>used to make an effort>used to pass>stopped caring>stopped eating >stopped trying>pass less and less>passing less affirms the futility of trying at all >stare at the pavement on streets I used to walk down with my head held high >flinch when anybody walks too near or looks too closely >derive a masochistic pleasure from watching my hopes and dreams fall away from me as i just get worse and worse and worse Is this based
>>41334559>>used to passpassing is a myth
>>41334567people used to call me she, but i was suspicious they were just being nice. I agree with you, which is why i stopped trying.
>>41334582people were hugboxing you, if you actually stopped trying you would stop taking hrt which would actually help you and make you heal