Does anybody feel so ugly that you decide to become a volcel?like, there's people that wanna fuck you but you are so hideous and male-looking that you decide to deny them to fuck?like no one deserving the punishment
>>41281181ya but I'm not that ugly. just retarded as a kid. so i feel like people as gross/weird as me has 0 right to be in a relationship with someone. But really it's just you judging others for their looks and it's reflecting back on u
>>41281200i am completely ok with ugly people in relationships and fucking, its literally just me that I have a problem withlike im not worth it too
>>41281181I dated this guy and for some reason I felt ugly. He was a great guy and I sucked at that time in my life. I was just starting to transition, clothes were all loose and out of wack and my hair was short. I did get told I looked like a lesbian a lot. He wanted to go further but I just felt ugly. Looking back at my pictures I was feminine just needed to work on a few things.
>>41281257the way u described it feels soul crushing
>>41281226Ngmi
>>41281325whats that
>>41281181I didnt need to become a volcel as i am already an incel
i lowk do this to my gf when i feel ugly. she takes testosterone for some reason so i do feel bad about leaving her out to dry but i hate myself too much
>>41281388in my case im a volcel, but being an intel would work with me tooI guess I wouldn't feel nearly as bad because no one would be approaching me but yea
>>41281267Well that’s how I felt. I had to DIY and tried to go to a few doctors office, but they all acted like I was asking for the equation for quantum theory. One place thought I was a woman and then scheduled me an appointment. Then I went in and asked for estrogen and explained I was male and the ladies attitude changed. You’re broke, working a crappy minimum wage job, diy pills cost money and you don’t age insurance. Yea those first few years sucked @ss.I did eventually find a place about 6 hours away. I guess because I wasn’t a flamer they didn’t believe I was trans. They legit had a psychologist walk in the room for a bit an ask me some questions. Ironically she’s the one who helped me. I tried to go back, but they’d claim they couldn’t see me. Covid just hit so that didn’t help. I paid out of pocket for EVERYTHING.
>>41281181yeah, i've never had sex, i always end every hookup before we do it because i feel too disgusting. even if someone tells me they see me as a woman i still can't manage it...
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