your boyfriend is your refugehe is your lord and he will protect your soul
>>41251841i want to have a trans girl as a wife who is genuinely stupid but doesnt realize or doesnt understand that she is. i want to make most of her decisions for her, i want her to accept everything i say without a single question. if i tall her to get into a humiliating pose, she will do it. if i tell her to piss herself she'll do it. she should spend most of her day glued to me.
>>41251841tfw will never have a dom bf who degrades and uses me
>>41251841lDK if anyone is ANYONES "lord" but Significant others SHOULD protect each other, its kind of important to know you have at least ONE person in your corner.
>>41251841I dont deserve a boyfreind... femcel forever... i need to kms
>>41252395you sound irresponsible>>41252433how about a dom bf who loves and cherishes you?>>41252451i think it can happen but people need to keep their wits about it or it can turn ugly fast>>41252631you deserve a loving man to own you
>>41252639>how about a dom bf who loves and cherishes you?ummm could i have both? Is that even possible?
>>41252664of courseit's sweeter that way as there is a contrast
>>41252639i wish i did the last man to be interested left me... i begged him to stay yet he left me... i dont deserve a man
>>41252639why do you say that i sound irresponsible
>>41251841YaIm basikally emotionally dependent on him lal ,he helps keep the bad thoughts away
i need this but not my bf and not that serious i need a boy that we can just be friends and kiss each other and fuck in exchange for stuff bc if i had an actual bf id genuinely go insane and wanna cut myself and codependency isn’t as hot as it sounds it’s just pathetic
>>41252395i dont think im stupid but most guys seem to treat me like i am and it makes me feel all giddy
>>41251841I want that to be the case. I need a lot of help and protection and a strong desire to feel safe. I have money, I can support myself and him, but I need emotional help and physical help. No man wants me though. I'm fat and disabled. Needing a cane is not sexy, being fat is not sexy, struggling to do basic things is not sexy.
>>41251841Please stop making these posts they are detrimental to my ability to suppress the need for a chud boyfriend who completely owns and controls me
>>41252712sdhsgldfjds;l i need a boy to hold me down and call me a faggot loser and reach his hand under my shirt and grab my boobs and then make me give him head and then we cuddle after
>>41253233Aww, but wouldn't having a man who treats you like you're not smart enough to make your own decisions be sooo nice?
>>41253291Yes but I'm a leftist I don't want to be attracted to chuds or submit to chuds even though I am and I do
>>41251841i have a boyfriend but i do not deserve him and sometimes work to push him awayit makes me really sad that i cannot be loved
>>41253389what do you do that pushes him away?
>>41253455sometimes i just refuse to go on dates or see him since i don't deserve that
>>41253209most guys? what do you mean by that. any examples
>>41253481idk guys sorta dismiss me and look at me like im really stupid when i say stuff and get all condescending.like if im in a group and some of the guys are talking about something and i ask a question they give each other looks and answer me like im 5 years old. or like if im having a one on one conversation with a guy he will take every opportunity to explain something to me and like act sort of smug about it idkits sort of annoying but also it makes my tummy feel kinda weird
>>41253481>>41253771like weird good i mean
>>41253771That's really cute. i wish i had a girl like you on my lap. i would tell you how cute and pretty you are, even if u are a bit stupid and pathetic. i still love u
>>41253792see reading this gave me the tummy feeling. i want a guy i can cling to and trust like thatit would be nice to be able to be like. completely comfortable about it because i do sort of get self conscious that people think im stupid.it would be better if i could be with a guy who thinks its cute and would be okay with me not understanding everything right away
>>41251841He is. He is my God, he is my purpose, he is my everything. He listens to and forgives me despite the way I am. Love is my religion and work is my prayer. My only motivation and wish is that we may be together forever.
>>41253832whats ur height and weight? where are you based?
I love my long distance e-situationship!!! Were pretty much married at this point
>>41254152sorry unless youre in the ny tristate area im only really looking for people who i can actually meet up with
>>41254301im not too close. but if we really do fit together well, a little distance aint gonna be a problem.
bump
>>41251841But he'll throw you to the curb as soon as you got infected by worms. Be careful trainers...beware...As he'll not pay for FFS...but throw you away like a broken toy instead...beware...
