qott: do you like anteaters?qott2: do you have a favorite species of anteaters?qott3: what would you do if you woke up tomorrow as an anteater?previous: >>41130577
Ftmg I'm addicted to league of legends
> qottTheyre cool i guess, i like lizards more> qott 2Idk> qott 3Would be a better life than a nerdy autists>>41173407Put it down man, its not worth the pain
>>41173407>League of Legends
bump
Are you a slim tboy or a worthless fat woman?
iposted it all. how do i get you to trust what im doing and saying
Does G still post here
>>41173302>qottNo because when I was a kid I wanted to watch the Pink Panther but it always baited me and they ran that shitty one about the anteater and the ant>qott2No, but I hate blue anteaters the most>qott3I would commit multiple ant genocides>uhm it's not an anteater it's an aardvarkIt was called an anteater in my country so I'm counting it regarldess
>>41174881im sorry, whys she so fucking ugly
>>41173407Gcoded
>>41174968what happened to our trips man
>>41173407MainRoleRank
>>41175196Flux still posts here and wolfgang sometimes, the rest probably moved on with their lives
>>41175196Who would want to stay here?
>>41175226gloves, rats, G, I don't know. Make some new ones. Everyone start tripping
>>41175250hm okaytest
oh wow that worked
>>41175222>>41175250Haven’t checked back in over a year and was surprised to find all of the old trips were gone
>>41175196Well, cute afabs have plenty of attention irl. Only females who post here are disgusted and vomit inducing
>>41175357I miss cute tomboy posters
>>41173302>do you like anteaters?Yeah they're cool>do you have a favorite species of anteaters?Not really>what would you do if you woke up tomorrow as an anteater?I would probably be a lot more content with my life than I am now. Being human is miserable. I'd much rather be a simple minded animal with no level of self-awareness. No goals, no expectations. Just sleep, eat, and shit until I die. I'm already most of the way there anyways.>>41175250I'm not enough of an attention whore to do that. Defeats the entire purpose of posting on an anonymous imageboard.
>>41175377Was there a trip who was a tomboy? I don’t recall, flux? I thought flux transitioned
>>41175429dont respond to tranny hater retard newfag
I miss Boris
>>411753581/10 bait
>>41175464newfagnewfagnewfagnewfagOF COURSE ITS BAIT, READ THE NAME
>>41175441Oh who is this person?
>>41175358ive been told im very cute. you will never lay your chubby dysgenic pole hands on me though.
>>41175508post hole
>>41175464How's it a bait? Attractive females have dozens of simps, while worthless fat/mutilated afabs have to resort to 4chan. >>41175487Don't listen to her
>>41175508only my gf gets to see it. sorry!
>>4117548Im a new fag now because some hormonal foid told me I am
>>41175508We both know that you dream about being raped and impregnated
>>41175520
>>41175543by my girlfriend, yes :p
>>41175487Tranny hater is a fat polish retard who you should not interact with because he'll keep shitting up the thread with posting about pregnancy
I was just asking because I haven’t been here in a long time and check back periodically. I’m friends with some of the old trips, that’s all. I’m also not ftm, just had a good friend who was who died by suicide
>>41175559was it terje
>>41175551legend says shes a fat polish failed ftm that takes it out on us because she doesnt pass
>>41173302ANTEATERS I FUCKING LOVE ANTEATERS, I LOVE TAMANDUAS THEY ARE THE BEST ANIMAL
>>41175559I'm sorry for your loss anon. I wish I knew more about what happened to some trips but I went for a long period without posting here so there's a lot I've missed.
>>41175575No, I don’t like that guy>>41175604Yeah my friend who passed was a trip here years ago.
>>41175196Im at work all the time now
>>41175715not you.anyone but you.
i think being alone inside for so long is triggering a mental episode. this isn't good.
can someone please save me?
I need to be away from everyone. i'm unironically on the same rung as satan. I deserve this.
