Self Improvement Editionqott: what are you doing to get closer to your goals?prev: >>41400896
>>41411145>qottgoing to college, working out, that's about it.
qott: today i did 20 mins of voice training
making money, drinkin
do you look different at year 2 and year 3 of hrt?
>>41411210ye
>>41411248how different though?
>>41411145>picrelAt first I thought this was a train eating a car, like a snake eats a mouse. Now I'm disappointed it isn't, since cars are the natural prey of high-speed trains.
>>41411289im sorry anon that would have been a funnier pic
>>41411210dont even look different at day 1 and year 6
>>41411343didn't you get ffs
>>41411392
i want to be kissed :(
>>41411416mwah :)
I want head.
>>41411436real women only give never receive
money isnt even real but im so stupid and useless i cant make any of it so i always have to stress and live in poverty instead of just living out my days in comfort
>>41411453every hussy i've met loooves blowjobs actually so do the AGPseveryone loves blowjobs
>>41411343it be like that best bro... i'm sorry or something>>41411356as in freakish fisting sex? nah, june's a sweet prude sadly :(
>qottvery minimal, probably wrong voice training and continuing hrt, aka nothing
>>41411482i find them uncomfortable and strange
>>41411459i got 170k as an unemployable neet freak of nature? i'd be asking myself (if i were that sad thing you call "me") "what did i do wrong?"... but the gods would stay silent :(
>>41411431a real kiss :/
>>41411526are you a euromoder?
>>41411526nta but come visit me?never kissed anyone before tho so it'd be weird and shit
>>41411459i can make money but living a comfortable life means repping because hrt is stressful
fuck my stupid gayg(am)p hormonemaxxing twink life I just got my weewee sucked by a dude for the first and literally ascended out of this universe!he also dry humped me and is very sweet. I might be okay after all...
>>41411530i’m going to kiss you onon the mouth
>>41411530>never kissed anyone beforethat's cute>>41411529no :(
>>41411210yeah I look noticeably different every year, working on #6
>>41411576>no :(day ruined
am i really homophobic if 1: I had bfs in middle school and 2: im only disgusted by masculine gays
>>41411550i didnt mean my life would be comfortable but the practical aspect of it would bei cant make money anyways so who cares
>>41411654>future troonsbian 101
>>41411682>futureuhh
>>41411674>i didnt mean my life would be comfortable but the practical aspect of it would be>i cant make money anyways so who caressorry if i sound spoiled in comparison feels like the hardest part is shared b/w even though i have it easier in other things
mmg transbian polycule meetup when?
you literally got transbiangen gurls! this one is for gaybois...
as an exclusively male attracted manmoder, I say>transbians go go go!dem girls need some love + I can't give it to them so make sure the sistahs are alright!
>>41411568if you knew who i am you wouldn't say things like that :(
>>41411769but i manmode :(
do they really care thoughever?
>>41411145>qotton hrttrooning is kinda my only goal desu. i should be working on getting through med school and building a future for myself but desu why should i care if i can’t pass perfectly as a woman. i don’t want people to see me as a mananyways haiiii manmoder general ^~^
bought a wig for a halloween costume but i realized this means i have to learn to style a wig…o no
>>41411751i dont understand what you mean sorry
>>41411883i have a job and money and all thatbut i'm also an uggo manmoder stressing out over hrt
am 12/10 full of vomit juice rn and i cannot stop stopping at the circle k's of the the vomit world :(
>>41411808really? that doesn't make any sense
I mog most of this gen, have been called a fakemoder many times & got a cute guy to sex me now.Guess it's time to look for greener pastures! Girlboything out!
>>41412047best of luck nona, but please don’t rub it in :(
>>41411913you can at least live alone in a comfy flat and and eat well and nobody cares or wants anything from you
>>41412047im a girlbiything ;/
>>41412047please rub it in more
>>41412068yeah my only problems are>i have to go to work>i can't stop injecting estrogen
>>41412047>guyI'd be upset about this post but I'm not attracted to moids which makes me superior to you so lol
>>41411878good luck friend, i believe in you o7
>>41412074embrace it! Bi boys love it + you're a better boygirlfriend than cissies trust me!>>41412057Sorry wasn't my intention, I'm just happy to be happy rn.
