho, might be something to work through because we gonna like what we gonna like

>>41171303
OP i don't really like trannies cause it feels too gay and like ive tried but it feels too gay and weird. im only attracted to cis women

also wdym work thru areu saying i need to remove my hardwired sexual attraction

>>41171297
ok cool, and with like a transbian-type, or more with pretty cis girls?

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>>41162801
i always liked gay porn and really masculine (muscular hairy and big) men and considered myself a gay boy when i was a kid and now i have brainworms about beimng a gay fag and not a real woman bc im not attracted to anime twinks. its not much better than gynephilic mtfs brainworms lol. now i just let people label me whattever they want (gay or straight woman) and ive gaslit myself into not caring.. the truth is none of us will ever be true women whether or not we like men or women or both.. so just stop thinking about it

>>41171290
>sisisisigh but it feels so wrong and unfemimine to like women
i realise this is tricky to do but talking with cis lesbians helped me process this. a lot of gay cis women have processed some variation of the same feelings. 'it is wrong for me to like other women'

>and im ugly so it's wrong for me to like women
mean to yourself and i don't even know if its true because this is 4chan where everyone hates themselves. if you're not hurting anyone its not wrong for you to do anything, really, least of all feel attraction to people.

>+i fit a ton of AGP stereotypes
such as..?

>>41171318
cis girls only

>>41171324
YUUUUCCK FURRY ART

>>41171326
im a nerd and i like anime and male hobbies and tranny hobbies

>>41171316
Maybe see if it's internazlized heterophobia, like there's a block in your socialization that it's not ok to do same-sex stuff? That would mean that you see yourself as female tho so that would be a good thing haha

>>41171338
whats wrong with furry art

>>41171303
>Seconding this, it seems like transbians are just gay men with extra steps, it's not really the same as being trans and liking girls

i disagree. i think a lot of transbians to me seem perpetually baby tranny. its not that they are men, but they often had a weird avoidant relationship to femininity when they transitioned. post transition, this manifests either as butch-cope or weird infantilising hypersexual tacky femininity. a normal tranny would process stuff and move on, a lot of transbians end up in transbian bubbles where this behaviour is permitted and it just never ends. like girl you've been transitioning 5 years why are you wearing so much polyester. why do you not shave. why are you dressing like someone 1/3 of your age.
this doesn't give gay man to me at all

in terms of their sexuality, if anything, it gives like 'unwilling to move on from being cishet'. its like, they are attracted to women (which is fine!) but are too scared to do the work to unlearn their male behaviours and mannerism and whatever. so they transition into a transbian; someone who's all cope, in a community that enables that cope. naturally cis women or put-together gay dolls are not into that and avoid it. and so the only sexual partners they can find is other transbians. they want women but settle for nearly-women. baby tranny 4 baby tranny
its rly toxic in many ways

>>41171339
no it's not heterophobia it's a hardwired sexuality ive had since i was a kid ive only ever felt things with women and never men even when i tried

ill admit im kinda sexually repressed because of dysphoria but ion think that's it chief

>>41171338
im a dork and like anime too. if you are otherwise a well balanced fully fleshed out human this doesn't matter lol. its not like you're larping as a naruto character 24/7 like who cares what you enjoy?
and being a dork is cute if you're otherwise a cool, nice, mature person

what hobbies are you talking about?

>>41171352
transbians are bi hons so they have to settle for other bi hons

>>41171345
it's even yuckier than men

>>41171360
I LIKE. COMPUTERS. AND SCIENCE. AND RETRO GAMES. I'M THE MOST MALE BRAIN OF ALLLLL TIME

>>41171361
okay whatever i opened my heart to u to show u that none of this matters and as somene thats attracted to men i still feel like a fake woman but u choose to do the age old "furry=bad" thing, immature.. but i guess we're on 4chan

>>41171352
>girl you've been transitioning 5 years why are you wearing so much polyester
lmao
Yeah you're right, I meant more like 'males pretending to be girls and doing sex stuff with each other', which isn't true for everybody but for sure a lot of these faketrans transbians are just that. Your 2nd paragraph made a lot of sense, I could definitely see that being true

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>>41171372
sorry
and yes you're correct im immature and didn't develop past age 12

>>41171356
ok that's fair Anon I just meant because it sounds like you don't want to be gay. Heterophobia would be the wrong word, I just made it up anyway lol.
So if you were a man you'd like girls, and if you were a girl you'd like girls?

>>41171387
i do think being gay sounds a little gross and repulsive but that's just how straight men feel sooo..

i mean idk there's nothing i can imagine myself liking about men like i just like girls and only girls

even tho pretty much all of my fantasies revolve around being dommed i just can't feel anything with men

>>41162801
I don't like gay porn, it's gross, but I like sex stuff with men. If you're trans and like girls I still think it's gay tho, up to you whether that's bad or not

>>41171401
it's not gay cuz im a fetishistic man and not a woman

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>>41162801
literally me but in reverse
Had nearly sex with a girl but just couldn't, really tried hard to be straight for my dad but love for dick won

>>41162801
No, because I'm trutrans.