to the good people and the bad people i act the smae, i am equally destructive towards everyone. everylne in this universe is a figment of my mind, like the bars of the cell and are withholding me. i am evil and lash out at people i find mildly annoying and irritating, i use those people i dont care about for companionship when i am alone, but i instantaneously pay for my sin of disingenuousness by feeling that pit in my stomach, i feel and know i do wrong by that. but i dont care about those people, i don't care for them at all. i get sad when my Person leaves, i think everyone has just one person. i want to take care of them and pet their hair and cherish them and make them feel loved and happy. i am being punished for slandering the people i don't care about, the people i hate, so my person is gone once again and i do not think they are coming back. i have been so mean to everyone, i hate everyone and the hatred and bitterness in my heart is flowing outwards and comprising the walls of my cell. there is no redemption for me. i am not a victim of karma becuase i have brought this on mysrlf. i dont know the way to get out but i need to get out. if i cnanot make the person close to me happy then i'm useless and it's all for nothing. i need to reset, i need to start over without my histrionism, i am so evil
there is no redemption and no happy ending i have made my bed and im lying in it i will never get rid of all the sins ive done. i know my neighbors and parents know about me, and how volatile and awful of aperson i am, i do not deserve to be coddled because i will turn around and be negative anyway. i make up things in a ploy to make myself a victim, and to make people feel bad for me,. the omly person i love isnthe person who can see through it all, but even then they get the wrong idea too. are they real? what makes them so special and not replaceable to me? why do i go to such such such such lenghts to do for them. i can't eat, i am atoning for all the sins i have committed by being mean to my person. i feel my throat close up and the insides of my ears get pricky with pins and needles. i cannot do anything without hurting my person. i love them so dearly. i don't know if i committed the original sin or if i have been transported here into this life, with these memories transplanted to enhance the realness. i dont know if that matters. i have no connection to the person i am, i am an empty vessel just experiencing consciousness. no name truly feels right to me. everything feels fake except for them and the protection i desire to provide,my love for my person has grown so much but i dont remember when i got here but my love for them is larger even no.w. i don't know when i came here, i just know i'm here now. i hope i am somewhere else tomorrow, i hope i wake up. i had a brief dream where i was in this surgery center and seeing all the people in this unidivided big white room having surgery done on them. i accidentally laid my bag on a table, and i had to redisinfect it. i tihink i will be back there tomorrow, i know dreams are real, i don't know if this is a dream. is that the reality and this the dream, i would never be able to tell. ive been pacing my room all day,
>>41176933Dude stop mucking up the thread with your vent, it's annoying and cringe
>>41176980You are apart of it.I know who you are. you know everything about me. my onlu tool to fight back is not letting you get to me, i am not letting you stop me from being a good personand caring for my person. I need to find someon e who also understands my predicament and takes it seriously so I or we can escape. I want everyone I love to ne able to get out. Me asking you to stop won't accomplish anything, buti know there's someone out there who will know how to help get me out. i know there is someone out there who is cognizant of the problem and possibly at least help me divert this world from becoming more hellike and empty. i know this is something II have to do because i feel the brunt pf every sin i commit even the dmallest most innocuois ones. I need to become sinless. No more slander or hatred. This microcosm iis my hellplanet and i will make it a not-hellplanet and I am the only one who understands it. You live in my world. I would say I hate hate hate hate you, but I just feel neutral. You say it's fake because you want every real genuine soul imbued person to remain imprisoned here. You aren't even human. You can't help it.
if I woke up as an anteater I would simply eat ants
This beautiful passoids keeps texting me and I'm just sorta confused She's not flirty (I think) but she'll just find any excuse to try and talk to me, she also has a bf who she loves and stuffI'm an ugly pooner so I don't get it, she's bdd so maybe she's just trying to get attention/compliments (?) If I were more malbrained I'd flirt with her and edate her but I'm autistic and not really interested in LDRs
>>41177148Time to take you meds>>41177195She's after your womb dude, it's the last thing she needs to completely transition
>>41177220Oh my god. Hi.
>>41176770>>41176933>>41177148you've been talking about this for years schizoanon. go move back in with your mother and give her the debt you owe her, or go yell nigger nigger at your black neighbors and get murdered. Its your choice bitch
He-Whom-Stands-On-Tall-Hills isn't me. It's not possible for an argonian to be the nerevarine.
Girl I met today around other friends said I was attractive. My entire friend group has some sort of queerness (gay, trans mtf + ftms, nb, etc) so it's not like I was the only ""man"" around a bunch of girls. She called me etherial. I'm happy because it means I'm not ugly (she said this to me unprompted so I hope she wasn't just lying for no reason) but it also could be that type of girl talk where they just compliment each other a lot. Anyway, been looking for a reason to get over this lesbian tgirl I've been in love with for ~a year. She seems nice.
>>41173302>qott: do you like anteaters?Yes they are QT>qott2: do you have a favorite species of anteaters?Normie, but giant anteater>qott3: what would you do if you woke up tomorrow as an anteater?Eat a lot of ants
>>41177594I'm a different person. We are in hell. I will embrace love.
Im scared when I order my hrt it'll get seized should I just pray and hope for the best? I know it's not a big legal thing but id be outed.
>>41177809unless the packaging is obvious i dont think it will matter
hide bait/blogposting/schizo shit pls
rejection sensitivity from adhd is so fucking awful it makes me want to rope every time. how do i cope
Gloves is still fat
make me sad.make me mad.make me feel alright?anyone itt like lain?
>>41178683I love lain
>>41178443I wish I knew. I've tried therapy but I haven't been able to make much progress when it comes to coping with intense emotions like that. Not in a healthy way at least.
