pandemic editionqott: what did you do during the covid lockdowns?prev - >>41356975
>>41363229WHAT is a Manmoder?
>>41363229I journaled a bunch and decided to transition.
jerked my shit.why the fuck did you make a new thread?
>>41363251miserable pile of secrets?
>>41363239saar...
>>41363251a very butch woman
>>41363264>>>/pol/ and learn to read, idiot
>>41363229finished grad school, drank quite a bit. played vidya online with friends
reminder that this is not >>>/lgbt/mtfg, or >>>/lgbt/bmg, or >>>/lgbt/repgen, or >>>/lgbt/passgen, or >>>/lgbt/hongen, or >>>/lgbt/detroongen
>>41363229i don't remember. posting on fchon and being drunk as fuck or something?random re spammification message is due i think? but seriously, we've all been there, right?:Dps post battlestation or gocky idc
>>41363268absolutely no need to do this btw other than to confuse ppl
>>41363275literally all of the above
>>41363275reminder this is durian territory:<
>>41363279my battle station is just my laptop + my old macbook with no battery so it can’t be unplugged
>>41363275wrongauntie can you stop stop being so grumpy
>>41363267??? So in every thread for AFABs they have to share pics of their vagina ???
>>41363282i love confusing people!! plus if i let it fully die then i can’t post the new link in the old thread
eternally saging this thread since the other one didnt get to 1000this place deserves all the boymoders and passions it gets i wish you all an extremely painful death
>>41363252I started transitioning in 2019, but the effects didn’t become obvious until 2020.So everyone thinks I’m one of those people that went crazy and trooned during lockdowns.I WENT CRAZY BEFORE COVID DAMN IT
>>41363303ok so you meant posters of as in people who post those organs, and not posters who have the organs... disregard
>>41363308It takes like easily 10-15 minutes for a thread to pass through a page at the current pace of the board. We could've hit 1k replies...
>>41363319why does that matter? can you stop hating other trannies please
>>41363312i’m sorry :( force of habit, i’ll wait longer next time. plus this way i dont have to post my gock
>>41363333It’s just a joke
>>41363326It's okay
>>41363229i lived with an eccentric rich lady, and then i lived with a bunch of horses with another eccentric wholesome lady. and it was pretty chill honestly.
>>41363335>plus this way i dont have to post my gockI fucking knew it... Scheming woman, that makes (You) a fakemoder
>>41363330other thread’s at 821 and just made it to page 10, this one hasn’t even hit 30, we probably wouldn’t have even hit 900, let alone 1k
>>41363295what `laptop? sorry i was bit by a nerd-vampire (not of the amiga type)
>>41363341it was hurtful
>>41363335it’s all right i’ll post mine instead since i was contractually obligated to do so every 3 months
>>41363364We had momentum which is now dead! Also I think it's still gonna go to 900 combined by the time the old thread dies. /cg/ was on page ten for a solid half hour just a moment ago.
>>41363367it’s just some random hp i got when my macbook shit itself and i figured i might as well get a windows machine so i could play more games. i’ll check in a little bit if you want more specifics
>>41363279i miss how chaotic this setup was
brown nipples are so erotic
>>41363401are you a fed?
>>41363410stop gooning so early
>>41363412yeah she is, i’m sorry t.cia handler
>>41363401why do you like angel so much? she's not even that relevant
>>41363424angel devil is literally tranny rep and i don’t make the rules
>>41363418haven't touched myself in a week I'll let you know
>>41363412no course not. im just a normal sararimanmoder. why would you ask that>>41363424she's pretty, distant, and full of suffering
>>41363401>misato necklace>angel devil wallpaperpolaris you’re the perfect person to decide whether i should dress as angel devil or misato for halloween
>>41363446this reply glows
>>41363450angel devil. im doing duo maxwell this halloween
>>41363463i still haven’t watched any gundam…
>>41363229QOTT I sold my ass and partied a lot
>>41363390oh my fucking god is that a sony?=!stop being a nerdy nerd my good gal, only nerds get those, and some losers not worthy of being nerds even (like me) :/>>41363418post brown nipples and ask me later (for results)
>>41363450i have that asuka hat from the rebuild movies do you want my opinion too...
>>41363479sure go for it
>>41363492get a sexy nurse costume
i wish i looked like elaine benes :(
>>41363229>qottI ruined my few remaining relationships with people who didn't really consider me a friend anyway and started hrt
>>41363473im so gay for heero x duo (1x2) :3
>>41363501the only way i’d do that is if i was doing an enema of the state reference, but if i’m dressing as an album cover i’d rather do folie a deux
I kinda want to cut a bit
you suck
QOTTI REPPED BITCH
>>41363537don’t cut
>>41363518i always was partial to kira x athrun
I would like to dress as trinity from matrix for Halloween but that's NOT happening.
