>>41190902
I tell others that I never watch porn, but almost every day i type "hot solo male" into pornhub and demolish my clit with a vibrator.

I only come here for funny pictures

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i've been thinking about becoming volcel. i just want someone to love but everyone just wants sex and drama. i dont care about sex. all i desire is peaceful happiness with someone i cherish
>t. cis male

>>41190902
i stepped on a spider by accident other day when i got up to pee and was still half asleep and feel bad about it :(

>>41190902
im getting married as a bishit mtf but the transbian desires arent going to go away

i miss him

>>41192763
DON'T DO IT DON'T DO IT DON'T DO IT

t. Did it, lost everything in the divorce

>>41193719
i got nothing anyway ive everything to gain except hot degenerate tranny chemsex

The chasers in my DMs make me feel more loved than my girlfriend ever could. It's not her fault though. I'll never tell her.

>>41193725
Give up your engagement for chemsex. Tell me your favorite chems and I'll tell you if I can save you from marriage myself

>>41193740
chems and good tranny fucking wont save me from the guttural pain of loneliness

i miss my ex and ill never find anyone like them.

got a new exhaust on my e39 sounds lovely. wish they could hear my v8 sing.

they found a new lover and so i might as well skip town.

>>41190902
I wish I’d had the courage to kill myself a decade ago. Now it’s too late.

>>41193727
what do the chasers do to make you feel so loved?
>t. looking for advice on how to make someone feel loved via messaging

>>41192763
>>41193797
Why not just get a husband who lets you hook up with other trannies on the side?

>>41194608
this is a possibility weve discussed but man does it seem a distant one atm

>>41194735
Why does it seem distant?

>>41194744
mix of wedding arrangements and it needing some balancing on his side. hes bi so hed wanna shack up with dudes but i got him built for my tastes not vers bara mens tastes rn so i need to help him get a bit less husky and a bit more hot in their eyes.

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>>41194608
>husband
>hook up on the side

>>41194758
Oh that seems pretty good. I think you can both have the best of both worlds. He'll get some NSA guy action and you'll get some NSA transbian action, and you'll have each other for your loving relationship.

>>41194764
trannys, not even once

I was groomed by a tranny when I was just prepubescent who told me he was a girl. They called me handsome etc. and I got on webcam naked for them thinking it was a girl.

Later he told me he was trans (and in his late 20’s, not my age as he said) and it was like he thought it was a big joke. He had no remorse at all. I turned out gay later and I wonder if it fucked up me up. Since I’m now attracted to men exclusively but not penises. My sexuality is fucked up

We didn't even technically date and I'm still obsessed with him two and a half months after he ghosted
I know it's more about core emotional wounds at this point that this all dug into but damn does that shit hurt, I gotta stop being gay and retarded

>>41190902
Im heterosexual guy, but when i see some nice dick, i want to have it in my mouth. im not gay? right? this is normal.

t. i dream of leaving russia & riding off into the sunset w/ my gf while chugging down cold testosterone beer (not a thing but in my dreams it is) but in reality the best i'll probably do is drive to a motel and hang myself in a couple of years

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i feel so empty and worthless and fucking stupid im so fucking stupid and im tired of people telling me im not because every time somebody says im a dumbass i suddenly cant fucking take it and i hate myself for it. i hate social media and i hate the stupid fucking purity culture and everything trannies on tiktok who are supposed to be my allies are saying. i hate how people stopped using real words. i hate how nobody fucking loves anybody anymore it makes me so sad i feel like i'll mever love anybody because nobody around me is capable of that. i hate feeling like a retard all the time but not being able to do anything abt it because im fucking stupid

