Socially transitioning has made it much harder for me to talk to women.Before I didn't really care how I was viewed, everyone saw me as a goofy autistic faggot so I was free to act as I pleasedNowadays I'm TERRIFIED of women, I think I face pass and voice pass but feel like women can just tell that I'm an interloper fraud, and it makes me feel horrible. How am I ever supposed to be one of the girls when I spent my childhood playing locked in my bedroom playing world of warcraftI'm also scared of men too, but only if they seem attracted to me, otherwise I don't feel like an imposter.
>>41274340Women were more vilely transphobic towards me when I came out so big same
>>41274340i had mostly women friends growing up and i can still talk to them fine but yeah im terrified of women i don't know. i work in tech so most women have worked with a tranny before, but most of the trannies in tech are she/her manmoders so the reputation is pretty bad. i think its worse because i semipass so they dont seem to realize until they see me a few times or overhear one of my coworkers mention it
