previous - >>41197865scene editionqott: did you have a scene phase? or any other teenage aesthetic phase?
>>41202750https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7dkmOMZkdcruined my life over a scemo girl but I was too much of a pussy to even be a proper emo kid or anything but a mute goth
candy flipback dripi'm addictedto it
I had a phase of wanting to be manly. I worked out daily and wrestled in highschool. now I'm a little bitch that sucks cock
>>41202794Based
>>41202782i was pretty similar. i just really liked the music and the people in the scene, but rarely went too far in terms of “dressing the part”. i have dyed my hair some fun colors before, and mostly wear band tees, but no piercings and my bangs weren’t even that emo
>>41202794how do i suck cock
i listened to bedroom pop in my bedroom
>>41202911mind the teeth and you can suppress your gag reflex a little if you make a fist and press your thumb between your index finger and middle finger
>>41202984yeah i mean how do i mind the teeth
wrap your lips over them
>>41203014that looks retarded though
>>41202997Practice on a dildoBe very hydrated ahead of time so the extra saliva will keep your teeth smooth enough that they won't hurt if they do touch the cock accidentally
>>41203029dildo wont fit in my mouth
i wish i had a pussy sometimesi want to get creampied
>>41203042Skill issue >t. still has to use child size mouth-hold-opener things at the dentist
>>41203050Same desuGetting it in the butt is nice but I feel like getting cum inside your fertile womb must be entirely different
>>41203050but then you'd get pregnant
i wish i had a pussy so i didnt have to tuck and also so i dont have to look down and see my rapestick in the shower
i think im gonna suck it up and get laser soon worried about the integrity of my manmode however
>>41203080copper iud or injectable biocidentical estadiol + progesterone birth control (why do most birth control regimens for cis women use synethtic estrogens and progestins via oral? is the medical industry really that foolish?)
>>41203170normals cant tell anything you'll be fine
>>41202750>qotti was a sk8er boyshe said see u l8er boy ;_;
yea i want a pussy badly as well and idk if that will ever happen maybe i should just kms after all
do men like having penises
>>41203290dont
>>41203290same and same. bottom dysphoria feels like a death sentence desu, honestly wondering if I can magically make it go away somehow. because I will not magically be getting a bioidentical (or neo) pussy anytime soon
>>41203315it would solve a lot of issues
I'm gonna get a pussy installed and keep my cock and still call myself a man and you can't stop me
>>41203379the only option that feels even remotely acceptable is the peritoneal flap one ig but idk if that would solve it for me and everything else seems far off
bottom dysphoria is really easy for me to ignore because i have never had sex and i never will
yeah but what if you got pregnant and had a baby and had to raise a family
>>41203423i would like beeing a mom
>>41203438is it in the cards for you though?
>>41203466maybe through the noose portal
she is a passoid so i'm sure it is
>>41203495who is
>>41203498the girl reading this
I would kill to find a nice man and get married and adopt kids but it's never happening cuz I'm roping in a couple of years
>>41203507a man read it
im not a passoid i need ffs still
and im not kiria
>>41203538>>41203554meds
I'm in for a rude awakening when I realize getting ffs wouldn't fix me from being undeserving of love
>>41203507i assure you i am not
>>41203557https://unsee cc/album#kKr847gKIF5hyea you need meds cuz kiria mindbroke you
>>41203599lol
who tf is talking about kiria but you
>>41203599>these are the "manmoders" ITT saying it's over
literally everyone is a fakemoder except for me
kms
>>41203565real. getting ffs is my only cope for staying alive but nothing is going to save me from my testosterone raped body. if anything it's only gonna make me even more of an uncanny unworthy freak. I guess I can slave away for the rest of my life so I can afford even more surgeries and become a completely manmade monstrosity tho :')
>>41203628lies. this gen has been obsessed with her to the point i was called kiria multiple times
it's not the whole gen
my bad desu its because youre both esl
>>41203629i look like this and say this
>>41203656I could get every surgery in the book but it wouldn't change the miserable soul that I've become
i’m off to sleep so i can wake up in 5 hours, feel like shit, maybe go back to sleep for an hour while skipping showering and breakfast, then waste my time for like 9 hours
>>41203659all you boymoders look and sound the same to me, i can't tell you apart
>>41203639no that's me
>>41203705im not blue and i have no people in here in love with me
ffs couldn't save meI'll probably fuck up somehow and not get srsnobody will ever really love me or want me and I'll die alone
>>41203718I can smell fakemoder from a mile away
>>41203727i love you
>>41203727i don't care what color you are, i'm even cool with black chicks, but i cannot tolerate boymoders
i wish i was blue
i fucking love the taste of black vaginas
>>41203746i wish i could believe that>>41203753yea boymoders suck
should i start prog
>>41203829if u can afford dut 2
I can't believe the weekend is already over
I have femboyish breasts if that makes sense
if you don't regularly wear a binder you're not a manmoder
i bind all day every day im so tired of it
oh yeah? send a pic
posted it earlier
who's coming to the doll brunch
>>41202750does femboycoping count?
