>>41262188>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck here
Threadly reminder that the following are the best ways to manage your dysphoria (the more you do at once the better!):1) Butchmax2) HRT-rep3) Get a short, mtf femme gf4) -optional- get bottom and/or top surgery>>41356549Getting a /tttt/ femrepper partner is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Legitimately the most perfect possible person I could imagine. It's like we were made exclusively for each other.This is just living proof that femreppers and mtfs were made for each other.Gynephile femreppers take note!
let this general die already
>>41357352This thread is more of a female mtf chaser thread at this point. And people wonder why the "'lesbian' cis woman to gay trans man" thing is so common kek
>>41357492The posters here shift back and forth over time.But generally most femreppers here are bi. At this point I think the number of androphiles and gynephiles to be about even :3I love that more femreppers are open finding their perfect mtf gfs. But they are not the majority.
>>41357352Ok... #misery #sadness
>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?When I didn't grow past 5'7>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck hereNo it's so dead
>>41356549take your HRT, retards
hi gen welcome back>>41356549>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?before it ever started>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck hereevery once in a while>>41357352where else would i whine
i recently found my pooner arch nemesis again after many years of his supposed disappearance that kept making me think i actually made him kill himself or something. not feeling very well since. but well it was my fault after allmaybe the reason he has had such an impact in my life is that hes kind of the reason i realized i was trans in the first place. im not sure why or how but he inspired me a lot that it got to that point. i was also borderline obsessed with him for a while which is why i thought my actions had such a terrible outcome in his life. but partly, im glad hes actually been okay all this time. but the other part of me is scared something worse is gonna develop within me upon gaining this knowledge. This is why i need a lobotomy really bad!
>>41363480what did you do to him bro
It's possible to become a woman but not to become a man and no one understands this fact and the sorrow it brings. Very lonely existence.
>>41365055drew him like this (scribbled it out because im highkey embarrassed about it i was 14)
>>41365324oh never fucking mind the scribbling was pointless you can still reverse image search that exact image from a carrd about me i made MYSELF (please dont look it up)
oh my god i cant stop cringing i forgot i made that website at all when i was like 14 and i completely lost the password to it so i cant even delete it anymore. Awesome
>>41363480yknow whats the worst about this whole thing is that if that obsession does come back itll make my repping 200% worse because that guy is straight.....everyone pray
>>41365341give me the link you fucking zoomer
>>41365324yeah that's pretty bad>>41365805lolNEVER transition
>>41360888You’re the butch on T that stopped posting here for a bit aren’t you? I thought you pooned out.
>Brain constantly streaming “kys” again>Hello darkness my old friend
>>41366474no, that must be somebody else. i would never take T. #repforever
I think the best way to repress is to be in a position where you're too busy and too depended upon to keep your identityakabuilding a familySeems to have worked in the past for thousands of generations
Femreppers why aren't you pegging moids?
>>41367689been there, done that, stopped pretending i was attracted to men, now i peg women and trannies
>>41367689I'm a pure chaste being and I do not give into my carnal desires
>>41367689poop is gross, I don't want touch anyone's butthole>>41367904>I went out of my way to put things in men's butts>but I'm totally not attracted to them though!this is why I don't come to this general anymore
I wish I was capable of having full scale disruptive tear-filled mental breakdowns which reflect my current mental state and make me look insane so I could get out of doing the things that are causing me to have constant internal freakouts but I'm physically incapable of such a thing so I just seem horribly lazy and pissed off all the time
>>41368249>pure chasteBut that's boring
>>41368737Sex is evil
>>41368746based monkmaxxer
>>41368746Can you call it sex if there is no peenor in vagoogoo
>>41369410I would love a neet geek gf to do nothing with
>>41366249cant you just reverse image search it yourself you lazy fuckripvortcx2019 carrd co>>41368657malebrained because tear filled breakdowns are a female thing
my period stained undies smell like yoghurt -_-
>never insisted I was a boy as a child>was always feminine in interests and personality>no male childhood friendshow do you cope with having fake dysphoria?
