My low self esteem is ruining my chances at love. I feel like I don’t deserve a boyfriend because I’m a tranny, I still don’t make enough to move out at 25, Im still in undergrad, and I’m an autist.But It’s not like I don’t have any options, I pass, people think I’m pretty and they say I’m interesting too, but despite the fact that I shouldn’t be struggling I go to bed crying over being alone. It used to not get to me but I’m getting to an age where it’s embarrassing. When I try to go out or download dating apps I always chicken out because I don’t think I deserve anyone. My friend did a tarot reading for me and it said this’d be a good year for my love life. Idk if I believe it but it made me feel hopeful and it made me realize that until I get past this hangup I’ll stay single. So how do I do it? How do I convince myself I’m worthy? How do I repair my self esteem. I know I’m in a prison of my own making but damn