>>41204047you bind those?
yowai mo
>>41204311yeah
>>41204488why lol
>>41204492i know theyre sad but im not flat enough to wear t shirts anymore
>>41204503if you say so
>>41204507no one believes you "just have gyno" bro
>>41204509that's been a problem for you?
>>41204513yeah it has because i have stupid looking puffy cone nipples and i hate them and they make me look fucking ridiculous and im going to cut them off and be normal again
>>41204529good idea
how do I stop comparing myself to women
they should make the "take hrt and boymode meme" but for manmoders>guy tells boymoder to just take HRT and manmode>the she/her passoid boymoder says she did>the manmoder gets mad
why would a she/her passoid boymoder get told to take hrt are you stupid?
>>41204529i have the same thing. when i complain about not passing cis people ask me if i'd consider breast aug or something and i don't know how to explain that that'd just make me look like even more of a freak.
I was once humbled by a truemoder, looked so much more masculine and older than me that I felt bad about calling myself a manmoder
and yet
I am a manmoder but the early 20s estrogen twink kind
like a moder if he was a boy
no malefails ever though
except that one time but that doesn't count
no, never
not even in middle school?
no
i love being a hairy manmoder with a hard cock nya uwu
bummer brah
still I don't regret estrogenI have feminized a bit and fat redistribution takes years, so one day I'll have a big ass and it will be so funny
>>41204729excuse me you where malefailing in middle school?
>malefailed until I spoke and turned my face to themGoodI am a man they got it right eventuallyGotta hate the fact they think I’m a gay fag now
I hate my gock
>>41204761i love your cock, faggot
>>41204774leave me alone
i like my gock
>>41204778i hate your clit, bitch
i dont care my wife was suckin it till my toes curled and i was talking like a retard
Female btw
100% free range moid btw
i have actually wasted my entire life
I hate it when trannies hit on me
nobody hits on me
i hate it when trannies hit me
transbians have literally no standards
i do and that's why i'll be alone the rest of my life
need a transbian who keeps me in a drug induced haze so i don't care that i'm not attracted to anyone in her polycule
idk why but I've never had a bad experience with an HSTS tranny friend but AGPs oh dude
>>41202750>dewwwwwwwwwd look at this jailbait!no thanks sissy homo man
spilled minox all over my face and now theres hairs growing in the middle of my forehead
if i killed myself at work would my coworkers appreciate the day off they would get?
work isevil
>>41204888i dojt have tranny friends cause im soo ugly
>>41204748i was
Assigned buddy at birth
I hate when men call me buddy or sport. I'm 25 years old you cunt
>>41206132i hate when men talk to me
I hate men
>>41202750>qottya i had snake bites.
I hate being a man
>>41202750I was into clown
>>41206260same. talking to men reminds me that I will never truly be one of them, even if I'll never be a woman either
i love men but men dont love me
>>41206321I like men when they are kind which is almost never. I do wish they'd fuck me tho
if i had a bf i would let him do anything he wanted to and with me so that way he wouldnt leave me for a cis woman ^____^
>>41206349I tried this and he left me for a cis woman anyway
>>41206304thank god I'll never be a man
crying at will is my super power now
i can't cry at will.i will cry when i'm engaged in an argument and the reality slowly looms in that they're not listening, they don't understand, they don't care, they're not going to take any responsibility, they're not going to be integrous, they're never going to change, and your powerless.
i can cry easily now but i wouldnt say its at will
i can't cry
sir’d at the grocery store again award>>41206776me either :(
men dont cry
i’ve never subscribed to that
>>41206967but a devil may
This Penis BROKE Me
this penis is broken :(
this penis is working :)
>>41207244have you tried turning it off then back on?