>>41372009they shouldn't. do you need a doctor or something
>>41368613femreppers doing comphet is kind of like prison gay if you think about it
>>41369553How old are u and do u accept penis girls
>>41374547piv rapehons need to be executed.
i drew the guy i was talking about who is also in this >>41365324 pic, even tho i have never actually seen his face do yall think i might be glazing him too much or>>41374510i might be fine i just have poor hygiene and dont bother to change them until i shower again. i dont even bother to wear pads anymore since im supposed to not be bleeding anymore from birth control but for some reason it recently came back so im just waiting it out
>>41374571you can just say no... thats fine...
>>41372121i don't believe people who say this shit, like what do you mean you weren't into a bit of everything as a kid? i liked everything from my little pony to teenage mutant ninja turtles, played with both dolls and plastic toy soldiers, liked playing ball, drawing etc., are there seriously people out there who conformed perfectly as children?
>>41365324The way I wouldnt even call myself a femrepper if I drew like thisGirl get back on tumblr
>>41374678Tumblr is hell for reppers
>>41374678bro what does this even mean LMFAOOOOtbf i was very inspired by danganronpa during that whole period of time so i cant blame you for reacting that way
>>41374856>very inspired by danganronpawe can tell
realizing my breast reduction was useless despite reducing more than 2 kilograms of tissue because they're still too big, too uncomfortable, too obvious, and on top of all that are scarred as hell, my nipple placement is all wrong and i lost literally all pleasurable sensation there, replacing it with stinging pain. i'm literally never going to have a sexual partner because i refuse to show anyone my ugly tits. i want to jump off a roof
>>41375454why didnt you just get top surgery? it seems like you still got all the negative side effects from it without the actual benefit of your chest being completely removed.
>>41375454>i mutilated my body and now rather than pleasure all i feel is painHonestly don't know what you expected.
What do femreppers think of manmoders?.
>>41375481because then i wouldn't be repping anymore. i could never transition in any meaningful way.but that aside i had a mild case of gigantomastia and had wanted to get a reduction for a very long timei could theoretically still get a full masectomy if i wanted to, but i doubt i'll ever do it because i'm a useless retarded neet and i leech off my parents>>41375519i expected slightly less huge tits i guess, which is what i got, so i try not to complain too much
>>41375454how bad was it? what was your cup size before/after? 2kg sounds like a lot
>>41375519breast reduction is a pretty normie surgery, it's not that crazy for cis women to get it. i think it's a stretch to call it mutilation unless you're either a high level transphobe or some kind of medical luddite.
>>41376026i think they told me it was a k cup before the surgery, i'm not sure. but in any case they were really fucking large and disrupting my life and making me suicidal, i couldn't run or jump or sleep properly. and no if you're wondering i am not fat, i'm actually slightly underweight, so i've had a horrid time since i was 14
>>41376060this is an afab thread, i'm not going to call you being fat. i know how it is. yeah, that sounds fucking horrible. mine are G and they're not bad enough for me to get a reduction, but it's definitely not fun. do you know what size you're down to now?
>>41376037>, it's not that crazy for cis women to get it. i think it's a stretch to call it mutilation unless you're either a high level transphobe or some kind of medical luddite.Society allows all sorts of insane nonsense. Cutting off your chest is just objectively self-mutiliation.
>>41376130okay, so medical luddite, got it.
>>41376085i never got my breasts measured afterwards but just based off the way they look they're probably a d cup, at least i can do basic human activities like running halfway normally now but it's ruined by my painful botched nipples. i just wish i had a flat chest having tits is torture
>>41376130Sometimes your tits are genuinely harming your quality of life in physical ways even without dysphoria, kind of retarded to say that making your breasts a bit smaller so you can function properly is insane self mutilation
>>41376136>you are an anti-intellectual luddite science denying chud if you don't want to cut off your own body parts>>41376170> kind of retarded to say that making your breasts a bit smaller so you can function properly is insane self mutilationYou yourself said where you once felt pleasure there is now only pain. Sounds like mutilation to me...
>>41376216a lot of people get body parts removed to improve their quality of life. is tonsillectomy mutilation? gallbladder removal?
>>41376216i (the one who got breast reduction) wasn't the anon who replied to you. to be frank i never felt a pleasurable sensation in my nipples, it was always either kind of a dull uncomfortable sensation or nothing, whereas now it's pain, so i was really kind of defective from the get go. i can't even feel pleasure in my vaginal canal so i've come to believe i was cursed at birth
>>41376276My condolences. That sounds awful.
