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it keeps happening edition

qott: what's your favorite scary movie?
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>>41253733
I stopped repping and got an appointment to start HRT, can I post here now?
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>>41253741
sure idk who said otherwise. deadgen can't afford to be picky
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>>41253733
I don't really think I've seen a movie that scared me properly
Angst was good but not scary
maybe house of the devil? it's very nice looking
the conjuring was spooky but I think it's bc I was all alone in the theater when I saw it
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>>41253733
blair witch
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>>41254240
have you seen the extended
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>>41254240
Blair Wide
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>>41254274
I don't know actually, what's in the extended?
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>>41254279
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>>41254298
there's two
one is the festival cut, with a few extra scenes (mostly arguing) and less annoyingly obvious sfx. 15~ min longer
the other includes snippets from the documentary and all of the deleted scenes they could get in decent quality. doubles the length
the latter is more of a curiosity but the festival cut is good
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I miss maiq
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>>41253733
QOTT: No joke, but I adore the movie Sleepaway Camp
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I really liked jeepers creepers on the first watch
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>>41254405
I think I've seen a version with more clips from the documentary they're making in it idk if I've seen the double long thing though I'll look for that
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if you come back here because you’re lonely without me just keep in mind that blaming me is retarded and exactly why you’re alone yet again
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blar witch is great. shame the sequels suck
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You're a sissy, not a woman
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>qott: what's your favorite scary movie?
Hostel
Idk something about the whole epsteinian way of life combined with the setting of an average hostel hits deep
>>41255212
I'm Ayden
>>41254482
Ohhh that one was good
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>>41253733
QOTT: basic bitch answer but probably Scream
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>>41255172
did you see it when it first came out
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>>41255349
no I saw it in like 2009
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trips i move to oakland
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>>41255663
fuck

hereditary is my fav movie
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what indie game should I buy from the steam sale
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pushy pajeet booter tried to rape me but the jokes on him i have no depth he cant fuck me there
groin sore
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I hope yall have a good day. Remember that you are valid, what you do matters and that you're gonna make it :)
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>>41255172
the 2nd has a song i like in it so its ok
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>>41253741
How many times have you coomed since making this decision?
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>>41253733
Frankenstein meets the Wolfman
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is there a laser hair removal guide out there
not like, how to do it yourself or anything. just general info i should know?
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>>41256640
Once out of boredom, I kind lost my libido really fucking hard after coming to terms with myself, not even in HRT, I'm still waiting for the appointment but I just feel close to no sexual drive lately, is this normal?
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Purple monster is better than white monster, anyways what should I expect from ffs recovery? Is it painful?
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>>41257246
Shut up about wanking jesus christ
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>>41258010
But I was asked... sorry...
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I am watching castration movie part two and I feel like I'm missing stuff because of lack of subtitles. Anyone else felt that?
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>>41253733
Why do so many trans women have a dark line on the underside of the penis? I've done t4t a little bit now and I don't understand why it's like that
>>41255677
What are you into? City builders, grand strat, fps?
Personally, I think Urbek City Builder is an underrated gem. It's <$5 right now
>>41257246
Losing your libido during transition is normal, and more normal during hrt.
For hrt: Women* can get horny. Men can get horny. But men and women use different chemicals to get horny and do so in different ways. Men use testosterone, and get horny more frequently. Men actually HAVE to get regular erections to prevent shrinkage and ED (this is one of the reasons behind morning wood). Women use estrogen (or at least, don't use testosterone primarily). They dont really NEED to get erect (clitorises do get erect, or at least engorge with blood via the same mechanism). They resultantly tend to get horny less frequently. Women's horniness tends to be cyclical, like many things about being a girl. Anecdotally, I find that while women tend to get horny less often, when women ARE horny, they tend to be hornier. Though, that's just an anecdote, and shouldnt be taken with merit.
Here's the problem though--when you transition into a woman, you're decreasing testosterone (either through mono injections or AAs), but haven't really built up enough estrogen and stuff to get "girl horny" yet. That takes a while. So it's common for trans women to have a weird intermediary point where they dont really have a sex drive. Most do gain it back after enough time on hrt, but not all do.
*Note for this section, by women and men, I mean cis women and cis men. The general principle is able to be extrapolated to trans women, but since different trans people are going through different stages of transition, the effect hrt has on each individual person varies.
For non-hrt: mental shit, getting in your own head, anxiety, etc is also pretty common in trans women, and makes being horny hard.
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>>41258600
>Why do so many trans women have a dark line on the underside of the penis?
Men have it too, estrogen just makes it darker