The white makeup is hiding the masculine shapes on my face. Should I do the cheek makeup thing (pic example of a cis man with it) or will that make it worse?
>>41175250Im still here, just much less frequently
>>41178911Are you still lying about having balls on Instagram?
>>41178911what was your OF called again?
>>41175250making a trip would mean committing to this board somewhat, how embarrassing
Your silence is deafening G~
>>41177148consider admitting yourself to a psyche, it's not pleasant but they'll help you
Blogpost incoming,I have a problem. I need to be a virgin forever. I need to never get in a relationship again, with one exception.I hope I can lose my virginity to someone I love someday.However I do not love 99.999999....% of people. I am going to save myself for this hypothetical person, with the very small chance they would want anything to do with me.How do I deal in the meantime? Making friends isn't gonna help. I would prefer not to have a libido but I can just jerk off. I just hate dealing with the yearning and the desire to cuddle and hold someone. I think about it whenever I work out. It's silly. I spend so much effort to mold my body just in case I do have that special someone in my life. I just want to remove the desire to dote on someone entirely. I'm not fit to. Not yet anyway.Any advice? Sorry again for blogposting.
>>41175250i lurk, me now :]
>>41178723and i love (You) anon!
>>41179239God doesn't know if it's in the backdoor
>>41174968Yes, she rivets us all with stories of poonami actionG~ lives as a woman and will visit /tttt/ to gloat
>>41179279gwaaaahhh it's rats!! ur so hot in a scruffy indie way aa
>>41179388What?
any ftms like bats?
>>41178562begone pest
>>41179721Bats are the best
>>qottyes i think they're wonderful>>qott2we seem to agree on cyclopes didactylus>>qott3enjoy having a brain so small that my dysphoria is gone
>>41179721me. my favorites are the insectivore ones.
ftmg i'm at an impasse. my t arrived the other day. i'm debating whether to start taking it now or keep repping for longer. on one hand my dysphoria is at an all time high. on the other hand i financially rely on my family (in college, they help pay tuition) and they are very religious and transphobic so i'm scared of being cut off and having to drop out. i don't think staying off t for longer will hurt my chances of passing too much; i'm thin, black, and 174cm tall. plus my family caught me taking t before when i was younger and made me stop so they know i'm a pooner (they always give some bullshit about how if i wait until i'm [age] they'll accept me but the age gets larger each time kek).however i think i'm reaching a critical point where if i don't restart t soon the dysphoria will make me kill myself. already had a failed attempt a few months ago.what do y'all doods think i should do? (maybe the fact that i'm asking in the first place shows that i'm still gigafembrained and need to keep repping, kek)
>>41178940Yeah it’s funny>>41178948Find it yourself gay boy
>>41175663As long as its not TP its alright
another day, another jack off session where i fantasize about shooting thick loads from my cock onto a girl and licking it off of her and rubbing her clit till my hand is soaked. fuck my tranny life
>>41179756Shut up bitch>>41179958That's pretty cringe, kill all ftfemboys
>>41179239how the fuck are you going to find someone to love without making friends?
>>41179939You have it, so there's already risk of them finding it, just take it
>>41180218What're you all about
>>41180448Don't know you? Who're you, you new?
>>41180471>newI just rode in on the midnight train going anywhere
>>41180493Like that one song
>>41179939nah you already have it. you can hide the effects for a while if you’re worried about that. but you said yourself repping is making you suicidal, you got nothing to lose
>>41179939If you don't want it I'll take it...
>>41180504Wang Dang Sweet Poontang!
hi ftmg, i craved violence periodically before t (cutting, suicide, hurting ppl), but now i just have the urge to kill ppl. i used to cope by cutting bc im a bad person, but i just had a family “meeting” (arguement) and cant get their bloody bludgeoned faces out of my head. and i dont feel bad about it.t. newfag
>>41180493joe i upped my dose like u suggested ill report back
>>41178683Yes of course
>>41180549How do you know you have a high sperms count?Your date has to chew before she swallows>>41180557You're at 80mg a week now something like that? How long have you been on hrt total so far?
>>41180573i laughed, you remind me of ninja sex party
>>41180547What the flip dude
>>41175199MordJg/top, sup when I'm highPlat
>>41180599>ninja sex partyHoly crap haven't thought of them in years. Corny horny humor gotta love it. I got one more.>A man goes to the doc for a full physical exam, and comes back a week later to hear the results.>Doctor: "Son, I've got good news and bad news.">"Agh, give me the bad news first.">"Okay... you have a fatal lung disease and you have one or two weeks to live.">"Oh, god!" "But what's the good news?">The doctor leans in and asks him, "you know that sexy nurse Barbara out there?">"Yeah...?">"Well, I finally banged her."