>>41375843it sounds like your reduction was botched tbdesu. do you think you could get a full mastectomy if you pitched it to your parents as being remedial?
>>41365341>tells people senistive information that wouldnt be knownn if you hadnt revealed it>"oh please dont look it up!!!!!!"when are you getting your hpd diagnosis
>>41375695i unedersatand you
>>41375695either rep or full send. if you know hrt isn't saving you why are you throwing yourself a constant pity party over it
always remmember that transitioning is inherently femminine YOU GOTTA ALWAYS REMMEMBER THAT this is why im mostly neutral on mtfs yet despise pooners
>>41376725nnnnooooo... stawwwpppp......
>>41376961dysphoria is inherently feminine too so it's a lose-lose situation
>>41379614i know right its like an eating disorder
>>41365192I’ve literally seen the average lesbian transition better than the mtfs that post here on passgen. If you have the height and determination, you can make it work.
>>4138032790% of passgen posters are beautiful attwhoring women. I can see the female traits in every pooner forever>If you have the heightI'm 5'1
>>41380372I will respect your incorrectness
>>41365805i keep thinking about this its actually so fucking funny imagine realizing youre trans because of this one person you like only for that person to not be attracted to you anymore after that LMAOOmind you this was 14 years old we were both highly likely pre transition too and the only thing i changed was pronouns
>>41381133dude get over it its been 6 years
>>41380327ydgi
If I think about my body too much i throw up
>>41380327repfuel
>>41376296i don't know if my parents would be fine with me completely chopping off my tits, they hate trannies and gays and would think something's up with me. i'm holding out hope that one day i'll stop being a retard neet, develop a skill and make enough money so i can chop off my tits and rep for the remainder of my life as a titless celibate woman
i just want to be a man is that too much to ask. i dont even need to be a 6'0+ gigachad or anything. being a pooner is being a faker nothing is real i will never be male. dysphoria should be classified under ocd
>women and children
I don’t want to be trans for a lot of reasons (being a woman is humiliating but being a trans man more so, if you get found out) but also I think having a self-perception and being obsessed with how others view you is lowkey egotistical so I’m trying to stop. I need to stop seeing “me” as a coherent “self” and begin to see me as a collection of traits and physical parts that I could use to affect the world in ways I want to. My body and who I “am” is just a vessel for experiencing the world and affecting it. No need to be emotional over how “I” am seen, could just assess different parts usefulness (is this trait going to lead to the outcome I want or should it be gotten rid of?) without having it affect my sense of self or feeling bad about things that don’t fit my standards because there simply wouldn’t be an emotional connection anymore.
>>41387592good luck, let us know how it goes
>>41387592>>41388689This actually works provided you can brainwash yourself enough.
I am very slowly going insane. And that's okay.
gonna play no im not a human
How do I find a girl who could fall for a sickly autistic shut in who doesn't wear make up and is genuinely kind of ugly it'd be my barrier to pooning out
>>41390748played it. the protagonist is literally me except im female
>>41390748>>41392137Did you enjoy it? I've watched a bit of some playthroughs and it has a really nice aesthetic (for lack of a better word) but I've seen some people complain about the gameplay
>>41392173the aesthetics are nice, the characters/dialogue felt organic and were my favorite part of the whole game. also i really liked how a lot of stuff is kept ambiguous (my favorite example is the kindergarten lady because her 'backstory' puts into question a lot of the more violent deeds that are usually pinned onto visitors). the gameplay is its weak spot tho its like a more boring version of papers please. im a schizo who doesn't trust any type of authority so i figured out that FEMA and the TV guy were feeding us bullshit on like day two.
i need a girlfriend
>>41392597I need two girlfriends
>>41392618i'd prefer just one and a relatively normal life
I’ve had enough of life.