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I've kinda just been letting myself go recently and I'm not really sure what to do with myself anymore. I've been manmoding since I turned 18 and I gotta say the whole experience has been pretty demoralizing. all I ever wanted was to be pretty and not feel like throwing up when I look in the mirror. I still just look like a moid, more than ever I think. I used to be so much better about shaving and doing my nails and just general self care but now I'm lucky to get out of bed and shower. I've been neglecting myself for so long that at the ripe age of 20 I get consistent chest pains, a smokers cough, and something like 9 cavities with a toothache that won't go away. I feel really bad because I started dating my boyfriend last year when I was in a much better state and now it feels like everything is crashing down and I don't wanna disappoint or make him sad. part of me has known since a young age that sui was the only way out and as I get older the more I realize it's true and the day is approaching soon. sometimes I wish I had the energy to live, to eat everyday, to quit drugs, to brush my teeth, to shower, to put effort into looking fem, to make a life I actually enjoy, but I'm tired. I've been tired for so long and I can't take it anymore. I don't wanna make my boyfriend or my dad sad but Idon't really know what else to do. all I do is get up, get high, mindless sit though uni classes, and come home and bedrot. I don't even like my studies or my career or all just seems so pointless and I want out. I wish I could've been born a girl and gotten into like art or music. sometimes with a meaning, and I wish I could've made other girl friends who where into the same thing and we could create and enjoy each other's creations together. I think that would be nice, but alas. I don't really wanna detrans and kill myself but kinda like a siad I don't really see a point. I'll never be a real girl or be happy with that fact so why even bother. it all feels like a sick joke.

>>41191015

im a volcel trans woman, I recommend it. always try to find love, but dont have sex if its not the one

>>41190902
I'm normally a really productive and motivated person. But I've started becoming super depressed for the first time in a long time. And I'm reacting to that by becoming hyper-dependant on my t4t girlfriend. Getting upset when she hangs out with friends, needing to see her almost every day, etc. For over a year now, everything I've done to build the life I have has been to provide a life for us. And now she's growing more distant. I'm pushing her away and I'm scared she's going to leave me soon. And I don't know what I'll do if she leaves me. Everything I have I've done for her and I have absolutely to motivation to do anything for myself right now.

>>41195662
Me too :( I thought I had people who loved me but they just love knowing more than other people and getting me to repeat their little slogans they make up. Once they get you to learn their little slogans they get bored of you and they just move onto the next one.

>>41196343
fuck off u have a partner nothing is bad about ur life

>>41196168
i dont just mean volcel as in "dont have sex" i mean give up on relationships in general. just tired of the heartbreak. im gonna be 30 years old soon and i think i already had my shot at love

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I've tried suicide again, like a month ago.
My bf don't know it yet, and I won't tell him because he have abandonment issues, and he freaking out because of it would make me way worse.
My plan was to have an overdose in the middle of work, but I was too coward to make a fuss puking everywhere and stuff in front of a bunch of people, and wouldn't like to die with people crying or screaming around. It's a small enterprise, so they actually could even care.
I'll prob change my meds anyways, so it won't happen again so soon. Or never, if everything goes alright.

>>41190902
I fucking hate that theyfabs have taken over all my local queer spots they're fucking insufferable

>>41194764
ye it makes no sense desu but theres a kind of missing feeling to life without another tranny in it, its just not as great as life without a man in it.

>>41194778
i dunno anon. honestly i am super hesitant about it because love, romance, and intimacy are all super related and important to me. i wish i was exclusively androphilic and had no transbian urges.

I love my trans gf and she's coming to visit but I know nothing about cute trans outfits and I want to buy her some clothes to wear for me but also to show that I care

>>41190902
I hate having an eidetic memory. My whole life I’ve been ostracized or put on a pedestal with expectations that crushed me. I couldn’t survive in middle school so I had to go to a high school that was for kid geniuses, and I felt constantly pressured to make something of my “gift”. Every time I approached success, I sabotage myself because I wanted to feel like everyone around me. Even surrounded by other very gifted kids, I felt alien. My “gift” so to speak came with drawbacks. My mind is filled with total junk, like subway train car serial numbers, random receipts, and random typos from texts I’ve read. On top of that, the eidetic memory gave me perfect pitch, forcing my brain to recall the notes associated with every single sound I hear. I eventually went into the biomedical field and now my brain constantly has 100+ tabs open of just endless case studies, and every time I see a word come up my brain just starts scrolling and command Fing in those stupid studies. Every time I read an MRI, it’s stuck in my mind. I have dreams where I’m just flipping through an endless series of MRIs from patients and case studies. I can’t really study for anything either— rehashing old information just drags back the entire lecture or textbook passage. Even in the high school full of child geniuses, I felt weird. I hate the idea of using this ability to succeed, when it fucks up my life constantly.

