I recently realised the reason I wanted a trans boyfriend is because I'm a repper with both AGP and AAP, I knew I wasn't attracted to trans people for any normal reason FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK why me God why me why me it's not fair do this to anyone else just not me.So my new question is, is it "fair" to try and get a trans boyfriend as a repper? Am I not just trying to experience my AAP thru him? I don't want to transition it would ruin my life