>>41363537newwa cutt old granny that newwa cut
>>41363564what
chatgpt told me i hada neutral masculine aestheitc
ChatGPT told me I'm look like a soft gay man
>>41363570nevah cutt. trans-lator
chatgpt tongues my anus
>>41363559its been so long since ive watched seed
I dated a girl who was 21 when I was 16 and I only broke up with her because she suggested me to go on hrt
im dating an 18 yo
>>41363570you are really retarded, aren't you?sorry i'm too old to adapt to the genuinely retarded posters on this website not going to lie to you retard ass...maybe you should go back to the infinite scroll sites?
>>41363612esl?
>>41363590chatgpt doesn't have a protruding organ however i kinda do...
creepy
>>41363610age gap much
>>41363537I cut a bunch on my throat and now I can’t wear anything without a scarf.
i will never passi will never fall in lovei will never talk to strangers
problematic AGP gap
>>41363620hi retard poster shouldn't you have sexual interactions with that other rat like being instead of posting shit here?esl isn't an explanation for you being a genuine retard by the way, and i bet you know it deep inside.not that i care ngl, you can choke on your big dick for all i care. oh, esl explanation: i actually don't. choke all you can you ugly freak, lol! :D
>>41363612>>41363669severely incoherent esl posts
my last gf literally told how she hated that dating me felt like dating one of her girl friends. like how's that a bad thing
it's not that hard to piece it together
>>41363634im 30 whats the problem
>>41363294regrettable
>>41363463should i get a wig or just dye my own hair? i have no qualms about having bright red hair, ive done it before, but i have my attempt at tranny bangs, so i don’t think angel’s style is too achievable
im an animal i will be a god damn blue collar hon for the rest of my life and the only chance for love i have is being the man for a transbian or ftm
>>41363675have you ever had your cognitive abilities checked? because you're acting as an ugly old drooling retard right now to be honest.would say i'm worried about you but i'm online only and don't have to pretend lolhope you accidentally die in near time.
>>41363703stop grooming you’re making the rest of us trannies look bad
>>41363749esl??
if i was attracted to men life would be so much easier, I'd just date some random rapist moid and psyop myself into thinking I'm happy
why is it so esl in here now anyway
>>41363763random rapist moids would never deign to marry a man like me
>>41363753keep grooming
>>41363753>>41363774we’re both adults
>>41363763i can’t do that
>>41363735i dont think it matters much either way. do whichever you think will be more fun. i think friends would appreciate either interpretation as long as you feel comfortable.
>>41363778an 18 year old is way more similar to a 16 year old than a 30 year old
>>41363811source?
>>41363811sounds like something a groomer would say ngl
should i shave my head
do it now
>>41363873only if you post before/after pics
>>41363873no
>>41363759third actually but...please don't drool on your keyboard.
>>41363873yes...when can lick it as a fellow man?
trying way too hard
>>41363914gross stop being so creepy
>>41363921:| sorry it's in my nature i cannot (lie) help it
so they>assigned me to a women's hospital>during the interview asked me if there was any chance I was pregnant>other nurses she/her'd even after hearing my deadname>head nurse gave me a new name badge with my tranny name on itam I being set up here? what's their end goal with all of this
>>41363884heres the before ill post results tomorrowfiles.catbox.moe/iei56u.jpgneed to be bald so everyone can see my big ugly man skull and know im a man
>>41363963fakest of moders
oops i posted the pic cuz im retarded oh well
>>41363979im being hugboxed
i have such a comical lack of a waist :(
>>41363963nothing?normies going through the protocols as ordained by their organizational god?like somehow local meds got to know that i'm on estrogen and asked me my pronouns?does that mean they actually see me as something different from normie men?! the answer is no. it's just what normie retards are expected to do even if it makes 'em feel ill...
i got a demon in my soul and he’s pounding on your hole, spiritually
hide all murphy postsignore all murphy postsreport all murphy posts
>>41363963wtf is the point of this post its a hospital they have to be nice to you
>>41364060say that again
is it fine if i hate chuddie freak except from that fine organ of a freak sick-freak-breaker thingie?ps i hate you all except from those actually not genuine manmoders that are qt and nice :3>>41364051murphy is like 95% of the posts i can still tolerateyes... eel award, as idk.hot body parts are like first langue tho?
>>41364060I look 100% like a man, there's no need for all of that. They're setting me up in a humiliation ritual
>>41364066naggah?sorry posting 4 my fren :3... ;_;
>>41364088post ur bod on my disc?i mean i bet ur hot enough for me to search for passwords for a 8 month dormant account?!? genuinely?
>>41364076zB?
