20yo NEET tgirl never had a job. what the fuck do i do. i don’t know how to cook, my only hobby is playing games, and i have a whole shopping list of diagnosis that just explain that i can’t do anything! executive dysfunction and such! somehow i have a girlfriend but i keep hurting her with my inaction. often she feels like a parent rather then a partner.what the fuck am i supposed to do? my meds hardly work and i have 0 social skills. should i just rope atp? i don’t see any hope for me
>>41263843>i don’t know how to cookthat's crazy dude>my only hobby is playing gameslearn something new, like writing code>i have a whole shopping list of diagnosis that just explain that i can’t do anythingis this formal or self diagnosis?>somehow i have a girlfriendat least you have someone who cares for you; many of us are lonely>i keep hurting her with my inactionstop being a jackass>often she feels like a parent rather then a partnertreat her well, and maybe you will forgive yourself more>what the fuck am i supposed to do?learn to cook, you fucking waste of space>my meds hardly workbring this up with your health practitioner>i have 0 social skillsyou don't need them, as long as you have a roof over your head>should i just rope atp?no, you have people that care for you
>>41264059watch OP not actually care about anything u say. this is the most basic low bar life advice ever that anyone should be able to follow and they'll still find a way to fuck it up on purpose
>>41264059its official diagnosis of autism ptsd adhd bpd and severe depressionyour advice being "just get better" isnt very helpful anon..>>41264102if i didnt care abt ppls responses why would i post this, dumbass
>>41264290interacting with randoms online isn't the same as actually doing something. u are the same type of person i see all the time and won't actually do anything but lash out or cry. ik it sux but you gotta take control of ur life. also bpdemons aren't valid. all your problems are your own and you're going to bring everyone down with you until the dawn of time
>>41264290>your advice being "just get better" isnt very helpful anon..what else do you expect me to suggest? oh, yes! you want me to tell you to "kill yourself". best of luck maintaining this style of living in the next few years! asshole
>>41264333i try to get better every time i never seem to get anywhere. i want to get better, i think so at least. whenever im not perfect at smtn from the get-go i just drop so i forgot where i was going with this sorry>>41264346i was hoping maybe people that were once like me could share their story/what they did to improve.. you dont need to be so mean
BPD poster don't bother responding
>>41263843Fuck bpdemons(you)All y'all do is hurt people and cry about it
>>41264407why are you being mean because of this.. not everyone with bpd is the same :/
>>41264418she isnt actually diagnosed, the rest is true though.
>>41264450Oof ofc not diagnosed >>41264427That person is probs being mean because bpdemons are overwhelmingly horrible
>>41264427you all exhibit the same behavior and frequently. i don't care about you and i wouldn't even if i "got to know you." that's not a person, you're terrifying and pathetic at the same time wearing that mask. i fear you.
>>41264483but ive found love>>41264496boo im so scary run away!!! also doesnt everyone mask at least to some degree.. i mean u use diff personalities when talking to friends vs coworkers. and i am a person.. trannies r ppl 2 anon dont u know!!
>>41264521Finding love is one thing. Not hurting and driving them away is something bpdemons are incapable of.
>>41264427>>41264521Its okay anon ,I know you arent evil kuz of your BPD
>>41264540we've been together for over 3 years
i suggest you get your butt in gear if you really want your own life. Im a neet hikki in mid 30s, but im also diagnosed schizo so i get free retard money.
>>41264590thank you, people see bpd or bpd-like symptoms and run away and it sucks. i didnt do anything wrong
>>41264627The people here are doing more than run away ,theyre attakking you out of what seems like extreme vitriol for people with mental konditions
>>41264521>i have multiple personalities and i'm a pathological liarkayt. passoid who hates bpdemons cause they aren't valid
>>41264592Sounds like you're running out of tume
>>41264663Learn how to fucking spell. What are you a jeet? I can smell the esl from here
>>41264728i know im scared i dont want to be alone>>41264706this is why ppl dislike passoids
>>41264737If you keep sniffing glue ,maybe itll give you enough emotional kontrol to not spaz out whenever you see someone being slightly unusual
>>41264737Watch yoself krip
>>41263843could be worse. this could be u at 27. like me .
>>41264810I could sniff glue for decades and still not be anywhere near as retarded as you. Also replacing c with k is actual cringe. I bet you think it's quirky tho
>>41264799another lie! seeeeeee? just cause a few people call you out on your predatory behavior that means that's why people hate me? no ur just gonna keep pointing at everyone else but yourself while simultaneously begging them for help saving you from yourself. go to a fucking psych ward, they'll babysit your basic coloring book ass. just being there should boost your ego cause grippy sox lol!
>>41264810nta but u sound like a spaz trying to text from 2005
>>41264851Think you mean kringe and quircy!
>>41264853You claim that you pass as a woman yet you need to thump out a grunter before homosexuals penetrate your anus in a poor imitation of heterosexual coitus.
>>41264882>doesnt know what srs isu have to look with your eyes retard not ur autistic stream of what u call consciousness. u literally would never know deal about it
>>41264851Id muc rather write how I want ,but Im afraid you might have a heart attakk if I do
>>41264929It's ok to not know how to spell basic words! Nobody expects much from someone about to be genocides by america
>>41264959If you were gonna insult me for not knowing how to write ,you mightve wanted to reread your text before posting it
>>41264853but i do blame myself, i am the center of all my shortcomings .. was that not apparent from the original post?
>>41263843apply as a cart clerk at a grocery storeuits basically like playing runescape
>>41265051i will try to get a job im thinking.. ive just always been scared of confrontation and if i get fired i would be devastated
>>41265062i am srs with that specific suggestion, that was my first job as a ""boymoder"" after years of anxious hikkiism. very simple+repetitive+consistent task loop, basically invisible to customers, by yourself 99% of the time, enough exercise to produce endorphins, and you get to tell people on the computer to get a job lol. you might be working with annoying high schoolers but you don't really have to talk to them. life can get better
>>41265088nta but i wish i could be accepted even into that hahahaop youre going to be fine, you can do it
>>41265088>>41265146thank you, theres a store nearby im going to see if they are hiring.. a little motivation can go a long way for me, i cant forget my mantra.. thank u nonnys
>>41265088uhm and anon are u 100% sure that ill b on my own most of the time.. im really bad with ppl
>>41265311well, obviously it will depend on the store & someone is going to have to train you to start, but in my experience i was alone 95% of the time once i'd proven i could do what they were asking of me. management will not want to pay two people for something they think one person can do. there were some situations at my store where i needed to ask for help during extreme rushes or weather, and a couple days where they accidentally scheduled two people to a shift. it was never common though. i know asking for help sounds scary but it will get easier as you're exposed to the people you have to ask, i promise.
