Too Rare to Die Edition>QOTT were you ever normal at any point of your life? Prev: >>41223305
i was normal for a brief few years after i moved out and i threw it all away by injecting this rancid chemical into my body
lol i fucked it up anyone wanna make one or just gonna keep it?
who cares
i keep forgetting i can't say pooner in front of normies
>>41238114don’t call them pooners bro !
i only think about detransitioning when i cant sleep so idk if its actually indicative of anything
i will get ffs and ruin my body more and then pick up the pieces of ANOTHER lost youth at the age of 30
who am i kidding i think about it every second of every day i have to watch my body twist into something unrecognizable whether im on hrt or not so does it even mattermore than anything i wish i knew when i started that i was giving up unconditional lovei hate being disgusting to everyone
i think about buzzing my head about all the time past midnight night thoughts are never good thoughts except for when i say im gonna focus and get it all right tomorrow those are good thoughts but i dont end up doing those anyway just disregard it all, useless anyways
>>41238145i dont respect men
i need a new phone the automatic ai upres on my pixel gave me bdd
i need to be a woman all my problems would be solved if i was a woman because i would just be a crazy lady who mellows out at 30 and had cats and stuff but instead i will be an ugly ugly ugly man at 30 without any pets because i dont really like them unless theyre pigs i like pigs and think theyre very noble and i would love to live with three pigs a goat and a dog
the majority of trans people seem to be dysphoric in a completely different way than meall the popular dialogue and discourse feels alien and irrelevantwho actually gives a fuck what people call you or what clothes you weari need so badly in bones to have the body of the opposite sexbut that's impossible and people just pretend it isn'ti feel stupid because i guess i misunderstood what being trans wasi just wish i was born a girl
>>41238077i will loss weight i will get s fat ass i will get ffs i will manmode forever
>>41238275sameif I could have a 100% female body or even just a passoid body but have to boymode forever I would take itpronouns and names are just word gamesyou can put on one set of clothing or another whenever you wantyou can't change your bonesyou can't unmoid your bones
i miss wearing tshirts
people are still kind to me on occasion. I miss being a prince beloved by all except ugly men though. That was at 1-2 years of hrt
im probably just dumb as fuck for believing trans people that say theyre happy
shambling and shuffling mindlessly till i kill myself because i got a bad dice roll at birth
i was 129 pounds for one day and on that day a man picked me up by the waist and moved me out of his way
>>41238369>gets jealous when you talk to other guys>low self esteemthis guy's a wife beater
>>41238391yeah but really it’s your fault for leaving the tendies untended to watch him and his friends play dnd
>qottnot really, some of my earliest memories involve being known as weird and taking pride in my uniqueness. thankfully i never got treated too poorly for it
>>41238077>QOTTno not really. my parents tried to force me into being normal by making me go to church and play sports but even when I believed I was normal I was still socially outcast in these groups. even now I feel like a weirdo among people like me.
>people stopped calling me little miss and now they mostly call me ma'amive hit the wall it's over
i thought it as a meme but i genuinely look like my mom when she was younger
twink4twink is so good bros...
>>41239194fakemoder..
>>41238381how did that make you feel
>>41239639mommoder*
>>41239194people always said i looked more like my mom but i dont think i look like her just that i got more facial features from her than from my dad
i thought it as a meme but i genuinely look like my dad when he was younger
>>41238077QOTT Drop out from school, againLolI survived one month but i think its clear i am not compatible with the squares of this worldSighBack to the job search ;D
>>41239839unlucky
god i hate men
>more masculine at 20 than my dad was at 35
>>41238198based
i like men,.,..,
Ffs and squats will save me bcmy ass is so flat and my face is so masc
lilly tino.TINO = Trans In Name Onlyhas anybody looked into this? has she been flaunting thing in front of us the entire time?