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>>41171435
THAT'S WHAT EVERYONE ON THIS THREAD SAYS AHHHHHHHHHH

>>41165766
This is trugay, you're trans and same-sex attracted. I had the exact opposite of your story and stopped being attracted to girls post-trooning. Humans are so interesting desu

>>41170844
Did you ever want to do secret sexo with a man before this tho?

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OP here do you guys actually get attracted to this because if I had this anywhere near me i think id vomit

>>41171458
>OP here do you guys actually get attracted to this because if I had this anywhere near me i think id vomit
I love hairy dudes

>>41171468
im too faketrans to comprehend this attraction like what

>>41170977
>>41170986
You would have got down with an Aubrey Kate or Daisy Taylor tho despite being superstraight, or? Like a genuinely passing hot ts girl?

>>41171478
i literally would rest my head on the hairy cheeks of my bf everyday if I could, i love feeling the hair on my skin, its amazing

>>41171480
hi OP here i only sent second reply but not first one

no i haven't but passing trannies rarely exist irl and i live in a city with a lot of trannies. but like if it's a tranny that looks like a cis girl just maybe

me is virgin anyway>>41171480

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>>41171485

AGP will be made very illegal soon.

Enjoy it while you can.

>>41171495
me is not from america sir

i think being gay sounds fun and sometimes i like it when i can pretend to be gay with a guy. its hard to find men into that or who understand it though.

>>41171361
huh
sorry i don't understand what you mean
>>41171366
yes i like those things too. i also like lots of other things. all people are multifaceted. im not sure why you are letting /tttt/ force you into such a narrow box. the average poster here is a self hating shut in. why are you taking those peoples opinions about social matters? they don't speak to anyone lol. anyone cool will pick up on the fucked vibes and run a mile. this is not a place you should let shape your self concept, the people here are weird losers
>the weirdest losers think my hobbies are bad :(
oh noooo what a shame

if you're concerned about how normies will perceive you just don't autistically enthuse about it to people you don't know. you are now instantly more normal than the strange cringe trannies we both are imagining. its not hard. literally just be a fully fleshed out person and you've avoided that stereotype.
>>41171374
oh! idk maybe. i think the males pretending to be girls and doing things with one another are usually not into men and are odd female-attracted perverts ime. note; that is not the same as gay trans women or even transbians. but i do 100% know of a few creepy autogynephiles. they generally fit in with the cringe baby trannies quite well, even if they stick out by how shameless and pushy they are. thats been my observation. trannies who like men generally don't have interest in other trannies, especially the crossie looking ones ime

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>>41171520
I WAS BULLIED IN SCHOOL BECAUSE MY HOBBIES WERE WEIRD AND IM TOO NERDY

>>41171458
did you get diddled as a kid or something... i mean i wouldn't want to be touched by that guy's hands but vomiting is overkill. i just get the impression that people like you are undersocialized porn addicted geeks who never got into locker room antics with your friends when they say stuff like this

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>>41171531
lol yes same? idk why that matters now like you're not in school now nona. some of the coolest hottest people i know were weird dweebs in school who got bullied relentlessly. you don't have to keep letting that inform all your life as an adult.

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>>41171533
people always ask me if i got diddled. i just got beat my mom so no
also i think any straight man would find other men's hairy arms gross

>>41171543
except im not hot and still a dweeb

>>41162801
yeah but it worked?? not w gay porn i've literally never watched any porn in my entire life but i used to jerk off to pictures of girls or imagining girls. i stopped when i realized i had to def troon out (16) and then started to think abt bottoming and that seemed better tho tbdesu i wasn't sure i wanted it until a few yrs of hormones and actually dating a man but. i often think it's some kind of insane agp meta-attraction and still when i touch him and look at him naked and smell his pits or his cock i get so aroused like idfk what is wrong w me and i feel like it definitely has to be some kind of brain malfunction or paraphilia but i also love to rub myself all over him and grab his dick and it's not intentional i just love how it feels irrespective of any gender bs?? how does this even happen to someone

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>>41171564
again im a virgin but ive always had like fantasies as far back as i can remember where im the sub and get dominated by someone but I've only ever been attracted to women and never men

>>41171558
>except im not hot
ya this is just a matter of persistance. hot people get hot, they don't start hot. hotness is a skill and you have to work on it. this is what will differentiate you from the cringe people we have been discussing.
my advice to you - the first step in becoming hot is believing you could be hot. hot people do not endlessly self deprecate on 4chan. you're above that girl

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>>41171583
im so chopped orthodonist literally said i need surgery for my jaw. how am i anything but chopped

>>41171594
that's not me BTW if i looked like that i would've said im cute as hell

>>41171577
hmm,, when u think abt getting dommed is it like explicitly by women or just more vague and indistinct and abt how ur body feels in the situation?

