my step dad molested me habitually from when i was 9 until he got arrested when i was 16. he sometimes made me dress up in my sister's clothes.(now i cope by being an innocent puppygirl :3)
Because you're cute and rapeable
>>41259472that's so hot babe
>>41259472You… do you have a therapist.You sound deeply hurt. Are you alright nona? I fear you’ll get hurt in some very unpleasant ways in the future.
>>41259472it'll keep happening. its a vicious cycle. just different dads.
>>41259472i wonder the same thing. it was my best friend, i thought she was different. why :< why me i did everything right it wasn’t supposed to go like this
>>41259679idk if i trust therapists.... ;-;like what if they make me say stuff i dont want to or believe stuff i dont want to
>>41259782i went to a sex therapist and every time i would get smashed after or want to do drugs. sometimes its best to leave things in the past.
>>41259782I think you just need somewhere safe to discuss your feelings. Those places are not 4chan. I implore you to seek assistance because people like you or I who have been hurt in the past are easy victims to hurt further.
>>41259472i think this question a lot too, got raped as a kid. but being a puppygirl helps cope bc u can hold your stuffies close & bury yourself in blankets & never go outside into the scary world ;-;
>>41259836the world is scary how do i stay inside forever.. i’m 20 and have never had a job.
>>41259653i wasnt cute when i was 9
>>41259886if youre a cute girl, i could take you in. all you'd have to worry about is looking pretty for me, being obedient to me, and making sure my every need is fulfilled. and in return id keep you safe and sound with me forever.
>>41259919i wish i was pretty.. i’m just an ugly tranny boymoder.. i’m sorry anon..
>>41259965do you really think youre ugly? whats your height and weight. if i adopt you, i can mold you into something more beautiful
>>412599846’ (it’s over (probably taller then you)) 125lbs (it’s over).. i’m sorry anon i’m really not good for being taken care of..
>>41260007i dont care about height. you'd be a puppy girl on your knees for me anyways. and i really like that youre thin as well. that's the ideal. I just wanna ask you if you're mentally willing to accept a guy who will love you, adore you, and mold you into the perfect girl. you'd spend your days by my side. id make you do a lot of things to ensure you become the perfect girl.
can a 5'4 boy be owned as a puppy girl? being kept safe and ignorant of the horrors of the world.
>>41260021i wish i could.. but it’s all too scary, you sound really kind but i think i will disappear like always.. i hope u find ur puppygirl, one that’s less mentally ill..
>>41260065You don’t need to disappear silly. We’ll take things slow. Until you feel comfortable being with me, under my control. It’ll feel natural and nice.
>>41259472pat pat :( lots of love puppy
>>41260286yaywuv to you too :3
>>41260250i think she disappeared anon..
>>41260645that's okay. the right puppygirl will come to me when the time is right.
Typical
>>41259472i wasnt molested but hearing my dad beat my mom gave me a hatred of men that extended to myself so now i just let myself get used as a hole
>>41259472because predators seek out the vulnerable and trans kids invariably present the traits of vulnerability that attracts thembeen studied, its fucked
>>41263702that's so mean
>>41259472 LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLL
>>41259472I think it might have been because your stepdad was a piece of shit and a predator. I hope you can one day heal.
>>41259472that's a good way to cope
>>41259782>>41259808agreed, take care of yourself sweet heart :(
>>41263409yum
>>41259653giwtwm
>>41259472you are a good girl
I was raped by a man at my church when I was 4 for at least a year, I don't remember much at all so for all I know it went on for a long time. Now I'm basically fucked up for life alongside having developmental issues
>Why was I molestedThere was no reason. Nobody deserves to be molested. Your dad was mentally ill, not you.
>>41259472The sad thing is that neurodivergents are more likely to be identified as vulnerable by 'bad people' and thus to be abused, so its not your fault.Second is that your stepfather was a raging faggot, not your own fault. If anything blame your mother for being complicit.Third thing is I am sorry this happened to you, but you dont HAVE to be a puppygirl, you could take an ayahuasca retreat (or do shrooms in a ritual setting once a month) in conjunction with therapy and it will help you work through the CPTSD and BPD emergent behaviours without subjecting yourself to further psychosexual degradation. I dont think that what you are doing is healthy, although I do understand why you are doing it.
>>41259472You're a sick person who minimizes the trauma of sexual abuse victims.You are truly a sick fuck.
>>41271856What the fuck is wrong with you?
