why shouldn't i kill myself
too much work
>>41280372It would be entertaining for the rest of us if you lived
>>41280372youre going to die anywy, why not give yourself a chance at being happy someday. it only takes one person, one moment, to make it all worth it.
i don't know anon
>>41280380i've been stockpiling a lot of antidepressants and im pretty sure i have enough to kms at this point >>41280392i think i am genuinely cursed to only bring misery and suffering into this world i can never do anything good no one will ever love me
>>41280449horrid way to attempt ngl do you talk to anyone?
>>41280522i have some friends but it doesn't really help i know that i will only hurt then long term
>>41280533i feel the same in that i need to isolate myself so that my problems don't infect anyone else or bother them my experience though has been that they were distraught when they found out the state i was in and told me they wished i had told them more about how i was struggling alone and so i feel bad about leaving them in the endi'm not sure if it's all talk though
doesn't work all the time especially when you hate yourself the most but it helps to put myself through a state of shock sometimes
>>41280372Because we need more tranners in the world. You will make someone happy and that is enough to live.
>>41280372you're gonna die eventually no matter what and you'll either entirely stop existing after that, so it doesn't matter what your life was like cause you won't remember it, or you'll keep existing in some afterlife forever, so any finite amount of time will shrink to an infinitely small portion of your experience.that's what i think anyways
>>41280372If you're in the UK I'm up for a suicide pact?
>>41280587i do think my friends and family would be better off long term if i was gone >>41280804i am actually
>>41281038Do you want to move to reddit or discord? I can email if you want.
>>41281091i have a discord burner if that worksamorouslie
>>41280804lets do a suicide pact but actually we become friends and then have a reason to not kill ourselves
>>41281164You in the UK?
>>41281164You have a discord?
