i (manmoder) want to dump my ftm bf and go back to being a chud loner, he’s done nothing wrong he’s only sweet and loving to me and treats me like his gf and like im beautiful despite being a moid and hes a exclusive top, but i feel like a pathetic fag and self hating now and am freaking out, wtf do i do? he rejected another prettier mtf to say he likes me and wants a future together and to go on dates he’s planned out and says he thinks about me all time and loves me, wants to get me gifts and wear his hoodies and jackets etc, says i make him want to be a better man, i dont wanna hurt him but i dont know if i can keep it up
>>41276838>my boyfriends loves a lot, but I feel bad with myself so I'll cut him and be even sadderAre you hearing yourself?
>rejected a prettier trannyuhoh
>>41276838Is this a negging psyop or is this secretly what every ftm's partner is thinking
>>41276857yes, but im used to being miserable by myself and basically just repping and hating everyone, the lovey stuff and everything feels suffocating and cringe and im panicking and need out again
>>41276863yeah idk i don’t get it, he’s gynephilic and only really attracted to women & only treats me like a woman and his gf and doesn’t want me to be masculine or top him, i really don’t understand
>>41276880I understand that being used to not feeling human is comforting, but destroying everything just to go back is impulsive
What is it with 4tranners and self-destructive impulses?
>>41276838This is kinda selfish are you aware?
>>41276894>he's gynephilicmmmmmmmmmmmhahano, he's notAFaBs are largely bi and he's a coping top so he calls himself a womanfucker to feel more masculine
>>41277111selfish how? ill grant i probably shouldn’t have acted romantic and said ‘i love you’ too a lot, but i can’t help how i feel now
>>41277161You're basically breaking up with him because he likes you too much I feel like that's wrong idk maybe this is part of american culture but I think you should think about how others feel when you break up with them?
>>41277180im not good with receiving affection and it just feels cringe and bad and freaks me out too much, i just lost interest in wanting to stay now anymore and want to be by myself again
>>41277240I get that you're miserable but do you have to make other people miserable too?
>>41277276why should or would it be my obligation to stay in a relationship i decided was a mistake to agree to and am unhappy in for happiness of someone else? he’s nice and i don’t wanna hurt him but im not obligated to stay, just trying figure out how to do it without hurting him
>>41277352>how am I being selfish?>why should I care about his feelings?>this is no tselfish because I hate myselfYou would rather destroy everything and go back to being miserable because it feels easier, ok.
>>41277406I think it's based that OP is gonna break her poonah's heartAFaBs deserve painbut honestly, poonah will get a new mate within a week or something, as per AFaB sex market value
Yeah a women would do this
>>41277352So you are aware it's selfish?
>>41276894You have someone that loves you and would choose you no matter what and you're talking yourself into being alone
>>41277735some people are made to be alone, anon, like me
>>41276838have you talked to him at all ab this
>>41276838hey i went thru something similar a while backwe have to be alone probably for the rest of our lives or until we feel like we’ve punished ourselves enough(which is never)