>>41411943then i guess you're a proper retard. and i'm sorry. :|
>>41412090i wish i could work. but i guess its a greener grass thing
plucking my face because even one day of not shaving looks disgusting
>>41412149>i wish i could work.having money to buy things is nice but i really hate going to work
i love having random mood swings leading to me crying uncontrollablyidk if this an effect of the estrogen or not
total bi love
>>41412169IDK
>>41412172barfany sexuality that involves being attracted to men is nasty
>>41412157yeah i cant imagine having to do that every day, even school was torture even when you were a coddled child
>>41412203this is the sexuality equivalent of only eating chicken nuggies
>>41412100no men actually want uncertain freaks like us, stop lying
>>41412203come on... you can't tell me you don't feel giggly when he starts grinding on your pelvis and you just start being one with the universe!
>>41412225you WILL eat the bugs
>>41412245nnggghddfssdfsalfasf
>>41412207yeah i don't like it but i keep pushing myself to do it in hopes i'll save up enough to do somethingbut idk there's nothing i want to do besides be a lazy girl, but iwnbaw
>>41412244they do + let me repeat this: BI. GUYS. LOVE. US. (and (You) specifically nona)
>>41412225>you HAVE to be attracted to men okayshut up retard>>41412245not at all, just reading this gives me the ick
>>41412244they really do tho and you don't even have to get that lucky
>>41412153i do that too, but on my hands and chest an stomach. it’s really satisfying but it’s kinda fucking up my skin? well, shaving also fucks up my skin so there’s no avoiding it ig :/
>>41412253it's so. fucking. good.I was totally skiddish for a few months but yesterday I just installed Grindr and literally the first guy who tapped me, I was chatting with for a few hours + today we met up, had a walk through the park, sat behind a lonely tree, made out for a while.Then we got a bottle of wine, went to his place and just like chilled on the couch cuddling, kissing, touching. It's srsly worth it if you can look past the old creeps!
>>41412225just like me fr
>>41412263no they dontgenuinely stop lying to me, i will not make a fool of myself because of a psyop
>>41412278shut up
>>41412302wowwww
>>41412294desperately hoping doing it thins out the facial hair semi-permanently, like all the girls who over plucked their eyebrows so they never grew back fully
>>41412381it does somewhatish but you do have to keep up with it a lot and should watch out for getting semi-ingrown hairs. i tend to get them a lot, and in the process of trying to violently remove those hairs i damage my skin, which is why this whole thing is making my skin a lil gross. still better than having gross body hair tho. but if your skin is kinder to you then there should be no problem :)
>>41412302how does it feel? how does he treat you?
I'm very ashamed of liking women and that probably won't go away until srs but seeing people on this board and irl go well if you don't like men you aren't le valid never fails to make me laugh
clonazepam doesn't hit as hard as it used to nowadays
took an edible ~5 minutes ago :3
>>41412557eat another oneI hate men so much it's unreal
>>41412599me too. it came from a middle school spent on tumblr and buzzfeed i think
i wish I was as cute as tyler robinson's moder gf
i wish i was as cute as all the fakemoders who post their faces here
can manmoders actually live as a bottom in the relationship or will you always be expected to top eventually
>>41412686who is the prettiest one if you dont say me ill cut myself
>>41412755rarely an issue if you date men
>>41412444It feels like the coziest hugboxx in the world. I have like 34 inch hips at a 5'10 stature, but all of the sudden the guy was like>I'm really into your hips they are so niceand that gave me kind of a reality check idk.Also, as I said, he asked me multiple times if I consent and when I said I wanted to go home cause I have to work tomorrow, he just said>stop defending yourself so much, I'm looking forward to seeing you again. Absolutely 0 rape energy + he's a baritone jazz vocalist I'm srsly losing my mind with infatuation
>>41412769i don’t know which one you are, you’re all anons to me. kiria and polaris are both incredibly cute but trips and so egregiously fake it’s hard to even consider them fakemoders. they’re just passing women with brainworms
snorted a pill and it went all the way to the back of my head it hurs too :(
>>41412801kms
>>41412783this post was manufactured to specifically make me want to kill myself
>>41412783cont: If this is AGP, I literally couldn't care less about it. I MIGHT JUST HAVE A CUTE FAGGOT BOYFRIEND!
men are shit
>>41412830don't nona. Love will come soon and it's gonna be the greatest thing to ever happen to you.
