Being p much free of dysphoria and enjoying my life so farOnly the loneliness puts a slight dampener on my mood but w/e
staying alive for my familythat's it really
>>41242010the relentless drive to cop one bag after another to stave off the dopesickness for another day
>>41242010that one day ill be with my bf and ill be okay with myself and feel like im lovable
nothing really
>>41242010Nothing
>>41242010nothing
>>41242010i dont want to die
>>41242010boobs, mostly
>>41242010cowardice. too much of a pussy to kill myself
>>41242010constant fear
>>41242010nothing bro
>>41242010My MOM and my SISTER and my HOMEGIRL and the memory of my DOGG (rest in peace puppy) and waiting for new MUSIC from my favorite artists and playing VIDYA and studying in SCHOOL and reading new BOOKS and eating delicious FOOD (but not too much, gotta watch my figure and my health!) and doing my SKINCARE and WORKING OUT because you never know if a hott guy will show up in your life and you know, just generally doing LIVE LAUGH LOVE!
I don't want my brother to get fucked up from me dying
>>41242010friends and family would be sad if I went 41. sunk cost. also naive yearning for real romance before I die (it will never happen)
>>41242010Fear of death.
>>41242010
>>41242010boyfriend
>>41242010Not much. Fear my health may be failing.
>>41242010a potential future in which I have a boyfriend