>>41239850lol
>>41240504lily tino mogs me
I deserve to never feel happiness or joy in my life for the crime or having a moided skeleton and being a tranny who will never pass
>>41240504i would kill to be as fem as tino
>>41240542Why is it funny it makes me sadFuck u :(((((((
>>41240822bleak
>>41240768same
>>41240837i know, i've attempted twice over this already
all manmoders deserve happiness, i hope happiness finds us all
happiness is a bullet shot through the brain
>>41240868actually happiness is sleeping in your boyfriend’s arms
>>41240883but i don't deserve foid happiness like that
you all deserve misery and i hope you burn in hell
>>41240859True but not for me>>41240899Fake but not for me>>41240883I will never have this… it’s so over…
I hate being fake trans fake female fakewoman and fake humanMy body is fucjed forever cause I gained fat youngI can’t take care of my masculine issues and change themI’m permamaleDamnI’m a meffy bifucked nothingDamnit
>>41240896gay men exist>>41240926youre attractive bro
>>41240958gay men are women
prog makes me look pregnant. i wish it didnt also make me bald and stink like a man
>>41240926jellyfishmoder, you’re not the exception to the rule. you deserve happiness as much as any other fellow moder
>>41241098get your 5ar2 inhibition on, young man
i wish I could get pregnant. I can never give a man the family he wants...
Frotting
>>41241127Prog can turn into dht even if dutasteride is used
men are disgusting that's why im trying to become not one
i will never be a woman i ruined my life lol
>>41241269same
>>41241269i kinda repped for this reason. wanted to be “one of the good ones” lol
>>41241368pussy bitch
sorry nona :/
will i ever pass? no
>>41241105That’s very compelling but have you considered I stop eating and let myself starve to death?>>41241159Actually so fucking real
unironically i got over the pregnancy brainworms because I kept seeing people here say they wish they were capable of having kids to please moids
IWNBAW
leerzeichen
iwnbaw iwnb attractive iwnb loved iwnb happy
>>41241423I can never be happy myself so might as well find purpose in making someone else happy
i look like a masculine sam altman
my straight male friends call me a FAGGOT
are women attracted to anorexic men with conetits
>>41241505hot
>>41241506get fat :/
>>41241516too broke to eat
>>41241512the two i would let fuck me have cis gfs tho
>>41241516this is the tranny equivalent of that thing where girls tell their prettier friends to cut their hair super short
>>41241423Yuck wtf do people really think like thatThats so pathetic desu
i wish i could have abortions
doing literally nothing but injecting to manage gender dysphoria then complaining about how manly i am
>>41241614women look like women regardless of what they do
why does the two friends that flirted with me have gfs now and none is me
>>41241637but real women put so much effort into their appearance
transitioning and then pining after your male bsf is kind of disgusting desu
>>41241646how do I get female bones
>>41241661just put in more effort hon
actually there are 6'2 women with 36" underbusts and 22" bideltoids :)
>>41241670will makeup hide my wide shoulders and conetits?
>>41241646women look like women, even the ones who put zero effort
>>41241674just practice makeup hon you can be 5'4 with makeup
how tall are the menmoders
i am literally a twinkdead man with titsbeing a faggot was a mistake
i look like a sexy mid 20s ghoul twink i just need to lose weight and get a fat ass at the same time but idk how
considering getting a mastectomy
actually im looking in the mirror and i look retarded and insane actually
Women dont put effort in to look pretty, anyone with sisters would know that girls wake up beautiful…. effort is meme u either pass or dont
5’6
it's the bones
i have male face bonesi try and look pretty and its like looking at my dads facebro
>>41241656why
manmoding with a gay bf is a special hell
fuck this gay life but i really wish i wasnt so irredeemably submissive because its simply impossible for me to ever experience sexual satisfaction
>>41241744Thank god my gf likes women
>>41241656fuck you
>>41241749fucking real i hate getting my dick touched so there is no real way that doesnt take a days worth of prep
>>41241760fakemoder
>>412416925’11. definitely not good, but far from the worst it can be>>41241714lots of annoying straight men disagree, look at how often some post of “look at how disgusting [random attractive cis woman] looks without makeup!!” goes viral every week
>>41241656WHY is it wrong
>>41241773its more about how ugly my body and soul is and my lack of confidence to ever seek anything out
>>412416925'79''
>>41241784i would be perturbed if it happened to me
>>412416926'2".