I walked ten thousand miles, ten thousand miles to see you
And every gasp of breath I grabbed at just to find you
I climbed up every hills to get, to you
I wondered ancient lands to hold, just you
And every single step of the way, I pay-hey hey hey hey
Every single night and day
I searched for you
Through sandstorms and hazy dawns I reached for you

i'm very tall and fat, but i was meant to be a twink

I want to have a cute tranny girl as my wife who is also dumb. like, dropped out of high school or barely passed high school kind of dumb. can still live as a human but would ultimately be quite one dimensional and lack purpose.

i really miss you. i really, really miss you. i want to call you so badly, but you don't want to talk to me so i'll respect that.

I live with constant thoughts that the future is going to be worse, that life is going to be horrible for us no matter what, that worsening trends will just continue forever there's no point in living. And I have this retarded fantasy in the back of my head, that if I weren't with my current partner, I'd be with someone who could all these fears go away, somehow, like that life could be different, I could live somewhere else, be someone else. And when I'm struggling I just have this impulse to walk away from everything. I don't think there's actually anything wrong with my partner, it's just that I'm so stressed, and anxious, and I want to check out of this life so fucking badly sometimes, and I can't tell her this because there's nothing she can do to help it and it's not right to burden someone else with these thoughts. But it's hard to carry. And every time I think about abandoning everything I have to keep telling myself it won't fix anything.

Creatures like me shouldn't exist. Our purpose is to be mocked. Nobody wants us around but they'll do everything in their power to stop us from walking out the door when we figure out how much we're hated. I'm not stupid. I know I don't belong, but I also know that putting on a show for someone who'd put me out with gasoline if I was on fire isn't going to make me happy.

i failed college a second time. i used to be so good at school, but i can’t even bring myself to do any work ever which obviously doesn’t work well with passing classes. i don’t know what to do. my family forgave me the first time because my dad died right before i graduated high school and that semester i was isolated because of covid and going to a college super far from home, but this time there was no reason. i just didn’t have the discipline to put in the work. i made a fake class schedule that i use for leaving the house and taking instacart orders so i still have some money. last week my brother said “imagine if anon failed school and is faking it again” as a joke but i was terrified. between this and the fact i’m a manmoder living with transphobic family makes me really really really wanna kill myself. maybe i’ll just try and get a real, non-gig job, move out, then tell my family both things when i’m less dependent on them

>>41202293
where are you based?

>>41202323
i’m based as fuck no matter where i go B)

>>41202336
answer the question fag

>>41202350
nj :/

>>41190902
I just wish I was allowed to be seen as cute as a guy and didn't have to be feminine to not be alone. I was able to find a partner who genuinely cares about me regardless, but it still fucks me up sometimes that I had to throw away my masculinity for just a second to be more accepted.

>>41193719
How the fuck did the guy clean you out in the divorce?

>>41202362
i ask because im the guy who wrote this.>>41201531
you sound like you'd fit the bill. all you'd have to do is look pretty for me, be obedient for me, doll yourself up for me, etc.

you don't care about me the way I care about you and I know that you know it too no matter what you say

realizing that a lot of the populace are idiotic drones didn't fill me with a sense of superiority, it filled me with sadness, dread and made me feel as if I can't really connect with most people

>>41202405
well unfortunately i don’t look pretty. and i swear, i’m not dumb. at least not in terms of “book smarts” and trivia type shit. i was being very sincere when i said i used to be good at school. consistent A student outside of usually getting B’s in math because i was in the highest math classes available, great standardized test scores and stuff, i was pretty good at college quiz bowl. obviously, not doing work is its own breed of dumb, dumber than most other people, but i think it’s different from what you’re looking for anyway

>>41202423
God i hope the girl i like doesn't feel like this about me. Just thinking about her makes my heart skip a beat.

I mostly think of killing myself and how I would kill myself like a gun to the head or sliding my throat with a knife or running into a train or getting in its way to kill me

I hate being trans. Its not even because i'm a hon, or have unsupportive parents or anything. I just hate this fucking struggle. Society hates me, my government wants to erase me, and more and more places online are becoming hostile. I can't open fucking twitter without seeing a bunch of indian-ran twitter accounts spewing hate about trans people. It makes me feel like a freak. I

I loved someone, once... she was the sun, and without her, my galaxy is cold, and dark...