>>41207318can i see
another evening of getting drunk, barely having eaten anything all day and mindlessly scrolling /x/ while listening to ambient techno in the hopes of finding a way out other than suicide.I'm so incredibly moided there's not a single feature of masculinization you could name that I don't have. Fuck this lifehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sxJZyhw_BDY
>>41207326no
>>41207620you're nothing
have the redditors left? mmg feels a bit deader than last week
>>41207654school started. but i hope they left.>>41207628begging for dickpics now negging?
>>41207660school should’ve been back well before this week, usually it’s the first week after labor day where i am and there’s places that even start in late august
>>41204902Wash your eyes out. It's bad for the eyes
>>41207830yeah but the first couple weeks are always bs anyway
>>41204900code??
I didn't want to wake up today. why aren't i dead
i’ve taken to messaging discord scammers to waste their time when they enter servers i’m in. is this terminally malebrained?
>>41207969not malebrained just autism
it’s pretty fun though
>>41208278god I wish my parents would die
me and the other manmoder at work have never spoken but we always trade knowing glances
>>41208345i’m already halfway there, but i didn’t get a chance to tell him that before i got blocked lol
>>41208232intredasting avatars, anon
>>41208375I could never be clocked like that as I simply look like a man
ok hon
>>41205919me
>>41208375I would die of embarrassment if I knew someone knew
everyone who looks at me knows lol
>>41208678then you're a fakemoder
>>41208683how? I don't pass I'm just obviously a troon
i look like this
and i sit like that too
>>41208633we have opted for the gentlemanmoder approach. avoidance
everyone know im a tranny and idgaf
chuddy looks like the type of person who would've bullied me at school
hmmmmm
>>41208866giwtwm
>>41208875i look like this too
>>41208875a rapist?
>>41208890I mean he's a piece of shit or whatever but his looks are so goals
>>41208875but you do look like that
i disagree with you. if someone said i looked like marilyn manson i’d make sure my eventual suicide is directly in front of them and very violent
>>41208925>4chan skintone
>>41208925are you crazy he's choppeddude looks like he's rotting
>>41208831I didn't really bully anyone or get bullied in school, mostly since I was too busy being brooding and depressed - plus I got along with all the cliques because I would sell them answers and pirated stuff on burned CDs or hack/fix their computers
>>41208958i think that's his (っ◔◡◔)っ A E S T H E T I C
>>41208958yeah exactly
mogs metry standing with your feet closer together, it's more feminine
i always make sure to place my feet at least one meter apart and slightly bend my knees too so i don't get clocked as a tranny
>>41208965very cute auntie>0HP00
>>41208977>>41208978gross
>>41208977<(~ ~<) <(x _ x)> (>-- --)>
>>41208965why are you such an attention whore
beating the cheating accusations
>>41209043꧁𒆜G A Y𒆜꧂
>bras across the floor>makeup and skincare products on the bed>strong bubblegum smellis my room fembrained
fakemoder
>>41209116( ദ്ദി ˙ᗜ˙ )
>>41209116early 2000s teenage girl aesthetic
>>41209134stop sending kaomojis it's so 90s
>>41209144(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ no.
based 90s enjoyer
。٩(ˊᗜˋ )و*。
>>41209174凸( ロ ´ )
kinda fucked how i have so many bras but only use 2 or 3 normally
>>41209184
>>41209210
hows your gf btw
anyone who calls my memes millenial memesanyone who calls me uncanyone who denigrates the 90smust be punishedfor you are gen alphaand this is /mmg/NO MORE YOUNGSHITSNO MORE BOYMODERS
>>41209256based
millennial generalmillennial website
more like zillenial
calling me unc is misgendering even if for comedic effect
my family calls me unc cause my brother has a child...
zillennial supremacy
tummy is such an erotic word
>>41209350my tummy is the only thing about me doesn't look explicitly masculine
>>41209331not much “unc”, but every time i get told i'm going to be an uncle when my niece is born, my skin crawls
i've been a godfather since i was 8
am so addicted i don't masturbate to porn but rather videos of people using drugs became it turns me on since they're feeling more pleasure and need than anyone having sex ever could
>>41209413i can see
my stummy hurt and my shit so frothy rn :(
stummy / tummy is a word for children and i will believe that you are a pedophile if you say it
ok
>>41209507someone post the webm please
>>41209555meds
>>41209507desu it's the same like when people say they're trans girls while being 40 years oldit's disgusting
>>41209600>doesn't know that ancient crusty foids call each other and themselves "girl" tooyou are giving ick, unc
>>41209600my mom is 70 and her sisters are 50-70 and they still call themselves girls, you're just a misogynist
i hate my job i hate my life my arms are all red from the sun
>>41209609so? they're not bald 40 year old straight men masturbating to sissy hypno with a beard shadow>>41209633no, you're being a misogynist when you use terms for children for adult womennobody calls adult men boys, but many call women girls
>>41209650ew stop projecting so hard, hon
guts/casca are trannies and griffith is a theyfab
>>41209650The Boys Are Back In TownBoys and their toysBoys will be boysneed i say more
>>41209660stop being a misogynist
>>41209650>nobody calls adult men boyspeople literally do, this terf act is boring and unfunny kys
>>41209671I'm not, you are, you fucking weirdo
imagine being this self-hating and insecure lmao
>>41209661>canonically 6'8no pooner in human history has ever been as tall as guts
i hate not passing so much
>>41209673>this terf act is boring and unfunny kysonly because you're offended, why is that btw? maybe you are the 40 year old sissy I was talking about?
