not sure if this is just basic attachment but I think I wanted to be like her before i even knew I was mentally ill.her hair, her scent, Id wear her bath robe and go through her underwear when she was at work, I wanted to smell like her, and it was always flattering when someone would say that I look exactly like her.unfortunate that ive grown to be more like my piece of shit father
>>41214212i never realized until i was older but i looked alot like my mom, same fluffy hair and faceshape and body, both of us bipolar
>>41214212Yeah I can relateOne of the first instances of dysphoria in my life I can think of is realizing I'd grow to look like my dad and uncles instead of my mom and aunts and being terrified at that thought
i would HATE to be Indian
>>41214212i didnt care about my parentsi just wanted to be like my older sisters. i was a boy unfortunately. why is it ok for girls to be tomboys but not the other way around?
>>41214595she would do makeup on me and do my hair and watch MLP with me, idk why i turned out to be a lateshit lol
>>41214644gender envied my cousin and the few female friends i had like crazy omgggg
Is having a mom who screamed at you all the time over minor things you can't even remember feminine?
>>41214595Same. People actually used to confuse us for each other when we were the same height. Even looking at old photos I struggle to tell which are hers and which are mine.
>>41214635That is a inju not an indian
>>41214212>was anyone else obsessed with their mom's femininityMy mom is a femrepper and not exactly feminine