No one will ever love me. No one wants to spend time with me. No one likes me. When I'm gone there's no one who will miss me. I hate being a tranny so much. I just wanted at least one person to care about me
>>41269029Jesus loves u anon
>>41269029That wouldn't have changed if you weren't a tranny.That's just the male struggle.
>>41269029true !!!you might as well give up anon :3
>>41269069What are some good reliable ways to do it then?
>>41269048God hates trannies
>>41269997God isn't a filthy jew
>>41269029why do you think no one will love u
>>41269184go into a city and let people do things to you and see where you end up. its like rolling dice on outcomes. sometimes its good. sometimes its bad.
>>41269029i'll spend time with you anon. what do you like to do?
>>41270014Probably due to their racism.
>>41269029I want a tranny to love
>>41270014Because no one ever does. Every time I date someone I'm just not important to them at all. They don't care about spending time together or about not hurting my feelings. It's like I'm not even their girlfriend, at best just another friend, but even then I would think someone would care more about not hurting their friend.>>41270018I don't want to end up disabled though. That's why I want something reliable. I really don't want to live anymore.>>41270403>>41270921That's nice but that's what the last person said too and I really don't plan on living longer, sorry
>>41271210Please cherish your life, you're enough.
>>41271210What happened with the last person? I'm quite lonely and would like a friend, even if it's not for very long. I won't pressure you to not kill yourself or anything and perhaps I can make your last days a bit less lonely.
>>41271210i wanna be honest here, are you just unattractive? people tend to be ruder and less appreciative of unattractive people. its either that or some brainworms u got, like goob from that movie
>>41271306Also did you make sure to thump out a grunter before you hang out with people? Gay men and trans women need to grunt out a dunker in case they have sex with someone spontaneously like what if you were getting coffee with a friend and then in the middle of the coffee shop you had shake a huge turd log out of your pant leg and everyone saw? firing out a huge shit logs in your dackers and then needing to shake the log out your pant leg on the floor in the middle of a cafe would be inconvenient. This is why its a good idea to drain out a strainer before you go out for social occasions. You don't want to be flapping turds out your pant leg in public.
>>41269029Not like you'll bother reading this but least you aren't a clinically retarded fat ugly old hairy man with nothing left in this world to live for.
Shunt out a skunkerPanty punters
>>41271227At this point I really don't see how I'm enough for anyone.>>41271306Yeah maybe that's it too.>>41271284They said I want to spend too much time together. All I wanted was to go out together sometimes, and do other things together like staying at home playing video games and watching movies. But they kept saying how they don't mind being on their own. They considered going on a trip on my birthday, after telling me that they don't want to take me with them on the trip. I feel like it's not unreasonable to want to be included in long trips or at least spend my birthday together in a relationship but every time they say that I'm demanding too much. There were other issues too but I don't know how much I want to say
>>41271466That's hurtful they would treat you like that, like you were just some after thought to their life, rather than someone who's important to it. I've been in a similar boat as you in some of my relationships, where they're very independent to the point of not really seeming to care about me.It results in a lot of feelings of inadequacy and like you're not good enough for them. It's difficult to discern how much of what someone does is because of you and how much is just a reflection of themselves. The days I cope harder, I like to think it's more of a reflection of themselves, but who knows.
>>41270403Im not so hopeless yet but i would like a friend... I like helping too right like telling ppl that theyre not alone in their sadness, it's something that really helps me too. Tbh i like talking alot and the little sexual stuff i do is follow orders. I really like it when dominant types tell me to do smth and record, even if theyre across the world the orders are typically only slightly challenging and make me feel fulfilled and stuff. I would do vidya but my computer is too shit to do anything other than email :3 if u want me to draw ur name or smth plz give me (you)s, my ass is grass
>>41271524What sucks is that they were important to me. Otherwise I wouldn't have wanted to spend time with them to begin with I guess. But it's never really mutual.>very independent to the point of not really seeming to care about me.Yeah, I just don't get why people like that even seek out relationships at all though if they just want to be by themselves. Imo relationships take effort and part of that is spending time together. If you just want to meet every couple of months even though you could meet more often then what's even the point.