One of you losers should play Skate with me
What should I draw
>>41180703ur morbidly schizoid and histrionicI will pass
>>41181242dood giving his friend diy top surgery
>>41180703the new free one? been looking for a reasons to download it
>>41181242Byakuya from danganronpa or one of or both of the gallagher brothers (from the band oasis)
where are the hairy ftms at?
>>41181274Odd I try to draw penis mutilation even i draw diy top surgery
>>41181425hopefully getting shaved and then plapped
>>41180493No way there’s people who don’t know you! I come back in a year and I’ve summoned Joe from the ether, I’m very proud of myself. Joe is goated and I have entrusted him in the past with top secret femboy pics of myself
>>41179939manned up and took my shot
>>41180673Based.I've been an engage sup main, but the last few months before ditching league I was maining Sion.t. Diamond
What are yalls thoughts on the tranny frog ftm voice? Why does it happen?
>>41181816Congrats anon. Can I ask which country youre from, and if you were doing DIY which I assume you are, did you worry that your package was going to get seized ?
>>41181839thanks. i'm from the us and wasn't really worried about it getting seized since i got it from a warehouse only a few states away and ice really only cares about internationally shipped drugs.
>>41181816>took my shot and manned upFIFY
>>41181831desu it's not really as clocky as most people think. you have to know about it for it to clock people in your eyes so it really only gets the attention of tuned in transphobes and other trannies.it happens when you try to speak the same way you did pre-t even though your voice got deeper. that's why it mostly affects white and asian ftms since white and asian women tend to have higher voices.it can be fixed with voice training. good free ftm voice training is hard to find but this is my favorite resource: https://buymeacoffee.com/alyssavt/no-explanations-instructions-masculinizing
>>41181829Who are you? Are you a new trip? I haven’t been back in over a year
I hate to ask this and be a leech and be begging for people to spoonfeed me things, but does anyone know where I could buy t-gel on the internet, more specifically from a domestic source, as ive been able to find it but it is always coming from a different country. Ive looked on the roids sites.
>>41181831its def just being used to speaking high while having a deeper register. i’m only 2 months t but had a monotone/ lower female voice before, and it’s just been more comfortable for me to speak lower.
>>41181915assuming that you're in the us, it's pretty hard to find domestic dealers so you may be better off buying t powder to make your own gel. reddit's homebrew hrt page has several guides but this one's the most popular: https://old.reddit.com/r/estrogel/wiki/index#wiki_transdermal_medicine_.2013_masculinising_.28start_here.29
>>411805732 years
>>41181877He's a transphobic crossposting cismoid who posts images of trips on lcf then tards out across the board.
>>41181936Is there a similar guide for injections
>>41181831>thoughts on the tranny frog ftm voice?I think it sounds like nails on a chalkboard but it's understandable why it happens. Voice changes take some time to get used to.
>>41182304>moid>who posts images of trips on lcfNot me. I don't post on lcf, last time I lurked there was during the hack. I scrapped a lot of their infographics though.Also, you can't stay on "lcf", that's for the ladies only.>>41181877Just your average chud, don't mind me.Holes are scared of me and they make shit up about me all the time, so don't trust them. I mean, they come from lolcow dot farm, of course they are gossipy.
>>41182481Wrong pic, that one is from 8kun, but you get my point.
>>41182481>HolesNta but this word always struck me as jealous. You want to give birth or somethin?
>>41182685>Nta but this word always struck me as jealous.Why?
>>41181802No way, it's you! Sexy motherfucker
>ftm works the counter at our favorite place>interrupted him watching YouTube shorts with his boss for a popcorn refill>notice black nail polish>3 rings on handsIs he gay?
>>41182481Why does a chud like to post on this thread? Shouldn’t you be making rage bait threads in the board?
>>41183518He's my fav tripfag tbhon
Picrel do I pass
>>41183675Yes
>>41183652Oh what makes him your favourite?
does anyone want to do a magma board later?
>>41173302how do i not envy youngshits
>>41183961Stop being a faggot
>>41183997i need more detail
>>41183961sometimes i wonder if ur the real flux
>>41184032anon why would anyone bother to impersonate me.
>>41184027Ohh our lady has an eye for details huh? See what I mean just stop
I've spent most of my morning crying over not being male but being almost completely naked hasn't bothered me at all or caused any dysphoria in any way. What the hell is wrong with me?>>41183961You don't, the regret will just stay with you until you die.
>>41183787I would do one after 6pm pacific
>>41184065have you seen the state of this board
>>41184133cantankerous little bastard aren't you?>>41184352it's been on life support for an awfully long time.
period came back a fucking gainthis time with full vengeance
You have the option to transfer into the body of a cis man BUT he has an anteater foreskin. Do you do it?
