How do i stop the thoughts of trooningIt would make my life so much more complicatedThe thoughts went mostly away for like 2 months because I got on dutasteride and I said to myself that now everythings fine because at least I stop any hair loss and regain some in the best caseBut its not fineEverytime I see men around me especially older men I imagine myself looking like that and it just makes me wanna rope, now im still kinda feminine looking but with every year its slowly fadingIt makes me suicidalWhy cant I just accept it
>>41291567Doesn't go away sorry
>>41291567This is a permanent thing. You have to decide if you want this to be the rest of your life or if you want to troon. I just manmode because i can't imagine going full time
>>41291567yeah everytime i watch a tv show i just look at every male character with horror like holy fuck im gonna turn into thatwatching the ed gein show is nightmarish for this because of all the crossdressing in it
>>41291567omg y'all are so annoying have some fucking agency
>>41292943Well Ive been thinking that I could just permaboymode because if E doesnt really change my face then i think people wouldnt notice anythingAnd I would still feel better about my body