>>41327125
>QOTT
there is no "real me"

there's no such thing as real, authentic self hidden away
you can only be who you are at a given moment

>>41327113
i hate passflation. i hate being a moid.

>>41327125
no because i lie to everyone about everything especially myself

i told my wife that an offhanded comment she made to me a year ago when i first started trying to voice train demoralized me to the point of not training or trying until recently and she started crying and it made me feel really guilty so no i sequester my pain and discomfort so others may live more comfortably

>>41327125
yea i cant hide it well even with strangers

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mY WIFE?
MY WIFE MY WIFE MY WIFE MY WIFE MY WIFE MY WIFE?
YOUR WIFE?

>>41327222
it hurts when the words of those you love turn into knives
it feels like i have no right to complain

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>>41327232
mah wife!

yep it's heroin(fent) time

>>41327232
yes i'm a married moder
>>41327239
she wasn't even trying to be mean and what she had said basically amounted to a comment on how i sounded. its just that i was really trying you know like i knew it sounded bad and i knew i didn't want to sound like that but i couldn't change it. it made me so mad at how i let my body get to this point. it made me frustrated that i had to put in work to sound slightly less masculine and that i wasn't even doing a good job at that. voice training is just another thing i have to deal with because i'm a tranny and her comment when she said it was just too much at the time. i feel bad that i mad her feel bad. i'd rather have kept that to myself i think but i can't change the past so this life.

we can have a little fetty, as a treat

god I love weed I'm such a retarded stoner. is being a stoner malebrained?

its retardbrained

>>41327370
hehe im a stupid retard

me too

weeds great because being sober is hell

i switched from een to ec and my face masculinized to how i looked prehrt
if i dont look normal after switching back i will kill myself

i just want a fucking hug sometimes i don’t even need someone around all the time

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best i can do is call you faggot

shawty gon let me suck

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I want a boyfriend I want a boyfriend I want a boyfriend I want a boyfriend I want a boyfriend I want a boyfriend

behead those with better measurements than me

>>41327780
i look like this

>>41327804
no way I don't believe you

>>41327560
i look like this

>>41327818
estrogen cannot unmoid me, i'm too powerful

>>41327125
>obligatory, still don't really know what a manmoder really is...
I just like the pic, and now i'm going to go cook something smaller to curry.
Looks like good food. ^_^

>>41327845
please fuck me

>>41327873
gay nigga

called myself female in a phone poll and gave my girl name when some rando outside the bar i saw a concert at asked me my name, neither thought i was anything but a stupid tranny i’m sure

>>41327125
Imagine his disgusting tranny farts during anal sex after eating this LARPer slop

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>>41327863
PooF! Food!!!

fakemoders mocking actual hons

>>41328194
mmm i'm imagining *sniiiifff*

i hate myself. every time j take prog i look worse and i keep trying to take it

i hate youngshits
i HATE passoids
i hate myself
i hate cissoids
i hate immigrants
i love stephen miller

>>41328207
i can’t even call myself a hon, because hons actually attempt to present fem, i just look. like a man

>>41328259
hons tend to mog me

i hate my life so much abd ffs will only make it worse bc i will go from masc-fem twink to ugly round face man

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>>41327125
>QOTT

being old kinda sucks

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i dislike my life

If I start HRT realistically how long would it take for breast growth to be noticeable? How long could I realistically man/boymode for

>>41328338
>6 months
>forever

>>41328338
if youre me then forever

>>41328338
>man SLASH boy
kys

>>41328043
yeah, I know. now lemme see that dick

what if FFS gets rid of my natural masc-spec androgyny and i end up looking like a blob without defining characteristics. what if im capable of aap maxxing and i just dont know it and then after ffs i go insane because i cant be a man or a woman

>>41328463
I lowkey plan on aap androgynymaxxing and getting tight and toned post ffs so I can have an attractive twink (male) body with a pretty passing face to silence the dysphoria demons

probably just my brickhon ass coping though

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>>41328463
youll be fine

>>41328513
this will be me in five years i fear

>>41328534
if youre afraid of it then stop posting here

>>41328540
but where would i go to complain about being a man

>>41328554
real life

the one person who replied to me in cipg said i’m not doomed. do i have to switch to boymoder general?