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penile_raphe
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>>41258632
>estrogen just makes it darker
but why? is it reversible?
Not that i care that much, this is more of a curiosity thing.
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>>41258600
>For non-hrt: mental shit, getting in your own head, anxiety, etc is also pretty common in trans women, and makes being horny hard.
I guess that's it, now that I'm finally starting I get way more self-conscious about it, I actually kinda like not feeling like doing anything
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>>41257143
you can do your own legs and stuff with a good laser that costs a few hundred
I get my face done and I have a REAL PROFESSIONAL that doesn't know how to send reminders that bitch
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>>41258688
It'll go away after SRS
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Can a MTF achieve this body with surgery? Or do larger implants not work on MTF chest?
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>>41259605
a cis woman couldn't achieve that body.
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>>41259634
I meant with cosmetic surgery.
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>>41259605
Just hydraulic press
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>>41259639
a cis woman couldn't achieve that body with cosmetic surgery either.
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>>41259646
Hmmm then I suppose you don't think a male could either then.

>>41259644
I'll just continue trying and report back in next year I guess.
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>>41259646
They just need to break their ribs
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>>41259661
>i suppose you dont think a male could either
not unless it was a dead male.
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>>41259664
Yes this was my thinking as well. I suppose talking about it isn't useful. Sometimes the mind just wants to share though. Or speak out loud.
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>>41253733

i really like the august underground series i think penance is my favorite
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>>41258995
how did you choose someone for your face?
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>>41254415
Same I also miss Maiq
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>>41261009
why? you dont know his name or what he looks like. he was basically a chatbot
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>>41261233
he could be nice to talk to when he wasn't being an mra Christ fellating weirdo
I miss salt too, and all the other mtfg friends
it's so sad that this entire community just fucking died
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>>41262178
maiq was a weirdo chaser I don't miss it but yeah I'm sad about what happened to mtfg not even mef posts here now
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>>41261233
Remember that time he posted his fat hand lol
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>>41262201
mef got permed/raided in the same way n*ko did
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>>41262224
what happened?
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>>41262224
you mean mef committed suicide?? what happened?
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Neverpassoid tranny who’s probably gonna kms soon. I impulsively quit my wage slave job and am gonna go drive across the country while I mull over suicide. Any suggestions on where to go visit? US tranny btw
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Do you take sincere crossdressing as an insult or a form of flattery?

inb4 zero replies to my question
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>>41262441
The northeast is very pretty right now, Vermont is lovely. My girlfriend and I went on a drive up there the other day and ended up in a town called Readsboro, which is in a tight valley with steep roads and apparently has a population of 702, although the majority of them seem to live in the hills outside town.
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making angry chicken and sautéed green beans tonight
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>>41262470
crossdressing is a fetish isn't it? apples to oranges, although for some crossdressing is driven by dysphoria like a phase before transition. I don't really understand the question.
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>>41262178
name every mtfg friend
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>>41262441

why not travel to other countries
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>>41262550

the term crossdressing refers to the act of wearing clothing associated with a different gender it’s not exclusively a fetish for example it’s commonly done in theatre
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>>41262669
I think that since it's done as a transgression act doesn't serve any progress
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>>41262501
I’m based in Cali so that’s kinda far out but maaaybe I’ll make my way over there. Thanks for the suggestion <3

>>41262640
Kinda ruins the vibe of driving out in a car somewhere but nowhere at the same time.
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>>41262470
what's the intention
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>>41262581
no, I'm terrible with names and remembering

