i was convinced i was a butch/masculine top mtf tranny but somewhere in the past few days the illusion broke. idk what to dosuddenly I've been wanting to grow my hair out again, wear women's clothes, etc. and my sexuality has completely changed for the submissive too. i genuinely have been having almost 24/7 thoughts about getting tied up, becoming someone's toy, being personally re-educated out of my silly anarchist beliefs by a strong mass-liner maoist and becoming her pet, etc.what happened? is this a cia psyop? did someone shoot me with the psychic feminization lance?
Yes, you got shot with the insane submissive pistol
>>41257230i ordered prog the other day bc i want to be pretty again will that make it worse
>>41257230this one? lol
>>41257265prog just makes you more you, it breaks down whatever barriers you had
>>41259185that sounds nice. I'm worried, though, that once those barriers r down i won't be able to live fulfilled, without the cope and illusions
>>41259218sorry, that's too cryptic. i mean i worry I'll want things that i won't be able to get (both sexually, and passing/appearance/being 'out')