>>41209526are you inside my walls
>>41209706yes look behind you
>>41209690guts is a manmoder and casca is her empathetic passoid wife
>>41209690tf are you talking aboutwhere did i say pooner
>no, you don't get it, i'm a real feminist>meaning i judge people based on age, sex, and appearance
light chud pooner bf or dark woke manmoder gf
>>41209801>nooo dont critically analyze things that make me uncomfy :(
yes? I judge people differently because I know that society as it is doesn't make everyone equal, women and men are not equal, that is the basis of feminismpretending that men and women are equal is the same thing as being "colorblind" when it comes to race
>>41209816the perfect match for each other
>>41209585sometimes i wish
i need to lose a lot of weight
>>41209842I hate women so much it's unreal.
>>41209873theyre women as much as you or i are women anon
>>41209842first time I saw this I realized what I had gotten myself into... but there's no going back now babyy(nice wallpaper btw)
i love electronic music so muchhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qd7EmgD7tXw
I'm a terf
>>41209842the purest form of love
>>41209873self hate isn't healthy
>>41209842not even the full video
i'm a serf
I'm a smurf
>>41210031i look like this and do this
got hugboxed why are cis women like this
we are once again inching closer to hrt bans
>>41210081i folded and told the woman on the laser clinic im a tranny when she asked me if i take any kind of medications and god why does she need to change the way she was treating me no dont call me on the feminine i look like a man dont say "can i tell you something... its working ;)" SHUT UP i turned red the rest of the time i were in that reception room i need to die
>>41204900still waiting for code...
>>41210016max vid length 2 minutes what do u want me to do
>>41210143stop tolerating faith
this is genuinely the only place i dare to interact with other trannies because i know I AM LITERALLY MOGGED INTO OUTER SPACE everywhere else.
>>41210236same
>>41210236i moved to seattle and i see so many trannies now they make me either want to die because they mog me so hard or they make me want to die because theyre embarrassing
I fully socially detransitioned. Even the three or four people i've told before, are assuming i'm no longer on HRT, a gay man and have never doubted that. I fell like I'm lying to them but I can't - just can't look at them looking like I do and telling them I'm a tranny.
I really should just kill myself
>>41210248living in seattle is basically a free pass to girlmode even if you're a neverpasser
never once have i mogged another tranny
>>41210263youre not wrong but i just dont have the constitution to everyone can hugbox me but ill never be able to hugbox myself
>>41210198erm its actually 4 minutes long
>not invited to the doll brunchkms
>>41210284tru, i could honmode in my area and i'd get nasty looks but no real issues. but i would always know i look fucking retarded
>>412103074chan wont let me upload longer vids :( i have the full but u get the idea from the shorter one lol>>41210325how do we solve this anon how do we lobotomize ourselves into being okay with playing dress up
>>41210263why the fuck would you girlmode if you don't pass?
>>41210236me too, i've only malefailed once or twice
did dakota pass away?
>>41210344>how do we lobotomize ourselves into being okay with playing dress upi'd rather live with the painful knowledge of how moided i am than live in blissful ignorance
>>41202750no i've always wanted to just disappear and tried to exist as little as possible i want to leave no trace and be forgotten completely
>get asked to tell someone about myself>no idea what to say because I'm barely a human being
>>41210362honmoding is better for your sanity than manmoding
>>41210366i have never malefailed, not even remotely, not even once - never ever nunca.>>41210375i've asked myself this yesterday as well... i hope she's okay. genuinely the only nice trip.
My name is Anon, i'm 27 years old, unemployed, and living with my parents. my hobbies include drinking and shitposting.
