>be me >no clue if genuinely trans, just an agp victim or an wanna be hrt femboy>first shot of e todayguess we'll find out the hard way
>>41384321No AA?Do you even know what you're doing? Hrt will make you a woman, not a cute uwu boi
>>41384412No itll make most a slightly cuter man with cone tits. Only lucky few reach woman.
>beatriceyou're a tranny lol
>>41384321idk what to tell you bro, I still feel that uncertain after 9 years of injecting that stuff. Only thing i found out the hard way is that being indecisive takes you places you wouldn't even go with a gun.
>>41384321>first shot of e todayWell, you're definitely not a real man, that's for sure
>>41384412monotherapy sounds fair & chill
>>41385306sounds good enough
>>41385326I've heard this so many times & I honestly love it but what are the odds of me having bpd and being trans? >I'm literally the golden witch fr fr
>>41385871>being indecisive takes you places you wouldn't even go with a gun.so fucking real. indecisiveness will be the end of you, unless you kill it as fast as possible.
>>41385978>not even gonna pretend the term failmale doesn't make me hard
>>41386077Don't worry, with that estrogen coursing through your blood, eventually you wont even get hard at being called a failed male!You'll just get blushy and needy and require the assistance of a man to "fix" that feeling warm horny feeling
>>41385871>>41386067I see. It took me long enough to get into shape and be somewhat functional under depression. If I wasn't sure I'd off myself by the end of the year (and didn't have a lk transphobe gf at that time) I would have tried estrogen back in 2018.
>>41386082Not sure if I'm into men to be completely honest but nothing's stopping me from just using them for their dicks :3
>>41384321I did find out btw similar situationI am a victim of social contagion porn abandonment issues and overtly open trannies thinking I’m anything like th plus a therapist who didn’t push me away from this crap hard enough and just placated meIt will be worse
>>41386480not op but I would like to know more
>>41386480>I am a victim of social contagionFemale brain
>>41386506I did hrt because I thought it’s what I wanted but I’m so so wrongI am just a self hating dude , not feminine in anyway, just escaping the painful facts of my life be subjugating myself to a “condition” that isn’t mine or my fault.I appropriated trans identities and stories and even believed the lies I build myself that yes somehow I have things in common with real trans women or even cis women.I’m nothing but a failure of a person and my inability to truly make anything out of it was what eventually made me start thinking maybe just maybe transitioning is what I actually want. Reinvent myself.Porn and internet addiction helped put me in the position to actually do this to myself. Eventually I got help to fulfill the transition and nobody questioned the gaps in my false stories or the inconsistency in my feelings. The people that helped me just assumed I was like them.Slowly after months and years of being submitted to this hrt bs I realise I’m wrong about all of it. It’s compounding factors. But eventually the lies catch up with you.
>>41386514Shit like this definitely didn’t help me
>>41386537sounds tough. not sure how similar our situations are but aside from boobs maybe I don't mind any of the "downsides" from hrt. I'm a pretty twinkish/fem boy tho
>>41386537reading between the lines here it sounds like you didn't end up passing after a few months. if there was a magic pill that turned you into a passoid, do you think it would have been different?
>>41386051nta but unironcally if that's how you feel you're probably a tranny. That "I just need to stop being male" mentality.
>>41384321If you even consider taking E as an AMAB there's like a 99.9% chance you're trans.
>>41386709>>41386799I don't mind being seen as a man at all. just a cute, feminine moid who has the body of a woman. aside from malewifing I still have typically masculine hobbies I just get super envious everytime I see a woman to a point where it essentially became>open social media>see pretty woman/femboy>wanna kms>day ruined
>>41386799I wish that were true. Taking estrogen only made me realize that I really am a man
>>41386690Utterly irrelevantId gain confidence but I’d still never find myself not reallyI’m kot some girl with the wrong set of organs forced by society to live a nightmareI’m just a loser dude deep into shit he has no place to be>>41386653None of it really matters to meBeing unable to have children msybe but I was already convinced I’d never manage to do that anyway so it makes little difference again.
>>41386799You should unironically hang yourself
>>41384321(op) fuck it. just took my first shot. feelings are between euphoric and anticipation for what's to come. 8/10 experience