i have massive dad calves and have since i was like 12, do i kms?

nooo haha your so sexy

i spend all day on mmg, of course i’m not sexy

>>41328608
yea

i ruined my life by not looking in a losing weight and starting hrt and now im too old and im mummified

do you think its worth getting into making your own alcohol for alcoholic reasons or do i just stick with buying it

if i was a youngshit i would undetectable HIV and a husband

>>41328648
it can be fun, also can detract people away from your alcoholism. however i would recommend just sticking to store bought if your goal is to be the ultimate alcoholic.

>>41328640
damn :( i really like you girls

>>41328625
if the thought is even crossing your mind, you should do it now before it's too late and you look back in the future and wish you had done it sooner.

>>41328659
no you don't

>>41328661
why would anybody wish they killed themselves sooner what difference does it make

>>41328679
if I would've killed myself during puberty like I wanted to I wouldn't have gone through it completely

>>41328687
when youre dead it wont matter

>>41328694
maybe one day I will lose 6 inches of height somehow :/

>>41328699
maybe one day the growth plates in your pelvis will unfuse and you will wake up looking identical to a cis woman

>>41328679
>why would anybody wish they killed themselves sooner what difference does it make
less net time living your miserable life.

im so ugly and masculine and my body is disgusting

>>41328701
yeah :P I'm waiting for that

my body is so male

So long story short I went to the gay club and I had a few more drinks and then my first makout session with a RIPPED man. Holy fuck male muscles and skin feel amazing! Like fucking steel and you can just kiss it and mwah I'm so gay I love y'all goodnight

im so ugly

Why does male attention feel so incredibly good? I love men I love cock sorry not sorry I'm a faggot

why did I rep until 19

I started HRT at 23 and it's not okay sybau ur gonna get a bf and be happy cause all you need is one person that gets you nona

manmoders belong to girlmoders

>>41328988
only a gay boyfriend because of my body

>>41328988
starting hrt at 18 or at 50 makes no difference

>>41329103
except hip growth and body hair and face structure and shoulder width and breast growth and hairline and skin texture and

>>41329153
but you're wrong

>>41329169
no but actually youre wrong

>>41329178
growth plates are in most cases solidified by age 18

i will do nothing
and i will be happy

i NEED ffs

I asked someone if I have broad or narrow shoulders and they refused to tell me
is this a good or a bad thing

they said I have broad shoulders

>>41329153
only thing you can save post puberty with hrt is the hairline, which is easily fixed by a wig anyways

>>41329391
hot

>>41329399
I know
I NEED a cis gay boyfriend to compliment my shoulders

>>41329421
hey

>>41329428
not dating a tranny

I can deal with having a male body without killing myself but having a male face is just too cruel

yall a bunch of bitch made niggas on god

>>41329736
what does this mean

what's a video game that I could spend hundreds of hours on

>>41329736
I can't say that cuz I'm white but yes you are right probably

>>41329744
Snow Daze The Music of Winter

I don't remember june ever posting his face

>>41329849
i posted alot pre-ffs but it's been like 2 years

what does it feel like to get ffs and still be posting in mmg. I'm getting ffs soon and I won't pass so I'm trying to prepare myself

>>41329857
do you pass now?

>>41329881
idk i cant feel anything

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>>41329744
soon

>>41329887
same

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mmg, why is life so lame and unenjoyable

has anyone heard from jaina as of friday

will I ever pass

watching gcs fight about whether its the evil controlling bitch wife transing her cucksband or whether the husband is skinwalking his wife trying to become her and eventually murder her. why is everyone so insane now?

it's so lonely being the only true manmoder in existence

back on the COYAs again

she just misses rubbing her brow bone like how all men would

is detrans midshit x manmoder lateshit the perfect pairing?

