>get into st4t relationship>hes a super whacko but i love him very much>hes a weird hybrid /lgbt/ and tumblr person>likes to call self and me ftm/mtf because he hates trans community>wants testosterone really bad>yadda yadda sexual stuff doesnt need to be said>we start talking about transition and he really wants me to do it>its not like i dont want to but with my hbp i have been reluctant>hes very sweet and encouraging>i tell him im going to ask my medical tourist doc about it>he gets really happy about it >time passes>suddenly feel an intense wave of fear and uncertainty and feeling like i want to vomit>im disgusted with myselfanons what do i do. do you have any advice on if hrt is worth at all or am i just acting really stupid. i dont even want to be an anime girl or a thin bitch 10/10er I am fine with just looking like my mom i just need some advice.
>>41236755>st4t relationship >it's just a pre-everything mtf repper and pre-everything ftm repper
>>41236755bruh i really hope youre both teenagers or somethingyou do realize you can't be an mtf without hrt right????larping as a woman while being a male crossdresser is fine but you are literally structurally no different from any other guy your age and will grow into a balding, hairy, smelly, taller, big-boned, muscular MAN as time goes onsince he's not on t yet either atm you're literally a cis hetero couple lmaoooo
>>41236814>you're literally a cis hetero couplethats fucking awesome i didn't think about it like that. but if only one of us transitions the balance will be fucked irreplacably which is the problem here>>41236798i was gonna answer with a joke but honestly i'm the only repper he's been out publicly for a while now because he's canadian hehe hes so cute
>>41236755>adobaisu hochii
>>41236755My gf wrote this
>>41237616i want advice>>41238638may be true
>>41236755>"st4t">look inside>both reppers
dont do it. hrt isn't worth it.
>>41239444one vote against hrt we got one vote against hrtbut also may i ask why>>41239426hes on the gay woke canada waitlist for gay woke canada healthcare to get gay woke canada hrt its not his fault
>>41236755>get into st4t relationshipok>wants testosterone really badnigga you're just fucking a woman at this point
>>41239501brother hes fucking me. im not like the other bitches round here.
you guys should commit suicide together and livestream it right now
>>41239548true samurai kind of love.
>>41239493>but also may i ask whybecause it will never be as fulfilling as you want it to be. It's nice but not worth disrupting your natural hormonal balance, growing boobs but never actually being female, and taking shots every week and increasingly worrying about where you'll source your hrt next.
>>41239654>its nicequit giving mixed signals does it suck or is it awesome and did it give you any health problems
>>41237616>>41239412It should be "hoshii," i.e. ほしい>>41239654But growing boobs and getting fat redistribution and body hair growth thinning and slowing are all things that make me happy. It's really nice looking in the mirror seeing a girl, not a boy, even if it's bittersweet knowing that I can't change a lot of my male features that I wouldn't have gotten if I'd been born female. I thought it would just feel good because I don't hate my reflection anymore, but it's actually a really good feeling. That's worth the HRT shots and laser and everything.
>>41239703>it should be hoshiiactually it's common on netizen circles to misspell words for exaggeration and cuteness. i forget exactly what it's called but it is done often, think -ちゃん vs -たん, ワロタ or ぬこbut thank you for explaining some of the effects for you does it get even more worth it if you have a boyfriend who encourages you
>>41239733Well, I wouldn't really know since I don't have a boyfriend. And thanks for the Japanese explanation. I feel I've seen that but momentarily forgot about it here.