>>41202520
i think the same way. i remember specifically considering taking aspirin to keep my blood from clotting and just slitting my wrists in the shower while watching a movie i love so that i fade out relatively happy and my blood is relatively easy to clean up for whenever finds me

I keep trying to help other transwomen irl in good faith but they always find a way to absolutely fuck me over just like emotionally and financially and physically and wasting my my time with empty promises. Idk really what to do about it anymore other than disconnect from the rest of trans society and stealthmaxx or just detransition altogether

>>41198392
>My plan was to have an overdose in the middle of work
why was this the plan

>>41202597
just do what other trannies do and find a girl to marry then never talk to anyone else ever again aside from posting on frengen and having internet friends to give you attention when your wife isn't

i have started to accept the fact that i will never experience love. no matter how much i crave affection and a connection i can never have it. it always feels like something that's in my reach but i can never have it.

>>41203374
you CAN have it, you just need to CALL THAT ANON.

>>41203386
i don't think anyone ever sees me as a potential partner. i'm just a background friend for everyone and i've come to terms with it. i'll be fine i guess.

>>41203406
Oh mug gawd anon, just call them, If you have real feelz and you KNOW they have SOME feelz, it WILL work.
I just keep thinking about it, and god that would work so easily

>>41203374
I was accepting this and then someone broke hard af through my shell, lit my whole shit in fire for a while, then left
Now it's a million times worse lmao
Real funny trick

>>41203511
i don't think they have any feelings for me. it's all platonic for them.
>>41203525
hope things get better for you anon! take care ⊂((・▽・))⊃

>>41203350
Tried this, not enjoying it at all...

>>41203567
not gonna lie, if you're the power player in the situationship, It has to be you to ask. The other would be insane amounts of happy if they have even the slightest kinds of feelz for you.

>>41203602
ty for the encouragement but i don't feel like there's any feelings at all from their side. it's just me being a retard.

>>41203634
idk anon, I don't even remember in this chat if you ever described them as ever showing any kinds of emotion towards you at any point. If they have, they do, If you can str8 up tell they get all stuck around you, yeah, thats one to, but if nothing and they dont care that you exist, then no. But so help me, if YOU have ever seen so much as a skip, in their behavior, its a they are most likely in love with you, and care about you to much to fuck up your program.
like i said, if YOU are the power player, then them stepping out of line is gonna hurt them. They don't know what you think, and fucking up what little they have of you, fucks with them.

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my life should be great. I go to a good college, studying something i love. i have alot of friends. I have fun hobbies. i pass ok and would pass great with a trained voice. i have a roommate i love and cherish and a boyfriend who takes care of me. my rent is paid for by my family. my food is paid for.
and yet, in the past couple weeks/months, ive wanted to die nonstop. my glock is at my bf's house because im scared id use it on me. i think nonstop about getting it, taking the train out to the middle of nowhere, and using it on myself. im not even supposed to be on this site. i dont know whats wrong with me. im on meds everyone loves me everythings fine everythings fine i should be happy i should be existing nd enjoying college and being young. i should be happy. i should e happy. i should be happy.

>>41203716
>im on meds
unironically these are the problem

>>41203716
im so tired. im already so tired and im only 21. i look around and i see the world going to shit. everything just gets worse. its like i missed the boat on life.
i make art but nobody likes it. it gets no likes, doesnt get into galleries or shows, nobody cares. and its because i dont know why i make it. i cant write about my art without using ai. i just take photos because theyre fun to take and everybody needs a reason more than that, it needs a meaning, it needs to be conceptual, it needs blah blah blah. im tired of it. im hoping i can graduate and starting supporting myself with some photo job or something and maybe be happy. i really dont like my school. i dont really like it at all. i wish i had time to see my friends more but we're all so busy all the time.

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>>41203745
i got off my meds from may to july and i spiraled really bad. bedrotted like crazy. although, i barely wanted to cut or kms and these days those thoughts flash into my fucking head like akira

>>41203710
i don't think i'm the power player here. in fact i'm the one grabbing onto nothing hoping i don't lose what i have.
i'm pretty pathetic but idk what to do anymore. so i've given up on love.

i'd be okay dating a pooner conceptually but i'm very vicerally disgusted by cosmetic surgies like top surgery

>>41203765
>i barely wanted to cut or kms
exactly. i got off the meds and stayed off them and i've never been better. my sister is still stuck on them and she's 34, living with my parents, single, no job, no education, no friends

>>41203780
idk. last time i got of it i got fucking chastised by all my family members and therapists and doctors and psychs because i didnt tell anyone when i was gonna get off them. but thats because if i tell my psych 'hey i wanna get off my meds' shes just gonna try to put me on something else