>>41330015
cause you're a tranny. just a few abnormally wired/developed nerons seperate you from other males. they're out there having their best life and you're ruining yours.
t. professional projector

>>41330452
>>41330469
mogs me

>>41329377
if they think you are male they might be afraid hurting your feelings because having narrow shoulders as a heterosexual man is often deemed undesirable
and the other way around if they deem you to be female

>>41329421
i am cis gay but on estrogen (and have a boyfriend) but i would still compliment your shoulders (homo)
i doubt they are broader than mine though. i'm less tall than my bf but i still think my shoulders (if only considering the skeleton) are broader than his despite me being a bottom

>>41330511
the men i see outside dont look like they are enjoying life unless they are teenagers

>>41330549
>if they think you are male
they do
idk my shoulders are average for a man
but if I lost weight (lost muscle around them) they could look better

how do i cope

how would A Pimp Named Slickback treat a manmoder?

i look really cute (as a guy) and for that reason im reluctant to get ffs

>>41330039
yeah he died of obesity

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>>41327125
I'm not transgender but I know this OP photo is just taken from TKMIZ's twitter.
Read shimeji simulation if you haven't basically.

i forgot to out on deodorant

>>41328661
>everyone should immediately act on the first suicidal urge they feel
are you fucking stupid?

>>41330039
maybe there is no one here I'm just scared

she’s dead.

do you know that or are you just being cruel? I know this is an extremely cruel place

musky manmoder armpits

this is an evil gen

we are men and men are intrinsically evil

i NEED to kill myself

am i faketrans for never having watched tranny porn?

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I NEED A BOYFRIEND

me too

i would like a girlfriend i think

I would like to fellate a male genital and have it ejaculate semen into my bodily orifices at present

>>41331576
you have such a way with words

I am autistic so stilted speech is part of my character build

accidentally detransitioned award

>>41331700
well it's hot

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had to stop talking to my friends because one of them kept talking about their romances

man up, two of my best friends are dating each other and i deal with it

cuck

>getting mogged by technology toob

cuck

im not a cuck

I'm taking a manmoder bubble bath tonight

>>41331342
that was me earlier but now they smell like cucumber dove

I'm out of edibles now :(

>>41329744
warframe (lol)

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dubs and i go buy weed

rerolling for you

>>41332100
best scent btw

I like rosemary ginger

weed is fakemoders manmoders smoke k2 and develop 5 mental illnesses

>>41332199
does this count??? should i cop /b/ros

I was addicted to HHC for 1.5 years

>>41332238
you must

weed general

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just fuck my retard incel manmoding life

singles and i eat pringles

>>41332257
I decided against it

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>>41327125
this looks disgusting
t. autist

>>41332300
you're supposed to burn a guess or two to find out which consonant goes first :(

>>41332410
i let my arrogance best me...

>>41332420
happens to the best of us

>>41332365
sorry it's not dino nuggies

im soooo ugly

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>>41332365
enjoy your protein blocks

where could i post my measurements and get an honest review/opinion on if i can ever pass or not

>>41332595
grayoasis or you can ask me

>>41332605

>>41332613
uh, wow. lol.

it's bad...

>>41332637
what does that mean

>>41332613
GO ON A DIET YOU FAT BITCH

>>41332613
how is 16.5 bideltoid and a 36.5 underbust even possible. are you sure you measured right?

If I get quads I'll wake up tomorrow and pass

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>>41332613
this you?

>>41332649
i try..
>>41332658
circumference

interesting build...

>>41332660
roll

>>41332676
you musg have done something wrong

Here's mine
>5'10.5
>135 lbs
>17 bideltoid
>32 ub
>27 waist
>34 hips

>>41332676
maybe your ribcage wouldnt be so disproportionately wide if you werent FAT

>>41332660
>>41332689
lmao the post numbers arent random you got like another hour for quads

>thank you autist

>>41332710
real niggas dont look at the post numbers before they roll

>>41332702
fuck off asshole

>>41332702
fuck my asshole

these are actually my measurements... I posted a pic yesterday and was told it's over
I'm not assuming this is good...

