Yaoi edition QOTT: what are your favorite ships?prev >>41253876
qott: 9mm jacketed hollow point x my brain <3
>>41261226im homophobic
essentially anything that looks like us
going out for a walk is so ropefuel in my city. everywhere you look at you see young couples and yong people specially girls my age just living their lives. and then there's me this kind of freak i am
i would be a femcel if i wasnt a gincel
>>41261271lmao same
>>41261271the last city i lived in was all fent zombies and schizophrenics so i never felt insecure about my appearance, just my safety
bihh i look like chris chan
>>41261282femcels aren’t real
>>41261306i look far more masculine than he
>>41261312neither are gincels
like just find a gloryhole
>>41261226>qottkawoshin, ritsumaya, madoka x homura, utena x anthy, edward x winry, yuu x touko, kaguya x miyuki, chika x hayasaka, aqua x kana
>>41261393leaning normie but acceptable
its almost funny how one day somehow i thought i would be able to pass lmaooo
muzan x tanjiro
>>41261398yeah i will admit i mostly lean towards canon or practically canon ships
>>41261399i started hrt to not kill myself passing was never an option
spooning peanut butter like a degenerate mexican
>>41261453huh
just blogposting what im doing
>>41261453i kekd
told my mom about the time i almost got trafficked into sex work and she told me i should have done it
i don't hate you
>>41261547travel opportunitiesrecession prooffree opiateswhat's not to love
>>41261558don't care anymore
>>41261547my mom once started looking at personal ads by gay guys looking for "houseboys" and shit like that and said i should think about iti don't think she gets me sometimes
>>41261558yet i get removed and blocked everywhere
>>41261565sorry
you felt ashamed for the comments on my profile too could have atleast let me have those
>>41261574damn you too?
nvm wrong number
how do I add people on discord without being overcome with self hatred and blocking them
>>41261605how about you just leave people alone with that shit
>>41261609but I'm lonely
>>41261612because you deserve to be
>>41261615well obviously, I wouldn't be here otherwise
if i haven't blocked you or unfriended we're still cool btw
>>41261623it’s self imposed when you decide to stop being a victim and loving the pain maybe you can move on
my hairs so fuckin thin breh y did i start balding at 16....
>>41261623i hope it gets worse for you
any fellow manmoders fuck with neon genesis evangelion?
>>>/x/41222863
>>41261874never heard of it, what's it about?
fuck that shitty show and anyone that’s ever watched or liked it
get your levels checked
>>41261903depression and the pain inherent to interpersonal relationships, mostly through the lens of giant robots fighting giant aliens. it’s my favorite show of all time>>41261914:(
>>41261922never had my levels checked also i've masculinized the entire time i've been on hrt
evangelion is a mandatory watch for manmoders
>>41261903filler
>>41262008I make fun but unironically yes
anyone here wanna hug another loser?asking for another loser (myself)
*hugs u*
>>412620717 more years
>>41261226>picrel is meit's over for me....
>>41262111im just numb now
>>41262137best to just not let it get to you, let it all wash over and away
>>41262143how can i when some ppl just get to be women
>>41262148idk maybe by doing your best to accommodate your own life circumstances and starting point to get closest to what you want or are comfortable with regardless of what others think, do, or say - but that takes kind of letting go of and investing into reality at the same time or some zen shit and it's not easy
>>41262148I dont look like a woman, I mostly manmode outside the house. I Just have a twinky face :/ hrt basically only changed my hairline and skin. I still look like a man
>>41262176kys
https://www.reuters.com/world/us/border-patrol-agents-shoot-woman-chicago-protesters-confront-immigration-2025-10-04/>Border Patrol agents shoot woman in Chicagohttps://www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2025/10/04/chicago-national-guard-ice/>The incident came as the White House said President Donald Trump has authorized the activation of 300 National Guard troops against the Illinois governor’s wishes.https://www.npr.org/2025/10/04/nx-s1-5559763/fec-no-quorum-campaign-finance>"There's no cop on the beat," she said. "And we will once again see billions of dollars raised and spent in the upcoming elections. And at the moment, there is no cop on the beat to make sure that it's all being done in a lawful and transparent way.">Trump administration has slashed DOJ staff and been "strongly opposed to enforcement of election laws."