>>41412801okay thanks im killing myself now
>>41412867no it wontit cant comeit will never happenall because i wont let it
>>41412898good
>>41412940I know. I'm glad I finally realised this
>>41412898precisely. But u gotta let it happen.Listen to this:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5CtiouwHOxw>inb4 sissy shitjust leave me alone. I'm not gonna hon it up in public - gay stuff is for me and the bois.
>>41412949stay miserable
i'm crying so much >>41412686same
just cut myself a bit
>>41412953this isn't meant for the likes of me>>41412956I will
guys it gay for two men to fall in love with each other and grow old together?
>>41412994ya,,,,,,
>>41413009please NONA NO DON'T DO THIS TO YOURSELF!You are loved.We are one.We are queer.You will find love.
>>41412994show
>>41413016It's gay and it's the most beautiful thing in the world .
>>41413028you are better than me. don't bother with the type of filth that I am, it's never worth it
i fumbled the cute emo guy at the concert last night I'm GOING to KILL MYSELF
>>41413065I know where you are. I've been there, for decades.You have to let it go and say>fuck it, this is what I want and I'm gonna get itWe are one nona, don't forget that I am you and you are me. You are not alone.
>>41413076men are low valueunless wanted to put her on hrt
>>41413096how can u be so cold?>>41413076Sorry for ya, you loose some, you win some...
>>41412827>>41412827you’re tied for first among anons
>>41413096
>>41413111thanks for the validationmay i kiss your hand
even if i wanted to try and get love and companionship im too stupid, annoying and boring to ever actually make it
I'm going into poverty to get ffs and I won't even pass afterwards I am the biggest retard on the planet
>>41413088I don't want any of that because it will never be enough
>>41413165you're not a retard. money doesn't matter, it's just numbers on a screen. take out all the debt in the world to get ffs. don't be a square, we'll never belong in normie society, no matter how much we wish to be.>>41413147You're beautiful.
>they casted a ftm to play a trans woman
>>41413173It will be. Calm and ready, mom's spaghetti'. That's the motto. Get that boy of your dreams!
>>41413195I'm an HRTwink.
>>41413198leave me alone
>>41413213Okay, you'll find him tho, and it will be beautiful.
>>41413210not you sweety, the show I'm watching
>>41413221what abt her
>>41413229Also you'll find her, and it will be just as beautiful.
>no /ftmg/ up figures, surprising it took the pooners long enough to find us
>>41413241?? meds
>>41413191thanks for the encouragement nona >.<
my fyp is just this now all slop to make me mad and its working
>>41413274ya welcome nona!
>>41413268yes i'll take many tyvm what have you got
>>41413282my fyp is just beautiful trans women kissing each other :)
>>41413315honestly that would piss me off more because it could never be me :(
I've been Crossdressing all my life also in public but there was definitely no aerial involved, I just picked it women's clothes and was like>Hey these fit way better on my body than men's clothesand everyone else seemed to agree. Thank you for reading my blogpost
>>41413378*arousal, but aerial
>>41413382*notkinda drunk here ngl
>>41413391dumb tranny
>>41413137of course, nona
>>41413378why post here about it?