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>>41171594
okay you are now signalling to me that you do not in fact have that dog in you. its a state of mind and you lack it rn, sorry. i am bored of talking to you because you've let me know that you're one of the terminally loser 4chan trannies i mentioned earlier

this need not always be the case but you need to stop whatever this is

>>41171604
both, just like being entirely in servitude to someone and being someone's toy sounds really hot but like when u bring men into it it kinda ruins the attractiveness and i can only be comfortable fantasizing abou it with women

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>>41171615
its ok anona uve done everything u can but nothing to be done for me
gotta cope

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i should become a tripfag and call myself traggot or something since im famous now

>>41171669
>>41171639
you're quite young aren't you anon
asking because its sad to think of you feeling this way about yourself if you're still finding your place in the world

>>41171621
ahh i c, it sounds like just a hard line for u and thats nothing to be ashamed of. ngl i feel like there's a fair few bi women out there who'd be more happy to give u what u need and idc if ur saying ur chopped i am too, i thought what i have was impossible for me and that id die a virgin and alone until the very moment it happened. i genuinely believe all of us have someone out there

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>>41171677
im 18een yarse old and idk what u want me 2 do about it

>>41171680
ill at least wait until braces fix my choppedness to get grills

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actually ill call myself prosciutto queen because i like yonaka

>>41171688
yeah i thought you might be. it makes more sense now why you bought up getting bullied at school. i am nearly twice as old as you. i think the stuff i said in this thread is true. if you spend all your time actively engaging in this sort of self hatred you just give that side of your psyche more attention, and so it feels much bigger. the thing to do about it is to first stop doing the behaviours that keep you feeling this way. only then can you start working on feeling better about yourself.
at 18 i just started repping after my first attempt at transition failed. i really hated myself and it sucked. i hated myself so badly that i self destructed completely, became a total drop out loser for a bit. even once i started transition again it took me a long time to get back to some base line of not feeling like the worst person alive. the thing that started that process was actively choosing to be kinder to myself, by choosing to act differently. act as though you are your own best friend. would you say the stuff in this thread about someone you were friends with?
ultimately we only have ourselves to count on so its important to be a friend to yourself

i am sorry for calling you a loser you poor thing

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>>41171776
I need a gf who gives me pep talks like u

idk i used to feel good about myself but th3n my family started saying and doing a lot of horrible things to me since they did not like me being a tranny and i don't feel like ill mentally recovered yet

will never rep tho cause i would have oo give up my midshit body

>>41171808
do you still live with your family? i think being transsexual really does mean we have to accept a sort of fierce independence is the best option. its sad but its true. especially if your family is unkind, we need to be able to look after ourselves. if you are still with them, treat making your own money and getting some distance (college might be an option here for example) as a goal. something as important to your transition as HRT. the more independence you can get the better. my life started turning around when i could fully support myself.

you will be okay and things will get easier.
perhaps next time you feel bad about yourself like in this thread, take a second to reflect. you're a v young tranny and its a very big spooky world and people have not been very nice to you. you're like a sad little kitten who people were mean to. it makes sense that you would feel bad! make the choice to not then become one of the people who bully you.

also god do not make a trip thats a terrible idea this place is not somewhere you should spend more of your time and attention

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>>41171558
>also i think any straight man would find other men's hairy arms gross
no, we are indifferent, this picture is not sexual at all, that's how I know you are a deviant. You perceive everything trough your skewed, oversexualized deviant glasses. That's why deviants like you must not be allowed to be around children.

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>>41171840
i live alone with a roommate (who is screaming loudly rn oh my god can he quiet down) cause i managed to get into a housing and accompaniment program for young people but it's still difficult because i love my mom and she's sick but i don't want to give her up even if she doesn't like my transition

idk i like this place it's the only place where i can be honest with people and ive never had a place where i can talk to people like you. ironically i started using 4chan cause my brother who said im a disgusting tranny uses it so i wanted to understand him

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>>41171856
ok but like of course in a regular context i wouldn't care but like when ur talking about a man making sexual advances on you (which has happened to me b4)

>>41171861
well i am very glad that you're not living with them at least :)
even if you wanna be part of their lives you're going to have an easier time making that relationship mutually respectful with that distance and security

i guess i get why you talk here as i do the same and have in the past relied on this place for similar reasons. just keep in mind that this is the easy solution to that problem, not the best one. its like junk food for your self esteem. it can meet your most basic needs but its not nourishing, and if you rely on it too much you get sick. if this is your only outlet, it will make the feelings you describe in this thread worse over time. you have to find other ways to meet your needs if you want to start feeling better.
but thats hard and takes a long time!
if you need to chat here in the mean time so be it. just don't lean in more (such as tripping) and make sure you're putting in the work to find new ways to have your needs met. it sounds like you're working on the later if you're already living on your own and making changes to your life! ganbatte!

i want to wrap you up in a blanket and confiscate your phone for a bit your poor silly girl. you sounds like you need a hug

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>>41171876
i wish i actually had any amigos to talk about this stuff to but it's really hard when uve never had any friends and don't have anyone to turn to to talk. psychiatry has never worked because psychiatrists don't know what to say to me. Can u be my new psychiatrist

>>41171900
then be a normal human and try to find friends.

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>>41171969
i cant
siiigh it's worthless lamenting but ykyk

sorry if this thread went a little crazy i got on a new simulant and it made me feel so fucking hyper

>>41171380
youre not immature in a cute way though, but in an annoying autist way