>>41262176hrt didnt change my hairline or my skin
>>41262195posiwid, amerikkklans love this shit
i hear a helicopter and a siren
>>41262190Nah Im american Im prob gonna get killed in the coming Genocide. I cant afford to leave so Im stuck here. Ill send some good luck your way I guess in the afterlife, fren. never kill yourself
Everyone here is going to make it stop being so doomer>>41262111Bet half of you are at least this brainwormed
>>41262111STFU and kys you literally look like this bitch. you are living my fucking dream, not even surgery fixed my fucking jawline
>>41262284Anon this is someone from Twitter not a person in this thread
i have self image issues
hons and manmoders will go to the camps and nobody will give a fuck except passoids who will no longer have anyone to flex on
>>41262250in my defense i don’t ever malefail
>>41262297sending images from twittertrans people should lead to being banned here istg
>>41262199skill (levels) issue
>>41262195acab no kings down with fascism etc
>>41262330my levels are fine but obviously its my fault im still a man
i wish men could have sex with each other instead of with women, life would be so much easier
they can, you should try it
>>41262361but where do you put your penises
teehee hello my fellow manmoders! look at me, I am so enjee-em-eye, arent I? It's soooo over for me ;)
>>41262319Maybe try fixing your posture or voice training etc if you look anywhere close to that it should be possible to pass
>>41262356i wish men didn't exist, now that's a paradise
i don't voice train at all and people still gender me female
>>41262366on each others’in each others mouthsinside your buttsect
>>41262414im going to kil myself cause of you
is it over if i only malefail about half of the time pre-HRT?
1. im not a woman2. im not a woman3. im not a woman4. im not a woman5. im not a woman6. im not a woman7. im not a woman8. im not a woman9. im not a woman10. im not a woman11. im not a woman12. im not a woman13. im not a woman
im cute. i look at myself and im cute. sometimes people find me attractive. i have a gut. my pants sag at my ass. i have gyno. my skin is sallow. my lips are dry. my soul is male. why do women stare at me bashfully
life begins at 15 bmi so i postpone suicide until then
>>41261282i wish i were a femcel
>>41262484
>think im fat>start eating less>look in the mirror a year later>i look like a corpse with my waxy skin stretched across my male bones>realize i looked more feminine before
>>41262515anamoders sisters? our response??
im being trolled. well fine, fuck your gen fuck jannies
>>41262526anamoders dont want hips they want to look like gay teenage twinks
>why do women stare at me bashfullynever happened to me in my whole long life
>>41262414my family will see my suicide number and spend too much time trying to figure out why i wrote down the number 41262414
i was just thinking about that episode the other day my ex really loved to point out how much i was like stan in mentality and eventually in appearancebut the only thing i got out of it was that those around me were poisoning my food with infusions of fat and carbs when i didnt put it there anways i am still fat when looked in the mirror and starvation is comfort
>>41262536hips are bones
>>41262536why are gay men such pedophiles?
>>41262548no the difference per side in bone height adjusted between females and males is 1.5cm on average. fat can pack on easily 2-4cm per side without becoming obese
>>41262430>>41262542drama queens
WHG DONT YOU GIVE ME YOUS ANYMORE PLEASE I CANT HANDLE THIS
>>41262560wat really im gonna go get mcd's then
>>41262566i think the manner of gaining weight matters too in how much goes to the belly
ngl i don't think I'll ever date someone from this site but if it happens im blocking this place on her phone and our wifi range
>>41262382not sure how close i am to that, i have a very unreliable image of myself, i just get accused of being a fakemoder here and have relatively narrow shoulders
>>41262590>not blocking mmg on your own phone as wellabusive male
>>41262590can we date so you can block this place on my wifi
evil are the ones who foment turmoilanyways i made that up i wish i was only depressed i am an evil vindictive attentionseeking anima
im gay im ugly im proud
on one hand, attention whoring by posting myself has literally no downsides. i’ll either be reassured that i’m a trvemoder and can more confidently tell people to fuck off when they accuse me of being a fakemoder, or i’ll get called a bad passoid and i can maybe hate my appearance a little less. on the other hand, i don’t want anyone to see what i look like and make fun of how hideous i am. much to consider
>>41262631unsee now
i posted on passgen and they said i would make it with ffs but they couldnt see my moided body
spent the whole night crying. i love my life. at least you dont feel hungry while crying so its a good way to anamaxx
men only want me because my lips are like a sexual organ despite how ugly the rest of my body is
>>41262637but then you anons will see me :,(
>>41262665i thought you wanted attention :/