no one would put a ring on me ever
>>41413378same desu
>>41413400https://voca.ro/19jElfhMNW0l
I’m maleAnd somehow I got convinced that’s wrong
love that i destroyed my voice by smoking from 16-22 and ill sound like a man forever
>>41413421me either, join the queue princess
it is wrong
Why?What’s wrong with being male?I’m maleBillions are male menI should go back to being oneGive on this childish gooner slop fetish
Tomorrow I want to eat good pastaDrink good waterAnd be freeTodayToday I ruin my life again
>>41413331same :/
anybody else lightfraud, it’s op
light fraud?
i darkfraud, you can't clock me if you can't even see me
just when asked for nudes as my face is so horrific that it doesn't matter
>>41413556have a bright light source behind you when you take a picture
>>41413576god didn't create you to make up new words to hurt yourself
oldbald
lonelyhon
>>41413589god made me so i can avoid my problems and blame him for everything instead actually
gay nigga
>>41413576
The moment you have a man lying on to of you and wrap your arms around his ribcage you'll realise how seriously undervirilized all of your are.
ok but i date cis women so i only ever get blackpilled
>>41413677holylyyy fuck i need this again
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/HKhCJqkB3ykwill i get my gock wet with this one?
>>41413677i've rarely ever been with a guy i couldn't beat the shit out of if i wanted to
downloading grindr again
>>41413692I know nona, I know. Men are great.
>>41413713Let's go!
>>41413713enjoy your poz and scat fetish
i didn't drink the vodka
>the one transbian itt has to keep up!
not a transbian just bi
im just a straight man with an estrogen addiction
>>41413769>>41413781thats disgusting and very offensi- wait a minute I'm a fakemoder!
>>41413754im on prep + i havent fucked anyone older than 24 yet
>>41413796be a man straight into my ass please
women pale in comparison to menand I say this as a totally heckin valid woman.
>>41413809>>41413781it's giving femcel vibes ngl
>>41413833not a cel i can go on grindr and suck a dick any time i want i just dont im not into homos anyway i need a straight man if any
>>41413818no im taken :p
st4t is truth
>>4141383310 years without a gf will make you go crazy
>>41413851and bi men are homos too right?
>>41413851>im not into homos anyway i need a straight man if anywhy would a straight guy wanna fag a faggot? and besides they are boring normies anyways!
I hate men so much, why can't you just date a feminine gay on hrt
>>41413866>>41413867homos are into men and if a homo likes you its a bad sign
>>41413866Bi men are ethereal they need all of my kisses on their scrawny beard and my clean bussy every day so they never think about dating a cisfoid
>>41413876yeah but 100% straight guys don’t fuck anything with balls and dick
>>41413874I could but why would I wanna date myself? I want a cool bro.
>>41413677please god I need this so so so so badly. god made me a disgusting tranny because I would be too perfect and obedient a wife otherwise
>>41413883its not gay if they dont touchalso orchie and srs
>>41413876but i'm a bihomosexual
>>41413898cope, seethe, dial 8. Yer a faggot.>>41413896it's just about in reach for you nona I can feel it. Go put your hands on his hairy chest and let his dick slam you into oblivion!
>>41413922im a woman
I was suppose to be a Seattle transbian
i was supposed to be a portland hrt femboy
this show is so camp it became a parody of itself (again)
>guy tells me I have a beautiful penistf am I supposed to do now?
>>41413964top him duh
>>41413964block him hes a bottom chaser just out to suck your dick
>>41413964call him a rapist
>>41413957what u watching
hey the transbian anon you ever get the ick because a girl looks too straight? i wanna know of im schizo or if its valid.
>>41413987chucky
>>41413998yea straightoids are gross
i do agree though bottom chasers should all be rounded up and cooked into a fucking pienot gonna fuck hairy man ass
>>41413998idk what look too straight mean but I do get the ick when the women I know start talking about the guys they're into too much
>>41413998im the bi nona and i wouldnt date a woman anymore even tho i find them attractive if you top you are a manmaybe a poonrepper top would be ok
>if you top you are a manbitch
make opiods otc again
she is right though, validates my AAP too
>>41414047nvm this is based
not a real thing
>>41413922where do I find a man who would do this though :(
call me a libtard but i think homophobia and misogyny are both WRONGalso it's transphobic to say trans women shouldn't buttfuck men
>>41414026>idk what look too straightthe have a look and it was always off putting for me but i dont know how normal it is.
you wouldn't get it. and you shouldn't tbhon
>>41414140>the viril bull pounding that hairy fag? yes thats a woman
>>41414174i'm a hairy fag and i've had my butt pounded by beautiful passing tranniesLove is love, chud.
men are repulsive
>>41414174
>>41414191that's disgusting and i'm a homosexyou should find your nearest petrol station and self immolate
>>41414191>i'm a hairy fag and i've had my butt pounded by beautiful passing transvestites>Love is love, chud.
