>AGP since as far back as I can remember >grew up in small town in 2000s that was and probably still is behind by about 3-4years at a time if not more >knew I was different so never talked about it with anyone >was drawn to passing trans women I’d see on tv from a young age in non sexual way >puberty hits and basically the only sexual fantasies I have involve me being a woman >repress and date women into late teens early 20s>cross dressed in between >horny enough then that I could make myself have sex with women>at this point and still to this day 90% of my “solo” sessions are AGP related >every relationship would fizzle out because deep inside the AGP stuff would make a fierce comeback>decide to go out dressed on a date with a guy >now only interested in being with a man as a (trans)woman, too or bottom I don’t careIf this is a fetish, how do I fix it? I’ve felt this way basically my whole life. There are things about my appearance I don’t like but I’m not sure if it’s because they’re masculine things or it’s merely a coincidence. Day to day I simply exist. I avoid mirrors and selfie cameras. Also was obsessed with shaving off all my facial hair from a young age against the grain so it wouldn’t be noticeable (black hair so I really had to). Whenever I’d go out like this I would inevitably get hit on hard by every gay guy who crossed my path. But anyway am I cooked? Does this sound transition worthy? If it’s not how do I fix myself?
>>41190021transition
>>41190021Yeah, if you want to trade your health and longevity
>>41192164do you retards still think this? I have been transitioning 5 years since i was a minor, have had srs etc. and have had literally no health problems resulting from it aside from slightly elevated bilirubin levels for like a month when i was 19.You always respond with something like "well it decreases bone density!1!" or "it increases bodyfat!" butlike.... yeah to the levels of a woman? that's the point, not a health drawback
>>41190021>>was drawn to passing trans women I’d see on tv from a young age in non sexual wayMee untill this day with trannies. I projected and still project my agp desires on them and felt strong affection for them. Only recently I realized that I feel that affection because I've been repressing my agp self. Now I've been working on giving that affection to myself, to my feminine side, and embrace my femininity. And I've been less obsessed with online trannies.
>>41192199Let's check back in 30 years.For me it's a risk not worth taking. But you do you and I hope you stay healthy
>>41192232do you have plans for transition? how are you embracing?
>>41192248ahhhh you're a healthcoper? what do you think would happen from injecting bioidentical estrogen? i'm a bit confused
>>41192250No.I like my body I like being healthy and strong. And I'm growing a feminine lower body with exercise. And honestly, acting feminine as a dude, and embodying that femininity (or at least what my manly mind think is femininity) is way more exciting for me, it turns me on more
>>41192273IdkThere is just not enough data doe me to be confident. Again, you do you and I hope you are healthy and live a long life. I'm praying for you
>>41192327they have some trannies from the 20th century, they lived into their 80's like anyone else which is encouraging.Beyond that data is limited so I am not entirely comforted, but it doesn't seem to be horrible in the way excessive drinking or smoking are.
>>41192340Good. Go for it and b happy with that
>>41192340>>41192327Anyways I am still trying to make the cost-benefit analysis of if I should start, I do wish there was better information.
>>41192365The problem is that this thing has been very politicized to the point it's like a faith/morality thing. Few people look at the data.If I was 100% honfident there were no long term risks, I'd consider it, honestly. For example, of i knew I would lose my libido or my sperm count, and that it won't damage my body in the long run, I'd think about it. But there isn't enough data for ME to be sure it's safe. Perhaps the current data gives you peace and you're ok with the side effects. If it works for you, go for it and I hope everything goes well.
>>41192318I’ve definitely always worked my lower body more as a “just in case” I troon sort of thing. Glutes and quads a lot.
holy shit the health anonyou could tell me estrogen has 100% chance of making me fucking explode on my 40th birthday and it would still be the easiest choice of my life to stay on it
>>41193173Are you saying you’d troon if you were me?
>>41193647we all are
>>41193754It’s not too fetishy?
>>41194177"Trooning" is "fetishy"? you are never going to make itI feel bad for you honhave fun with your male aging process as the testosterone continues to masculinize you irreversibly. imagine not taking 10 minutes a week to inject estrogen and fix this problem.I'm LMAO at youir life
>>41194361I’ll take that. 5’5” so I have that going for me.
>>41193146Awww That's cuteI'm very proud of my ass and legs. They look great in thongs and stockings. I will get a bigger juicer ass than what I have now
>>41193173Good 4 u>>41194617Good luck
>>41194797What’s your gym routine look like?
>>41195083Lounges 3x15 with glute focus Bridges 3x15Standing leg kickbacks 3x20 with tension band5 times a week
>>41195083>>41195172I meant 3 times a week, not 5