>>41262536you guys wanna look like women? wtf
>>41262597maybe wya>>41262595protective girlfriend*and I'd block on my phone too obviously
>>41262697pdx
cut off my fingers and ban me please
>>41262704kys
im not even trans im not on hormones i just wanted friends but i fucked that ul just like everything else ive EVER DONE FUCK
>im not even trans im not on hormonesdont care then
>>41262728i have been pretending to like you for years and you loved me and then you hated me
god i wish someone would at least pretend
self pity will definitely do it this time trust me
its worked in the past
>>41262650>tfw trying to get myself to eat despite not being hungry but also feel like crying>>41262662giwtwm
i smile like an idiot and start thinking about marriage the moment any man talks to me in almost any context
right some people larp as if they were unwanted
I want to die please help meI’m in incredible pain and I’m utterly alone in life working daily in my shitty jobI do not care for a cure or ti better things I just want to end it all. Transitioning is a meme. It only works for real women not men crosssressing.I’m a freakI want to dieHelp
>>41262848it's over for me too but I'm drinking some apple cider right now and it's pretty tasty
>>41262677i don’t know what i want :(
should i jerk off to make sure my dick continues working? i haven’t in weeks and i think i nearly had a wet dream as a result a few days ago. don’t want to just waste my decent penis
>should i jerk off? don’t want to just waste my decent penisjust girl things
forgot to raise the toilet lid so i just sat down on the closed lid and pissed everywhere for a second
average trans girl bladder control
SuicideThat’s all folks
that’s my solution but you shouldn’t kill yourself
I’m already deadNotes, a phone call or two then I’m off to find a train track or msybe just fall from the tallest building I can find.
>>41262723>im not on hormonesthen why post here?
>>41263036because i want to take hormones eventually
you’re not gonna do it
>>41263062do it now, faggot, this place is for he/him manmoding amabs on hrt
>>41263068i am a manmoder though? im literally a man
>>41263082manmoding means you're on hrt
>>41263084that makes no sense doesnt that make you a boymoder
>>41263082the "moder" in manmoder means hrt useyou're just a whole ass man
>>41263088passflation means boymoders are now masc presenting trans women who malefail, those of us who don’t pass are manmoders
I think I ruined my life by going through male puberty forever
>>41263088why are you such a newfag? stop posting until you lurk more
>>41263155been here since 2021
>>41263243painfully new but still way too old to not be familiar with basic board terminology
i hate jacking off i miss when my ex would let me use her hitachi
get your own hitachi
broke
real :(
i miss my bf playing with my butt, it's so over
kurama x hiei
>>41263402unc coded
bumpmoder
>>41263649why would you make a post just to bump a thread on like page 3?
>>41263659sorry ive only been here since 2021
fuck you die die die
the nigger word
please don’t say the n word, nona
yall too young for the classics.
anyone else pretend to be woke irl but say the most racist things imaginable on 4chan dot org
>>41263714accident im sorry my ex had a bbc straight from the kongo
>>41263730yeah that’s true, the only pre-2000s anime i’ve watched are evangelion, sailor moon, utena, and cowboy bebop
>>41263733i am woke irl and i pretend to be racist on 4channel
>>41263730possible actual manmoder with this one
>>41263733i only say slurs against indians with my bf and v rarely let out the gamer word if i rage at a game
>>41263733i'm antiwoke and antiracist on both 4chan and in irl
>possible actual manmoder with this one
>>41263822your hair looks a little unhealthy, nona. also, mogs me
>>41263822hey we look kind of alike, wanna have sex?
>>41263822cute eyes
>>41263822this is my picture lol, i was about to post an unsee to attentionwhore actually
>>41263889ohhhh lohttps://boards.4chan.org/toy/l pls don't post it then
>lohttps://boards.4chan.org/toy/lwtf even is this? killing myself
there's a wiktionary entry for gock
>>41263893i was already planning on not posting it. that was a reminder of the downside of it: random anons having pictures of me
i would get way more attention if i posted my face directly instead of thru unsee but then ppl might stalk me :/
but i'm already stalking you
do people really just save random pics of other manmoder selfies? deranged behavior, thankfully I've only posted my upper body
thankfully i'm too ugly to ever have considered attentionwhoring
>>41263914no pls post it
>>41263754>>41263766back in my day we went to suncoast in the mall and watched whatever the guy workin' put on. buy vhs tapes or magezines like newtype usa
abusive age gap relationships with uncmoders
what is the uncmoder cutoff
>>4126396222
>>41263966killing myself
>>41263932apparently someone did of me. maybe they only posted it because i deleted it pretty quickly though>>41263940timer ran out, and i’m ugly. womp womp
>>41263974we're all ugly down here
what's your type, anon?