>>41332702
mine is basically like that but im 5'6 :(
i should lose weight maybe i will get better measurements then

>>41332702
fuck my wife's asshole

>>41332739
welcome to the coven brother

>>41332664
thank you for confirming ingmi but why laugh at me
>>41332692
why which measurement makes no sense? i look ridiculous 42cm shoulders breath and 92cm circ underbust

i misread my blood tests and bought dutasteride because i thought my DHT was high bc i forgot to convert the units and turns out my DHT is actually cis women tier low. im a dumb retard. what i do with 90 pills of dutasteride now. should i take like one or two per week just bc i bought then and already lost 70 reais in that thing

>>41332756
take all of them NOW

bake a cake with them and go around handing it out to bald men. Don't tell them what's inside just that they have to pay 10 bucks for any subsequent pieces. Profit?

>>41332710
chances of waking up and passing were 0% to begin with

>>41327125
A couple times. Only one ever actually stuck with me, and that was after fighting for months and nearly dying. I will not make that mistake again.

>people take a picture of me
>top heavy, big skull, shapeless lumpy hair, no hips, weird shirt fit from breasts and fat tummy, dry skin, beard shadow despite 12 sessions of laser
kms

I could've written this reply myself

my body is unbelievably masculine

I am oozing masculinity out of every pore of my body

>>41332765
wouldnt that kill me....
>>41332768
LMAO good one. i was thinking of selling it to someone who needs for a smaller price just to try get a few bucks back buuuuut i dont know how. i should send a message on the ~boys group chat to see if someone would be interested in that

>212 replies and not a single interesting thing said

kill yourself

>>41332888
what do you mean you don't care about measurements or some tripshit's dht levels

i need to stop being impulsive. i saw my blood tests and spent the whole day yesterday on subreddits about hair loss and etc. then i made a order to buy duta. then i start to cry a lot because i thought i was going to become bald. then just hours later i took a second look on the blood tests and saw my mistake. but it was too late to cancel the order p.p

I am bald

>>41332930
Take some Tylenol to increase your autism then you will notice these details better

holy shit i look SO diagusting it’s over. SO DISGUSTING and somehow i looked better on 1 year of hondosing than i after two years of injections kms

I should start injecting research chemicals I bought too many syringes

i hate myself so much i ruined my own life by repping i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

Love yourself in a hateful way

>>41332987
No it’s over. im legitimately worthless. im a worthless human

Me too

>>41332945
hey ive been to many many doctors and no one suggested me i was autistic even tho i suffer a bit from toewalking p.p

yes that was obvious from your reply. I am merely suggesting that you start being more autistic at will

>>41333001
toewalker solidarity!! i’ve also never had a doctor suggest i might have autism, but i have had a bunch of random people ask if i was, so who knows

it’s over im done trying

cypionate doesn't work on me so i've basically been detransitioning for five months might kill myself

>>41333074
like desu i wont be surprised if somehow im a bit autistic, yeah people joke about that about me too, but like really ive been through MANY therapists psychologists and psychiatrists and no one asked me about that so who knows lmao maybe im just a bit weird and thats ok!!!

ffs and lose 30 pounds, if im not happy with how i look well then

I haven't taken a picture of myself in months it's just too painful. I don't care about logging my "progress" anymore

>>41333148
i’ve had very little experience with therapists and the like actually. my brother and i had to go to a therapist for a bit when my parents divorced, but other than that i’ve kinda just stayed away. i feel like i could probably use some sort of mental health professional, but the thought of seeking it out is just not for me. especially since i’m unemployed so i’d have to ask my mom to pay for therapy, which is kinda humiliating

I got a pooner therapist wrongly thinking that he would actually relate to my trans experience but he was literally retarded

good morning, i hate Jewish people

racist

THEY'RE the ones who are racist.