>>41241797but they used to tease me when we studied together and i were just a twink. they have gfs so i dont do anything but i still play with them
>>412416926'0 and I like it, actually wish I were taller sometimes
i have a broad and prominent chin that juts out an inch past the rest of my face like waluigi
just looked in the mirror again its more like wario
>>41241921I see waluigi in the mirror
>>41241914I'm like if he lost his chin but kept everything else
have to go several years without killing myself to save for ffs its so over
>>412416925'7. doesn't matter though since I'm bricked lmao. most tall 6'0+ trannies I see have small shoulders and better proportions anyway, wish I was taller sometimes and not a manlet with gyno
>>412416926'2''
body horror is real
>>412416926'2
>>41241692im 5'6
i just see ts mf
my face is so incredible and unmistakably male it is the only thing keeping me from passing
fucked up my injection so now my thigh hurts real bad :(
Waow, so many 6'2''
>>41242233I was lying im actually 5'8
my existence is not "content"
>>41242254I'm going to bully you for being short
mom gave me edibles, yippee. they’re the ones i bought for her a while back but i guess she only used once or twice but idc, i’ve been having too mooch off friends for weed for a bit, glad i can get high whenever again. the perks of her not knowing i’m a tranny
>>41242279im average >_<
>>41242289the male average in fact
https://unsee cc/album#k1z7QWUYOa26i did what i was supposed to, started skincare, working out, grew my hair out, got on HRT, did my eyebrows, and nothing changed. my family just calls me faggot now and tell me to cut my hair and my bros just act like nothing happened because nothing did.i just look like a man with long hair now and it’s killing me. yeah yeah i know long hair youll hate me for that but i like my fucking stupid balding hair because i need it. i just thought it was possible. i didn’t realize how far away it all really was until i started. i dont go outside anymore, and im neurotic and stare at the floor so i cant even act normal either. ist es fur mich vorbei? i need a job but im a fucking freak!i bit off more than i can chew and because im a self sabotaging pussy my life went to shit!! not gonna quit either cause i’m addicted to estrogen!! fucking feds!!! you know how they say no one’s coming to save you? they’re RIGHT!!! so i’m depending on myself, and that’s the worst mistake of my life. i know this isn’t failed transition general so feel free to berate me but i have nothing so please just deal with my yelling into the void
i dont have a single friend
>>41242289So? You are short
>>41242360kill yourself foid i actually hate you so fucking much
i hate boymoders with every cell in my body
>>41242360God will punish you for posting this
some people have no idea how easy they have iti will never EVER be a woman and i never can be
>>41242360you are a terrible personi am praying profusely that you burn in hell after living the long fulfilling life that you will live
total boymoder death
>>41242360GET OUT OF THIS THREAD YOU FUCKING PASSOID
its already down :(
i have no one and nothing and even you guys hate me i dont get it anymore
LOL WHY DOES EVERYONE GET TO BE A SMOOTH BABY FACED PASSOID BUT ME!!!!!!HOW SKINCARE AND ESTROGEN WORK FOR EVERYONE BUT ME!!!!!!!!EVERYONE BUT ME!!!!!!!!
>you're actually just an asshole trying to get more attention by being mean to people you see as lesser than youit just keeps happening
why do the wrong people get to be women
repgen
>passoids want to colonize yet another gen
>>41242511it's been this way for 5 years
only thing i rep is my set bro
>>41242511she belonged here
some people are changed by estrogen and it saves their livesive only been mutilated and twisted into a freak howeverim just disappointed
my id says i'm 5'8" and i'm not ever telling them it's actually 5'10"
I get to be a man with a body that doesn't make me want to die quite as badly and that has to be enough
>>41241656what if i was pining after him pretransition
why are my hips so small and why is my face so masc?
>>41242657yy chromosomes
>>41242662probably. i look like the hulk
i was an attractive man and i thought id be an attractive woman now my horrific tranny body makes me want to die even more
i look and sound like this
my jaw and brow have been flexed for months im getting angularity where it wasnt angular before
>>41242676unsee
>>41242676don't unsee they laugh at you in private
>>41242716meds
>>41242725
my jaw used to be way less angular what happened wtf happened why an i getting more masc
i'm so masc i have 24 pairs of chromosomes and they're all xy
>>41242716thats why i post them
WHAT HAPPENED TO MY JAW OVER THE LAST YEAR WTF
nothing
>>41242784untrue, my masseters are enlarged
>>41242790i have no idea what that means ngl
>>41242802clen your jaw
>>41242802fakemoder
im an ugly iecw of shit and this is my rotture chanber
i look more masculine than ever after a year of hrti havent been eating and you can see my extremely moided skeletoni moved somewhere with hard as fuck water and theres solid fucking calcium deposits in my skin and in my hair and i look raggedmy face also became more square because i cant stop grinding i think im just gonna kill myself about it atp
>>41242839>my face also became more square because i cant stop grindingthis! this! So much this bro
>>41242818how
>>41242839eat, bitch
>>41242896if you arent under such immense stress that youre grinding at all times youre a fakemoder
>>41242917meds
>>41242939manmoding isnt stressful to you?