>>41263365i wish i had a hitachi and didn't live in an apartment where my neighbors could here iti wish i didn't feel like a disgusting man using one
>>41263983you
>>41263983intelligent, nihilistic, and with a wicked sense of humor
>>41263983anyone that's willing to put up with me
rhymes with unc
>>41263980just look at the one of me someone else already posted if you wanna see my so badly
>>41264003whoa nona i didnt ask to see your
>>41263983seemingly, artistic trans men who used to use lots of tumblr. that fits both my exes, which is weird since i’m not into men at all
>>41264014so you are into women
>>41264014>tumblrsweety
>>41264000crunk
imagine being a woman
i am a woman
if you are jerking off to my selfies please let me know
>>41263983skinny bi twinks with black hair
>>41264019yes. my first ex transitioned years after we dated, my other ex was out as trans in high school before i met him, but still showed up on my bumble and i didn’t know he was a trans man until after we started dating and i fell for him >>41264023what? i also used tumblr lol, in no small part due to my middle school crush (who did not transition. i guess it only happens to the ones i actually date)
I thought hrt did nothing but I compared myself from 2 months on it to now and I do look more like a person now
>only 2 monthslmao its all in your head
>>41264042i just jerk off to my reflection
>>41264040must be nice>>41264052i can feel my tits being sore with just a month
only masturbating when i get paranoid about my levels to check if im producing cum
wtaf is this babytrangen
>>41264052I said I compared photos from when I was on it for two months and now (three years)
>>41264052i feel like my skin meaningfully improved during my first two months if nothing else, this isn’t completely unbelievable. plus maybe the mental effects of the hrt are making her happier and thus more human in pictures>>41264057i’m too ugly and unpassing to be appealing
>>41264062i was hoping masturbating as a manmoder would be better but my sex drive is noticably lower
>>41264040me too babehow's about you come over here so we can have lesbian sex?
>>41264072>the mental effects of the hrtshiggy
>>41264077im for men only sorry babydoll
why are you guys so negative
>>41264065early 20s general please understand
>>41264079biggie (smalls)
>>41264052my changes were noticeable enough in first two months to make my family ask what was going on
>>41264079if you don't believe in this why even take hrt
after a year on hrt i came out to my mom and she said she couldn't tell at all
after two years, as long I hide my chest nobody can tell
>>41264128because i want it to change my body? retard?
>>41264062i did that two days ago and it had blood in it
i should kill myself
>>41264140>retard?yeah you are
i know what you are but what am i?
nothing is worth it even if things get betteri hate myself so much
>>41264142how would you know? anyway maybe testicle infection? just remove them
>>41264166cope
https://jacobin.com/2025/10/israel-palestine-prison-deaths-american-media-coveragei'm here to take a shit on the lamestream media + fuck the governmentdestroy everything CIA & Israelmanmoder powdertrannies rise up
>>41264169>>41264179get xer ass
argumentative bitch
>>41264174it was red
>any meaningful expression of (especially negative) emotion feels ridiculous and almost comicalwhy am i like this? i don’t even value stoicism, i think it’s stupid to dismiss the importance of emotions, and yet i’m like this, so completely devoid of them and apathetic
>>41264196it's your generation's biggest problem.
>manmoders rise upI can't even order fast food without having a panic attack
>>41264211i am proud to send you into battle
im a pathetic faggot that desperately needs psychiatric intervention
>>41264189waaah waaah
my dad called me out for my skinny new jeanssmoke weedyou can't ban mei'm spammy and manly
death to America, 666 devil of the world from Obama to Trump, all anti-Christ, arrogant foreign policy. the Devil in the flesh finally revealed. USA = whore of Babylon, drinker of blood money. i drink American blood to appease the blood gods. i hope this sacrifice is sufficient. and may the offering of this false prophet's head amuse and please thee, my Lord, forever and ever, Amen!
