I have stopped pretending. Transition was never going to save me. It was never a door to another self, only another room inside the same house. I am 22. My body has been fixed in place since I was 13. Testosterone has changed nothing that matters. The face, the shape, the voice. All still mine. All still wrong. I believed in it like a spell, a cure, and there is no cure.I do not blame the drug. I blame myself for believing. My father still hates what I am. My grandparents already despise a false version of me; the truth would only make it worse.There are no friends left. They peeled away one by one, leaving only the faint shadow of their contempt, the names they called me when I wasn’t there. They were right to leave. I have nothing to offer them.This is the truth: there is no future waiting. No body that feels like mine. No world that wants me in it. There is only this shape, this room, this slow collapse of hope. Soon, at last, it will go quiet.
>>41265845And stalkers and sexual traffickers. The world just isnt st place where 9/10 tranny should trans.
you have to put effort into your transitionif you make that face then your face will stay that way
is there no way you want to look? this cannot be that fucking difficult.
>>41265845I dunno why ppl ever think they can become someone else, like I have said they can't, and others tell them they can't eitherI just wonder where that idea comes from????like I think transition definitely can help some ppl become more themselves, but iunno why anyone would think they can become someone else tbqh
>>41265845OP I'm stealing your post and turning it into a song. Goes hard. Keep writing bangers if you don't sui