i smell like yyyogggguurrrrtttt
>>41392837it'll all end soon
Repressing is so fucking lonely and I know not being able to handle loneliness is fembrained or whatever and I am handling it until I can kill myself but I want to complain. This board is literally the only place where such a concept is understood, no where else can people comprehend a self aware cis person having gender dysphoria. The average tranny will just tell you youre a real boy!! With internalized transphobia that you just have to work on as fucking if and the average cis person has no clue what gender dysphoria even is or has horrible TDS and their brain won't be able to comprehend that if "just don't think about it" or "acknowledge that you can't become a guy and move on" worked I would already be cured. Dysphoria is this constant fog that taints practically every single day and inevitably comes back even if you get a nice stretch of time where you feel cured and no cope works for longer than a few months and when you're too aware to ever feel like transitioning would help you in any way there is literally no solution. I'm just going to be vaguely miserable for as long as I'm still alive and no one will understand why which is actually fine And normal for me anyway because to everyone in my life I am the personification of female hysteria. Ok thanks for reading my whining bye
>>41356549>>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?I'm an androphile>>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck hereI just came to check ini hate the fact that there are two genders, i wish there was only one. i hate being a woman and i cant really complain because i know i'm a huge outlier, almost all women really identify with it. i think (and definitely hope) i'm the most malebrained female i know, i'm not like the stereotypical trans man that doesn't relate to men. maybe i'm being too hard on trans men because who im actually talking about are the girls in high school who had he/they pronouns, not adults going on hormones. i just HATE the fact that i'm realizing how much socialization has an effect on how humans act (obviously). like if i was in a male body i'd act so much more myself, but since im in a female one my brain just makes me act more feminine to fit in, as a social animal thats what happens and it's annoying because it's stifling my best self. i saw a video of a cat raised around dogs and i feel like that's me, socialization is so powerful. i hate hate hate gender roles and the fact that there are two genders at all but they are extremely entrenched in society and are probably just naturally supposed to be that way even in a hunter gatherer society, i'm just a strange exception.
>>41392597i need a girlfriend like i need a gun in my mouth. which is to say itd be really bad for my health but i still want it
>wake up>still a foidits over
thought about my ex and almost punched the wall
>Wake up>Still have an amazing femrepper partner>Cannot stop thinking about our future together>Can feel my life getting better every dayWGMII'm sure that all of you are going to have an amazing life at some point also. You just need to keep looking for that perfect mtf partner for you :3
Bumpu.
>>41395125im gonna kill myself
>>41395125this is getting over the top not all of us are interested in romance
>>41394942same, and i have a gun in my mouth
>>41399379giwtwmi could buy a gun if i wanted to but i dont really trust myself to not kermit with it
Bump
Lole
>>41400261be my gf instead
>>41404955>gave him the steven universe bean mouth
>>41404955this is a pro-transition drawing and he still looks ugly. over
hrtrepping isn't real btw if you do hrt you failed
>>41406366not if it does nothing, the double fail cancels itself out
i never physically matured i still look 12 i cant stop spiraling over this. i am stuck as a child foerver I AM FORCED TO BE A CHILF
Good afternoon, dead general.>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?I have four brothers all of whom were in chad fraternities and/or on prestigious athletic scholarships. They're all tall as shit, clearly. I pale in comparison and I hate my life.>Do you actually get any enjoyment from coming to this board or are you just stuck hereStuck here.
>>41358239>femrepper finding their perfect mtf gfI’m really curious about this as of late. I’ve only been with guys and transgirls for the last couple years, but I’ve recently been seeing this theyfab who’s a very tough farmer type of bisexual. I find them incredibly hot, regardless of how they’re presenting (they can shift throughout a given day between looking like a guy or a girl depending on clothes), and I love how protective they are of me as a slightly weaker cityfag. Interestingly I quickly came to find out that they mainly date transpeople, on either side, and they seem really into me as a clocky hrt enby who’s pretty ok with being androgynous atp. They’re ok that I don’t want to top, though we might try it soon, and they get really dominant with me, which they say is something more new for them. However they also told me that they’ve always wanted to be a guy, but don’t want to transition. They’ve playfully asked me to borrow my dick to fuck me with, and it’s evident that with me at least they’re a little upset that they can’t fuck me (they keep bringing this up). I’ve mostly avoided afabs through my mid 20s because I like dick a lot, but I’m def bi and it’s kinda snuck up on me that this lesbian-coded afab person is so comforting to me. But I guess they’re a femrepper? They’re kind of using me? It doesn’t feel as bad as finding out a guy is with me cuz he wants to be trans but opts for dating transwomen or someone like me instead. It feels more natural. We kinda look alike too. Should I be worried?
