Everything Is tainted by the bastardisation of body mind And soul, how do you all live with the knowledge that your existence is only imitation? Its never enough, no amount of bodily modification can change the base. It Will Always be there. The daily thoughts of suicide And death persist, it has been too long. But I have too much to live for. I pass, i have a good comfortable life and yet the hinderance of the body makes it all worthless. I cannot find a solution to this dilemma, Is it better to simply die already and spare myself the pain or continue suffering in the false hope that some day the pain might dissepate or become unimportant? It hurts every day and it always will.
it hurts because you have an expectation, it hurts because just like all the other trannies you wanna be the woman you like and not the woman you are.you wanna be cis, and you're a trans womanAccept you're trans and move on, or go for third gender thinking, that'll take some of the weight off
>>41239458this only works for hons if u third gender as a ayden u just look like every other theyfab trender. at least if a pooner just calls himself trans he can use the “its technically just an adjective” cope, but that still only goes so far when there will always be something irreconcilably wrong with your physical existence
>>41239458I saw the jonkler shoot a man on live television. In technicolor I saw it happen.
>>41239458I find transsexuality repulsive. This Is exactly the problem, i cannot even begin to imagine coming to accept it. I think in terms of male woman or female man, and it Is a putrid abomination, we should not exist at all. Dysphoria has corroded and tainted my world and i fear it has gone too far for that to change.
>>41239617Most troons and poons just start to lose connection to reality and withdraw, telling themselves false and unprovable affirmations like how stealth and passing they are, using this to build a cope conclusion that they aren't trans anymore and "made it": comparing themselves to worse-looking trans examples.It is a psychological adaptation rooted in the damning dread of never escaping what they are.The most sapient and stable trans people don't seem to have a problem calling themselves or others transwomen and transmen.
I struggle to even use "trans" terminology like ftm or mtf. It's revolting and i cannot think of myself in these terms at all. It's disgusting. I don't understand why we are grouped in with LGB when we are only people suffering some form of genetic mistake. Everything would be different if this was seen as a predisposition and "trans" women and men were seen as their true sex, just with a condition, as opposed to freaks who want to be the opposite sex.
>>41240193But no one sees you as what you mentally idealize yourself asThat's invisible to everyone
>>41240213I am aware. Its too bad i can differenciate between the reality and my ideal. All too well, Is it better to just die at this point. I like some things about life but the pain outweighs the good, or it is more as though the two are constantly conflicting. Theres a lot id still like to do, but i am tainted. Death would be Freedom.
>>41240112weird gender changing animals are more common than cum-in-my-wives-pussy type
>>41240301I love how faggots would rather write this gay poetry than put effort and change or kts
>>41239617twinhons, and anyone who ends up looking like a weird old twink at 40 can benefit from thisThis is just tranny talk frorm a fag that got psyopped by Fox news
>>41239375>what’s the point of living inbecause if i eat a lot and exercise my butt gets really fat and i can be like okay at least it’s not that bad cus my ass is fat>>41240213one day i will be completely broken down and reconstructed in an idealized image even if only after death
>>41241460It's So Joever.
>>41241932Jesus christ are trannies unbearable doomers