can manmoders get multiple orgasms
>>41264265i can chain up to three in a 5 minute time span if i'm feeling particularly worked up
>>41264259cool. please don't write mmg on the bullets
>>41264265yup atleast 3 in a row for me
>>41264278>>41264280god i'm jealousi can barely motivate myself to get one and then i remember i'm a man and i feel gross for even masturbatinghow do you do it
>>41264279can you imagine lmao
>>41264305think of scenarios more about the situation than the acts themselves
>>41264328humiliation humiliation humiliation humil
yea thinking about bottoming and sucking dick makes it less gross for me but estrogen killed my sex drive 100%
>>41264328yes but all of them require me to be a woman or else i feel gross and ashamed
im UGLY AS FUCK and being a frail anorexic twink is the closest ill ever get to being a woman
>>41264348then think of that i can’t get off in the typical moid way that i used to but imagining myself as a bitch helps truth be told my type is someone that looks like me so i just imagine mutual situations with them helps keep the shame lower
>>41264383i get super upset that my body is gross and limited whenever i try
>>41264398yeah idk how to help with that i just ignore it
>>41264371substantiate your claim
>>41264435what would suffice as proof
>>41264435she can’t no one can ive yet to see one poster where i was like oh shit that’s a man
if I posted my face you'd go "oh shit that's a man"
right i forget anyone that actually does look like a man wouldn’t actually post
kys
that's who is calling you a fakemoder btw
>>41264536KILL YOURSELF
>>41264536mogs tf out of me
and there it is
total boymoder eradication
sex immediately btw
>>41264536>>41262369
did it feel good did you like the validation you’re getting was it worth it
fuck all of you blind faggots
>>41264609literal fakemoder
>>41264603yeah>>41264609not me btw
>>41264622good i’d yell at you if i wasn’t at the store right now
>>41264582wya
>>41264719nowhere that matters
>>41264719737
>>41264719pdx
>>41264719MD
>>41264762which PART of MD
I like it when men yell at me
i like yelling at women
wanna hear a man yell at you
>>41264779yes but not too loud please
>>41264779yes, always
I was promised male yelling audio
https://voca.ro/15ReqOnBNEEbnicotine
>>41264926autism accent
>>41264931yeah no shit
>>41264932it's hot
>>41264926https://voca.ro/1ii9sBLviiyf
who let a woman in here
>>41264980this is good and i know who this is
>>41261572where does one find ads like that
>>41264980god I need to voice train ;_;
>>41264987i'm not who you think >>41264997wdym i sound like a fag, though my nose is a little stuffy
>>41265024nona idk how to tell you this but you sound like a woman
>>41265038maybe a>woman but not a ciswoman
>>41265057I don't mean to hugbox and maybe other anons can correct me if I'm being schizo but yes it sounds like a cis woman's voice. maybe a little on the lower side, but cis.
>>41265057yes cis woman
clocky nasal voice
>>41265086you don't know what a clocky nasal voice is until you've heard mine
>>41265091no i'm sure yours is worse
>>41265094:( well you don't have to be mean about it
>>41265099i look like this btw
>>41265107kek
>>41265107??? okay
>>41265107can i rub your bald head
>>41265119sorry i can't focus on what you're saying with that thing on your face
https://vocaroo.com/1nNJx6GmQcbKI am a sad lonely faggothere is my embarrassing man voice please dont bully me with it
"MANMODER" GENERAL EVERYONE
okay where do i go if i actually am a man on hormones
>>41265157lesg
>>41265150this is ACTUALLY a cis woman voice fwiw
>>41265176holy hugbox
>>41265202kill yourself
>>41264536nice torso lil bro
just this once, i'm gonna have to moid all out. forgive me sensei.........
i have been watching a lot of lesbian movies and i cant help but feel jealous that im a feminized gay man and not a repressed ex-housewife finding love outside of reno
i dont have a "clocky" voice i just sound like a man
>>41265666same
tried looking at available jobs and now i want to cryim so useless
>>41265908it’s easy to get a job if you apply everywhere and lie a little on your resume
>>41265918ive never lied to anyone in my life
>>41265918i dont know how to liethe problem is i wouldnt be able to work anywaysive tried like three times and just end up paralysed and never coming in again or something
i think this website ruined my life
i do wonder if i wouldve turned out any different if i didnt find 4chan at eight
why are men so perfect
im so ugly…
>>41266004i wish i knew anoni love them so much
>>41266004>>41266074this what mental illness looks like
why is my ribcage so small it looks so weird O_O
>>41266321crushing you with ten thousand pounds of force
>>41261398>>41261393>normieGuarantee you no normie knows who tf these niggas are
I hate being 6'2
