In February my 12 year old dog died,Now, on the 28th of September I ended up discovering throughout a government tax website that my dear friend which I was really really fond of, who had mysteriously disappeared on June 2024, in fact, has actually passed away. This was the 28th of September, then on the 1 of october one my cats died too.This friend was very special to me and I was really missing him, I had met him online and instantly became good friends, we ended up meeting once in 2024 before he disappears, he lived very far away. I'm not joking when I say that he was going to become my best friend eventually, we were really that compatibleAnd he's gone, he's gone for good, the 28th after an entire year I remembered he had set his CV with some ID info on it, I spent two hours checking online and came down to that, that he had passed awayI don't know how to cope with it, I'm fine outside, I didn't cry or anything, but I'm completely destroyed inside. I really thought he was going to appear some of these days
>>41272375Sorry to hear that, dollanon. The only thing you can really do is hope for things to get better and keep trucking along.
>>41273911He was only 21, a couple years younger than me. I remember buying these and giving one to him the only time we saw each otherI knew he was dead, he had been gone for entire year at that point so I knew it, I just didn't want to accept it or even confirm it but he went offline everywhere and never came back, I just thought his phone might had broken and I knew he didn't have a job at that time or computer so I held on thatYou know what's left for me, when I got his dead status on the government website I could also see his full address, though it didn't say exactly which apartment he was from (only his block address) I could point exactly his home from the pictures he had sent me from his cat on the window, it's honestly insaneAt this point this entire thing feels like a sad movie reaching to an end, where I'm going to go in some weeks to knock on his home and ask his mom (he was only child) what happened, and then and only then I will walk away from this forever and this will be the end