delusion edition>QOTT: do you feel like a woman on the inside?>QOTT2: are you willing to give up your old self to become something new and better?previous: >>>41222763
>>41244359QOTT: I feel empty and inhuman and like nothing, this is the most me that I am I’ve always been me I’ve never felt like a boy or girl QUOTT2: I’d sacrifice everything to feel like a human and to not be a man
>>41244359take your HRT, retards
>>41244491dubs and i'll do it, but promise to never haunt repgen again.
high as hell eating egg salad sandwiches and listening to steely dan. the dream>>41244359qott: idk not really mostly just get sad nobody treats me like oneqott2: lol lmao>>41244491no <3
>>41244491make me...
>>41244359>QOTT: do you feel like a woman on the inside?no, and that's one of the key reasons i rep. i'm not a woman in any way, shape or form. i'm just a shitty guy that wants to escape my past mistakes by becoming someone else.>QOTT2: are you willing to give up your old self to become something new and better?i would do anything to feel alive and new. i feel stuck in every way. the stars must have lined up so perfectly during my birth, because every time i try to move forward, i'm forced to put in the effort of a marathon just to move one step. almost like the universe just makes things harder for me in specific.it's tiring.
>>41244552we live to rep another day
>>41244491Repress, neverpasser>>41244552why even roll, youre not gonna do it anyway
dubs and ill do absolutely nothing
>unconsciously/semi-consciously rep until having a child>have huge dysphoria crashoutWhat a cruel fucking planet this is
>>41244688no that's gay, repression doesn't work
>>41244359no but I also wasn't raised as a woman and I'd say that has a lot of influence on my own desires and actions to some degreeI feel starting anew as "better" doesn't guarantee similar things won't happen that would end up with me in the same pitfall I'm in now, could even be worse or I could end up being mean and terrible to people
How do you cope with feeling abandoned by god? When all the begging staring at your ceiling at night goes nowhere?
>>41244359>are you willing to give up your old self to become something new and better?There is nothing in this world I hate more than myself, so yes.
>>41244491stop doing this chudette, you look like an ugly abomination, why do you think estrogen was the right choice for you lmao>>41244843just rape god
>>41244843Stop believing the jewish god's propaganda, for one thing.
>>41244962It just feels like a reasonable request to pray/beg for spiritually helpful things from god or the universe or whatever and when theres no response its hopeless. Seems cruel
I look and have the personality of this guy but deeply wish to look like a womanI refuse to believe god is real because he wouldn't do this to me.