>>41262501
I want to move to the Northeast bc of the climate, but it's also pretty up there
if only I weren't a useless piece of shit
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I think I'm going to start hormones next year. Just to see how it goes.
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>>41253733
>TQ
Lake Mungo. One of the best "start watching it by yourself at night not knowing what it's about" movie experiences. There aren't any real scares in it, it just becomes incredibly unnerving. One of those movies that leaves you feeling some kind of something for the next couples days.
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>>41253733 (OP) #
>qott: what's your favorite scary movie?
just watched picrel the other night, enjoyed it a lot and was certainly very scary. felt like i was going to throw up from the tension for most of the five hour runtime
>>41263230 #
I am also a useless piece of shit, I just happened to be born here. I've fantasized about moving but really I don't know that anywhere else would be better.
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>>41263359
pic looks like agp bait
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>>41263405
very much so, but it's also deeply critical of a lot of agp culture
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>>41263230
ok name 5 of your favs
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>>41263286
If you like Lake Mongus you'll probably really like this which in the same vein I recommend you don't research anything about.
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>>41263785
mado bc I like trainwrecks
salt bc they are smart and also lived near where I have family in England so there was a feeling of connection on some level
watashi bc they're a cool person despite the politics
haato bc Queen of mtfg
motoko anon was cool
lots of others and I'm sure there are some glaringly obvious names I'm forgetting so I'm sorry to ppl, I'm just very very bad at remembering on the spot names of people or people generally
it's like if somebody asks me to name movies or books or games I like, I just immediately forget everything I've ever seen or read or played entirely.

>>41263763
that's good then
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>qott
Aren't scary movies terminally malebrained though?
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>>41263857
you literally hate me feral feral no carp
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>>41263881
No.
Scary movies are for watching with your bf and slashers are for fantasizing about getting non-conned
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my mosquito bite hurts so bad and im ugly
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>>41263881
huh? If anything there are more women who are horror fans. Overlaps with true crime fandom
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>>41263882
idk who you are
the only posters I hate are blobbert and nomi
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>>41262204
lol his hand was normal what you didn’t like about it was it was white
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is growing your hair out a gateway drug to hrt?
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I came so much on MEF’s pics
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I dont know how to become hot in my mid 30s
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Hi why do you want to put things like penises in your butt? You know poop comes from your butt right?
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>>41263806
Savageland is great! I think it's slightly held back by the lack budget, there really should have been more clips of, like, national news reports and stuff mixed in, but it's still very good
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>>41265994
an exercise regime, good skin care, good hair care, flattering clothes and makeup
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>>41266107
>>41266111
Your butt makes poop
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>>41266114
That's only because I haven't started hormones yet
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>>41263989
you mean it?
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>>41266284
yeah, there are posters I dislike too but those two are the only ones who have severely negatively impacted my life outside of this thread
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>>41253733
I've decided I'm never gonna change my legal documentation because it's none of the government's damn business what my gender is and I sure as shit don't trust them with that information. Plus, strangers all gender me female anyways.
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every day is a transition from a sleepy mess to a respectable person if you really think about it
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Justbin case yall were worried, Gremlin made it here just fine. 30 second border crossing and a 6 month visa. Have a fine navy day, for me, anons :3
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>>41267652
Okay, now buy her a sublime shirt
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>>41267692
Sublime sucks ass
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>>41267652
oh that sounds wonderful, I hope you both have a lovely time
not idea who that is btw but it's the sentiment that counts mhm
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>>41267738
Youve clearly never heard their hong kong phooey cover
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did anything happen to river after got exposed for being a rapist?
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>>41267864
>hong kong phooey
you mean the cartoon with the African American dog who works as a night janitor but has a secret double life as a Kung fu master?
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>>41268113
Yes, sublime did a cover of its theme song
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>>41268127
can you record and sing it and post it?
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>>41268214
That would be me covering it and not sublime
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have any of you gotten an orchiectomy
I'm worried I'm going to regret it but I've wanted it for a long time
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>>41267757
It's gonna be a lovely autumn! Ty ty
>>41267864
Ill give it a listen
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>>41268379
>regret
bank your sperm
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>>41268490
“I love my dog” is another sublime hidden gem
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>>41268626
I do love my dog..
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>>41268555
no not in that sense, just the generall sense of mutilating my body
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>>41269045
>mutilating
I don't think that word means what you think it means
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>>41269044
And so did Bradley
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>>41269057
I mean like cutting up my body and removing healthy body parts. what if I feel less human bc my genitalia will be messed up looking
what if it increases cancer risk
what if there's something I'm missing that I'll find out after that'll give me remorse
I doubt it's as bad as srs given those horror stories, but I'm still worried
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>>41253733
i havent watched all that many, but probably get out