>>41210395It took me five years to make like two close friends and I know they'd disappear if I started honmoding. Also, I have a job I could never do as a tranny.It's just basic survival. I need money + at least a semblance of human contact irl - but I am going crazy you are right.
>>41210399same no malefails ever
>>41210425how long HRT?
>>412104322 years
>>41210434i'm sorry. i'm only at six months, but it's super grim. I know deep down this is my future and it's making me wanna scrape the wallpaper off my walls until my fingers bleed.
woman at a gas station in the middle of nowhere said "congratulations on your progress" i hope she thought i was a pooner
>>41210448six months is nothing
>>41210399maybe she did go to rehab
>>41210453yeah i know, but my face is unfortunately unsalvageable. like, extremely deep set, small eyes + extremely strong browbrone. i wouldn't pass with ffs, and given my current education (none) I'm looking at at least a decade until I can afford it.I'm stuck. I'm trying to be a man as best as possible, but it hurts every waking minute.
>>41210451cute imo
>>41210344it cuts out the part they cuddle :(((
>>41210498send an unsee
>>41210498you need to reconceptualize manmoding as something you choose to do
>>41210539sorry not feeling it rn
>>41210344>i have the fullput it on catbox please so we can see it and someone can redo it for 4chan
>>41210550of course I choose to do it. because it's unironically my only way to ever have any chance at passing. I have to keep my job to make money.
my ligr ie SHIT
>>41210613EU ODEIO PERLUTAN
i think i hate myself more than you hate perlutan desu
>>41210617feia
>>41210625EU NÃO QUERO INJETAR ALGESTONA ACETOFENIDA
>>41210645feiaaaaa
i need to buy more of that shit wednesday. i hate that thing
>i hate that thingme, whenever i am reminded of my earthly avatar.
kiria has brought back the tripcode!
i am a rice eater
i starve myself.
get fat :D
>>41210677sorry replied in another thread with it on and forgot the take it off here :salso the thing i hate is perlutan >>41210613
onions fea :(>>41210701this is my fall plan. maybe the fatmaxxers are right (and maybe my skull isn’t automatically ruining any chances)
smoke weed every dayfuck everything
>>41210705you can trip here, dakota is MIA. we need a (nice) /mmg/ trip representative.
>>41210722god damnit i was trying to speak spanish
do söy
we need a mean mmg trip
no, we need more kindness!
>>41210752that's the last thing we need. mean tranny trips are all over the board and the other gens.
being nice is free
>>41210576https://files.catbox.moe/viydix.mp4
>>41210498>extremely deep set, small eyes + extremely strong browbronethis IS fixable with ffs tho
>>41210764mmg needs to go back to its roots
every now and again i like to check my profile to remember how over it is. and also the front of the face and also the back and also my shoulders and ribcage and nonexistent hips and etc
>>41210780need
i hate my life
>>41210727BASED
>>41210787the ffs that enlarges your eyes
the faceapp filter enlarges my eyes
I'm the cool depressed nihilistic male
sigh
I want to kill myself but not really xD
>>41211101same, worstie
>>41211092not directly but orbital rim contouring basically solves the issue
public sex is awesome
iwnbamiwabaw
>>41211224i’ve never had sex outside of my bedroom
>>41211224does car sex count?
>>41211360no? lowest of the low
>>41211382fag
killer headache behind my left eye + an unquenchable thirst. might be a migraine. should probably kill myself
>>41211396send a vocaroo calling me that >_<
>>41211224b-b-basednothin' like a lil rough trade in the truck stop bathroom
>>41211405ur a worthless nig and i wont indulge in these fantasies
>>41211438kys
>>41211444yes nigger kys one less shitstain on this planet the world will be better off without u
>>41210613>>41210617>>41210625>>41210645>>41210654im quite fond of the brazilianmoders
>>41210780based, thank you
>>41210780>giant ass syringe>fluid inside is completely clearwtf are these hoes shooting? doesn't look like any shot i've ever cooked
>>41211629methadone
>into two girls rn>one lives in another fucking planet>the other is in a polycule with trannies way cooler than meit's over
>>41211561é nóis irmão
>>41211671oof, that shit makes you sick for weeks if you try detoxing off it. one of my roomies in rehab went through two separate withdrawals from a single binge because his shit had methadone in it, he came off the fent after a few days and got sick again a few days later, he was vomiting and shitting around the clock
>>41211707im a crakkka from the us but maybe im missing context in the translation.
>>41211745eu te amo
but you dont even know me
eu te amo just the way you are
>>41202750new >>41211883