>>41184515mood
>>41184394How am I the cantankerous little bastard I'm not seething with jealousy
sex with tboys sex with tboys sex with cute ftms nyowwwwwwww kiss ftms love ftms embrace ftms ftm love NOW i want to hold one so bad i want one so badddddd i need a ftm NOW LOVE NOWWWWWW
>>41184742I want to impregnate one
>>41184700i just did some translations and drank some coffee and took my meds. there is so much beauty in the world. the leaves all have their own stories and each blade of grass holds wisdom few are able to hear. and that beauty includes (You).
im a little pooner, short and stout
https://magma.com/d/TkrEDf5KB5mac and cheese party! everyone's invited!
>>41185221i will be drawing on here for a while if anyone wants to join. i hope everyone in this gen is having a good weekend! : 3
>>41185221okayyyy there's been 2 of you that joined. thank you! i'm gonna go eat but i'll be back soon! : 3
>>41173302I LOVE CAFFEINE SM BROS
>>41185221I'd join but I don't have access to a PC right now unfortunately
>>41185811you'll be there in spirit..!
>>41173302Sadge I asked my gf to marry me in a casual way just if she’d consider it and she said she was too young to think about it rn
>>41185915she hates your guts and hopes you die in a fire anon u should break up with her
>>41185945She said she wants to finish law school first before she thinks about it and wants to wait until I’m done with medical school. Ngl, I can see her point, but I wanted to start discussing it before we both got extremely busy
>>41185995shes gonna bond with someone else in school and leave u for good anon its over sorry v_v
>>41185221there's so many lurkers! please don't be shy : ] i think i'll take the room down until later. thank you everyone who joined! ^_^
>>41185915How young?
>>41186301We’re both early 20s— she says she will think about it in her late 20s
Scenario: youre stealth and your friend asks you how big your dick is, you say its big, right? I did.
Do ftms like submissive mtfs?
>>41186585many do but i do not
>>41186577Bruh you're not stealth at all. Straight men do not ask other men how big their dicks are.
>>41186605Yes, my friend did lmfao
>>41186605Cis men don't compare penises?
>>41186605I’ve never been asked the size of my penis but other guys have voluntarily told me their size. I do complain about my balls though.
>>41186577Chode gang
>>41186605yes they do loli love dickmogging my guy friends as a tranny
>>41186623Your friend is not straight, he's an FTM chaser. Literally everyone knows trans people are trans, they're just being polite not pointing it out>>41186648I said straight men, not cis men.>>41186670Telling other people your size is nothing. Asking about other people's weenuses is just gay.
>>41186722Your guy friends are chasers, not straight
Life is so beautiful. How is everyone doing?
>>41186733Yeah I’ve never asked anyone their size either. That is weird. I guess in niche situations it may come up, but not as a general convo. I have had other kinds of convo with other guys, like discussing pube landscaping techniques, what types of testicle pain might be concerning, etc
is there any sort of porn or hentai with the following premise? doesn't have to be exact>trans woman cockvores a trans man>he is inside her balls, visibly struggling from the outside>she starts rubbing one out>she cums a shit ton of cum and her balls shrink to normal size, the implication is that he animorphed into her cum in the process>she gets pregnant inside of her balls from the trans man's leftover egg materials>her balls grow>she gives birth to the baby through her penis>she names the baby in memory of the guy who turned into her semen
>>41186760Bad.Been in bed wracked by faintness caused by anxiety. No reason for it, just happens
whats the FtM equivalent fetish for bbc MtFs
>>41186760I’m really frustrated— I had to take a break from my programme because I overworked to the point of being hospitalized. I want to get back to working
>>41186855tight asian pussy
>>41186841I'm sorry about that. I go through the same thing.Are you medicated for it? I've been considering seeking beta blockers for it.
>>41186855getting fucked by larger stronger men. it's weird how mtfs and ftms both are enormous bottoms, it's almost like one of them isn't real
>>41186855lolicon
>>41186874what does it mean if i want to be fucked by a shorter, more petite woman?
>>41186753they are thoughever they hate trannies (and i hate them back ^^) i literally cant let them near any of my other friends or theyll be weird
>>41186859What's the programme exactly? I wish you a speedy recovery. :)
>>41186903I’m in graduate school :) biomedical field! Won’t go into more detail for anonymity’s sake.
>>41186978Waow.. that must be neat. I'm going into the same field. Good luck!
>>41186995Oh shit that’s cool! What do you feel drawn to in the area? Are you thinking of eventually doing PhD or going the MD pathway?
b-boysmell...
>>41186995I'm very interested in the brain. What part are you most interested in?We'll see, I'm still in college.
>>41187040kys
>>41187048If you want to do MD or PhD, you’ll need to take organic chemistry. Some bio majors don’t require orgo, so just make sure you put aside a year to crunch out orgo and biochem. I study reproductive biology, specifically sex differentiation and differences of sex development. I make clinical diagnostic tools for this area.
