realizing more and more that I'm like 80% submissive. and it's nice to accept part of myself. However! my gf is 150% purely completely totally bottom. if she tries to take the lead i literally have to tell her what to do. not to mention, she's also 100% vanilla, and I'd like to try some freaky stuff you know?I'm realizing I've been sexually repressing myself, pretending to be a 90% top/dom(ish, no real kink :/). i think i started subconsciously thinking i was a man too, because of this. i enforced my aap and started neglecting my transition...what do? I'm really frustrated and i NEED someone to tie me and use me up now. but that's not possible
>>41285584bring it up to your partner and if they can't provide what you believe you need I guess break up and find someone that can.