is this outfit agp and will my giant hon hands instantly clock me
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>>41269243
Castration looks good on women so its not mutilation.
It will reduce your cancer risk actually.
You'll be sterile and you'll need to be on hormones forever, also might be less material to work with if you want SRS later.
Other than that there's nothing to know
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>>41269261
honest initial first glance opinion, or trying to see the silver lining and good points kinda opinion?
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>>41269261
Its cute but the skirt should be slightly longer. Watch Silent Tongue
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>>41269324
why not both?
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>>41269341
okay, well at first glance, honestly looks more like an older person trying to cosplay an english schoolgirl
on the other hand, I guess that might kinda work for a punk musician look or something, especially with the dark eyes and hair
either way I think there is enough going on visually that nobody will pay much attention to hands
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>>41269367
yes, the musician look was the intent :p i appreciate the feedback
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>>41269390
oh yeh, I think the hair looks better like that, and maybe change up the outfit a lil like roll up the jacket sleeves or something iunno
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>>41269243
an orchie doesn't leave visible scars, a scrotectomy might. if you're trans your testicles are the source of the hormone that's causing your dysphoria so technically not healthy especially when you consider that you have to take AAs or monotherapy otherwise.
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>>41269307
I won't be getting srs ever and I'm always going to be on hrt anyway
I mainly just want to stop taking spiro

>>41269897
yeah true
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Man, time really changes ya
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>>41269977
oh u look like someone named lalalilly tbqh
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>>41263286
incredible movie.

i watched Cure last night. absolutely a new fav. i knew it was gonna be a heater within like 10 mins of watching it. k. kurosawa my goat
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>>41270002
Wild coincidence
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>>41269977
randy???
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>>41270046
Ugh my ghost vagina
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>>41268080
yikes
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>>41270071
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>>41270071
i wish something like that would happen to me
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>>41270071
>lol
>lol btw
Social media is a feverdream I'm happy to skip
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>>41270037
yeh, last I remember she was trying to get a green card to emigrate to the us
I guess that doesn't sound like a good idea anymore tbqh
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>>41270081
That's me famalam
Chillin as paramedic nowadays renting out apartments and living in my own apartment free of my brother n stuff
Feels good
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>>41270098
oh wells, things have a way of working out for themselves huh lmao
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>>41270105
Yeah, shame the US went so insane, would've preferred it
How have you been
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I hope the doctor doesn't have to touch my pp tomorrow for the orchi consult
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>>41270077
chat is it rape to want to have sex with your gf
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>>41270118
health problems, surviving, keep on keeping on, back at school but not for long, you know the rest
I should be a professor or doctor by now but I'm too lazy tbqh
also I am now 64 years old I have decided, almost time to retire tbqh
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>>41270176
Aww bless <3 what are you studying
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>>41270189
what am I not studying more like? basically neuroscience but two masters cos why only have one, if not three, cos what is better than two if not three tbqh
mostly do medical research tho
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>>41270229
Kino but understandable a f that you're not finishing it, wouldn't call it lazy
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>>41270146
the surgeon is gonna stretch and pull on *everything* for a good 20 minutes
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>>41270146
YOU'RE GONNA GET A BONER
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>>41270090
>>41270077
>>41270071
another navy victim?
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>>41270344
I'm more worried about flashback issues
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im hungwy :3
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>>41270238
yeh it's p cool, I could start a phd soon but not really feeling it tbqh
4+ years rooted somewhere...
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>>41270071
>>41270077
>>41270090
so she didnt say no and didnt show signs of not wanting it because she was afraid of them leaving? thats not sexual assault
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>>41253733
Cloverfield paradox maybe. I don't really like horror movies, but I like scifi. And since a lot of scifi is horror, I watched a lot horror anyways through that as a young teen. Some was good I guess.
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>>41270489
cringing my ass off at the sheer bragging going on here, oh my fucking god lol
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>>41271106
how is it bragging I just said I'm a failure lmao
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Are you allowed to go to a different city for planned parenthood and have them send the meds to a place in your city? It's only a 50 mile difference
I'm 34 but I'm terrified my ex gf that works at the planned parenthood I don't want to interact with someone I dated 13 years ago
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>>41271137
>heh, i could be a phd if i tried