>>41203773
date a flat youngshit tboy

>>41203800
you're an adult, you can decide what to put in your body. never let anyone else decide for you

he started doing that "bratty" shit so i ghosted him and i dont feel bad. saved all the nudes first

>>41203824
ur a bad person. i always delete peoples nudes when theyre out of my life. u should do the same

>>41203831
his fault for acting like that when i specifically told him i dont like it

>>41203770
Dear Anon,
NEVER say you're pathetic, if you dont get a kick out of fucking with people you're NOT.
Im sure people love you, you might just be scared. I am too. And it just dawned on me that my fear cancels me out too. I shouldn't even be being so hopeful in a place like one of the chans, everything comes here to die. Take everything i wrote with a grain of salt, I dont think i know what im talking about either.

>>41203843
sending virtual hugs to you anon. life hard but we're all gonna make it somehow. ⊂((・▽・))⊃
i appreciate you for trying to bring in some hope, ty!

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>>41203752
i have the constant urge to regress to how i was before i got better. i want to miss school and be a deadbeat and scroll 4chan and cut myself and post my nudes everywhere for rando men I WANT TO STOP BEING NORMAL AND HAPPY I WANT TO THROW IT ALL AWAY IM FUCKING 6 MONTHS CLEAN FROM CUTTING AND FOR WHAT??

I had a threesome with my best friend (mtf) and this guy I'm completely obsessed with, just so he'd like me more.
I love my friend and I'm pretty sure she has a crush me, maybe because I'm generally really affectionate with her and she's a touch starved transbian.
The guy I like is kinda a chaser, more accurately is fully neutral pansexual, versatile, he's just horny and greedy. Also his primary partner is a transgirl that runs in a lot of the same circles I've started to integrate myself in. And I get so jealous whenever I see them together; she doesn't even know that he and I have slept together multiple times, or that we even know each other as well as we do. I know he's kinda shitty for it, but I can't stop thinking about him. like I'm not remotely attracted to my friend, but I did it because well she was a bit keen and he definitely was.
I want him to like me more, call me more, take me out to dinner more, fuck me more. But I also I don't want him as a partner because I'm kinda in my whore phase. And anyway he doesn't want that either. So what am I complaining about?

>>41203920
hey i'll pay you for fart videos

>>41202985
Great overflowing mounds of attention, anon.
Why else the pills?
Why else in a public place?

Rope is cheap, a branch is not hard to come by and one good knot will get you there, hell a slight elevation will get you there. They don't want to die, they want people to care, they want to delegate their self-pity to society.

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ive thought i was gay for so long but i think ive just been suppressing my attraction to the opposite sex, sort of like an internalised heterophobia which is pathetically hilarious. being "gay" is all ive been used to and its the only way ive labelled myself and i never thought i could live any other way but ive had this deep seated equal desire for the opposite sex as well for so so long. ive always tried to push it down and forget it. its just so primal and i know its natural but it still feels kinda wrong. ive always thought if i settled down with someone itd be a guy but now id want a husband and a wife if anything. unfortunately i am a 5ft 3 anorexic male (despite those measurements i am a cisgender)

i served a hon at my job and i was disgusted by her attempt at a fem voice while talking to me. i’m sorry i thought i was a good person but im not

Light hearted but larping as a girl is so much fun i swear

I am in love with Hunter Schafer and I don't know what to do about it. I think about her all the time and I sometimes cry when I see her picture. I don't feel attraction to anyone else. I can't even distract myself with masturbation anymore because the sadness of not having her has destroyed my libido. I can't even tell anyone about it because it's so stupid. I wish I weren't so fucked up.

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im 21 mtf and i wish i started transitioning sooner, im only now realizing the vast majority of the pain and trauma ive had from the past 8+ years was forcing myself to be and think like a male.

>>41209906
i cut off almost all my friends that were lgbt because a cisgirl convinced me they were "retarded" and i had to be "based". she put me through so much pain and after 4+ years of having cut her off, almost all my new friends have stopped talking to me or straight up hate me now, my tgf broke up with me because i screamed at her again like some drunk father figure, i dont know why she still even talks to me after everything ive done to her. but being trans now makes that part of me die or at least subside, all the pressure of being a "based chud male" is gone, i dont have to hide my emotions or personality or mask anything now

I really miss her ass... it was so soft and warm. I loved laying my head down on it after a long day at work. I could just rest on her ass for hours while she gamed and we would both be so happy...

i could forgo sex entirely in a relationship if the romantic bond felt real enough, as long as they still let me masturbate to porn

>>41209200
i felt i was gay until i lost weight and my testosterone shot up. i started feeling gay again when i regained a lot of weight.