>>41187083Already on it. They're my favorite parts.Would you say being ftm is what led you down that path? I honestly only even got interested in this stuff because I wanted to work towards improving srs. But now I've fallen in love with the field in general.
>>41187114I’m not ftm— I’m intersex! Being diagnosed with my intersex condition led me to my interest in the field, largely because my care was so dogshit for a long time. I found that the intersex community was very traumatized and weren’t able to advocate for better medical care— I wanted to help people like me with my academic talents. I’ve gotten pretty far, though, and I see the difference im making as the silver lining of my diagnosis
another day shoving flux's hamsters up my poonhole
>>41186840what?
>>41181242https://litter.catbox.moe/osejk1.png
>>41187150Ah, that's neat. I think that's a really noble thing to go about doing. I wish you further success on your journey. :)
>>41187279I would say the same for you as well— making a difference in science is hard and it’s very commendable for you to do what you’re doing. I’m happy to answer any questions you have about progressing in research. Feel free to ask me! If you have discord, I can add you, if you want to talk more
>>41187305Eh, it's mostly self serving on my end.I'm not very social but, I appreciate your willingness to reach out. @memory2t
>>41183961By remembering I am a youngshitNot all youngshits end up being gigapassers. Don’t let confirmation bias rot the brain.
>>41186874almost like trannyism is all AGP/AAP and HSTS is bullshit puritanism
>>41187730youngshits more likely to explore their gender or theyfab mode while being 5+ years T :3
>>41187939Holy shit that's literally me.
How do I stop getting immediately clocked on discord
>>41188091just lift bro
>>41187939>>41187730>>41183961Flux, G, and Rats on FtMgWe're so back.
>>41187939Literally me after T:> picrel>>41188170Return of the Trips
>>41184515>stop taking dose>period comes backand whos to blame for this
>>41188247are you one of those ftfemboy sissy fetishists or something
>>41187083>ivy asian anon is back
>>4118860690% of FTMs are ftfemboys (because they are just women) and that's perfectly okay. FTMs should be cute and docile and unmutilated with hormones that they don't need.>>41188091Detransition and you won't have that problem
>>41188793oh god, the worst kind of ''oppressed''
>>41188793>>41189003What?
i stopped to pet a cat on the street at 4am last night and a crazy lady followed me for 4 blocks screaming at me about how I'm a creep and how she's going to call my mother.
>>41188606Something like that
>>41186585I love them
>>41189039Are you a cute asian midget vaginaboi?
White ftfemboy twinks make me irrationally homicidally angry as a brown passoid how do I cope (not G he is probably cool)
>>41189853We kiss
>>41189910If you say no homo
>>41189853can you kill me?
>>41189939I think all transgender people should live forever to achieve happiness I'm just insane
>>41189979but why do you feel angry?
>>41189994Because they have the option to look feminine and pretty and get attention if they wanted to because they're eurocentric, I feel the same way about white amab twinks and femboys. I don't actually want to be feminine whatsoever and I don't even want that sort of attention and resent that people sexually harass fem/andro dudes cus I feel bad for em so its quite irrational
>>41187253im just wondering if there's any sort of porn or even erotica with a similar premise
>>41190037i think that's just brainworms, you could get attention if you wanted to i believethere's something for everyone, and having brown skin isn't gonna keep people from findin you attactivet. has had their heart stolen by a brown ftm twink
>>41190720I don't think I'm unattractive to others and I don't not get attention i just have 4chan racism inflicted brainworms ngl>brown ftm twinkWhite bisexual man kryptonite sometimes
>>41190974>I don't think I'm unattractive to otherswell, that'd be one of your biggest problems if you did think that. consider yourself lucky>White bisexual man kryptonite sometimesim a white woman but yeah trvke. i'm head over heels for him in a way ive never been before
>>41179279>>41179681You look like a beatle, also go back to tiktok/tumblr retards
>>41188247Your pussy looks gross. Blown out and all roast beefy
>>41191041...I've been here since 2015... I'm just quirked up...bro...
>>41191121Right, when you were 6 years old?
>>41189935No homo
>>41179279could be repfuel
>>41191602Mogs meU kno ur shit is rocked when the only poster who doesn't pass better than you is G
>>41188247You're the only valuable AFAB here.Mutilated and fat afabs are worthless and should be executed.
>>41188942This. Muilated afab presents no value. Like, a hole is worth something only when she's young and looking good. Mutilated holes are vomit-inducing, thus worthless.
>>41189059I love you
>>41180493Are you still a breedable bitchgirl?
