I spent about 7 years wanting to get on HRT, 3 of those having no clue how to buy/afford Lupron, all of those having no clue how to hide the changes from my parents who would have tortured me if they found out. To this day they tell me confidently that they're glad they forced me through the hell of natal puberty because "I can't change my biological sex and allowing me to transition early would just be deluding me".As if I even give a fuck about that, all I ever wanted to do was ease my suffering a bit and not have to look like a poorly developed freak for the rest of my life.I started hormones at 17.5 but someone I trusted went through all my belongings and snitched on me to my parents and they put me through absolute hell for months for it. I came back to their house under the condition that I don't go on hrt but I became so unbelievably dysfunctional that I started just to return to some semblance of functional life. I even starved myself as much as I could to prevent and delay development, and it worked somewhat but I would just get hungry or start completely fading out during school. I flunked out of high school because my focus was so shot I could only pass the classes I was naturally good at.Not only that, my genetics are just so fucked up that no amount of stunting development could change my fate. When I was 14 I saw pictures of how tiny my mother's shoulders and how wide her hips were at 17. Shut myself in my room for a week practically trying to eat my own face.No amount of hormones could ever fix me now. No amount of love can fix me now. However many times my parents fake-apologize for fucking up every other aspect of my life as well, I can't be fixed anymore. Maybe others are luckier but the only way I could've saved myself is to transition before my body got mutilated by puberty.Fuck em, I'm a human being. I constantly want to quit school, quit work. They're all going to hell. If you cause this much suffering you automatically go to hell.
children are property
https://litter catbox.moe/ilm3pgo4y9euplg1.jpgSorry, pic is frauded to hell because my arm is covering my disgusting ass body. Here's the brootal back photo because back is the most sexually dimorphic view of the body.>>41193366And they become people when they turn 18. Thus you have a moral responsibility to reduce their suffering so that they can grow up to contribute to the greater good as functioning members of society, else you are wasting time and resources and you should just be executed so you stop doing that.
>>41193359you look like a woman
>>41193479No shot dude, we got Einstein over here
>>41193359is this you as well? god, you look so terrible even when you angle fraud
I'm an assigned wombyn at birth FTM, if it isn't obvious.
>>41193497No my delts are smaller but my back actually isn't that horrendous, though it's pretty damn close. I've never posted myself to this board.
>>41193500sure you haven't, whore
>>41193497Also poonbro could make it if somehow he could lose whatever the fuck all that soft tissue is around the glutes med. Ultimately has better bone structure than I do and will pass better when softmaxxed.
>>41193510Wish my shoulders were that wide/developed. You can tell in my pic they aren't, though. You suck at this shit, lol
>>41193547it's because you normally anglefraud to fish for attention
>>41193497why does he have back abs
>>41193578Genuinely who the fuck are you even talking about, link post or something. My strength is alright but my delts don't look that big or dense even flexed and with pump.And I'm fishing for attention by posting my worst angles, nothing like this nigga. You can't even anglefraud away hips this terrible anyways.
>>41193609maybe you're this one then?
>>41193737>Back and shoulder width easily mogs mine>SHR equal to or better than mine, in any case still has soft tissue to lose around hips>q angle lesser (you can see that by how this dood's legs go straight down instead of tapering inwards)>height/width ratio of hips is greater than mine so even the same hip breadth will look less round and feminine (my hips are literally too short and squat to physically have hip dips at normal BMI)>White>Has significantly more potential than I do but it still a pooner according to this boardDon't hurt my feelings like this bro...On another note, when did they even dumb down the captchas this much?
>>41193737Upon inspection, his back isn't much wider than mine. But still has a more triangular lower body and thus more passing potential than my weird ass, roundish pooner hipcel body.