ok, well you didn't lol. you sit there and smugly imply all of this academic prestige that you could totally have if you just put the effort in because you want to aurafarm with 0 actual achievement. it's totally cringe! get the degree or shut tf up lmfao. the "im a genius but im lazy haha" is for 14 year olds.
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>>41271203
i don't see why not. call and ask
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>>41271249
>I still need to wrap up this level
>but I could start the next level pretty soon
>but that would lock me in and not sure I don't want to shop around for a good place I want to spend half a decade first
>omigosh cringe bragging
>academic prestige
>aurafarm
hmmm if u say so lmao
sounds more like u have no clue what it really is
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Whatcha reading nonas?
t. reading Capital and Les Fleurs du Mal
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>>41271283
>erm i should be a professor or doctor by now but I'm too lazy tbqh

words of a loser who will never achieve anything lmfao, do it or shut up! id tell you to prove me wrong, but i know you won't. the second it gets hard, youre going to drop out and pretend you never cared in the first place and keep posting about how you'd totally be a doc right now if you weren't sooooo lazy. absolute cringe LARP.
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>>41270071
>>41270077
>>41270090
who are these people?
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>>41271317
what's your problem tho? did u fail at something and now need to make sure nobody talks 'too big'?
even if I'm not even talking big?
it's just more of the same, except that I would be beholden to a pi more than now and a financial backer, and poorly compensated if at all
so I can't talk about the fact that I'm not where I should be in life at my age cos I stalled??? lmao
like really weird thing to get upset about tbqh

so like I'm a laping loser until it happens and then if I do it I'm a larping loser when it happens cos I took so long since I'm way older than mid 20s .... ok lmao
and in both cases my prestige is still non-existent fyi lmao
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>>41271307
bongchon bride
it's really good
I have blindsight and echopraxia on the way
still haven't finished consciousness explained bc I can never give a good time to read it
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>>41269243
If you've wanted it for a long time that's a good sign that you want to do it.

If it's a real possibility for you and you're getting cold feet, here's a thought exercise. Imagine yourself five years from now. It's 2030, you're five years older, five years further along whatever your life path is. And you didn't get the operation because you were worried. How do you think 2030 you will feel about it? How do you think future you will feel about their choice to not do it?

>>41269261
no and no. You look very cute and normal. Cis women do the school girl look all the time. althought the skirt may be a bit short if your'e. like, going to work at a bank or something.
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>>41271470
waow, never heard of it. Blindsight was good shit though.
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>>41271419
just because i think you're annoying doesn't mean i have a chip on my shoulder because of my own failure. don't project that onto me. i just went to school with multiple people identical to you and all of you were insufferable and shit up the lab with the smug masturbation until you inevitably dropped out. every single one so obviously thought they were a supergenius because they made it thru piss easy undergrad courses with minimal effort. which, of course, only inflated their egos. just an extremely obnoxious type of person.

>ok lmao and in both cases my prestige is still non-existent fyi lmao

come on big dawg lmfao this is ridiculous.
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>>41269948
That reminds me, I've got a hormone question. I'm planning on starting DIY HRT soon, and I've red that if you do injections of a sufficient dose of estrogen, that's all you need. You don't need an androgen blocker because your body will respond by dropping the amount of testosterone it produces naturally.

Is that legit?
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>>41271481
yeh I can't wait to start it
and bongchon bride is super sweet, I had it recommended by Pinterest and I'm glad I checked it out
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>>41271505
not who you're asking, but yes. its called monotherapy and its what i do.
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>>41271502
well u do have a chip on your shoulder and you are projecting, I'm talking about things that make sense in my life
I dunno what happened to you or why you think that stuff is unreachable tbqh
it has nothing to do with me tho
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new sims expansion pack
what happened to the poster that was going to make a mtfg house for all the trips?
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>>41271477
I don't have a future me
I'm complete utter trash
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>>41271521
bottom line, you're bragging on 4chan about a graduate degree that you don't even have, which is rock bottom behavior. be well, ms umaruchan.
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>when they think you on a weekly, but you been doin' bi's to try to save some just incase shit hits the fan.
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>>41271531
but I'm not bragging, you're projecting, or inferiority complex or who cares
I just don't know why that has you in a conniption or how you think that has anything to do with ur own insecurities tbqh
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>>41271510
^^ hope you have fun nona
>>41271505
Yep. Having high enough sex hormones of any type causes your body to stop making more.
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I'm going to ask my friend if I can have a hug next time I see her.