>>41192343looks like a middle school dyke
>>41179279rats is baaaaack~~
1/2i've had this fantasy for a while, where i just want a girl who literally just worships me. begs me to let her cut my name in her skin, would thank me for putting out cigarettes on her or stabbing her thighs, that sort of stuff.it's not really a sexual fantasy, it doesn't turn me on at all. it's so mentally gratifying though, just the thought makes my ego swell.i want her make moves on me, trying to get me in the mood. but before she actually does anything to me i push her off and tell her to stop, because i'm not in the mood, she's turning me off. i want to see her expression when i make it clear i'm not attracted to her at all. i genuinely want to make someone feel like nothing and have complete control and ownership over them. she will be desperate for my love, but i feel nothing for her.i want to tell her off for being annoying whenever she cries, i want to yell at her, slap her, i want to ignore her and make her beg for my attention even if it's just me halfheartedly holding a lighter up to her skin while scrolling on my phone. i want her to beg me to stay when i tell her im not really interested in having a relationship anymore.i want her to say "i love you", and i'll conveniently change the subject every time to avoid saying it. she knows i don't, but with every "i love you" she's just begging me to say it back, she grows more desperate each time, just for a shred of reciprocation.
>>41192343look like Natalia Imbruglia on some vinyl cover my mom has in her collection
2/2i want her to beg for me to dote on her, i want her to express her love often in sweet gestures just so i can ignore them. i want her to send me selfies or nudes just so i can be unimpressed with them.we'll both know deep down i couldn't care for her less, but she's blinded by hope and unwilling to accept that. i keep her around as a punching bag and for entertainment. i want to utterly mindrape her and make her unable to care for anyone else ever again. not into cuckshit but i'd enjoy keeping her just as a platonic pet while i get into a relationship with someone who's actually worthy of it. she gets to take care of the house, and i'll invite my friends over. i act kind to my friends, i show them more kindness than id ever show her, and she gets to watch. she's subhuman and i want her to know it.i'd bring my actual girlfriend over and make her watch us have sex, or maybe just make hear us go at it loudly, through the locked door.if she's lucky i might sodomize her, id stretch her ass out and make her cry. i'd never give her proper lovemaking, i'd never vaginally deflower her or give her any clit stimulation. this isn't about sexual pleasure on either end, she's just entertainment.i'd love to see her try and act okay with it, the day after. she knows she's such a mentally ill insecure piece of shit that she deserves it. she knows if a fight happens i'll threaten to leave her again. i want to watch her break down and get so messed up over everything, i want to see her face get puffy, tears running down her face, fucking ugly crying lol. bonus points if she's the type to get physically ill when upset. i'd hold her hair back whenever she's sitting in front of the toilet, still crying. after she's done puking, she'd cling onto me like a scared animal, and id shove her off me and watch tears flow from her eyes even more.okay i guess there's gonna be a part 3
3/2how do i get rid of these desires? i don't want to actually act on them, or even think about them anymore. i honestly don't know if i desire to be on the recieving end too. i know how it feels to be in a relationship where i'm not desired, where i'm shrugged off. i feel like knowing how the girl will feel is a part of the appeal. i know how awful it feels, i know how utterly terrible she would feel. i know this fantasy is hypothetically possible, because i'm the type of person to be willing to bear that treatment, and i know i can't be the only one. i genuinely wish i had a pre t clone of myself to mercilessly abuse and mentally torture. i want to make her mind break from all the stress and emotions, and mindrape her into only being able to love me. i want to hurt her in every way possible. it's not hot so much as it'd be so fulfilling. i could treat her however i want and she'd still love me more than anything. it wouldn't be unethical because she (me) would love every moment of it.anyways i'm well aware this is mega fembrained but seriously, how do i stop wanting this?
>>41193292>how do i get rid of these desires?Read the paragraphs and realize a relationship like this would be a waste of time, energy, and money. At some point you WILL have to buy her dinner, or a birthday present, Christmas gifts, and if you skip that it will be suspicious.
>>41193358well OBVIOUSLY i'd do that, i'd give her little crumbs to keep her hoping. i'm not evil anon.
>>41193292You should get pregnant
>>41193369if anything i would get her pregnant, too bad im dickless and ballless
>>41193359 I guess I should have put this here instead of starting thread but I don't think I have any hope of looking like an average-weight male. I'm very unsure if getting & staying swole is going to be compatible with my career in the long term, either.But would actually rather rope than being a fucking lardass, I'm up 10lb because I'm stuck with the body I got and I need to softmax before I can even consider roping, but that's also made me realize even being a bit fatter (and even uglier, with poonier face) than before fucking sucks.
>>41193363If you find this woman you have to get matching labubus
>>41193373What would you so of you would get raped by a cisman and impregnated?
>>41193683Should I be calling someone?
>>41193683you know they would like it.