>>41409409up to you and your guys' unique circumstances to decide whether it'll work for you. that's definitely a femrepper though.
>>41356549>When did you realize it was irrevocably unequivocally over?I have severe acid reflux. Binding, taping, even wearing tight sports bras make me throw up. Plus I'm fucking 5'2 and I have the widest hips out of any woman I know. Since I don't believe in God, I know these are just coincidences, but they sure are some fucked up coincidences
>>41409602Yaaa for real. I just never hear about the dangers of dating a femrepper, unlike a male repper, whose weirdnesses are known to me. I’ve never even opened this gen, but now I’m like oh this is relevant to my life lolMaybe we’re well aligned, I wish I looked more like a woman and didn’t have a dick, but I don’t have the money or insurance for surgeries. We’re both kinda reppers I guess
>>41409409>They’ve playfully asked me to borrow my dick to fuck me with, and it’s evident that with me at least they’re a little upset that they can’t fuck me (they keep bringing this up).this might be a red flag. if they want to skinwalk you/their penis envy is that bad it might go south.
haii femrepgen sorry for bringing this up for the 743656th time but now ive really done it and i cant stop thinking about the guy. i also wanted to point out how he probably looked like picrel, and i keep wondering if maybe i liked him because he was the most tgirl coded pooner i had ever found... one in a million. never to be found again. there is a hole shaped like him in my heart and its been getting harder to ignore lately. this may legit be worse than what was happening to me until now. i miss my tulpa
>>41410483Why is your trip off
>>41410611because i wanted to lul
What was your most schizobrained method of repping as a child? When I was like 11 I found a website that claimed to grant wishes if you did x thing (it wasn’t money or anything else super predatory, it was just shit like “speaking your wish into a mirror” every night at a certain time for x amount of nights and shit like that) and I saw a bunch of comments saying that they used it to go from man to woman so I was like holy shit I know what I want to wish for! The opposite of that! And I did it for like a full year bc I convinced myself I was just “doing it wrong each time” bc I wanted so badly for it to be real and for it to work even though honestly I knew it was bullshit. And shortly after I gave up on that I came up with a psycho cope that was 100% original and can’t blame on the external influence of any stupid website where I decided I must have been a man in a past life who was like misogynistic or something and so he was cursed to live as a woman in his next life as penance but if I could simply learn to understand women and what they are going through the curse would be broken and I could be a dude again or something. Even at the time I knew this was insane and not real but there was always a part of me that was like “haha definitely not real… unless…?” Bc I just wanted it so bad lmao
>>41410723When I was 14 I came up with some retarded theory that I'm not sure how to explain but I rationalized that I was some being of light who was placed in a female body to learn some sort of lesson about the struggles of being human and the dysphoria was caused because men were closer to the divine while women were fleshy and worldly. and that when I died the electricity in my brain would rejoin the universe or some other stupid bullshit and free me.
>>41410723>I must have been a man in a past life who was like misogynistic or something and so he was cursed to live as a woman in his next lifei imagine a similar thing but in my case its more like i was granted the wish of being female since i was a mtf repper in a past life, so its ungrateful for me to want to be anything else>>41410764this kinda sounds like the plot of my cope story lmao, where each human consciousness belongs to light beings or "stars" beyond this reality that are all piloting humans like meat suits while were awake, then take a break when we go to sleep and they have their own life and sometimes they do shit they get punished for in the way you described
>>41410723>When I was like 11I was about the same age when I believed I could become more masculine if I imagined myself as a boy enough. What do they call it these days, manifesting? Of course it didn't work, but it did make me feel more confident. Now I'm too self-aware to be able to pretend I'm actually male.
I am tired 24/7 and can't relax because this body feels like a retarded football mascot suit I'm forced to wear around the clock.
>>41410932Honestly you could probably still do this to gain self-esteem. I remember hearing studies that showed that placebos can still have a noticeable effect even when the person using them is aware they are just placebos.
>>41411423Well now I just need to find a male character to watch on repeat and skinwalk.
>repgen dead>femrepgen alivehehe
