HRT reppers actually make better girlfriends than boymoders.>look about the same as boymoders>actually dress like guys instead of the "unisex" (woman) outfits>less likely to leave you, because of low self value>won't ask to be called "good girl", but will still melt if you do>can, and will work an actual job, might even buy you stuff>won't try to girlmode, at least not without there being warning signsThey'll need more of a push to take care of themselves (skincare, laser, deodorants, hair care, etc.), but once they start they'll actually do it properly, unlike the boymoder that just goes "I'm doing girl stuff" while messing everything up and looking like a hon.
>>41193963so you have an abuse kink for manmoders
>>41194018A manmoder is a low quality boymoder, and HRT repper is a whole different thing.
>>41193963im a hrt repper and im going to kill myself with drugs
I'm dating one right now after convincing them to take hrt (she always wanted to but had a very conservative family and was worried about starting). I had to help them along the process like convincing them to get electrolysis, shaving body hair more often, etc, but now its like having a live in girlfriend without needing to be some 1 in a million gigachad alpha male like cis foids require, we both make above average money for the area we're in so we never worry about bills and can spend on whatever we want all the time.I'm probably marrying her.
How do i get a boyfriend as a hrt repper?
>>41194077sameeee...tho I might just get high and then blow my brains out, because od ain't a nice death...
>>41194189see you are talking about loving a trans woman and helping her become the best version of herselfOP was talking about finding a trans woman with very low self esteem and using her mental issues to have a gf that he can keep in line easilythe main difference is that you are not evil
>>41193963im an hrt repper and just a self hating schitzo man with agp & long hair desu
>>41194513lolol literally mei wonder how many men there are like this who jsut take hrt and look a bit weird cause they got mindfucked by envy for trannies
>>41193963im an hrt repper and i look like an adult human male
>>41194189You are just grooming your boyfriend because of your internalized homophobia. What a horrible creature you are
I do not at all understand why people would want to date a baby tranny/repper that won't girlmode
>>41194543Chasers age evil gay men
>>41193963I wish i could be this for a bf but I'm too ugly unfortunately so I'm just an uggo manmoder. Shame cuz i fit perfectly otherwise outside of the >look about the same as boymodersNope I'm an ugly hon who will be alone forever
>>41194543power? abuse kink?
>>41193963>on hrt (diy) for 4 years and still looking masc>looking more and more masc actually since I stopped taking care of myself, I used to get made fun of of boomers or drunk men at least when I still put in effort>still don*t have a job, eternal neet and I won't even crack the retail/cleaning job interview>boyfriend and me were made fun of for being gay in public recently>suicidal but too wimpy to actually do it, i'll just end up as john, 58 on grindr looking for young men to blow>no friends either, my two states of existence are doing a lot of exercise, reading novels and starving myself, or eating, puking, shitting and bedrotting with numb internet scrollingI am extremely bitter when I see young, pretty men, or twinkhons, or transwomen who are living their lives, improving themselves, even if the outcomes may not be perfect. I have 0 future, it seems. >>41194536Same but I'm not even repping because I'm just a gay man with mental illness.
>>41194189That's so sweet anon! So happy for you : )
>>41194555hey my life is pretty much like yours so... ur not alone in that.i even have the boyfriend somehow, i think because he feels like he cant do any better than me
>>41194704Do you live with your boyfriend? We only see each other months at a time because we live in different countries. I hope it goes well for you. >i think because he feels like he cant do any better than meThat's a sad way to look at it, but I also get having thoughts like that. It helps talking about it, if I feel unwanted or am in doubt, it was always relieving telling him. I did not understand when he actually asked me if we wanted to become boyfriends, as he had other options. I would have been happy just being with him as a "friend".I'm still afraid I'm a bad influence on him in some ways, or at least holding him back/making him waste his time, as I have no future. He's way more optimistic. How long have you been together?
>>41193963pls be my boyfriend... I've voice trained and had FFS but I still hrtrep I'm so lonely I just want a man to cuddle
>>41194738yep we live in different countries, we've been together for like 3 years nowi think if i did live with him my life would immedietly be so much better
>>41194774Pretty similar situation here, dang. When did you last visit him, how long is the journey to visit him? It takes me like 12 hours by train. I've been visiting him this summer but now I'm alone again, it sucks.
>>41194792i usually visit him a few times a year, i just fly over.it is really unbearable how i basically only get to feel alive for a little while a few times a year but its better than nothing and i am used to it by now but it really sucks and most people wouldnt put up with this i think
>>41194812:(Relatable. It feels pretty hopeless to me, and the contrast between living with him vs not sucks. I'm always thinking my time is going to run out sooner or later, this is not sustainable.
>>41194540>groomingYou dont know what this word means.
>>41195145>>41194812I was in the same position as you two, i solved this by having an honest conversation with my partner and we established a timeline on when we'd move in together. It only took about a year, it was hard and there was a lot of sacrifices we both had to make financially (we were living off of fried rice and eggs for a few months when we first moved in since i was working a warehouse at the time and she left her old job to move with me) but in the end it'll be worth it.
>>41193963none of this is true, actual reppers are absolutely ruined humans who are the worst of all worlds. if you ever give them a compliment they will have a literal mental breakdown.
>>41195259>if you ever give them a compliment they will have a literal mental breakdown.Unfortunately can semi confirm...I'm a semi passing hrt repper, and I get compliments on a weekly basis, so I have to handle it gracefully, but once I'm alone I feel like I somehow tricked these people... "Your hair is nice" spent an hour in the bathroom getting it there"Your skin is so clear and smooth!" Steroids (e), and multiple step daily skin care routine "Your legs are so nice!" Gym 3x a week + an eating disorder It all is fake, and I shouldn't be getting praise for this. I wish I actually had these attributes they compliment me about
>>41195326Excuse me?
>>41194189You are very kind anon, I hope I can find someone like you.
>>41195369I just kinda feel bad for "tricking" people into thinking that I'm actually decent looking. I know it's technically not lying, but like... If I didn't make myself look better than I naturally do I wouldn't be getting these compliments, so it's almost as if I'm tricking them into perceiving me as prettier than I actually am.Kinda like how people on passgen anglefraud. You could say that I'm self-care frauding, and therefore catfishing people.
>>41195492That's ridiculous, and you surely know that that's ridiculous. The phrase "semi passing hrt repper" is going to make me fly into a rage and kill myself WORDS HAVE MEANING
>>41195535>WORDS HAVE MEANINGWell yeah?Semi passing - I get gendered female about half the time (obviously I wear male, or at least unisex clothes)HRT repper - dysphoria strong enough to make me unable to function without taking estrogen, so I do that, while presenting, and identifying as male 24/7 I don't see what's confusing
>>41195616i really wish you would die
>>41195616NLOG boymoder
>>41195975Legit it's so irritating
fakemoder bait thread
>>41194039>A manmoder is a low quality boymoderit's an age thing, nothing to do with quality. older=smarter=won't mess up hygene and stuff
>>41196238wrong
>>41195616>male fails>reps anywaysThis is just self sabotage at this point.