>>41242904how
>>41242955im not a manmoder
>>41242965then fuck off
>>41242968but i dont want to
>>41242965okay you really dont have to be a bitch about it
my life sucks i hate manmoding
>>41243114then don't
>>41243134no other choice
>>41243186doubt
>>41243199rep=early deathhonmode=gendered male anyways
stuck between a gock and a hard face
>>41243134you wouldnt say that if you saw me
gock is such a disgusting word
everything transgender associated is disgusting and sounds disgusting
reppers
that's why it's mock and mussy in this gen
ill rather just say penis if im absolutely forced to refer to it
benor
benis
im being tortured
I am the forever moggedi just want to mog once, one time, but i never will
>>41243420good
i wish i had hips but i never will because i started too late. it’s funny because hips are the only thing that are important for getting a boyfriend
I am vile and inherently unlikable. no one has laughed at my jokes. no one’s ever actually smiled because they’ve seen me coming into the room. no one’s looking forward to hearing from me. i don’t blame anyone but myself. im just a sick reminder of whats wrong. the antithesis to everything right in this world. i am a disgusting mess of a “person”. no one genuinely loves me. everyone has this incorrect idea of me. the person they think i am. i’ve never ever been held to what i am before. by normies, ridiculed and stared. at home, berated and a joke. to friends, falsities and flattery. to you, a reminder of the feditity and selfishness of the common “person”. i think it’s nice to want someone who could really understand what makes you, you. someone who knows what you like, what makes you tick, what you hold dear, what you could throw away, what you are, what you want to be, what you cry about, what you aspire for, your dreams, your nightmares, your values. but everyone has a chip on their shoulder. me too, that’s life. im just so dejected. i wish i was likable. i wish people could tolerate me. i am a thorn in the side. a poison with no antidote. or some other shitty analogy that i can’t think of. i want to get everyone. and no one wants to get me. i hate being alone because i’ve been alone my whole life. all i can think about as i cry is the same little idiot who was doing the same thing a decade prior. crying into the pillow alone. forever and always. thinking about what is so wrong with me. maybe one day i’ll get over myself and realize no one needs to care about me. the truth is it’s all i’ve ever wanted and more. should i visit my addict father tmrw? i’m trans btw
yeah not reading that but i read the first sentence and now i know why
>>41243449same
>>41243449your father is probably an addict because you're a tranny and also annoying as fuck
my ribcage is wider than my iliac crests
>>41243509idgaf
>>41243521ok? Sybau
>>41243449
>>41243528i look like this
my ribcage cost more than ur moms life
relationship drama is better than this
>>41243444>>41243449>>41243509manmoder general not blogmoder general
wrong
male puberty gave me nice iliac crests
>>41243561
no such thing as a trvemodernone of your problems are real
i was never supposed to troon but god gave me lifelong dysphoria
here’s a really big post about some stupid bullshit you don’t care about please talk to me
boymoding today
>>41243589if you don't do this you're a fakemoder
if my parents loved me i would be a woman right now
sneedmoding today
tried to voice train today but it made me depressed so im mutemoding forever
i take hrt for agp but when i take it my agp dies what do? i lose all interest for femininity and become a regular straight dude, typically then i become a slob and stop taking hrt until the cycle repeatsshould i just stop forever and become an ugly old man (which i kind of am alreadyor maybe an attractive old man like go to the gymim cis as far as i know
girlmoding everyday
>>41243622wrong gen
>>41243619I mangoon’d to this
>>41243625oh yea forgot this was repgen
girlmoding in my head and in my soul
>>41243619keep taking it as agp is a dangerous fetish that puts real women in danger and gives a bad name to true transsexuals
>>41243637it makes you so angry that other people are worse off than you
>>41243639i hate being a lobotomized asexual i havent gooned in 3 weeks, agp thoughts make me wanna cry now when i used to goon 24/7
>>41243637no we take hrt here. just fuck off to mtfg anthy
this is all so stupid, i only transitioned because my dick is small and i'm gay
there is always someone more ngmi than you. you do mog someone out there, whether you realize it or not
i should just die im not cut out for this
>>41243655woah me too
there are a finite amount of humans so someone is the ngmi-est (its me)
>>41243655lmfao
>>41243670you probably mog mei alone am a manmoder
>>41243670you are literally not the most ngmi
>>41243685>>41243678you do t know what i look like
>>41243661modesty is a virtue
>>41243678wrong.