>>41193509based.... or even just matching keychains or something cute like that. gah.i think id lose it in a good way if the woman who destroys me did something like that. i really am starting to think this whole fantasy is vicarious wish fulfillment, i want to be destroyed and to suffer
>>41193760>>41193683>>41193708it meant to post this. it is accurate to the way that ftms think and feel (moreso feel)
>>41193760Stop posting morbidly obese vomit inducing women, ok?
>>41193683i humbly decline your offer, no thank you
>>41193771under my care she would slim down, only retaining the fat required to produce many offspring. I'm thinking of giving her some of tarja's meth to help induce the sex crazed trance and to slim her down.
>>41193768>hmm, breeding is interesting
My only way out is if I kill myself
>>41193912what makes you say that anon?you really r
*really shouldn't do that.suicide isn't the answer, please tell me what's wrong
>>41193912this isn't who i think it is right?
>>41193912please say something, i don't want you to kill yourself please
>>41193912please don't do it, please talk to me
>>41193912i feel like it's you, please don't do it please im so sorry
>>41193912Don't do it, there is already a deficit of young slim AFABs. You should rope if you're fat or mutilated tho.
>>41194130>if you're mutilated [by female puberty]>which all FTM lateshits areTwo wrongs seem to have made a right here, I guess. Not OP but thanks for being the push I needed.
>>41194186I meant mutilated by male hormones - hairy, balding, with beard etc., nobody likes gross freaky women. No-t or micordosing ftms aren't mutilated, they are precious angels that need to be protected.
>>41190037>eurocentricbuzzword alarm
>>41193912come talk to me you stupid tard, you're so difficult sometimes but i love you. let me help >>41193919
>>41193990You should never infer panic or urgency when someone talks about suicide you're not telling them that you're concerned you're telling them that you can't deal with what they're going through
>>41193912i DO care about you, stupid tard. just don't hurt yourself please. i maintain my position, i can explain if you want. just, ill do what you want, please just stay safe
Post breedable afab ftms
>>41194203So you mean people who were mutilated by female hormones first, because ftms who don't see a drop of estrogen in their lives look like men, not women.
Me and who?
>>41194494Dude stop posting this dyke and go back to chaser gen>>41193912Rope then pussy, it's annoying to see attention seeking shit on here
>>41194726What if we rope with him... Haha just kidding... Unless?
>>41194530It's natural for ftms to be estrogenized, it's not a mutilation but feature
>>41194745Why won't you post your photos so that I could masturbate to them
>>41194751It's natural for human beings to have diseases and die of them but we still cure them anyways, cancer is a feature of living not a disease
>>41194772Cancer is a feature of using this board
>>41191641Still as much of a petty bitch as ever, Green>>41192290Fuck off
Im mtf but I thought you guys would probably be the best to askHow expensive is it to get t-gel? I wanna feminize but I wanna keep my dick too
>>41194831ED meds or prog I think don't bother with test. You can get ED meds super easy from Mexico.
>>41194893Why would progesterone help? As for ED meds, I'm not near the South. Plus I actually wanna maintain it as close as is possible
>>41194816Hey, whats up with the crossdressing? My bf does that sometimes, but non-sexually
>>41194772Being AFAB isn't a sickness. You need to accept your God given duty as a little breedable bitchgirl.
>>41194949God isn't real cope harder>little breedable bitchgirlBut you see, being such a thing is inherently a sickness and it must be cured.
>>41194759I don't post my photos online because of witchcraft and bad juju. I put 2 layers of parchment under my phone case to prevent energy transfer.
>>41193791>Doesn't know Gloves has gone on schizo rants about wanting to die instead of fucking cis men
>>41192290>rats comes back>TH comes backI'm starting to realize why none of the TH copycats, not even TH, ever misgender.I'm starting to realize why they always call you "AFABs", or weird compound names á la vaginaboi, bitchgirl and the such (and it's always a role that you play, rather than a mode of the Self, which every cis person sees their gender as), never just "woman".I'm starting to realize why a tif said that Nikols was better than me, and another tif said that TH was "sort of a nice character to have", and why another tif somehow linked the insult "hole" to giving birth. I'm starting to realize why a tif asked a photo of me because she gets horny after getting bullied.They are all women putting on their abuser's skin, the one degrading them, and getting flagellated (because of that skin) brings them joy, because somehow, deep down, their abuser is finally getting punished by the collective scorn they receive by larping as him.But their abuser was also stronger than they are. And if the abuser's action are to be reprimanded, his strength is what overcomed his victim's defences, and so all his "potential" must be internalized by the victim, in order to prevent what happened to them.So she dresses in his clothes and his pube beard and his butterface, in hopes that this will make her stronger, that there will be no more chance for him to touch her (metaphorically, mentally or physically).
>>41195419TH called them AFABs because he had a fetish for FtMs, he had far less interest in cis women. Everyone else just copies his language. I talked to him for a few weeks on discord.
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