I’m gonna kill myself in a month. What are important things I should do before then? >t. depressed tranny
>>41236712Lemme make love to you
>>41236712Don't kill yourselfGet a two person massage that sounds fun, never tried it but always wanted to
>>41236712post butt pics probablmly
>>41236712Talk to someone and give it just one more try.
>>41236712Why kill yourself when you can drink alcohol?
>>41236712If you're hot you should do psychedelics and have sex with me in a hotel room
>>41236740You won’t want to.>>41236748Maybe. Thanks for the suggestion.>>41236751Never doing that. I’m hideous.>>41237212I’ve seen around six therapists since the start of 2024. I’m beyond help.>>41237222I’ve been drinking it more the past couple weeks than ever.>>41237262I’m not hot.
Noooooo pls don’t anon
>>41237694if someone thought u were hot would that renew ur interest in living
>>41237694I won't judge you. If you're thinking about it, it means you're suffering a lot. If that's what you decide to do, I hope you don't suffer and that you don't create a hassle for anyone around you
hang out with your parents, if they’re still around and love you. hang out with your best friend. climb a tall building so you can see what your city looks like from above. do something scary, like scale a mountain. apply to jobs you’d never usually have a chance at getting. drive somewhere far away just to say you did. visit pennsylvania. smoke weed. try something harder than weed. eat anything you want. get some frozen yogurt. sleep on a really good mattress. break into an abandoned building. take lots of pictures.
>>41236712Do like dmt or something don't you want answers
>>41236712Your post here is a clear indicator of a cry for help, that you don’t want to actually go through with the horror and pain that is dying, for the entire purpose of just making the hurt stop.I read that you already tried multiple therapists but I still implore you to continue shopping for one that may be a strong fit in aiding you out of these sincerely difficult times.I’ve been through your hell where things that were fun for me longer offered any pleasure. Where every avenue to build a life for myself was met with constant failure, financial struggle, and unstable shelter. Looking back, I think the worse was just being without any community, because humans natively desire community, compassion, and connection (and I say this as someone who struggled and continues to struggle with debilitating dysphoria). Because with a community or friends to connect with, it really makes the shit days where i would’ve wanted to off myself, less miserable and even bearable to share with them.So i highly encourage you to not give in to the bad thoughts, and instead treat yourself as an old friend who’s been waiting to see you again. To hangout and do the things you used to love doing, or experiment with new things, acquiring new experiences. And going from there to searching for communities that are into hobbies that may interest you if even temporarily: board games, hiking, gunpla, video games, gardening, photography, films, etc.There’s a whole world filled with all sorts of interesting stuff to tinker with, and are worth trying at least once before humoring the negative thoughts. You can still redeem yourself, you are worth it anonnette.
>>41236712well well well
>>41236712can we suicide pact t.boymoder also making plans
>>41242985this is horrible. nobody asking anyone to s.cide and if people support it please watch out for toxic language.im worried people who are full of hate are posing pretending s.cide is okay. its no and people will miss you. please dont listen to the pro s. messages. youre worth more.
>>41243059these are your first ten minutes on this website. guaranteed.
>>41243059i want to kill myself because i want to kill myself i haven't been influenced by anything else i just hate myself way way way way too much to carry on living i dont see the issue. why shouldnt i have the option to die if i want to
>>41238675It wouldn’t. Plenty of random losers on Grindr think I’m hot. It hasn’t changed anything.>>41239438I have a will and I’ve been very organised about my exit. Thank you for caring anon.>>41239506I’ll try to do lots of these things before my exit. Thank you. >>41240642I doubt it’ll help but I’ll give it a shot.>>41240646You’re very sweet anon. I don’t think there’s a life for me here. I’ve tried, I really have tried, and ultimately I don’t want to kill myself. I think if things were different I could have a good life, but things won’t be different. I lose my house soon, and my only stream of income with it. I won’t be able to afford my medication, or food. I can’t get a job either, no one wants to hire me. I only have two friends and one of them only ever replies to my messages when they wanna rant about the games they play. With my life, the way it’s failed, it’s impossible for me to treat myself as an old friend. I’ve been my own worst enemy at every turn, and now it’s too late for me to look back. Thank you for stopping by, and I hope you have a good day.>>41242985I don’t want to drag anyone else down with my death.
>>41243284you wouldn't be dragging anyone down i've been wanting to die for so long anywayi just want someone to talk to about it at least
obviously don't rope OP
>>41243284> I’ve been my own worst enemy at every turn, and now it’s too late for me to look back.It’s never too late. Even when we begin the process to part from the pain of it all, you will always have that opportunity to step back down and continue trying our best and only chance at a life we are given. You need only lean into even a sliver of hope that maybe there’s still a chance for something enjoyable to live for. Put a pause on cutting our life short, to just nurture that hope if even one more day longer, is still worth that effort.I don’t have all the answers for the difficulties you face, but I know that it isn’t shameful to continue reaching out for help in any amount. Assuming you may have had similar backgrounds as the rest of us; we are conditioned and taught to blame ourselves for almost every inconvenience and that anything short of perfection is somehow failure, or not even worth the effort to keep trying. But humans are every bit about trial and error from an evolutionary standpoint to the very essence that elevates us into sentience. We can make an indefinite amount of mistakes and failures but continue to grow, learn and persevere as a better, wiser and even smarter person for the experience of it.Let my message be a gentle reminder that the side of you who still loves you is still there. That no matter all the failures in the world, that inner you will always be there waiting to have fun again when you are ready.Might I also recommend just enjoying something as easy as silly comedies. In spite of even a crumbling world, a laugh will invigorate the soul entirely, offering even just a moment respite from our troubles. You deserve to smile and feel joy again.
>>41236712Don't trade momentarily pain for a lifetime injury. You can always have your life aroundMy heart goes to you, wish you the best
>>41243291>>41243071No This is SICK THE WAY SOME OF YOU ARE TALKING TO SOMEONE. PEOPLE WHO SHOULD BE TALKING TO A THERAPIST FOR ADVICENOT YOU DEGENERATES. DONT FORCE A PERSON TO TAKE HORMONES. DONT SAY THEYLL REGRET IT. I SWEAR TO GO ILL UNMAKE YOU IF YOU THREATEN THESE PEOPLE TO GO EITHER WAY ON THEIR JOURNEY!Talk to a LGBT+ friendly therapist. Talk about your feelings with THEM NOT PEOPLE SUGGESTING FORCED TRANSITIONING
>>41243059people would miss me but there is no path forward to being truly happy