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i have such a deep affection for someone and it pains me so deeply because i never will be able to be with them or express the true feelings in my heart because of a wider context that makes it inappropriate to do so…i think about them every night and morning and worry about them and pray that things go good for them…they’ve been through so much recently and when i think on what happened i can’t help but cry…i just want to love and hold them and spoil them but apart from stupid anonymous gifts there’s nothing i can do to satiate my hearts desire…
they seem so nice, and the more i learn about him the more my heart pines for him, his voice is beautiful to me and i wish that one day the universe would grant me my restless dreams and maybe somehow we could meet and become real friends and then even lovers…but it will never happen and my heart will just ache and long for something more, it all makes me feel so pathetic
i try and better myself in the vain hope that maybe it will happen and itll all be worth it and one day ill be able to fall asleep in his arms but it will never happen…I practice cooking meals and nice recipes so i could be a good partner but often when i do i weep because i have no one else to serve it to and i just want him…ill never ever find a man like him…
the feeling grows more intense and all i want is for him to be happy but even if we did somehow meet i dont think he’d like a stupid tranny boymoding failure like myself, surely he would want a real woman so he can have children and a real family, not some facade imitation of the real thing…

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>>41210682
these days i really have been thinking of an heroing and going to sleep forever but the only thing that keeps me on is my cats and my parents who i help take care of sometimes and they would be sad if I was gone, and the times during the day where me and him text each other. if it weren’t for those three things i may have just checked out of this world. i feel so stupid and pathetic and genuinely scared all the time and all i want is to be in his arms whilst he comforts me and instead im alone crying with only a stuffed animal i feel like such a pathetic lowly creature who should just be given in the Lenny treatment

i love her, but also at the same time i have nothing in common with her lifestyle or hobbies, and she's crazy and BPD on top of the other crazy

i have been contemplating suicide for a while, just because i wanted to know your reaction if the news of my passing reached you. if you'd laugh and just move on, or if you'd cry. just, something, anything.

I'm not trans I'm just a cis man who wishes he were an AGP woman

when i was younger and did crimes, i thought i wouldn't mind going to jail because there would be lots of gay sex there

It's pointless to wonder why you ghosted me... I really just want you to know how much it fucking hurt after everything.
I'll never be the same after you. I can't trust anyone anymore. If you of all people could throw me away like I was nothing, anyone could.

>>41203710
this is a psyop created to derail your own life
reminder that any inclinations/thoughts abt them liking you back are all in your head
no one can ever mutually love you back like that
if they did they would have done it already
keep these feelings inside and let them destroy you because everyone needs a little bit of suffering for character development

>>41211243
Thats not even a little bit true, *Annoyed at attempted juvenal level phyOps.
I get sad because i KNOW it exists, ive seen it, felt it. Its out there. The suffering BULLSHIT, is YOU trying to cover up your shitty sadist behavior. You fuck things up for people, its what you do, its who you are. and what you deserve.
You just dont get to have it because you ARE in FACT a shity person, < I > dont get to have it, because i made the mistake of being in your circle.
It is what it is i guess, For the record, im looking to marry the girl that can take you down. So do with that whatever you want. If she falls for you, then shes just another one of your slaves now.
An not gonna lie, if she plays with you, she deserves it, and i always feel that loss, thus my Thats life postings.

>>41211658
i just didn’t want false hope in that what you said related directly to him
i don’t want to think about the possibility that there could ever be a chance

even though everyone i talk to and that sees it from the outside says it’s so fucking clear it’s there i just need to say it

id rather suffer

you make it more clear every day that you don't really care

>>41190902
i can't stand they/thems or non-stealth trannies in general. people who literally refuse to go by him or her will never be taken seriously in life, but you can't tell them (heh) that, or the sjws will get mad.
i actually knew a guy who pulled the "they/them" shit at work so everyone had to abide by it or risk HR getting involved. spoke with someone at work who confided that he only did that "they/them" shit to mess with people, that he actually goes by "he" outside of work.

>>41212219
no shit you made me wanna die by your very existence
forgetting is the kindest gift i could give you atp