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>>41253210Am failing at life right now, and have no clue how to get out of it.
>>41253224How are you failing?
>>41253229cant stop smoking, cant stop thinking about things either. Need to calm my thoughts, having difficulty.
>>41253244That doesn't sound like failing.When you're going through it, you do what you need to do to get through it.Shouldn't beat yourself up for that.
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all i wanted was one day out of the entire year
>>41253210My partner wants to kill themselves and while I've stopped them a couple times part of me low key wishes they would so life would be easier.
I still have a thing for Jewish femreppers
she probably wishes I were dead I agree, I only hung on for herNow I’ve gotten older without being by her side and all I can do about it is wake up everydayI just wish back then I didn’t want to die for you, i wanted to live for you. I kept all the worse parts of me coursing my veins until I decided to strike for your neck.Idk why I was so hellbent on losing everything constantly, maybe I am just my father’s child that can only see the bad.I think about it everyday, what I should have done and how I should have controlled myself. I mistook your love for advantage and thought the harder I fought the longer you’d want to keep me.In hindsight I know how stupid it was, you were right, I did fumble.I hope you are happy in this vast sea, I hope you have someone who listens to the things you love, that was always my favourite part of you. Be safe
>>41253210I've never been sad about relationships ending,but I had a best friend 3 years ago and I think about her every day.She affects me more and more as I get older.I only realize in recent years how right she was about everything...I've obviously made friends since then, but nobody compares to her and I doubt anyone will.
>>41253210it was hard without you but now that i talk to you again its hard to tell you what i really feel it comes down to: do i love you more than i love the pain? thats gonna be your restriction you place on me
>>41254457The pain is part of lust and will not go away, you just have not recognized it yet. There are no restrictions
that girl in the photo was literally you, wasn't she? you know that we'll always be tidally locked. the universe is a very strange place. <3 <3
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>>41253210i´ve been cutting myself again, im so done w my life, im not getting better
>>41254272I know a guy in the same position. Can’t help but feel bad for him, it seems like such a burden and makes him too scared to talk about the problems in his relationship with his s/o. I wonder if he’ll ever reach a breaking point
>>41254873Tbh it is. I love them with all my heart and want the best for them but it results in me bending over backwards to make them happy and take care of them. It's so hard some days
>>41254272I feel similarly some days. I wonder if I hadn't saved him last time, if Id be happy now. I cant keep walking on eggshells, wonder if the next thing I say will send him into the abyss forever...
bump, because i like to read
>>41255193About the same thing I’ve heard from him too. He still loves her ofc but hates taking care of her every needs plus I can’t imagine being held hostage to not break up by your own partner on threat of suicide, that threat is the only reason he stays with her. I hope it gets better for you and for him, somehow
>>41253210i really miss him :( it's a shame he's never coming back :(
>>41256348I have a her that I feel this way about. She wanders into my dreams every now and then, just to remind me of her.I miss waking up to a dozen texts or more because she just couldn't contain her energy overnight and needed to tell me something crazy about a story she was working on or a game she was playing.She was always worried that people found her annoying, but I never did. I loved every moment with her.
>>41256377why did she go away
I am the most hated person ever and I have nightmares because of how idiotic I was
there’s a guy who my heart pines for but I won’t ever be able to date him and it makes me so sad, the highlights of my days are when I text him throughout the day/night. I wake up thinking about him and go to sleep thinking about being in his arms. His voice is so pretty and he seems like such a sweet man, the more I learn about him the more i find myself attracted to him. he’s been through so much recently and I just want to hold him…I worry about him and worry that he’s not ok and I just want to be there for him…but none of my restless dreams will ever come true, i just don’t see how they could…i wish i could just be in his arms and cook for him and make him happy…
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