>>41364106no kys
>>41364076ew
>>41364051you're getting your learning-disabled posters confused
>>41364127based>>41364130what's your second langue?
i wanna see chuddies moder breaker tbhon
im gonna ask to be transferred to another hospital when the experience period endsI just can't take this
>>41364146engels...
>>41364185pqp odeio essa palavracoisa nojenta
iwnbaw
palavra nojenta para uma pessoa
>>41364208you probably are one, just like everyone else besides me on this gen
>>41364223no im the truemoder
im just an extremely ugly woman
im just a normal looking man
>>41364231no i’m dirty dan
bump
i hate being trans and i hate spending 99% of my waking hours obsessing and suffering over something impossiblei am so tired and i will only be free when im dead
i need orchi holy shit
>>41364542DIY rubber band orchi!!
it is a cult isnt itthey want you to keep injecting so you keep suffering
>>41364577whore
>>41364553elaborate
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>>41364592wrap a rubber band around your scrotum nice and tight. this’ll cut off the circulation and cause the testicles to die and fall off
>>41364590why?
i think i sustained severe brain damage during my last ed bout
imagine being a woman
>>41364625b/p cycle sorry>>41364645i feel reatarded rn it really damages your brain i think
>>41364645my friend probably has starvation based brain damage and he doesn’t even have an ed. just a disease that keeps his brain from storing glucose, which means if he waits more than a few hours between eating his body starts digesting itself for nutrients/energy
i have to save up for ffs but theres no way im gonna make it that long without detransitioning or killing myself
you're pretty = you're ugly but I need to cheer you upyou're beautiful = you're tolerable to look atyou're stunning = you're pretty
>>41364804you have bdd
>>41364805?
>>41364805thought terminating cliche to keep people deluded
>>41364804and cute?
>>41364825ugly but not that bad
>>41364823okay i’ll put in a bit more effort. people are not scheming to pity you while actually hating you. that is delusional thinking. there’s no reason to take every compliment as secretly placating you while harboring a deep disdain for you. it’s like people who think all their friends actually hate them but are hanging out with them for unknown reasons. just accept them and stop letting your insecurities weaken the likely sincere thoughts people share with you
>>41364835knew it
>it’s like people who think all their friends actually hate them but are hanging out with them for unknown reasons.not that anon but this is true for me
>>41364861no it’s not! think about how ridiculous hat idea is for one second. your self hatred is blinding you
>>41364861i also do this because im retarded
>>41364870i know its ridiculous but it doesn't prevent it from feeling any less true and i don't know how to fix that
11:11 make a wish. i wish i passed
>>41363229>qottgot screamed at by my mother and played videogames.
>>41364846sorry yea it was brainwormsI got called pretty for the first time ever and didn't know how to deal with it :(
>>41364846they dont have to secretly hate you lmao they're just saying shit because they dont careand be so fr trannies are extremely insincere when it comes to looks
no one will ever call me pretty because i have purposely made myself as ugly as possible
i will never be beautiful because my soul is ugly
>>41364887i don’t know how to fix it either, i just hope remembering how ridiculous i’m being when i think things like that helps>>41364929i’m so happy for you, nona! just try and remember they were almost definitely being sincere <3>>41364931even then, giving placating but insincere compliments is pretty damn rare, definitely rarer than the people of this board would think
>>41363229The character on the right looks familiar hmmm
theyre from bojack
>>41365141recognizing yolanda but not todd makes me think they’re talking about some other axolotl
>>41365075youre naivemost compliments are insincere
>>41365186you’re paranoid and overly cynical
i wish i had bigger tits and a smaller dick
Do people notice and ignore my large breasts or do they just not notice them i cant tell
idk what do you dress like?
>>41365329I wish both of mine were bigger>>41365342people notice and stare or are polite about and ignore mine
i was feeling sad that because of other reasons i didn’t try out for my college’s play, but i just realized i would’ve looked like a freak in the dressing room either wearing a bra or having my cones out
>>41365384usually jeans, shirt and denim jackettends to be pretty obvious at least to me>>41365392havent noticed anyone staring but idk
>>41365342good chance they don’t notice, i feel like people really aren’t very observant
https://voca.ro/13lkq4bVV0uIhow bad is my tranny voice
normalize feeling like shit at all timesit's ok to never feel good
True chads can take estrogen and it doesnt even matter
Trve chadhons can take estrogen, get laser, FFS, BA, BBL, VFS, clavicle reduction surgery, and SRS, and it still doesn't matter.
its ok if you dont wanna talk anymore but pls just let me know if youre okmy blood ran cold when i saw u blocked me and i cant stop worrying abt uim sorry and ill miss u
you were the only friend i had and i took you for grantedill miss you so much
>>41365842who?
iykyk
i dont so i dont answer even if someone texted me recently
doesnt matter which
its jagu
