Fuck my stupid moid lifeIwnbawIwnbttIwabamIt’s all bullshit.>no self expression>assimilate to my environments>never customise my needs, or my surroundings just go with the flow, let everyone and everything run me over>fake jokes feelings and masks>pretend I am something all the time>self hate lose who I am>faketroon cause it sounded nice and I went with it once I learned about hrt and what trans means>already too late>low dysphoric>agp mef rogd tocd phenotype already developed>iwnbawWhat am I fucking doing???No personhoodIt never begunKindness is not enough.MALE MAN MODING
>>41239294I am just like you fr fr
>>41239294sounds like you really ARE a woman
>>41239629LmaoLmaoLmao
ok
>>41239294I don't remember making this post about myself
it's all for nothing anyways, the sun is going to explode in a few billion years experts say
>>41239294probably youre busy doing something that has nothing to do with personality.
>>41240479Yeah coping!
>>41239294Iwnbaw becayse I grew up as a cis male 100% of the time and trooned at 25 after knowing about femboys snd trannies for a decade
>>41239294i am just like you reallyi look in the mirror and i see nothing i am nobody i dont feel like anything.my desires are just wallpapering over this emptinessi look at myself like why the fuck am i a tranny why am i doing this to myself i dont think i even want this and im not even doing it welli just wanna feel normal ive never felt normal or felt like a real personim tired of wearing a mask all the time
>>41241582And the fact other trannies get to be with each other and they are getting better while you are just standing in the corner knowing: “ I’m nothing like them my soul is fake”
>>41241650yeah ive seen it in my friends, they actually have a soul, they are actually themselves they are acting as themselves there is no pretense. there is no far off future where they can start acting naturally, they already are there they've always been there. and im just trying to act and keep up and fit in. why would they want me to be there, im not a real person
>>41241681i found outthey dont care if im there or notat least i can be a dude guy(tranny) with ym cis friendsthats the realest me
>>41239294ok tranny
I want to give you a hug
>>41239294same I think I isolate myself bc when I’m around other ppl I always feel like I’m pretending to be like them. and I know im only taking e for my own sexual satisfaction
>>41243375Nah you don’tIf it’s pity I don’t need itIf it isn’t you’ll hate me soon enoughI don’t blame you for pitying meBut dont regret being near me. I’ve had people come in my life just like that and live broken. All of you are broken abc I can’t take care of you. Not anymore.I’m better off alone anyway
>>41239294real. even when I try to socialize and do a good job pretending to be a person as soon as I'm alone I just feel empty again I wish I had any semblance of a personality or identity.
>>41243488This only makes me want to hug you more. Just to prove you wrong, and that I will never come to hate you
>>41243594Maybe notBut you’d leave And I’d want you toIt’s ok dwI have someone to trustI can liveJust as a half human non personIt’s a life stillSurvival