>>41414210how's about you meet me at the nearest petrol station and we fuck in the bathroom?>>41414211yeah
>>41414226that's lovely just buy me a cola jack daniels yeah? bring plum brandy too and don't shave
I pretend to be straight irl so I don't get ostracized by other trannies
i could never i exuded cis hetero male energy
>>41411145going to college. I'm kinda a bum otherwise.
wanna cut my neck ngl fuck crying hardencourage me?
cis women never liked me as i looked too feminine
>>41414419i really doubt that?cis women really like fem men they can groom to be insensitive freaks...been there/felt that kinda a deal
I was such a feminine faggot as a kid that a girl in middle school said she would suck my dick to "turn me straight"
underage girls love fem dudes
i was never feminine just sensitive and precocious which led to me getting called faggot a bunch
mailfailed twice today idk how
>>41414557how tall are you
>>41414557because you are a fakemoder
>>41414524but no woman over 20 would ever date a fem dude>>414145675'4
yep killing myself don't know why i even bother taking hormones
>>41414581>woman over 20thats when they expire
>>41414598industrial society ruins women more than age. Mentally and physically
>>41414598gross incel kys
>>41414650not my fault they dont take care of themselves
>>41412047>fakemoder humblebrags to suicidal truemoders using a thinly veiled "supportive" angle to get away with it
i want someone to support me at an angle lel if you catch my drift ;)
I wish I had a hot gymrat bf who was mean to me
>>41414947i wish i had a hot gymrat bf who was a gay angel with a shaved head and a stupid gold ring in his ear and/or nostril
>>41414947same>who was mean to meSAME
>>41414947hey
>>41414947too shredded, needs more muscle
>>41415145hi please hurt me
i am so fucking touch starved
officially 6 months sober. this is the most uninterrupted clean time i've ever had, and i've been drinking and drugging for 15 years. when do i get to the part where sobriety feels good? is it all for nothing?
>>41415258can i really be described as touch starved if ive never been touched at all?
>>41415299yeah
>>41415299yes>>41415284you need to do something to take the edge offlike drink and drugswait no
>>41415284sobriety doesn’t feel good tho? but neither does addiction :/existence sucks. we should crowdfund my srs, i think that’d make it better fr
>>41415393hm i regret posting this now, it was an incredibly malebrained thing to say, i should rope
>>41415366>>41415369i dont agree
iwnbaw
>>41415436does a new born baby die if it never eats? if so, what from?
someone want to drink together with me?i'll not take a no as an answer.... (i will but get suicidal and maybe post bad things to my young hot disc frens and make 'em feel bad)
tears streaming down my facei can't do this
>>41415483crawling in my skin
>>41415453i dont know
>>41415528think THINK HHARDER WOMAN
>>41415549don't call me a woman
>>41415528I believe in youyou can do this
>>41415553i know the answer but i dont think it applies to me
>>41415570I've never been wrong
I'm watching cute videos of otters playing I'm so fembrained >.<
>>41415601please share
on some real shit i would kill myself before i started thinking of everything i do in the context of whether it was "fembrained" or "malebrained"
they're not gonna come through so here's something elsehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XkaJbDLlA8
>>41415616sure!! the way they swish the gems around is so cute https://www.tiktok.com/@otter_uchan/video/7559585199554694418>>41415641I was mostly joking nona
i should ljust get fat as fuck who cares my life is pointless
i put my picture into clip interrogator and it gave me a transgender prompt
>>41415733fakemoder, it would just call me a man
Clip interrogator is run by an anon from this general
why would they make me like this? it's honestly just so suffocating I don't know how I'm supposed to go on.