>>41333250
i think therapists are very good when you're not feeling well but dont know why or how to solve it. or if you're stressed and etc. if you know whats messing with your head and you know how to solve it i think you just need to start acting on that issue

I've never seen a therapist

yelled at the only people who love me and called them horrible names because i felt a little ugly award

>i think therapists are very good
retard alert

gooned the day away award

>>41333806
imagine being able to do that
t. have a long refractory period and low sex drive

>>41333821
its mostly about edging so you dont nut and can extend it out. although i might goon some more because eh i dont really wanna do anything else today now.

sometimes I take pictures of myself and then use microsoft paint to "shave" off my ugly ass chin and jaw with a black marker

manmoders must be sex negative

im sex neutral do what you want just dont post pictures of it

I GOT FACIAL BONE GROWTH BECAUSE I INJECTED FROM A BAD VIAL FOR SIX MONTHS AND NOW I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF

?

The other day I posted myself in a passgen and one of the responses I got was "foh foid". What does this mean? Ive been stuck thinking about this for days now

>>41333870
Im sorry what?

>>41333876
why are you posting in my thread foh you dumb fucking passoid

>>41333876
surely you’re posting from a phone or computer or some such internet connected device? it’s not that hard to do your own research

>>41333884
Because I'm a manmoder?

>>41333888
Yeah ive found what foid means, but I cant figure out what foh means

i dont have sex never will

>>41333890
i literally fucking hate you histrionic bitch

>>41333897
teach a man to fish ect.
not doing the research for you

>>41333890
post your large boobs

>>41333903
Im literally just trying to get clarification on internet lingo that I dont understand.

>>41333897
"fuck outta here" = leave

I'm a balding middle-aged man with A-cup breasts.

>>41333963
kys

>>41333959
nobody cares because the first piece of lingo makes it obvious you don't belong here, now leave

>>41333964
same

also it wasn't a passgen it was cipg
can you read btw?

my brother almost purple nurpled me while i’m wearing a fucking sports bra and baggy shirt >,< manmoding is hell

>>41333975
why :(

apparently he can’t or use critical thinking either

iwmbaw

saw some crazy fatspo at the corner store and to think I almost bought snacks, God truly is looking out for her most devout trvemoders

>mever

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i need to lose weight

its mover

slenderman

mi mill mever me ma moman fuck you

I am so fucking tired of fakemoders GET OUTTT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT GET IUT GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT

>>41334111
this

>every picture someone posts is them
me when i am a toddler

>>41334095
bitch get your emaciated ass a cookie

>>41334001
I can read but for all purposes it was the same thing and I thought I didnt pass so I posted a picture there wondering if I could

>>41334111
I am God's most delusional fakemoder
>say goodbye to coworker and to have a good night
>thanks you too hon
:)

i hate my body so much

going back to gooning night /mmg/

>>41334140
whatcha gooning to anon?

>see a candid photo of myself
>year ruined

>>41334145
Skill issue lol

>>41334154
i hate you so much

>>41334143
see >>41330326

>>41334163
hate you too worstie <3

I NEED A RHINOPLASTY AAAAAAA

>>41334208
Post face. Im sure its not that bad nona :)

>>41334208
a trans woman without her original nose is like an angel without her wings

>>41334132
i used to only get called sweetie and hon in public and then estrogen stopped working :/

>>41334145
every fucking time. i’ve always hated every picture of myself, but the last few years i swear i look even worse

>>41334287
here's a (not so secret) secret I'm gonna share with you: it's not gender dysphoria, as much as it's just you aging, you are going to look worse as the years go on, such is life, stop comparing yourself to youngshits.

>>41334276
are you a big strong man now?

>>41334320
all the fat left my face and my chin grew and im bricked now

>>41334324
post chin

>>41334276
why does estrogen stop working? is it the masculinity shining through? cortisol?

>>41334333
my facial hair is growing back thicker too i love having to shave every day again
unsee cc/album#lx4Z6zkz7Ljg
it is beyond over

boymoder

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>>41334366
picrel is from a writeup by dr will powers
if youre retarded estrogen just doesnt work for you

cogs me

tfw crying again

>>41334504
never mailfailed btw

>>41334492
You look beautiful anon

>>41334492
mogs me to death