Everyone realizes they are gay often subconsciously before deciding to call themselves “trans”

>>41322312
i watched gay porn at 9 yrs old

>>41322312
high school. it took me a while to realize i liked dudes, and a little longer after that to realize i wasnt actually into women. i remember being quite early in my teens and being fascinated by a female POV video where you see the woman's perspective as a hot guy fucks her. its the first porn i went back and rewatched multiple times, probably should have known that meant something was up lol

>>41322312
I don't think I'm gay but I always wanted my first kiss to be with a man and it was sooo. I felt like that since like 8 or 9

>>41322312

When I got to that point of liking trannies but seriously disliking trannies that have the operation, and then in order to stop that from happening to me anymore I just started dating femfags that like crossdressing a lot and are flamers and then that evolved into me accepting I'm a top and just don't like masculine men.

I honestly forgot when exactly.
I think I saw gay stuff at... ugh.. between 13-15 years of age, then I was about one or two years in denial.

Really complicated story full of denial and repression but when I was 25 I realized I had no romantic feelings for my then GF and no desire to have sex with her, and it had been the same with every GF and hookup with a girl i had-- it felt disgusting. I broke up with her and decided I would rather be celibate for life than date women. But I knew I liked men long before that, I could tell as early as ge 10-11 that I had sexual arousal toward male bodies that did not arise toward female bodies. I had very homophobic parents though so repression was a question of how, not if.

Processing that I was an AGP tranny took several more years and did not happen easily.

It's a little more complicated then that though because although I am primarily attracted to men I have some kind of meta attracted slight bisexual thing where I like looking at female bodies and I am interested in booking up with other trans women occasionally.

>>41323077

I always like hearing stories like this! I am glad when cock loving chasers can own up to being gay and get to un-repress and come out and then stop like going apeshit about other trans women getting SRS.

Now that you've realized you're gay would you only fuck non HRT cis twinks or would you still fuck a trans woman if she was some level of medically transitioned? Is there any difference? Which type would you say you physically prefer?

I was asexual because of trauma til i was 17 and it was literally revealed to me in a dream. Was cringy because i actually thought i kissed my best friend forreal but after telling him, I realized my schizo mind construed my dream as a memory

At the beginning of this year. I tried dating women, but found that my role in the relationships felt performative and led to disassociation. I tried dating men at the beginning of this year, and found it quite enjoyable. I've always preferred male company, but I suppose the big apprehension I had was around intimacy. I had no idea how I'd react to sex with men, turned out it was pretty cool. I find most women's moral character to be repugnant, so kinda glad that cock wasn't a turn-off for me. I fell hard for my ex-boyfriend and that's when I realized that I couldn't go back to dating women, kind of a shame I fucked that relationship up by coming out as trans, just to continue boymoding on hrt without any foreseeable plan to socially transition but hey, you learn from your mistakes.

>>41322312
Going on walk with ex friend twink
Butterfly lands on my nose
From that moment on I was gay
Was entirely straight prior sort of

in like kindergarten but i kept trying to convince myself i wasnt

>>41322312
when i saw that tripfag wink at me and blow me a kiss with their big beautiful brown eye
and the warm breeze kissed my face.

>>41325407
pikachu and disco dork was their name