>>41415771are they gonna save my ugly manmoder face pics if I upload
>>41415771tell them to delete the boob pictures
put my hands on my face to cry in my bed and I could feel my enormous browbone on my fingertips I need to kill myself right now
>>41415492you should try to cut the crawlers out?>>41416042guess that's based.do you know what else is based? giving your sould to yhezus xrist to manage as a protecctive wall against invading xeons (with horns!)
>>41416094I would go to church if I had a husband to go with and become a tradewife
i will defend every poster here to the death in the final battle. since my soul is male and you are all womengoodbye
>>41416111so why don't you get a husbond?us freaks are just fucked, and people pretending to be friendly is just a larp.... but like 100% of mmg now consists of normies kinda passing or at worst being twinkhonsand getting a bf then is easy af unless one have stupid convoluted dumb rules of egibility
>>41416156nah i’m male souled too it’s okay im real stoic about it like a real man
>>41416156my soul fee kinda weak, would dick to bussy injections be proper?
>>41416167I have never malefailed once so yeah it's pretty hard for me
>>41416188silence foid *slap wit da backhand*
im gay and eetarded NAND UGLY AND EVERYBODY MOCKS ME ALL THE TIME FUCK YOU
also i’m in my thirties
>>41416248QUIET A REAL NIGGA IS TALKINGfoh with that misery shit before you make me really mad HNNGGG nigga.
I'm even more gay and more retarded than you
>>41416274>>41416277you dont understand im so ugly
>>41416283but are u retarded?
>>41416199so you look like a fruity male. is that really so bad?us ppl in the lgbt spectra kinda understand shit isn't 100% all the time (mopst of the time) and you can still find someone appreciating you for you, not seeing yourself as a monolith rigousrously described rules from a few hard line laws...>>41416238please hurt me more? for once and in this moment i'd like some pain
>>41416288very much so
>>41416283i am gonna slap the shit outta you
>>41416299you're right but I'm too mentally ill to see it that way
im a fub
should i bother with injectable prog
dubs and I kill myself >>41416497just get normal prog
dubs and m i dub nmysek
jealousy is a disease bitch, ew, ect.i fill in for june and murph because i am ideologically, physically, and mentally their offspring
I dont brush my teeth or shower or move
every day of my life I am jealous of boymoders
>>41416669i am treated like this by the general public
>>41416585me for the past 15 years
>>41416775lucky bitch
>>41416669sissy hypno for man and boymoders
>>41416879everything is a fucking fetish to you i can't win with yousick fuck>nb4 meds
>>41416879yeah this shits gross fryou've heard of boomersissies, now we got zoomersissies
>>41416879>>41416902the appeal to me is wishing someone could see me as a woman even though I look the way I do, not really a sissy thing I don't think, just desperate for affirmation
how do i stop being ashamed of still being attracted to women
well it won’t happen on this board
>>41417053do what I do and cut yourself whenever you have autosapphoerotic fantasies until they go away. then read yaoi and channel all your desire for a cute intimate homosexual relationship towards men.
>>41417109wow are you me
>>41416669/r/ftmspunished would love this comic>>41417117hey! do you also cut to repress your lesbian fetishism?
>>41417186yes i’m deeply ashamed to like women still
I think that's a little bit retarded, like being a tranny already makes you a freak no matter what do who cares if you wanna fuck girls too
>>41417213I like to browse lesbian radfem communities for repfuel, to remind myself that I'm a disgusting male rapist despised by actual homosexual woman.
>>41417261bigger freaks than any manmoder could be
>>41417324why is a homosexual woman a freak for being uncomfortable having her spaces invaded by men talking about their cocks?
the same (4) posters in this infernal machine i stir from my sleep and check back in like you’re an abusive ex that i can’t let gowe’ll surely all meet in hell
im gay
get out
nah
le new >>41418216