hello im a nonpassing boymoder and i fantasize about being raped and abused and mutilated and killed but is there really any way i could achieve any of this ?
put on a shiny tight dress and heels and lots of makeup and go walking around the bad parts of baltimore at night aloneshout "im a fag someone rape me i hate niggers" while you do it
>>41284250well but i dont hate them and i honestly dont think that would work
>>41284245me 2 except the mutilated and killed i’ll just fake that part lmao
>>41284245>fantasize about:>raped>abused>mutilated>killed
>>41284782yes
>>41284245you need shonen bat to beat the shit out of you