Not a little hello/goodbye hug, a real long proper hug. Maybe even some assurance that I'll be OK.

I feel weird about it though. The male socialization in my head keeps saying it's bad to be a "Where's MY hug!" guy. But I'm not a Where's my hug guy. I'm a trans woman, and that's a really, really hard thing to be. I can't always carry it alone. I do need a hug sometimes.

Hopefully she's OK with it.
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>>41271627
pervert
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>>41271627
I used to have a guy friend who would hug me like that, it gave me life. it'd feel like getting a burst of vitality and I'd feel light as a feather and just so happy I could start laughing for no reason
I miss him so much
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>>41271645
yeh, it's just a practical thing for me to worry about, so I'm going to talk about it
try not to fetishize things like academic positions and retail store management positions too much lmao
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we have got to stop letting young trans women call themselves "butch" and use it to keep dressing masc lol. that is not what you want, it is pure cope trying to avoid pushing your transition and trying out femininity. you are allowed to be gay, but you should try feminizing before you decide you want to be masc.
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>>41271677
the worst is when trannies use the dyke slur like sorry Timothy you're not a dyke, you can't be a lesbian, you are just a gender conforming straight man with a fetish and a rapist's predatory heart
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>>41271693
this is so true basically we should round us all up and put us in camps
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https://voca.ro/17EXABR4uG2v
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i ordered slime mold from germany and i have to go to the post office in person and pay tariffs before i can receive my package. thanks trump
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>>41271530
I didn't want to say it but you have just confirmed it, my feeling from your original post was that you were just self-sabotaging. You were trying to find some vague excuse to not do the thing that you know will probably make your life better. Maybe you think you don't deserve it, maybe you think you'll mess it up, maybe you don't trust yourself to make big decisions, maybe you're just so used to self-loathing the idea of real positive change is scary. Whatever.

Here's a thought exercise. Imagine a you five years from now. Imagine that she doesn't hate herself. You know how that can happen for real? By making positive decisions for her starting now.

Maybe you're right, maybe you have no hope. Maybe you're completely cashed. But future you? Future you might have some life left in her. So fucking help her. Everything future you has is something you gave her. Do you want to give her the life you're living right now? Or do you want to stop wallowing in your own misery and start working to make her life better? She's out there waiting for you.
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>>41271519
>>41271608
Sweet, thanks. I did have a moment where I realized I'm going off a damn PDF I found on Bluesky and thought maybe I should get some feedback from literally anyone.
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>>41271979
none of my packages have been tariffed despite all being from overseas. maybe my post office doesnt care
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>>41271979
is that legal? like I thought you can't just import biological stuff like that
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>>41271693
that is obviously not what i was talking about and i think you should try to lighten up a little bit :)
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>>41272049
The infrastructure to actually collect tariffs was never set up, so yeah a lot of stuff is just going through for now.
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>>41272058

idk idrc lol
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Has anyone played a Silent Hill f yet?
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>>41268080
holy fucking shit she is so fucking hot
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>woke up like "hmm today I'm gonna dress slutty for attention" and the attention was some 50 year old dude with a whole ass wife and kids staring directly through my jeans
I'd say somebody come get your dad but everyone who could have done that was right there anyway
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has anyone ever noticed that every single really fat ugly bricky annoying trans girl always has a partner? what is up with that?
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>>41272253
magnetism
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>>41272029
marveling@ur syntax
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>>41272261
?
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i want to have sex with trans girls, but every trans girl is lying about wanting to top. literally every trans "top" has a whack ass stroke game and i can tell its because she feels ashamed and bad while she's topping. which also makes me feel sad for her, but its your fault! you told me you wanted to top!

i only want to bottom and men are really annoying and stupid so i just feel kinda doomed bc i havent enjoyed sex in years. every trans girl ive had sex with has totally failed to make me cum because they have the whackest most terrible dick game in the fucking world.

how do i fix this?
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>41272226
shut yo stupid ass up k@t of course you of all the people find a rapist twinkhom "hot"
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>>41272365
This is a solved problem. They invented combination chastity belt/strapons to trick trans women into feeling comfortable topping
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>>41272253
I think it's pretty much impossible to not get some attention, even unwanted interest if you post contact details
so it's less of a question of why they're in relationships, and more like why do you avoid or reject ppl??
I think there are some good reasons to be selective...
but then you might stay single for a while tbqh
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>>41271802
imagine the smell

