>be tranny>experienced dysphoria for as long as i can remember>take hrt>doctor tells me having a mood episode and gives me lots of medication>suddenly don't want to be a woman and/or suck dick anymore>stop taking hormones>get gf>am happywhat can explain this?i guess it really was just prolonged psychosis, thank god for anti-psychotic medication
>>41274408what meds?
This happened to me like three times I would get a gf, take back being gay/trans, then eventually fag out on my Gf and break up after a year or two. My third GF was most serious. Went deep into the closet and almost got married. But eventually the tranny thoughts caught up with me.I also was prescribed anti psychotic and anti depressants, and they got me to ignore being trans for a while. Each new GF or new medication bought me about a year. By the time I broke up with my third GF no one took me seriously or believed I was anything other than straight. I was miserable for a long time. Eventually i had to retransition as a lateshit and fully accept that it wasn't a phase.So do what you want but there's a reason they say there is no "cure" for being trans but to transition. Repression will destroy you.
>>41274441lamotrigine, carpirizine, vyvanse, amphetamine, bupropion, melatonin, suvorexant>>41274442it's been lasting for months now, i really do believe that my transgender thoughts were some wicked manifestation of my psyche that wanted me to troon out as self-harm
>>41274442>I tried everything and nothing workedHear me out
>>41274451Months is nothing. Life is incredibly long. The worst part is once you have gotten used to repressing and are convinced you will never transition you can get into this stage of long term dissociation where you just drift through life feeling like somethings missing wondering why you can never focus. Then when that day comes when you finally draw your first breath as your real self again... you realize how weak you became. It really is just liek the matrix
>>41274596its fucking great dude
>rephon thinks she's specialCute
>>41274596Until you get bored of sex with your gf and taper off the drugs you're on after doc decides you're cured. And bit by bit the cock craving fantasies come back.
>>41274451>lamotrigine, carpirizine, vyvanse, amphetamine, bupropion, melatonin, suvorexantthat is an insane amount of medication, some of it doesn't even make sense in combination (stimulants with downers, 2 amphetamines). Post pic of the meds because I cannot believe a doctor actually prescribed them to you all at once
>>41274864i take the stimulant meds in the morning fir adhd and the depressants at night for insomnia, i'm also just a pretty fucked up person in general>>41274596i guess, i'm actually really, truly happy though, plus my gf hates trannies, so that probably wouldn't be great, but seriously, i feel great :)
>>41275109>but seriously, i feel great :)