>>41271466>Yeah maybe that's it toopost a photo or something. from ur responses it seems clear ur a reasonable girl, and honestly i like that in a partner. if ur even average, i'd be interested in dating u
>>41269029i'll love you if you send me videos of you farting
>>41271210>Every time I date someoneevery fucking time. god i hate bdd threads
>>41271868That's the ticket. Reducing op to a fetish will get you into their panties in no time.
>>41271879it's something everyone does anyway, what's the problem?
>>41269029shoulda been female at birth and transitioned into an autoandrophiliac poonah and then get lots of men to plap you
>>41271821I don't understand it either, maybe it's related to self esteem. The people I've known to be like this are either fearful of intimacy or they don't like themselves, and that fear preventing them from showing much of themselves. Or perhaps they're just selfish.i think they often just enjoy intimacy but want it strictly on their own terms, for one reason or another. I would go insane not meeting more frequently than once every couple of months, that's barely even a relationship at that point. Were you two long distance?
>>41271924We weren't supposed to be long distance. Both of us said we wouldn't like long distance for long times. We live in different countries, but I offered to come to their country, which I did. But then they had to go to another country to get some stuff sorted out and then told me they would need to stay there until the end of the year, and then would also go on the month long trip without me. So I would have had to spend a lot of money to go after them, just for them to eventually go on the trip without me. I don't have a lot of money and coming to their country initially already cost me a lot, which I don't think they really understand (even though I've tried to explain it) since they're rich and the amount I had to pay is basically nothing to them.
>>41272113It sounds like you liked them a lot more than they liked you, or perhaps they just aren't very much a person who thinks of others. Knowing the board we're on, it wouldn't surprise me if they were autistic or just very much in their own world, especially if it was t4t dating.How long did you two date for? One trip over the course of what could be years sounds awful, especially when they could afford to have you come more frequently and were already going on a trip themselves. That would make anyone feel unvalued I think.
>>41269056mother of all trvkes
>>41272185Yeah it was t4t and also someone from this board. We dated for a couple of months. It took a few months to see each other, and then I spent about a month in their country until they went to a different country where they are staying now until the end of the year. They don't really want to come to my country either, I asked a few times. I don't like my country a lot so I didn't mind that much but now it feels bad that I'm expected to follow them around and just pay for all of that myself when I could barely afford coming in the first place. So spending months apart even though we could have easily spent it together really bothers me, it's like I was the only one invested in being together, both emotionally and financially.
>>41272770Are you still dating or did you recently break up this year? I'm sorry they're so dense, it comes across like they don't really want it to work, or at least don't really seem to care about whether things work out or not.It really lowered my self esteem when I was in your position, always thinking up ways and things to do to make things work, only for them to just not really seem to give a shit about that.
>>41272881I told them today that I feel like it's not going to work and they said that they're sorry and that I maybe need someone who spends more time with me. So I feel like that means it's over. I really liked them and it sucks that they don't really seem to care about me.
>>41273028I'm sorry anon, I hope you find someone who matches your love for you if you don't kill yourself.My offer of a friend is still available if you'd like one, I'm lonely and a friend would be nice, however long the friendship lasts. I'm going to sleep soon, but if you post your discord I'll add you
>>41273118My discord is slbhn (it's a new account since I don't like posting my main). Thank you for talking to me so far anyway. I hope you sleep well
>>41273190sent
>>41269997No he does not
>>41269029we should cuddle
>>41269029OkayNow inject the drugs that make yer pp smaller
>>41269029Even if ur ugly I would cuddle you for awhile. I'm sorry tranner :(Ultimatley with dating you are probably going to get burned more than not. But if you can find someone in the end it's worth it. It's up to you to decide if it's worth it or not. In my experience, people who ultimately succeed in finding a long term partner tend to say it's worth it
>>41273857Yes he does. It says so in the Bible