>>41272152
I'll lighten up when I get a boyfriend
so NEVER!!
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>>41272249
did you let him smash your bussy
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>>41272408
if i wanted strapons, id date a cis woman. i like penis. theoretically i also like for the person fucking me to also be feeling good. its hot when theyre fucking me and trying not to cum. that turns me on.

i also think that trans girls are anxious not even purely about genital sensation, but the very act of being on top of someone and penetrating them is innately unpleasant for them. i think theyd all rather be bottoming and are lying/coping to themselves about it. and, like, i can hardly blame them. theres a reason i bottom and dont top, im just honest with myself lol.
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>>41272622
just date a normal guy then, get over your internalized homophobia
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>>41272659
its not internalized homophobia lol? i dont think its gross or wrong for me to have sex with men or women (and i dont consider the men who sleep with me necessarily gay). the issue isn't internalized self-loathing, its the fact that i think men are fucking annoying and weird and dumb lmao.
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>>41272221
yeah it's great
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>>41273290
How far have you gotten?
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>>41273321
I've finished it twice
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i LOOVE the saw movies, amanda is one of my favorite characters of all time hehe.
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>>41273327
who was your favorite character?
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Anons I have a blood test in a few days… last time I tried to get my blood drawn I almost passed out

Any tips to not faint? I am but a weak lil recovering boymoder
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>>41273327
Blobby
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>>41253733
anything with Ed and Lorraine, those are all so comfy cozy

>>41266912
fuckin real

>>41271317
i didn't know we were allowed to transition from male to insufferable cunt
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>>41271307
"What Is To Be Done?" and "America Against America"
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I was outside for like 2 hours and I saw three different hons
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dont think i actually like women or want to be one i just act like a sperg around real women desu i never spent much time with them besides my mawmi
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DOVE as soon as you read this do it

autumn leaves fall red
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trans women get so many spurious accusations of racism it makes them racist, according to this pedophile furry
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nobody gives a fuck abt racism bro
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What's the actual difference between a sissy and a trans "girl"? you seem exactly the same idk.
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>>41273526
for me, I have to turn away, close my eyes, and wiggle my toes
I have a needle phobia but I get perforated on a regular basis due to health issues
after I still feel nauseous, but that's just life ig
>>41273767
awww tru tbqh
>>41274646
it's an omen, the end is nigh tbqh
>>41275566
sissy is just a cross dressing man, but the obvious, and not so subtle, stale 'joke' is that you don't think there is a difference
being more direct and confident about the bigotry would probs work better fyi
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How do I cope with (sexual) harassment? I've kinda gotten to the point where I pass enough to get approached or kinda inappropriately talked to by bottom of the barrel men, but I don't think I pass well enough that I wouldn't have to be afraid of them having a gay panic moment if they end up clocking me. It feels shitty and scary and like I can't go outside and exist in peace. Do I have to start being genuinely careful when riding public transportation during the day? Because that would suck.
>>41275359
With everything that is going on are leftists really talking about white transfems being racist for the hundreth time?
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>>41274646
stop walking past mirrors
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>>41276497
Four hons if I count myself
Three hons that are not me, three entire hons in one day
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>>41276509
Why are trannies normally so so ugly?
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>>41276517
1) passing mtfs arent as noticeable, therefore you see fewer
2a) ffs is expensive and its illegal to do hrt early in puberty most places. 9 times out of 10 you see a passoid its because theyre rich and/or transitioned early. Add on to that fact that a lot of trans people have a hard time gaining access to resources on how to socially transition (makeup, "acting" the right way, etc), and you get hons.
2b) It's worse because (and this is more of a personal observation than statement of reality like the previous) hons generally tend to be so desperate or "outgoing" (but in a masculine way) that they are much easier to pick up on.
3) Human bias. you'll remember "eww, ugly tranny" a lot more than you will a trans girl who passes but looks decent or okay. Especially if youre already primed to see trans people as gross and disgusting.
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>friend outs me to his friends
>not even out of malice, just stupidity
All I want is a normal life
All I had was a normal life
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>>41277952
they already knew



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