>>41243580>none of your problems are realI used to tell myself shit like this as a repper, glad I got over it
>>41243704gender dysphoria isn't real and you ruined your life for nothing
>>41243707repper? tourist?
hi lari
fr tho the person who wins the trvest moder of all time award is durian
>>41243619>wahh I become normal after I take my medicine so I stop and it comes back, what do I doooo
>>41243693I don't have to, I know I'm worse.
>>41243712trvke dropper
the sexual tension itt is insane
>>41243707i used to say this all the time until testosterone ruined my life
>>41243722how much do you get paid by my gang stalkers
>>41243733...insanely absent?
>>41243742nothing, im doing for the love of the game
>>41243715durian is a larp
if i could do it all over again i would've just enlisted and died in Afghanistan i also found out the hard way you're NOT supposed to say stuff like that to Afghanistan vets irl
should i lock in and man up
>>41243776you sound extremely autistic
>>41243780in my defense i was extremely drunk on all of the multiple occasions i did that
>>41243778i’d tap
transition, like life, is a competition. im losing.
>>41243778mogs me
>>41243716this will sound kind of insane but i wanted to troon out to be able to look younger than my age and dress in ultra feminine japanese frilly clothes, if i lose the drive to do that then whats the point
murphy was the only thing keeping you ladies together everyone needs a villain
>>41243811ew
>>41243817see? the hate can be directed at one person and we all forget our trauma
i got one of those pepe wojak yt thumbnail videos in my recommendations today in spite of never having watched one
I wish trump would summarily execute me for being a failtroon
i look like this
hitting myself repeatedly until i become a better version of myself
>>41243885yes please hit a bit
you want that
i hung myself and now 1 side of my face is droopy and i cant do basic math and i cant really think or talk or make jokes like i used to and sometimes my internal monologue stops which it never used to do and then i feel like an animal. also my memory doesnt work
>>41243908lol
carving her name into my left arm
>>41243927i also became more racist and conservative
yes please cut a bit
i cant hit as hard as i used to be able to
crazy how i was malefailing with short hair
>>41243878
I LOVED HER
At least im reading fiction again
if you have EVER malefailed you don't belong here
>>41243973its missing the music
>>41243982shut up
>>41243982what if i malefailed a few times years ago, detransitioned for several years, got significantly more moided, and haven't malefailed a single time since retransitioning? hypothetically speaking
ive only ever momentarily gender frauded the elderly
>>41243999lol retard
>>41243982tbf even lots of cis men with chest or back length hair can malefail from behind lol, don’t think that really counts
3 years hrt zero malefails but it makes sense because my face is hyper masculine and my body is hyper masculine and my gait is hyper masculine and my voice is hyper masculine and my demeanor is hyper masculine and my personality is hyper masculine and my soul is hyper masculine and my gaze is hyper masculine and my self harm is hyper masculine
>>41244010yeah i know, don't rub it in
>>41244011i was malefailing with a buzzcut
cruelty general
kill mei LLMEPLEASE i hate my life
you are the strongest, stand proud
i hate being sober.i hate feeling. i hate thinking. i hate existing. i hate waiting around just to die.
>>41244054proud of what
i know this is weird to say and think but i feel like a black woman during segregation. it’s entirely self imposed but still
>>41243828that doesn't work that way, I'm "ew"ing at you both
first digits that are hit is whoever dies first from this gen i'll go firstjune
>>41244073based, i love sosa
(Me)
>>41244101rolling for chuddette
(You)
murphy
>>41244133LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
do me next
>>41243982omg shut up
abhor the fakemoder
>>41244133Does this mean i am supposed to dieWhy would u curse my life like thisI am dropping out of school, it is cursed enoughSighWhy do i have to do manual labour i wish i won the lottery and could just lay around baka
>>41244173murph call me baby!!!!dont got much time left
some people put their money in a bank or invest it, i just walk around with a kilo of gold in my ass
>>41244181416-921-2191
would you kill to survive?are you proud to be sent into battle?don't be a pussy!be ready!
Damn i think all the people in school could tell i was a tranny and i got discriminated or somethingWtfAnd one of the teachers was so rude to me and belittled me in class a bunch of times :(
>>41244200calling rn and asking for finest bottle service
why do boymoders want to exist in manmoder spaces so badly
we need more boymoders in here to be honest
jesus what got the thread back to last week’s super fast activity level while i napped? it’s taking forever for me to catch up
boymoders and manmoders. united
>>41244266bad actors
