I currently have surgery scheduled for January 19th and I'm kinda having second thoughts.1) I've never been in a relationship. Everyone around me IRL talks abt trans people with absolute disgust. And when I go online and see fagslop abt trans women they ALWAYS mention their dick. Having to mention your trans and preop to a guy and immediately watching all interest just evaporate is so fucking heartbreaking. And idk if it would change if I had bottom surgery, bc they might just say its "still gay" somehow. The only people ur left with are the people who are REALLY into the fact that you still have a dick. Even though it feels awful to interact with these people, it feels nice to actually have someone love you in a fucked up way in between the dysphoria. I know it isn't actual love, but it seems like the only love I'll ever get. And if I get bottom surgery I'll lose out on that.2) Another holdup I'm having is the fact that I'm 18 and I've only been on HRT for 2 years. If I got bottom surgery now I could go to college and not have anyone know im a tranny. But I'm also 5'8" so I'm kinda on the edge of what's passable. But then again I don't really know shit abt the real world and I might be committing social suicide before I actually get into it. So I'm asking if getting bottom surgery is genuinely social suicide for trans girls and if the social options you lose are worth fixing the dysphoria.
>>41279121>But I'm also 5'8" so I'm kinda on the edge of what's passablelol retardget srs if that's what you want. If you keep your dick you'll just be able to date men who want your dick
bottom surgery doesn't look super convincing anon I wouldn't do it
>>41279142youve never seen how convincing the best ones look because theyre on individuals who signed ndas. they do this to avoid someone getting their hopes up for a specific result, because everyone is different.
