I've been re watching Family Guy season 1 lately, despite the show being very fucking bad, there's something so sweet in the way Peter treats Meg in early seasons, and despite the fact that my parents love me, they are pretty headstrong in the fact they didn't raise a tranny, even going as far as sending me to conversion therapy. All I wanted was to be mommy and daddy's little girl, just like season 1 Meg (did I mention she's canonically AMAB?). Guess I'm destined to be later season Meg forever, mistreated, misgendered, the punching bag of the whole family.it fucking hurts
>>41254141>canonically amabIs that actually true, I thought she just pooned out later
>>41254141i cried last week because someone posted picrel and i felt so bad for the bunny, scared that mama isn't coming home
>>41254662but really i cried because i miss my mother. she hasn't spoken to me since i came out to her almost three years ago and i miss her so much. i'm the little bunny and she's never coming home
>>41254141bless your tism op
>>41254662>>41254669I'm a 30 year old man so I've long since repressed any public display of these types of emotions, but this kind of thing used to make me extremely upset as a kid. Like Bambi and shit, or even the idea of leaving one of my stuffed animals somewhere when I was 5
>>41254715yeah.. i used to be sensitive to it when i was really young. but now it's started affecting me again because i just miss her so much. i keep thinking about all the little things she used to do for me, and how she used to love me, and now it's all gone because i'm a tranny freak. i'm never gonna see her again
>>41254738You don't know it will be never, although I'm sure it is heartwrenching right now. Especially with the current social climate, things are just fucking bizarro world right now. The meme about time healing all things is fortunately real sometimes though. 10 years is so much different than 3 years, especially if you're happy and doing well for yourself by then.
>>41254759thank you <3
>>41254770Of course, best of luck, genuinely
>>41254344https://youtu.be/Cq1IqnohjS4?si=OKYPLvc8P6qxNRSVit's a cutaway gag, but I don't know, considering how much people are mean and treat Meg as a guy (even her own family in later seasons) I can't help but see Meg as a trans girl struggling trying to just exist in a world and in a family that hates her
>>41254759yeah, but unfortunately for me time only seemed to heal things for her, since ever since she sent me to conversion things seem to have worked out in the way she wanted and I became my mommy's manly little boy again. Maybe not all fights are worth fighting, but it fucking hurts when she calls me by my name and says "Thanks God for fixing my son's identity"
>>41254662for me it's the opposite, my mom talks to me way too much, she always wants contact from her manly man son, the one she struggled so hard to "fix" when he wanted to be a woman, ans when she's not met with this contact she spends a whole hour crying on the phone asking "what have I done wrong"I'll just endure things, may not be the best option, but sure is the safest, I don't want to get "cured" again
>>41256597You need to set boundaries, stop responding to her hysterics
>>41254141yeah. it is fucked up.but the good thing is, aftersome years away from them you wont care. they're just a stranger like anyone else.then you build your own "family" its hard to figure out.but sometimes you have to cut your family out of your life. especially when you are crushing and they're still being gross to you. then double down and fuck them out of your life.some parents/family are trash and dont deserve children.im glad im all fucked up when i think about my family. they deserve a dead kid.
>>41254141Oh, goddess, wanting to have the love of mommy and daddy?Grow up.You will never give them a daughter-in-law and grandchildren. Their name and your father's line will die out with you. That's a fact.If you want your parents back:> Conversion therapy/ wilderness programs/troubled teen shit will only give you ptsd, and would drain the rainy day funds of your family.> Enlist. Deploy. Man up. That would get your parents to regain their pride in you, you to raise a nest egg for transition, give you the life skills and the hard lessons needed to transition, a ride through college and the clearance for actually high-paying jobs.> OR you'll be exposed to danger and if you protect your squad, you get to kys/sh and have it called heroism.> If you don't troon out after your discharge then you successfully repressed, and you can break your family after your parents are dead.> If you do troon out, your family is against a hardened Veteran of these US of A (or your country) with an independent income, housing, access to weapons and crippling mental health conditions.Or remain a civvie, move out, get a job and pay your way through transition. Your parents didn't raise a tranny. Time they learned how tough real trannies have to be.Stay strong, sis.
>>41256811yes, I want my mommy and daddy to love their weird tranny thing they raised, is it too much to ask? Plus they do love me, in their own way, supporting me in everything else besides my transition, is it too much to ask to be called daughter at least once in a lifetime? Plus, that's not how family structures work in Italy (where I live) it's almost impossible to break from the family structure.Plus, my mom already thinks she cured me, and I don't want to endure the pain of confronting her again, after 5 long fucking years of pure suffering.You know what, fuck my live, I'll just endure whatever I have to endure, the only reason I'm living is to satify my mom's egotystical wish of having her manly figlio suceeding professionally because in her 50 years she didn't accomplish anything fuck my life
>>41256634think I haven't tried? I try to minimize my contact with her to a minimum, but it never works, ever 3 months or so she calls me crying saying I think she's disgusting and that she doesn't deserve this because "I was a good mother" (she was, for everything, except when it comes to her son wanting to be a woman)
