Except I also want to gaslight and manipulate him into being absolutely petrified of cissies and become utterly dependent upon my love as if it itself is a mercy. I want him to only feel beautiful through my validation and become his sole source of light. I will mold him into a perfect man only to hide him away as my cherished treasure.
>>41269895Don't say this out loud.
>>41269895yeah, Its the fact that people see OTHER peoples issues and think thats how people think. I dont think "just like me" at all, but the fact that, thats what you see speaks volumes as to how hard people like you work to keep people far, FAR away from each other. ngl, the fact that you perpetuate your own fate is soothing to me. Like yeah, my phicological life sucks right now, but feels goooooood to know that you are burning yourself too.
Larp is lame.