I'm happier now that I'm a passoid than I've ever been but I kinda mourn the innocent boy I used to beI miss being a trapI miss thinking JoJo memes were really funnyI miss getting excited when leafy uploaded a new videoI miss thinking to myself "drugs are bad id obviously never get addicted to them" I miss being in sex ed and vomitting when they went into detail about female anatomy and thinking "I'm gay I'm not ever going to need to know this" my life sucked and it's a miracle I didn't kill myself but I miss the broken survivor I used to be
>>41243183doesn't sound like you miss being a boy you just miss being a kid which is something pretty much every adult that wasn't severely abused as a child missesistg like half of this board is people thinking the most basic life experiences is some queer thing
>>41243183The bare mattress is such an indicator of a troubled life. I've been there.
>>41243183romanticizing pain to get through suffering is great until that pain is over and u lose the one thing u could romanticize at all
is Op still here
